Mag-log inSERENA POV
Why did everything have to turn out like this?
I had known pain my entire life, but this felt different. Heavier. Sharper. Like fate itself had closed its fist around my throat and decided to squeeze.
Jayden would never believe me.
He already hated me.
And I couldn’t blame him.
I had dreaded this moment since childhood, long before I ever met him. Long before I knew what love felt like. I had always known I would one day be mated to the king, that my life would never truly be mine. I had accepted it as my duty. As inevitability.
But this?
This was cruelty disguised as destiny.
The king wasn’t just my mate.
He was the one I had rejected.
The one I had wounded with my own mouth.
The one I had driven away with words sharp enough to kill m.
Goddess, give me strength.
I sat on the edge of the bed, my spine stiff, my hands clenched tightly in my lap. The room I had been assigned was massive, lavish, and suffocating all at once. Everything about it screamed royalty, silk drapes, carved stone walls, the faint scent of power embedded into the air.
This room was not an invitation.
It was a cage.
And it was on the king’s floor.
Artemis paced inside me, restless and tense, her movements sharp and agitated.
He’s close, she warned. Too close.
I felt it too.
The bond hummed low beneath my skin, uneasy and raw, like an old wound ripped open and left exposed. It didn’t comfort me. It didn’t soothe me.
It burned.
The sound of the door opening sliced through the silence.
I was on my feet instantly.
Every sense sharpened. My muscles tightened. My heart slammed against my ribs as if trying to escape my chest. I didn’t need to turn around to know who it was.
His presence flooded the room.
Heavy. Dominant. Inescapable.
“Oh,” Jayden drawled from behind me, his voice smooth and cold all at once. “You’ve started getting comfortable already.”
I turned slowly.
He stood just inside the doorway, tall and unyielding, dressed in dark royal attire that clung to his powerful frame like it belonged there. The crown was gone, but the authority remained, coiled tightly around him like a living thing.
This wasn’t the man I once knew.
This was a king.
I said nothing.
Silence stretched between us, thick and dangerous.
His gaze swept over me slowly, deliberately, as if assessing property. Not a woman. Not a mate.
Something owned.
Something he intended to break.
Then he moved.
One moment he was across the room. Next, he was in front of me.
I barely had time to react before his hand closed around my arm and yanked me forward. My back hit the wall with a sharp thud, the breath knocked from my lungs as he pinned me there effortlessly.
Stone pressed into my spine.
Jayden pressed into my space.
My pulse roared in my ears.
Artemis snarled, throwing herself against the bond, instincts screaming to fight, to claw, to defend. He is ours. He don’t get to hurt us.
But I didn’t move.
I refused to give him that satisfaction.
Jayden leaned closer, his forearm braced beside my head, his body caging me in completely. I could feel the heat of him, the overwhelming force of his presence, the sheer weight of his dominance crashing into me.
His eyes were cold.
“You think I chose you because you are my mate?” he asked softly.
His hand slid up, fingers hooking loosely at my throat, not tight enough to choke, but firm enough to remind me how easily he could.
“Or because I still have feelings for you?”
His lips curved slightly.
“If that’s what you think,” he continued calmly, “then you are mistaken.”
My breath came shallow, but I forced myself to meet his gaze.
“I chose you,” he went on, voice dropping, “so I can torment you.”
Each word landed with precision.
“So I can break you.”
Pain flared through my chest as the bond reacted violently, twisting and convulsing like it was being flayed alive. Artemis cried out, rage and hurt, bleeding together.
“I will make sure,” Jayden said, his grip tightening just enough to make my pulse jump, “that you regret who you are.”
I swallowed hard.
Then he leaned back slightly, his fingers trailing down from my throat slowly, deliberately, as if savoring the moment.
“You love status,” he continued, circling the words like a blade. “Power. Position.”
His eyes flicked to my face, sharp and knowing.
“So I will give you the title of queen.”
My heart sank.
“But you will never earn the respect that comes with it,” he finished coldly. “You will wear the crown, and they will smile to your face while they tear you apart behind your back.”
Artemis growled viciously.
He’s punishing us. He wants us to suffer.
Something hardened inside me.
I lifted my chin, even as my body trembled.
“You can do whatever you want,” I said, my voice steady despite the storm raging inside my chest. “But you will never break me.”
Jayden stilled.
“I won’t fall apart for you,” I continued quietly. “I am stronger than that.”
His eyes darkened.
For a moment, I thought he might strike me.
Then he smiled.
Slow.
Dangerous.
“Really?” he murmured. “Then let’s see.”
His hand lifted, fingers brushing my cheek, not gentle, not cruel. Possessive. Calculating. He leaned in, inhaling deeply, his nose brushing my hair, my neck.
The bond reacted instantly.
Heat surged through me. Artemis howled, thrown into chaos by his scent, stronger than ever, layered with Lycan power and something feral beneath it.
Zion was there.
I felt him then, unmistakably. His presence pressed against Artemis like a challenge, dominant and territorial, his wolf recognizing mine even as the man rejected me.
Mine, Artemis snarled helplessly.
Jayden pulled back abruptly, his jaw clenched, eyes blazing for just a second before the mask dropped back into place.
“Let the game begin,” he said coldly.
Then he turned.
And walked out.
The door closed behind him with a final, echoing thud.
My legs gave out.
I slid down the wall, my hand flying to my chest as pain ripped through me in violent waves. The bond throbbed, raw and furious, like it had been torn open all over again.
“Did I really just talk back to him?” I whispered into the empty room.
My heart pounded wildly.
Artemis crouched beside me inside my mind, breathing hard but resolute.
You did. And you should have.
Tears burned my eyes, but I forced them back.
He was our mate.
Our equal.
Even if the bond was broken, even if it was scarred and bleeding, it was still there.
I pressed my palm flat against my chest.
“I will endure,” I whispered. “Whatever he throws at me.”
I had spent my entire life obeying.
My parents.
My pack.
My fate.
But not him.
Not Jayden.
If he wanted war, he would have it.
I straightened slowly, forcing myself back onto my feet. My reflection in the mirror caught my eye, pale, shaken, but unbroken.
“I am not just anyone,” I said softly. “I am his other half.”
Artemis rose with me, her presence steady and fierce.
We will survive this.
And for the first time since the ceremony began, I wasn’t just afraid.
I was ready.
Chapter 15 (Part 2)SERENA POVI stood frozen the moment I heard the voice. It was familiar. Too familiar. For a split second, I thought it was Jayden. My heart reacted before my mind did, tightening painfully in my chest. But when I turned, it wasn’t him.My heartbeat steady when It turns out to be Zora. She was walking toward me with a calm, warm smile, as if the tension in the air didn’t exist, as if the ground beneath this palace wasn’t layered with politics, power, and unspoken cruelty.She looked relaxed, confident, and strangely kind for someone who had just fought me hours earlier.“How are you doing?” she asked gently. “I hope you’re good.”Her tone wasn’t mocking. No challenge. It wasn’t cold. There was no hidden edge to it. Just a simple concern.“I’m fine,” I replied, offering a small smile of my own. “And you?”“I’m good, thank you,” she said. Then she gestured ahead. “Everyone is already waiting for you and the Alpha King.”Her words tightened something in my chest, but
Chapter 15 (Part 1)SERENA POVI composed myself and walked slowly from the training field back to the pack house. Every step felt heavier than the last, my muscles screaming in protest, my body reminding me of every strike I had taken and every blow I had returned.The ache settled deep in my bones, dull yet persistent, like a warning that I had pushed myself to the edge again.Still, I did not allow it to show. I walked with my back straight, my shoulders squared, my head held high. Grace was armor. Pride was survival. I refused to give anyone the satisfaction of seeing weakness written on my face, and have also done this numerous times in my pack. I don't have a choice, I have to show them I am strong, that I am not weak. Since they never truly accept me, I have to make them know I am stronger than them even if they are dissatisfied with me being the Alpha, they have to keep it hidden inside them.In this palace, perception mattered just as much as strength. By the time I reached
CHAPTER 14 – PART 2SERENA POV“Enough.”Jayden’s voice cut cleanly through the training grounds.“Everyone, come forward,” he commanded. “We will watch. And we will judge today’s match.”The murmurs grew instantly.Warriors shifted positions, forming a wide circle. Some leaned forward with interest. Others crossed their arms, skeptical. A few wore expressions I recognized too well, anticipation mixed with doubt. Jayden turned his gaze toward me.“Serena,” he said coolly, “you’ve had enough time. Ten minutes is up. It’s time to fight.”My pulse steadied instead of racing. I stepped forward. Zora already stood in the center of a platform ring in the field for fighting, rolling her shoulders, loosening her neck like someone preparing for a real fight, not a demonstration. Her expression wasn’t hostile. It was focused. Professional.This wasn’t personal for her. That made it harder. Weapons were not allowed. This would be skill against skill. Control against control.“Rules,” Jayden sai
CHAPTER 14 – PART 1SERENA POVI woke before the sun was shining into my room.The room was quiet, too quiet, for my liking, the kind of silence that presses against your chest and reminds you that you are alone even in a palace full of people. No one understands what you are going through.My body ached in places I didn’t know could ache. Every muscle screamed in protest as I pushed myself upright, memories of yesterday’s training flashing through my mind. Also the conversation with my parents and emotional breakdowns I have after it, all gush in at once.Today, I know it would be worse, but I pray for it to be good and not too much drama.I welcomed the pain. It reminded me I was still standing.I swung my legs over the side of the bed and sat there for a moment, breathing slowly, centering myself. Artemis stirred within me, calm and steady.“Today matters a lot, alot” she said.“I know,” I replied. I won’t bend, I am ready to face what today was going to bring. I knew that everyda
SERENA POV“Why are they like this?” I shouted, my voice echoing painfully through the large room.The walls offered no answer. The silence pressed down on me, heavy and suffocating.“Why can’t they be like other parents?” I cried out, my voice breaking. “Parents who care for their child. Parents who are willing to sacrifice anything for their child’s happiness and well-being.”My knees drew up to my chest as I sank further down, my arms wrapping tightly around myself as if I could somehow hold myself together. As if I could replace the warmth I had never truly known.“Why am I so unfortunate,” I whispered, my voice shaking, “to have parents who see me as nothing more than a pawn? A tool to fulfill their goals and ambitions.”Tears streamed freely now, blurring my vision.“They don’t care if I’m hurting. They don’t care if I’m suffering or in pain,” I said, my chest aching with every breath. “As long as their plans succeed.”I pressed a hand over my heart as a sharp ache bloomed ther
CHAPTER 13 (Part 1)SERENA POV“When did this start, Serena?” my mother asked softly. “When did you begin questioning us and our decisions, my dear?”She didn’t answer the question I had asked her. Instead, she turned it back on me, like she always did. Like she always had.I swallowed, my throat suddenly dry.“Mom, I just want to know,” I said quietly. “I’m not questioning you. I’ve always listened to everything you said. I just want an answer this time.”I lifted my gaze to meet hers, forcing myself not to look away. “Did you ever think I would suffer here?” I asked. “Did you ever think Jayden would make my life a living hell?”Her expression changed instantly. The softness in her eyes deepened, her lips trembling slightly as pain flickered across her face. She looked almost wounded.“My child,” she said gently, reaching out and placing her hand against my cheek. “Of course we did. You are my daughter. How could I not think about your pain?”Her touch was warm, familiar, and yet i







