LOGINNate said I was overreacting by asking her to stop coming over but I think I was just building boundaries. I don’t tolerate rumors, and definitely not one that involves me or my choice of partner.
The door opens and I turn around to see Jacob’s brown head poking in.
“Breakfast is ready, Alpha.”
“Go and eat breakfast, okay? Daddy will join you soon.” I say to Cami before giving her to Jacob.
Nate pushes to his feet as soon as the door closes, moving closer and sniffing me hard, then he raises his head and smiles.
“You smell like sex.”
I roll my eyes. “You sly bastard. Stop letting Lola come here.”
“Who’s the lucky girl?” He asks, ignoring me.”
I brush past him to sit on my bed. “I don’t know what you’re talking about, Nate.” Taking a quick peek at the lines and circles my daughter drew on his face with lipstick and something else, I quickly add, “And, go wash your face, you look ridiculous.”
“I can smell her on you. Tell me about her.” He probes.
“There is no her.”
“Tell me about him, then.”
“Fuck you, Nate.
“I offered myself to you on a platter for three years, D. You refused every time. I don’t think I want you anymore.”
Speechless, I look at my best friend of more than twenty years – my brother, at this point. A devil in a clown’s outfit. The most vicious and dark werewolf in the South. Nate is friend to all and friend to none. Good thing his smile and playful words would never alert anyone of the devil beneath.
And, no I’m not going to tell him about Isabel. That would compromise her safety. I should have killed her or sent her back to her pack immediately but I had use for her. No one needs to know about her till I send her back safely to her pack.
“You’re a pain in the ass.” Nate could smell anything – a lie, truth, food, sex, a dead body that’s a thousand miles away; anything. He has the sharpest nose in the pack and, even if I poured all the oil in my garage on my body, he’d still manage to fish out some odd smell.
“Spit it out now before I force it out of you.”
“Some girl I found in the woods.” His eyes narrow and I quickly add, “it was consensual.”
“Why were you in the woods? You said you were spending the night in the garage.”
“I needed some air.”
“And you found it between a little wolf’s legs, I guess.” He chuckles. “What’s she like?”
“I don’t know, Nate. I found her in the middle of the woods and it was in the heat of the moment. I need to get out of this fucking clothes and take a shower.
He shrugs, dumping himself into the bed. “I’ll wait then.”
“Get the fuck out of my room, Nathan,” I say, slinging a towel on my shoulder as I head to the bathroom.
****
“You should show up at the bonfire tonight. There’s going to be so many wolves. Maybe she’ll be here.” Nate says over a game of cards at the dining hall.
“She?” Max, my nephew siting across from Nate inquires.
“Ignore him,” I say to max before turning to Nate. “Didn’t you just have a bon fire some days ago?”
“That was last Saturday. I throw it every Saturday and it ends in a crazy orgy that you’re always invited to. But you wouldn’t know that when you’re either locked in your office selling cars to some humans or under that fucking wrangler of yours.”
My mind goes to the garage, to my beautiful wrangler that I’m almost done building, to Isabel. To Isabel. With the bonfire happening tonight, there will be less guards on patrol. I will have a chance to move her to my penthouse without anyone noticing. I couldn’t do that last night because of the patrol guards and the amount of wolves going about hunting. The garage is very close to the woods and no one ever goes there except me. It was the best place to hide her. The bonfire is a perfect distraction.
“I’ll be in the garage. The wrangler is almost done and I can’t wait to finish it.”
The image of Isabel’s naked body in my penthouse flashes through my mind. Yep, I’m definitely missing this damn bonfire.
“I’ll go to the penthouse from there. I have work to do.”
“You’re no fun,” Nate grumbles.
ISABEL
The big, bad wolf does not return until late in the afternoon after I had fallen asleep twice and almost passed from exhaustion and hunger. The oil-stained, bottle of water drank halfway and sitting calmly by the tire of the black wrangler gave me some hydration.
While he was away, I found a light switch with the aid of the streaks of sunlight streaming through the cracks of the closed windows. I figured I was in the deep of the garage, a separate room with tools and car parts, some brand new and some old.
There isn’t much to see; two unfinished luxury car models and the big black wrangler that can’t go unnoticed.
There wasn’t much to do apart from pacing and falling asleep while waiting for my captor to return with food.
He finally returns with sandwich in a paper bag and a bottle of orange juice.
“I’ve been expecting you,” I say as I receive my food from him. I immediately tear into it.
“Really?”
“Yes,” I say with a mouthful.
“What have you been up to?” He asks without paying attention to me, watching his car in admiration as he stands with his hands on his hips.
I continue to munch on my sandwich, too busy to respond. I don’t have to respond. A conversation wasn’t part of the deal. Three days and I’m back to my home. Safe and sound. Three days of him; of sexual intercourse so intense I could barely stay on my feet.
My mind trails back to when I was tied to the same chair I’m now sitting on, being given the craziest option of life or death, to his tongue stroking me and his cock inside me. A soft gasp escapes my lips and when he glances at me over his shoulder, I bite my lips.
ISABEL All these months of hating Derek and what his pack did to me amounted to nothing the moment I opened the door to find him waiting outside with furrowed brows and twisted lips. His hair was fuller and curly strands drop on his forehead. The feeling of his closeness, his lips as he gently brushes them against mine – I was melting from within while hoping the beads of swart on my head were not conspicuous enough to make him notice how not I was feeling. I needed him to go away so I could think – so I could make a rational decision. Maybe I should how told Irene the truth about them. Then she would have driven them away, helping me to avoid the awkward situation I just faced with Derek. Still, there’s this longing that has been buried deep inside me that is suddenly awakening, pushing me to want him. I could have kissed him back. I wanted to. I wanted to tell him how much he hurt me; to slap him, to somehow make him feel the pain I felt in the past y
DEREK Long after Nate had driven off with his new found damsel, which I can bet all four limbs that they would not last long, I still stand in the same spot, staring at the door and desperate to knock. The one I had seen earlier, even though I didn’t see her face clearly, there was an aura about her that seemed all too familiar. I am, for the first time in a year, allowing myself be desperate enough to search for her. Just like I was desperate to fuck her the first night I saw her, and I was desperate to keep her even though it was against the law, hence putting her in trouble. That trouble is the reason I haven’t looked for her all these while. I couldn’t bring myself to put her through that hell again. But today, even if it turns out not to be her, which I’m certain it is, even if she turns me back, hurling every bit of painful words at me every of which I deserve, I still want to clear every bit of doubt in my mind by confirming. With this newfound resol
ISABEL When I heard knocking on the door for the second time, my heart spiked again. I could barely bring myself to open it until Irene’s voice came. I should have looked at the peephole to confirm if it was truly Irene at the door the first time. All day, I had been carefully waiting for the knock to nome because I knew Nate was coming back. I don’t know how I lost my guard and opened it to find him and Derek at the door. It was a shock to my heart, and my head is still ringing from the shock. I was grounded by shock long enough to see the look of surprise on his face before gathering myself together and slamming the door shut. My heart pounding in my chest, threatening to jump out. I ran into the room to hide, locking the door behind me. Then I held my baby in my arms and hoped – prayed – silently that none of those monsters would come in. I couldn’t bare the memories seeing them again flooded into my head. Putting my baby back in his cradle, I slowly
I observe Nate with serious curiosity as he details his experience this morning, going on and on about the stranger we met last night. Honestly, I’ve never seen him so much in to a shewolf like this. “What is it about her that catches your interest so much like this? I ask, cutting him mid sentence. He pauses, gazing at me like I just asked a stupid question before returning his eyes to the road, driving down to his crush’s house, excitedly drumming his fingers on the steering wheel. “Everything,” he blurts out. “She’s perfect, Derek. I’m taking her back home.” “Whoa, whoa. Chill out, man. You’re not going to o do anything like that. Do you want to get her in trouble? “No. If she’s from here, I doubt anyone will have a problem with that.” I scoff, trying to contain my anger. “Do I need to remind you that immigrant wolves are outcasts of their own territories? She could be from the North.” “Or the South.” He’s smiling from ear to ear.
Who were those?” I ask Irene as she returns iknto the house. She shrugs. “nobodies.” “what did they want?” I ask calmly, trying not to appear restless. I know the voice of the stranger Irene was speaking to. It felt too familiar to not be recognized. It’s different, bone-chilling, and one that I still find myself attached to even after everything I went through because of him. That was Derek’s voice outside what is supposed to be my home. Does he know I’m here? What could he possibly be looking for in this territory? “Shelter,” she replies casually, sighing out loud as she slumps into the chair. “Something about their car breaking down in the middle of nowhere. I turned them down though. I can’t risk putting my life in danger because I’m trying to help anyone.” “how many were they?” “Two. The other one didn’t speak. He was only staring at me and smiling, as if that could influence my decision. “Do you know where they are coming from?” “Not like I give a shit. You neve
DEREK Shortly after Nate and I get into the immigrant territory late in the night, our car breaks down, in the middle of No-fucking-where, surrounded by bushes with no house in sight. And it’s all Nate’s fault. “I told you taking this car was a bad idea. Coming here in the first place was a bad idea,” I say, staring into the bonnet of the car. There isn’t anything particularly wrong with the car, I just had a feeling it was going to break down before we got to our destination and it somehow did. If Nate hadn’t insist on taking this car, I would have opted for another one. “Relax. You’re the expert here. You should know what to do.” “Well, I don’t know what to do to get us out of here now. It’s going to take half a day to fix it and,” I stare into the dark atmosphere, “we don’t have that time anymore. We should find shelter.” Closing the bonnet, I brush past him to get our stuff from the car. “This was a fucking bad idea,” I murmur under my breath. I wal







