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    I have been racking my brain to think of something that will change Hayat's decision or at least stop them from being mad at each other. She already underwent a lot and that's enough I don't want more sufferings for her. I don't want her to think she has to choose between us and her fiancé.

"Anam hold this. It's too hot "Noori called from behind. I turned to her and she handed me a steamy cup of which I  assume tasty chocolate. I was at my usual spot on the balcony, my thinking place.  Noori came and sat beside me crossed legs on the floor.

  "Anam what's wrong "

          its nothing

  "then why were you crying? is everything okay " I didn't notice the tears on my cheeks until she reached and wiped it.

  "it's nothing Noori" I starred at my mug of hot chocolate to avoid her questioning gaze. I can't tell her even if I want to, Hayat will kill me if I did and I dont her worry abou