ログインCHAPTER 12 part 1
SERENA POV
“Serena, wait.”
I stopped mid-step.
For a brief second, I considered ignoring her, the way Jayden had ignored me earlier. Walking away would have been easier. Cleaner. Less complicated.
Who did she think she was, demanding that I stop, that I wait for her?
But something in Zora’s tone, sharp, controlled, almost challenging, made me turn slowly.
She stood a few feet away, arms folded across her chest, posture straight, chin lifted. Sweat clung to her skin, darkening her training clothes from exertion.
She looked every inch the warrior leader she was: strong, confident, commanding. Watching me as if she were measuring my worth, every movement deliberate.
“What do you want?” I asked calmly.
Her eyes flicked briefly in the direction Jayden had disappeared.
“You don’t back down easily,” she said.
It wasn’t an insult. Not quite praise either. More like an observation.
“I don’t see why I should,” I replied.
“Especially not here. At the kingdom, where I am not wanted.”
A corner of her mouth lifted slightly. “Most women would’ve broken already. Or begged. Or cried.”
“I’m not most women,” I said firmly.
“No,” she agreed. “You’re not.”
Silence stretched between us, thick and tense. Around us, the training grounds were slowly emptying. Warriors left in small groups, their voices low, glances curious.
I could feel them wondering. Judging. Choosing sides. And I didn’t care.
Zora stepped closer, not invading my space, but close enough for me to feel the weight of her presence, the authority radiating from her.
“You should know something,” she said quietly.
“Training with the omegas isn’t punishment. They are also part of us.”
“I know,” I said immediately. “And I don’t see them as lesser.”
Her gaze sharpened. “Good. Because if you had, we’d already have a problem.”
I held her stare. “Then what is the problem?”
She exhaled slowly, measuring her words. “The problem is that the king doesn’t do anything without intention.” Of course he doesn’t.
“He wants to break you,” she continued. “Not just your strength. Your patience. Your pride. Your ability to endure humiliation without losing control.”
My jaw tightened. “So I’m entertainment.”
“For some,” she admitted. “For others, you’re a threat.”
That caught my attention. “Explain.”
Zora’s eyes scanned my face, then my stance, my hands, my posture.
“You don’t carry yourself like someone who plans to disappear quietly into the background,” she said. “We can sense strength when we see it. And you, you are strong.”
I let out a short breath. “I didn’t come here to be invisible.”
“No,” she said. “You came here to survive.”
Something in her tone made my chest tighten. The words weren’t just advice. They were a warning.
“Listen carefully,” Zora said, lowering her voice further.
“If you want to last in this pack, if you want to walk into tomorrow’s sparring match with the king and not be crushed, you need allies. Even temporary ones.”
“And you’re offering?” I asked skeptically.
Her gaze held mine. “I’m offering fairness.”
That was more than I’d been given so far.
“I don’t need it,” I said. “And I don’t want pity.”
“Good,” she replied. “Because you won’t get either.”
She turned and began walking toward the far side of the field. Then she stopped and glanced over her shoulder.
“You can never be my queen. Jayden will never accept you.”
“I don’t need you to accept me as your queen,” I said sharply. “Nor do you have to concern yourself with what’s going on between Jayden and me.”
I walked away, not bothering to listen to what else she had to say.
I headed toward the king’s pack house which belonged only to him and the high ranking wolves.
The palace was enormous. I had heard rumors that the king and his high-ranking members had a separate, private house within the palace, isolated from the public pack house.
Now, I could see it for myself, grand, imposing, untouchable.
I entered the building without hesitation, ignoring the few people who stared. My body ached from the training session, every muscle reminding me of the effort I had put in.
I collapsed onto my bed immediately, letting exhaustion sink in. I couldn’t stop thinking about the training with the omegas.
To tell the truth, Zora was a capable leader. Firm but fair. And I appreciated how they treated the omegas here. Respect, discipline, encouragement, it was a world I had never truly seen before.
Flashback
“Training with the omegas starts now. You’re coming.”
I followed Jayden without hesitation.
The omega training grounds were simpler. No spectators. No grandeur. Just space, dirt, and bodies moving with quiet determination.
They looked up as we approached, surprise flickering across their faces. Whispers followed me like wind over dry leaves.
Zora didn’t acknowledge them. “Warm-up,” she ordered. “Everyone.”
The session was different from the king’s training. Less brutal, yes, but no less demanding. Endurance, balance, control, every motion repeated until muscles screamed and lungs burned.
I didn’t complain. I didn’t slow down. When my arms shook, I steadied them. When my legs trembled, I adjusted my stance.
Artemis flowed through me, grounding me, strengthening me.
“They’re watching,” she murmured. “Not just the omegas.”
I felt it too. Halfway through the session, I sensed him. Jayden. Watching. Evaluating. Waiting for me to falter.
I didn’t give him the satisfaction.
When the training ended, the omegas bowed slightly before dispersing.
Their gazes were different now, no longer mocking, not warm, but a mutual recognition. Respect was being negotiated, quietly, silently. Zora turned to me.
“You learn fast.”
“I don’t have a choice,” I said. She nodded.
“Tomorrow’s sparring match won’t be fair.”
“I know.”
“He won’t hold back.”
“I wouldn’t want him to,” I replied.
For the first time, I thought I saw something like approval in her face.
As I turned to leave, my chest tightened again.
Jayden stood at the edge of the field, arms crossed, eyes dark and unreadable. The bond stirred violently in my chest, heat and warning colliding with desire, twisting through my veins.
His gaze swept over me slowly. Calculating. Possessive. Cold.
“This isn’t over,” he said.
I met his eyes without flinching. “It’s only just begun.”
As I walked past him, I knew one thing with terrifying certainty: tomorrow wouldn’t just be about strength.
It would be about dominance.
And neither of us intended to lose.
End of Flashback
Today had been tough. Only the goddess knew how hard tomorrow would be.
A knock on my door snapped me out of my thoughts.
I was about to call out, but before I could speak, the door burst open. My head shot up. My heart thumped.
I stared at whoever had just entered, every muscle tensing.
Chapter 15 (Part 2)SERENA POVI stood frozen the moment I heard the voice. It was familiar. Too familiar. For a split second, I thought it was Jayden. My heart reacted before my mind did, tightening painfully in my chest. But when I turned, it wasn’t him.My heartbeat steady when It turns out to be Zora. She was walking toward me with a calm, warm smile, as if the tension in the air didn’t exist, as if the ground beneath this palace wasn’t layered with politics, power, and unspoken cruelty.She looked relaxed, confident, and strangely kind for someone who had just fought me hours earlier.“How are you doing?” she asked gently. “I hope you’re good.”Her tone wasn’t mocking. No challenge. It wasn’t cold. There was no hidden edge to it. Just a simple concern.“I’m fine,” I replied, offering a small smile of my own. “And you?”“I’m good, thank you,” she said. Then she gestured ahead. “Everyone is already waiting for you and the Alpha King.”Her words tightened something in my chest, but
Chapter 15 (Part 1)SERENA POVI composed myself and walked slowly from the training field back to the pack house. Every step felt heavier than the last, my muscles screaming in protest, my body reminding me of every strike I had taken and every blow I had returned.The ache settled deep in my bones, dull yet persistent, like a warning that I had pushed myself to the edge again.Still, I did not allow it to show. I walked with my back straight, my shoulders squared, my head held high. Grace was armor. Pride was survival. I refused to give anyone the satisfaction of seeing weakness written on my face, and have also done this numerous times in my pack. I don't have a choice, I have to show them I am strong, that I am not weak. Since they never truly accept me, I have to make them know I am stronger than them even if they are dissatisfied with me being the Alpha, they have to keep it hidden inside them.In this palace, perception mattered just as much as strength. By the time I reached
CHAPTER 14 – PART 2SERENA POV“Enough.”Jayden’s voice cut cleanly through the training grounds.“Everyone, come forward,” he commanded. “We will watch. And we will judge today’s match.”The murmurs grew instantly.Warriors shifted positions, forming a wide circle. Some leaned forward with interest. Others crossed their arms, skeptical. A few wore expressions I recognized too well, anticipation mixed with doubt. Jayden turned his gaze toward me.“Serena,” he said coolly, “you’ve had enough time. Ten minutes is up. It’s time to fight.”My pulse steadied instead of racing. I stepped forward. Zora already stood in the center of a platform ring in the field for fighting, rolling her shoulders, loosening her neck like someone preparing for a real fight, not a demonstration. Her expression wasn’t hostile. It was focused. Professional.This wasn’t personal for her. That made it harder. Weapons were not allowed. This would be skill against skill. Control against control.“Rules,” Jayden sai
CHAPTER 14 – PART 1SERENA POVI woke before the sun was shining into my room.The room was quiet, too quiet, for my liking, the kind of silence that presses against your chest and reminds you that you are alone even in a palace full of people. No one understands what you are going through.My body ached in places I didn’t know could ache. Every muscle screamed in protest as I pushed myself upright, memories of yesterday’s training flashing through my mind. Also the conversation with my parents and emotional breakdowns I have after it, all gush in at once.Today, I know it would be worse, but I pray for it to be good and not too much drama.I welcomed the pain. It reminded me I was still standing.I swung my legs over the side of the bed and sat there for a moment, breathing slowly, centering myself. Artemis stirred within me, calm and steady.“Today matters a lot, alot” she said.“I know,” I replied. I won’t bend, I am ready to face what today was going to bring. I knew that everyda
SERENA POV“Why are they like this?” I shouted, my voice echoing painfully through the large room.The walls offered no answer. The silence pressed down on me, heavy and suffocating.“Why can’t they be like other parents?” I cried out, my voice breaking. “Parents who care for their child. Parents who are willing to sacrifice anything for their child’s happiness and well-being.”My knees drew up to my chest as I sank further down, my arms wrapping tightly around myself as if I could somehow hold myself together. As if I could replace the warmth I had never truly known.“Why am I so unfortunate,” I whispered, my voice shaking, “to have parents who see me as nothing more than a pawn? A tool to fulfill their goals and ambitions.”Tears streamed freely now, blurring my vision.“They don’t care if I’m hurting. They don’t care if I’m suffering or in pain,” I said, my chest aching with every breath. “As long as their plans succeed.”I pressed a hand over my heart as a sharp ache bloomed ther
CHAPTER 13 (Part 1)SERENA POV“When did this start, Serena?” my mother asked softly. “When did you begin questioning us and our decisions, my dear?”She didn’t answer the question I had asked her. Instead, she turned it back on me, like she always did. Like she always had.I swallowed, my throat suddenly dry.“Mom, I just want to know,” I said quietly. “I’m not questioning you. I’ve always listened to everything you said. I just want an answer this time.”I lifted my gaze to meet hers, forcing myself not to look away. “Did you ever think I would suffer here?” I asked. “Did you ever think Jayden would make my life a living hell?”Her expression changed instantly. The softness in her eyes deepened, her lips trembling slightly as pain flickered across her face. She looked almost wounded.“My child,” she said gently, reaching out and placing her hand against my cheek. “Of course we did. You are my daughter. How could I not think about your pain?”Her touch was warm, familiar, and yet i







