Here, Here In My Heart

5 years ago

He does not have any sleep at all. He does not mind the tiredness after a long night. He was there in the place where his wife met with an accident. The rescuers are having difficulty because his wife’s car fell down a cliff. 

He is not a man of prayers but that day he can’t count how many times he prayed already begging Him to save his wife. 

She is his life. He does not want to think that his wife will leave him this way. He does not know how to live without her. 

“Sir, we recovered the body and we saw this necklace down there.” Said one of the rescuers.

He froze when he recognized that necklace he gave to his wife as a gift. It's his wife's crucifix gold necklace! All of a sudden he felt so numb when he saw the dead body. He cannot even recognize the body because it was burnt!

Automatically his tears rolled down his face. He can’t accept that his wife left him already. Is he being punished by God? No! This is just a bad dream! His wife cannot leave him. This is not real! His wife is not dead!

But once again he felt those tears roll down his face. Why does it seem like God does not want him to be happy? They were just leaving happily for almost one year. And in this one year, he tried his best to be a good man, a good husband and a good father. One year full of happiness and love but now everything was taken away from him.

How could he face life without his loving wife? And how could he start nursing their twins when his other half left him already?