Aria.
The school had ended, without any further encounter with Hunter and I was thankful for it. I didn't want to get into any conversation with him, even being close to him hurt me.
I absentmindedly walked to reach the exit, most of the students had left, and due to my injured ankle, I was the only one who seemed to be taking more time than anyone else. The only destination in my mind was home, I felt safer there.
I sighed and tried to stop myself from thinking about him, but my thoughts were in a nutshell.
And suddenly a hand grabbed my wrist and pulled me inside a room, I gasped in surprise but then my eyes took a glance at the owner of the hand. My breathing got caught in my throat as those dark brown orbs bore into my eyes.
"Alpha, what are you..." I couldn't complete my sentence as he suddenly slammed me hard against the door with my body completely pressed against mines.
The slight twitch of pain was nothing compared to the fear that prompted in my nerves.
"You shouldn't have said that in the class today..." His voice was dangerously low and leaned closer to my face, his lips lightly brushed against mines, and I gulped in terror. His hands resting on my hips began tightening their grip and his nails were almost digging into my skin.
"I-I..." I attempted to speak but he silenced me by putting his index finger on my lips.
"Don't you dare to say a word," He threatened, "You've already spoken little too much than you should've."
I was left tongue-tied. His dangerous stare and closeness were too overwhelming, the smell of his breath was more addicting than my tormentor himself.
"You said you are going away from me," He slowly buried his head into my neck. The goosebumps spread throughout my body and I shivered in his touch. Too close, he was too close.
"You think you'll be able to do that? Do you think I'll allow you to do that?" He raised his head to look at me, the stare itself held a promise. He wouldn't let me, "If you think you can, then you are absolutely wrong,"
My legs began feeling like jelly and my mind went into a frenzy.
"No matter what you do, Aria. Remember you are mine," He whispered closer to my ear, his hands on my first slid to my butt where he squeezed it putting me to bite my lips to stop the brazen moan.
"I'll not let you go, till my last breath," He trailed his mouth to my neck and sucked on my skin, the sensation went straight to my bottom and the moisture couldn't be hidden.
"Alpha, don't..." I managed to muster out but instead of stopping Hunter began moving his lips leaving leech-like kisses all the way across my jaw. The strange pull at my abdomen was worse than before.
His hand moved under my t-shirt, and he squeezed my breast from over my bra.
This time a moan slipped past my lips, I squeezed my eyes shut and had to refrain myself from moving my hand into his hair but then I felt my hand getting lifted, and as if Hunter had understood my hesitation he voluntarily let my hand slip into his hair locks and before I could question my decision my own body had betrayed me and I found myself gripping his soft hair locks.
Those were as soft as I could remember.
"You crave my touch," He whispered against my skin before he gently bit the skin below my ear, the pleasure shot through my body.
"You want me as much as I want you," He murmured, his hand traveling from my shoulder to my waist leaving the tingling sensation all over.
My heartbeat and breathing, both had taken a pace.
"Alpha...leave me," I breathed out, trying to gain control over my body. The urge to let him do whatever he wanted was no less but I knew him, I knew both sides of him; The one I had once found my best friend in and the one I found my bully.
And right now, it was my bully who was trying to control me by using my weak point.
"Never," He trailed his nose from the spot below my ear to my shoulder, installing my scent as he did so. My one hand that'd rested on his chest without letting me realize fisted his leather Jacket.
Hunter was my weak point, he had always been.
"You need to move away, Alpha," Despite the burning ache in my abdomen, I pushed at his chest with both of my hands but he didn't budge.
"Even you know that you don't want me to move away," My captor's voice cut through, his face hadn't moved an inch from my neck.
Damn it! He was right that I didn't want him to move away. If anything I wanted was to keep him here close to me but at the same time I wasn't unaware of his reality. Of his personality.
"No, I want you to.." My words died in my throat when he slowly moved to kiss beside my mouth, he softly kissed the corner of my lips before he moved to the other corner.
The fire set between my leg, he was gaining control over me with barely doing anything.
No! I can't let him do this to me. He is not the same Hunter I knew.
"Hunter, you need to..." His movement stilled before I could even finish my sentence. Just at that very moment, his name fell off my lips.
His eyes darkened and His hand moved to roughly grab my jaw as he shouted "It's Alpha to you, damn it! Do you not understand?", my body flinched for sure but then looking at the coldness in his gaze the years of sorrows, anger, grudges, tears, and lastly the pain--Everything decided to surface, and the outburst came out.
"No! I don't!" I pushed at him, the tears took no time to show up. Hunter looked at first but then his eyes were set in a glare. The coldness in them was back again.
"Aria..." He began with his threatening voice.
"No! I don't understand what I have done to make you hate me so much," I shouted, "I don't understand why everyone can call you by your name but not me. I don't understand why you keep treating me like some trash. I don't understand why you keep hurting me again and again. I don't understand why I see a monster in the same person I used to find comfort. I don't understand why you've made me lonely by keeping everyone in the school away from me. I don't understand why you insult me." My voice was breaking down, the sadness that howled inside me was greater than what I could express by mere sentences.
Hunter's hard expression was constantly getting a crack but I was too in immense agony to care about any of that, after all these years of bearing his hatred I had finally let my words out.
" I don't understand, why you get close to me, and the next moment you act like the heartless monster you've become," I shouted, "I don't understand, why have you taken my best friend away from me, why have you filled yourself with hatred for me, why you treat me like shit!"
He looked speechless as if he couldn't believe it was me who was saying all these to him. As if he couldn't believe all my words were true.
Surely he doesn't understand how much he had hurt me.
"But there's one thing I know," I wiped my tears," I had made the biggest mistake of my life by letting myself feel for someone so cheap and disgusting as you!"
"You've deemed so low that--that you are trying to get control over me by using these filthy ways? Why didn't you just kill me instead of doing all of these?" I spat.
"You'd be happier if I die, you'd be much happier to kill...." My words were left incompleted as he pulled me closer to him, my chest hit his ones and his smell wafted into my nostrils.
Fuck this feeling!
"Don't ever say that," He pressed his forehead against mines, his own breathing had taken a pace. His grip on me was possessive and almost protecting. As if he wasn't going to let me go at any cost, "Just don't," He breathed out and nuzzled my nose.
I felt myself losing myself into his eyes again, But I had enough of this shit so I gathered every drop of my strength and pushed his body away from me.
He looked stunned at my outburst but uttered nothing, he just stared at me. The impassive expression was no way there but there was something I couldn't figure out
"Goodbye, Alpha," I smiled and wiped my tears before without giving a glance back to him I turned on my heels and walked out of the room.
AriaThe ringing of the alarm woke me up from my doze. I sat up from my laying position and looked outside the window. The sun has set up.Well. Happy birthday to me, again!Last night's small celebration my parents and Alpha Brian and Luna Olivia arranged went well. We hadn't invited many people to my small birthday celebration, and since I didn't have any friends it was even easier to cut it short. Although my parents took the liberty to invite a few of the girls and boys around my age, they mostly ignored me so did I? The incident with Hunter a day ago still haunted my mind, I still tried to keep myself free from worry. After all, I might find my mate today! The excitement and nervousness both were there but I couldn't fathom why the feeling of something displeasing happening bugged me.I shrugged and got up to freshen up. After I was getting ready, I headed downstairs."Oh, honey. You're awake," My mom exclaimed watching me walking down the stairs."That's a bit earlier than you
Aria."Aria, please open the door sweetheart," Dad's concerned voice requested."Please, my baby. Open the door," I could understand my mom's voice that she was on the edge of crying.I had kept myself locked for almost the whole day. The first few hours mom and dad didn't bother me as I had asked but after that their concern kicked in. It had been more than an hour since they are trying to get me out of my room.The tears hadn't stopped since, but they surely lessened.The ache in my cheat was what increased time by time.I could hear my parent's continuous questions asking me what happened and why I have locked myself. But what will I tell them?That I found out my mate kissing another she-wolf? And my bully is who turned out to be my mate? They didn't even know that Hunter and my relationship has turned into something like this. I myself couldn't understand what was the reason behind his change them how would I have explained it to my parents? "Aria, please open the door," Dad re
AriaEverything around was surrounded with dark as if dark clouds had descended from the sky and enveloped the atmosphere in a never-ending haze. The rainforest was even darker than ever despite the moonlight that shone at its best.One by one, I let the forest engulf me deeper into it. My skin was burning, the more it burned the more accurate I knew when my wolf was going to come out. I opened my clothes and let them rest beside the tree.Out of blue, a pain hit my abdomen. The agonizing scream tore from my throat at the abruptness of it. Before the aftershock from the previous hit could end another pain hit from my spoke. The sound of my bones cracking became the only sound I could hear.The burning sensation increased to the point where I could feel the tears gathering at the corner of my eyes, a cry slipped past my lips before I even knew it. As I started to notice the white fur appearing on my skin, something heightened my grief even more--She was beautiful but because of me she
Hunter.She fainted in my arms, her head fell on my chest, and inchmeal her heavy breathing started calming down. Her luscious dark hair shined even in the dark, her skin was shimmering in sweat and soft as rose petals. She looked like a goddess.I didn't deserve her. I didn't even deserve to touch her.After how I'd behaved with her over the years, I didn't even deserve to talk to her.I had fucked up very badly. In the ways to erase her from my heart, I had committed something I can't even fix now. She deserved happiness, and I'd taken it away from her. She used to be so happy and I took that smile away from her face just for some sick fear of losing her.Aria had been and always was the most beautiful female in our pack, everything about her was beyond astonishing. Her smile, her eyes, every little detail of her thrived me. I loved her, I still did but I pushed her away.From the very start, my demeanor was completely contrary to what Aria wanted in her mate, she wanted someone who
AriaI woke in a familiar atmosphere, in my room. The rays of the morning sun peered through the gap of the curtain and fell on my face waking me up from the slumber that I wished would never end.The surreal memories of last night attacked me from every side, the rise and fall of my chest increased as the pace of my heartbeat gradually turned rapid. The tears once again began gathering in my eyes but what could they bring? Nothing.Except for adding more to my misery, these tears were as useless as the mate bond between me and Hunter Rodriguez.He despised me, all he had ever shown to me was his hatred and this mate bond was not a blessing, it was a curse. A curse that was going to ruin my life completely, snatch the last hopes that I had left inside, the hopes that gave me the strength to keep my shattered life together.I did not have any idea what I should do.I was a mess!And just when I was on the verge of breaking down once again, a sudden knock on the door broke the chains of
Aria"Aria, sweetheart get ready quickly. Okay?" Dad asked as he noticed me walk upstairs after I was done with a small baking session with mom."For what?" I asked, confused.To keep my mind off of things, I had decided to bake some cookies with some and I'd be a lie if I said that it helped me in any sort of way. The entire time I had to force myself to concentrate on baking. It was as if there was no other thought left in my brain except for that one person and what made it worse was that I could feel the emotions Sierra was going through. The mate bond was affecting both of us and the distance and the abortive future I could see had given my pain a few more reasons to increase."Your mom hasn't told you yet?" Dad asked before he tilt his head to glance back mom who was storing the freshly baked cookies in the jar, "Honey, why haven't you told her that we and some important pack members who are in charge of the pack along us are invited to Brian's house?" Mom's mouth formed 'o'
AriaAlpha Brian and Luna Olivia greeted us as we reached their mansion."How are you, sweetheart? Olivia walked closer to me and caressed my cheek."I am fine," I flashed her a smile which she gladly returned."Come on everyone, let's have a seat," Brian guided us inside.This was the first time in the last four years that I have stepped into this house, from the time being Hunter draw the distance between us I never tried to look back not even thinking of coming here on the occasions.But today I had to...Because after all these years, I finally decided to face him. Running and keeping away from myself due to the fear of facing his gaze full of hatred was not what I am going to do anymore.We all took seats around the round table. There were plenty of people here today, and Hunter's beta and gamma were there too. They flashed me a small smile like they always had every time we'd ever met."What's it about, Brian? An announcement you were talking about, what's it?" Dad asked.Brian'
Aria'I, Hunter Rodriguez, the Alpha of Silvercrest pack reject Aria Brown as my mate and the Luna.'A day had passed by.It turned out that at least Hunter had some mercy left to not utter those words that will severe the bond, immediately after I left. For once he decided not to act like the monster show how much hatred he has stored for me in his heart.Sierra and I both were keeping ourselves together, gathering our strength to face the upcoming storm of pain that would come along with the inevitable rejection. The truth was hard to accept nonetheless it was the truth— This mate bond is a curse. Having my tormentor as my mate was a curse that I had to reject even if it'd break me and tear me apart.No matter how hard it was to fight this mate bond, I had to do it.A trembling sigh left my mouth as I stared outside the window, it was late at night and the moon seemed to shine at its best yet there was this undefinable darkness that could be sensed but not seen. The silence felt st