LOGINHeaven had always liked the idea of flying.
It started when she watched her mom dance on the hill near their old cabin.
However, it’s only when she got to actually dance she realized that as much as dancing was close to flying, she could also hurt or lose her wings. And she could fall—hard. Like now.
For the past fourteen years, she has been training in dance. The last seven years is when she started training professionally, though.
Now she’s in her finals. But dance just had a huge breakup with her.
She failed, which means she doesn’t get a job in the National Dance Company—her dream job—and she won’t earn a good recommendation into any other big dance companies.
She’s a rogue, once again. Always a rogue.
As much as she doesn’t want to remain a rogue forever, she has no choice but to. Seven years ago when she was only fourteen, her rogue parents were murdered, and she fled from the wolf world with a vow never to return.
She decided to stay in the human world, and even made two friends—a bestfriend and a boyfriend.
Her first months in the human world were tough. She experienced extreme brutality, sexual assaults, and several inhumane treatments until she took to sleeping near the school building with the hope that the school’s security would protect her.
That was how she heard of the scholarship audition. Then, she thought she only needed a roof above her head and food in her belly. So, she auditioned for the scholarship and surprisingly passed.
Later, she started taking it seriously. She found more joy in dancing for a professional purpose than dancing like her mother, who did it as a healing exercise.
However, once again, everything has snapped and shattered.
She knows this is what affected her dance—her anger for the world. It haunts her wherever she goes. It’s even now seeming as if the entire universe finds pleasure in frustrating her. And she doesn’t have a clue of how to fight it.
Heaven tucks the black card into the pocket of her pants before hailing a cab that takes her across the bridge.
When she arrives at her boyfriend’s studio apartment, she calls him again even though she has been doing so the entire time in the cab.
He still doesn’t pick up.
Now she stands on the last step that leads to his door, about to knock before her hand hangs in the air on hearing faint noises coming from inside. Curses. Constant body slamming body. Moans and pants.
But she can’t be too sure.
Heaven goes ahead to place the knock.
No response. The noises persist.
She knocks harder, and the noises suddenly stop.
Then, after a while, the door opens to reveal her naked boyfriend, Hector, standing akimbo and sweating profusely. He looks tired, but the first thing Heaven notices is his dick standing tall.
“Why did you not call?” he asks boorishly.
“Are you seriously asking me that? I’ve been calling you,” Heaven replies while glancing past him to the room. She finds no one else, but there’s his laptop on his bed. “Did you put the p**n so loud that you couldn’t even hear your phone ringing?”
“I guess my phone’s tucked away somewhere.” Hector shrugs.
“I was going to tell you I failed my project.”
“Well, Lulu told me that already. But why go about telling us? We weren’t the ones who asked you to chose dancing as a career.”
“Lulu?” Heaven asks, her eyes squinting with curiosity as she tries to get into the house. But Hector slides into her way, casually blocking her. “Why aren’t you letting me in?” she queries again, about to force her way in before Lulu steps out from behind the door, standing naked at Hector’s back.
“Heaven, hi,” she says nervously, her shoulders tense as she hesitantly waves at Heaven. “I didn’t expect you’d come, but it’s a good thing you did.”
Heaven analyzes the Blonde with a dirty look. “Are you guys doing what I think you’re doing?”
“Yes?” Hector chips in, then adds mockingly, “given the fact that we are in‘a boring relationship’.”
Heaven looks at Lulu with disbelief streaked on her face. She had told the girl how she was slowly losing interest in her relationship with Hector. But she thought her ‘bestfriend’ would keep such matters between them.
“That was a private thought that I trusted you with, Lulu.”
“If you want to term it as private, you should have come to me. It’s a matter of you and I, after all,” Hector scoffs. “Well, since the relationship was uninteresting, why don’t we spice it a little then? You, Lulu, and I.”
Heaven huffs. The next second, she turns and walks away, but not without hearing Lulu calling behind her.
“Come on, Heaven, don’t be a coward. It’s going to be fun!”
“Leave her be. Let her go dine with her sordid misery,” Hector spits. “I don’t need such a bad vibe with me anyway?”
Heaven looks back a couple of times, hoping her bestfriend would at least come after her. She couldn’t care less about Hector. She never even loved him and only tried to force herself to feel normal by being in a relationship, since she kept feeling like she didn’t belong in the human world.
But Lulu… Lulu was like the sister she never had. Lulu was everything to her, which is why it pains her that she would do such a thing.
It’s not about her having sex with her boyfriend behind her back. It’s more of she trying to convince her to have a threesome—even after seeing how displeased she was about it—knowing well about her history with men.
Sleeping with Hector was hard enough, let alone having one more body rubbing her. It would only remind her of those painful times when two or more men took her at once. She had just gotten over the trauma of that and doesn’t want to relive it again.
Now she is well and truly lonely, and has no one she can rely on.
Heaven approaches another apartment and sits down on the stairs leading to the door, still hoping Lulu would come after her. But seconds soon stretch to minutes, and minutes to hours. Even the weather curses her existence with striking lightening and thundering storm as the earth rumbles, heavy patters of rain flourishing all over the place and splashing on Heaven, who cares less about it.
The girl dips out the card she tucked away before, staring at the number in it as her finger slips into her mouth.
She can’t go back to the school lodge. She’ll only feel more miserable about her existence, especially when she sees the final years who passed celebrating in the lodge lobby.
No. She can’t put herself through all that.
“Ziason Father,” she mutters to herself. “As long as he’s not an Alpha, I can endure it.”
What’s there not to endure? He’s just a wolf, after all. Yes, she may meet other wolves too, and maybe even an Alpha, but it doesn’t mean she’ll be living with the latter.
She dials the number, shivering in the porch and hoping he would offer to come pick her up so she would not have to go into the rain.
“Hello?” Heaven mumbles with the phone close to her lips once Ziason picks up.
‘I’m coming to get you,’ his deep voice rumbles through the phone.
“What? You haven’t even heard what I have to say.”
Just then, a black limousine pulls up in front of the building. How the driver got it into such small street, Heaven doesn’t know. But when the tinted window winds down, she sees who is being driven.
Ziason Father.
Looking in her direction, the man slides off the pair of black shades he wore, revealing the full view of his rectangular, well-defined face to Heaven.
Her finger drops from her mouth before she could know it. Thank God she didn’t drop her phone too.
Had the man been spying on her?
Still shocked and unable to move, she watches as he opens his door, slowly stepping out while pulling free a black umbrella.
He takes gradual gaits in approaching her. For a moment, Heaven sees him walking in slow motion, the rain as mere showers of his glory.
She has never seen a man look so ethereal—not the pure, empyrean kinds that are dazzling, but the kind that seems like a spectral; the one crawling into her brains and knitting together with her wits, leaving her heady and spellbound by such a figure that has the aura of a devil walking the night.
The man quickly looks away. Then he pulls out a phone from his pocket and stretches it to her.Heaven looks at it for some time, wondering why he’s just handing her a phone… until it hits her. It’s her phone! Her fucking phone.“I have fulfilled my part of the contract. And I hope your detestation of me will not dictate whether you use the money or not,” he mutters as Heaven narrows her eyes.“Why, is this a goodbye?”“It is whatever you want it to be, Heaven.” He gently takes her hand and presses the phone into her palm. “Have some rest.”Turning away, he gradually disappears into the shadows, while Heaven watches him.However, as if snapped back to reality, she suddenly yells at the top of her voice. “Ziason! Wait!”The alpha halts in his tracks, letting Heaven reach him.“In your memories, I saw that eight years ago—when the seer relayed the prophecy to the Alphas—she didn’t want them to find me, so she cursed whoever did,” she says, stopping in front of the man and looking up at h
“My mother… in a way, I would say she killed herself. Her death really shaped me in ways I cannot fathom, just as her life did. We were the closest—she and I. When I was younger, I was perceived as the weakest, so I mingled less with my brothers and less with my father. My mother was the only one who had my back. She would comfort me and teach me in a nicer way how to be strong, but sometimes I found her actions and words contradictory. The things she did and said to me did not match her words and actions to my brothers. One could smell the clear-cut favoritism from afar. And although it never felt good watching her be the villain to my brothers, especially Zaphriel, she was a gem in my eyes. I still valued her and did not take it lightly when she died because of my father’s stubbornness. I blamed him. I blamed my brothers. I blamed myself. I blamed everything. However, over time, watching my brothers grow stronger with each struggle they faced made me wonder whether I understood my m
After drying her body, Heaven puts on a sleeveless silk top, tucks it into a pair of baggy jean pants, and tops it with a light-colored jacket of the same texture.With no destination in mind, she wanders out of her room and down the stairs. Then she stops on one of the top floors, where she notices Zeedar standing still before a plain wall.She says nothing, just watches him quietly from behind as his ink-dark hair catches glimpses of light in the semi-dark hallway until he turns around.“Do you want a seat at my table of solemnity?” he asks.She shrugs, so he gestures for her to approach. She obeys, standing beside him and watching a wall of nothing but black bricks.“How do you feel… about… everything?” he mumbles.Heaven sighs. “When the memories flooded in, there was turbulence. I felt fire build up within me, and I wanted to let it out. I wanted everything to burn. But moments after my eyes opened, a calmness settled in, slowly seeping away the chaos. Now I barely feel anything.
Once the brothers regain their senses, knowing what they have just done and its effect on Heaven, they pull away from her. Then Zeedar leads them far from the bed.“I think we need to comfort her,” Freck says worriedly, his eyes peeled on her.As he tries to approach her, Zeedar drags him back. “She needs space. Clustering around her now will do no good.”“But she’s suffering,” Freck insists, earning Zeedar's glare that instantly shuts him up.“The mating bond is complete,” Ziason suddenly mumbles. Only then do the brothers realize how much of Heaven’s feelings are spreading through them—her pain, her fear, her wrath.They may be a bit far from her, but it feels like they’re attached to her skin. In fact, their own eyes burn while they watch tears sliding down the corners of her eyes.They even experience prickling sensations on their skin as they watch hers begin to glow up until, once again, a ball of light envelops her.The ball ripples, making a low rumbling sound as if threatenin
Images flash in her mind. Images she has long wished to forget.What she sees, what she hears, and what she feels switch every second. One moment she’s in that dark alley, crammed full by strangers, dogs barking in the distance as the men spit dirty words in her face. Next, she’s back in the tower, in the pleasant moment she hopes she'll relive forever. Somehow, her wolf rises to her defense. In her mind, a war goes on—a fight against her past.Heaven doesn’t know how that ended, but she finds herself fully back in the moment Zeedar grips her waist and rams steadily into her.Meanwhile, Freck does the same from below, except his hands roam up to squeeze her breasts. One strays up between those portable mounds, past her clavicle, the fingers wrapping around her neck the moment Heaven throws her head back.Moans spill freely from her lips as the double penetration sends strong jolts of bliss through her core continuously. And she can’t control them. She can’t even detect their rhythm.
Heaven’s heart skips a bit the moment Zeedar’s cold lips touch hers. Then she stops breathing when his tongue sneaks through them.She softly grabs his waist and closes her eyes while his hands trace from her hip dips to her curvy waist as the kiss ruins what’s left of her sanity.Her wolf scratches beneath her skin, struggling to come out as her heat reaches its peak.Moaning into his mouth, she presses her body against him, feeling the hard ridge of his arousal straining his pants as he cups her cheeks and whispers against her lips.“I acknowledge… the bond…”Her eyes fly open. They well up for one second. Next, they shed tears.She didn’t realize how much she needed to hear that, especially from Zeedar.The man had rejected her time and again, which is why hearing him acknowledge their bond blasts her with peace.For the very first time, her fiery wolf is convinced into relaxation by someone who is not Freck.It whimpers within her, and she feels it submitting. She feels it leaving
Ziason halts in front of Heaven, lazily looking down at her. This time, his eyes are dark red, and his wet hair falling flat over his forehead and lashes does something overwhelming beneath Heaven’s stomach. It’s not fear. Heaven can’t decipher what the hell it is either. All she knows is it isn’
Heaven’s eyes gradually open to the blurry view of a wooden ceiling rippling in twos and threes. She feels a solid barrier at her back that tells her she’s lying directly on the floor instead of a woolen blanket. And when a cold, smooth touch grazes her arm, she could tell it’s her mother even bef
She quickly shakes the feeling off with a question, “Does she listen to instructions?”Ziason nods. “Very well.”“And her mother?”“She left me with Kaicha and left.”“She wasn’t prepared for motherhood, eh?”Ziason shrugs. “I will have her maid bring food for you as well. The maid will also prepar
The question takes Heaven by surprise. She remains calm, nevertheless. “Nothing,” she lies, “why?”“It’s just… I heard when you said ‘as long as he’s not an Alpha’. You might have said it beneath your breath, but my wolf ears picked it up, you know. Does it have to do with you being a dormant wolf,







