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Only to see my parents walk into the room side by side, felt like a sudden shift in the air, as if the walls themselves stiffened in their presence.
For a moment, I simply stared at them.
They looked exactly the same as always. Perfectly composed. Perfectly united. My mother’s posture was elegant, her steps light and quiet.
My father’s presence filled the room with quiet authority, his back straight, his expression unreadable.
When our eyes met, their gazes softened, just a little. Enough to remind me that I was still their daughter. But not enough to make me forget everything else.
I rose to my feet immediately, instinct drilled into me since childhood.
“Good afternoon, Mom. Dad,” I said.
“Good afternoon, dear,” my mother replied warmly, her lips curving into a gentle smile.
“How are you?”
“I’m good, Mom,” I answered automatically. “And you?”
“Fine, dear,” she said, moving closer and sitting beside me on the bed.
My father took the armchair near the window instead, his presence solid and imposing. He didn’t smile. He never did unless it served a purpose. Just looking at us.
“We just came to check on you,” my mother said softly, placing her hand over mine.
The touch should have comforted me. Instead, my chest tightened.
“Thank you, Mom,” I said quietly with a gentle smile.
She nodded, then straightened slightly, her tone shifting, subtle, but unmistakable.
“You must always remember who you are,” she began. “Serena Blackwood, daughter of an Alpha. The future queen of this kingdom. You carry not just your own name, but the honor of your pack and family.”
There it was.
Not Are you happy?
Not Are you safe?
Not How is he treating you?
Duty. Reputation. Expectations. That is what matters to them. My heart cracked just a little at the thought.
“Do not let anyone point fingers at our upbringing,” she continued. “At our teachings. At our values. You must be perfect in all that you do. Give no room for criticism. The elders council are watching. The people are watching.”
Her words wrapped around me like invisible chains.
“Be a good Luna Queen,” she said gently.
I lowered my gaze, my fingers curling into the fabric of my clothes.
So this is why you came.
Not because I’m alone.
Not because I’m struggling.
But because the alliance matters.
Because appearances matter.
I swallowed the ache rising in my throat.
“Yes, Mom,” I said.
She smiled, satisfied.
“We will be leaving tomorrow afternoon,” she added calmly. “Along with the other guests. Everyone will be returning to their respective territories.”
Tomorrow. They were leaving tomorrow.
That meant this palace, this kingdom, would truly become my prison. No familiar faces. No allies. No one who knew me beyond the title placed on my head.
Not that it mattered if they stayed. Their presence had never been a shield. If anything, they had always been the ones pushing me into the fire. They are the biggest problem of my life
I forced myself not to show relief.
“That’s fine,” I said. “Safe travels.”
My mother studied me closely, as if searching for something, weakness, perhaps. Or defiance.
“We came to remind you of the expectations of your pack,” she said again.
“You must not fail them.” I felt suffocated.
My chest tightened, my breathing shallow. A scream burned at the back of my throat. I wanted to ask her if she truly saw my reluctance. If she ever had. If she truly was my mother. If I am their child not adopted.
But I endured. As I always did. Artemis stirred inside me, her presence warm and steady. You are not alone, she murmured gently. We are one.
A faint smile touched my lips.
“I won’t forget my duty,” I said. “I’ll fulfill it.”
And repay you for raising me, I added in my mind. Because that was all this ever was, a debt. Which I will make sure I pay.
My mother seemed pleased. My father finally spoke. “Do not question decisions made for the good of the pack,” he said firmly. “Strength lies in obedience.”
I nodded.
But inside, something fractured.
Is this all you care about?
They didn’t ask about the celebration.
They didn’t ask about the crowning.
They didn’t ask why the mating ceremony hadn’t taken place.
They didn’t ask about Jayden.
Didn’t they see who he was?
Didn’t they realize he was the same Jayden I had once rejected? The same man they had deemed unworthy? Lowly?
Had they truly never considered what I would face here?
My gaze lifted slowly to my mother’s face.
“Why,” I asked quietly, “did you never for once think I would suffer here?”
Silence fell. The room seemed to freeze.
My mother’s smile faltered, just for a heartbeat. My father’s eyes hardened.
And in that moment, I knew.
They had thought of it.
They just didn’t care enough to stop it. To ask how I feel or how they treat me.
I stared at her. Still waiting for my reply.
Chapter 15 (Part 2)SERENA POVI stood frozen the moment I heard the voice. It was familiar. Too familiar. For a split second, I thought it was Jayden. My heart reacted before my mind did, tightening painfully in my chest. But when I turned, it wasn’t him.My heartbeat steady when It turns out to be Zora. She was walking toward me with a calm, warm smile, as if the tension in the air didn’t exist, as if the ground beneath this palace wasn’t layered with politics, power, and unspoken cruelty.She looked relaxed, confident, and strangely kind for someone who had just fought me hours earlier.“How are you doing?” she asked gently. “I hope you’re good.”Her tone wasn’t mocking. No challenge. It wasn’t cold. There was no hidden edge to it. Just a simple concern.“I’m fine,” I replied, offering a small smile of my own. “And you?”“I’m good, thank you,” she said. Then she gestured ahead. “Everyone is already waiting for you and the Alpha King.”Her words tightened something in my chest, but
Chapter 15 (Part 1)SERENA POVI composed myself and walked slowly from the training field back to the pack house. Every step felt heavier than the last, my muscles screaming in protest, my body reminding me of every strike I had taken and every blow I had returned.The ache settled deep in my bones, dull yet persistent, like a warning that I had pushed myself to the edge again.Still, I did not allow it to show. I walked with my back straight, my shoulders squared, my head held high. Grace was armor. Pride was survival. I refused to give anyone the satisfaction of seeing weakness written on my face, and have also done this numerous times in my pack. I don't have a choice, I have to show them I am strong, that I am not weak. Since they never truly accept me, I have to make them know I am stronger than them even if they are dissatisfied with me being the Alpha, they have to keep it hidden inside them.In this palace, perception mattered just as much as strength. By the time I reached
CHAPTER 14 – PART 2SERENA POV“Enough.”Jayden’s voice cut cleanly through the training grounds.“Everyone, come forward,” he commanded. “We will watch. And we will judge today’s match.”The murmurs grew instantly.Warriors shifted positions, forming a wide circle. Some leaned forward with interest. Others crossed their arms, skeptical. A few wore expressions I recognized too well, anticipation mixed with doubt. Jayden turned his gaze toward me.“Serena,” he said coolly, “you’ve had enough time. Ten minutes is up. It’s time to fight.”My pulse steadied instead of racing. I stepped forward. Zora already stood in the center of a platform ring in the field for fighting, rolling her shoulders, loosening her neck like someone preparing for a real fight, not a demonstration. Her expression wasn’t hostile. It was focused. Professional.This wasn’t personal for her. That made it harder. Weapons were not allowed. This would be skill against skill. Control against control.“Rules,” Jayden sai
CHAPTER 14 – PART 1SERENA POVI woke before the sun was shining into my room.The room was quiet, too quiet, for my liking, the kind of silence that presses against your chest and reminds you that you are alone even in a palace full of people. No one understands what you are going through.My body ached in places I didn’t know could ache. Every muscle screamed in protest as I pushed myself upright, memories of yesterday’s training flashing through my mind. Also the conversation with my parents and emotional breakdowns I have after it, all gush in at once.Today, I know it would be worse, but I pray for it to be good and not too much drama.I welcomed the pain. It reminded me I was still standing.I swung my legs over the side of the bed and sat there for a moment, breathing slowly, centering myself. Artemis stirred within me, calm and steady.“Today matters a lot, alot” she said.“I know,” I replied. I won’t bend, I am ready to face what today was going to bring. I knew that everyda
SERENA POV“Why are they like this?” I shouted, my voice echoing painfully through the large room.The walls offered no answer. The silence pressed down on me, heavy and suffocating.“Why can’t they be like other parents?” I cried out, my voice breaking. “Parents who care for their child. Parents who are willing to sacrifice anything for their child’s happiness and well-being.”My knees drew up to my chest as I sank further down, my arms wrapping tightly around myself as if I could somehow hold myself together. As if I could replace the warmth I had never truly known.“Why am I so unfortunate,” I whispered, my voice shaking, “to have parents who see me as nothing more than a pawn? A tool to fulfill their goals and ambitions.”Tears streamed freely now, blurring my vision.“They don’t care if I’m hurting. They don’t care if I’m suffering or in pain,” I said, my chest aching with every breath. “As long as their plans succeed.”I pressed a hand over my heart as a sharp ache bloomed ther
CHAPTER 13 (Part 1)SERENA POV“When did this start, Serena?” my mother asked softly. “When did you begin questioning us and our decisions, my dear?”She didn’t answer the question I had asked her. Instead, she turned it back on me, like she always did. Like she always had.I swallowed, my throat suddenly dry.“Mom, I just want to know,” I said quietly. “I’m not questioning you. I’ve always listened to everything you said. I just want an answer this time.”I lifted my gaze to meet hers, forcing myself not to look away. “Did you ever think I would suffer here?” I asked. “Did you ever think Jayden would make my life a living hell?”Her expression changed instantly. The softness in her eyes deepened, her lips trembling slightly as pain flickered across her face. She looked almost wounded.“My child,” she said gently, reaching out and placing her hand against my cheek. “Of course we did. You are my daughter. How could I not think about your pain?”Her touch was warm, familiar, and yet i







