Jared and I have been living in our capital city, Arcadia, named after the city where Selene’s werewolf son, Lycaon, settled. The first of us. We named our city in honor of our forefather.
It’s where we have our governmental seat and the academy where we train with the witches to learn how to be warriors and to wield our Goddess gifts. From the ages of 18 until we find our mate, we spend almost all of our time at the academy learning how to be the wolves the Goddess meant for us to be.
And, because there are so many unmated wolves here, the nightlife is popping. It was modeled after Paris, Rome, New York, and Berlin. Our parents, because this was all constructed by them, understood how much unmated wolves needed to blow off steam, especially after all of the studying and training we do. So they made sure to give us something to help with that. Clubs of every kind: BDSM, dance, strip, comedy, etc. Food from all over the world. Skateparks, basketball courts, pools. You name it, it’s there.
And for my birthday, we’re going to my favorite club of all: Shift. It’s a dance club with the best drinks and food and DJ Tag spins the best beats on the strip. The staff knows me on sight, only partially because I’m here so often. Every club makes it their business to know the pups of leadership, especially those who will be receiving an alpha or beta position because of bloodlines.
“Future alpha Christine, Future alpha Fatima, Oracle Josefina, Ms. Summer. It’s a pleasure to see you all again.” The manager, Guilermo, smiles broadly at us. “Follow me to your booth. We have your bottle service all set up and Kimmy will be your waitress tonight.”
“Thanks, Guilermo. We are celebrating Chris’s birthday. She will be taking over as alpha of the Artemis area in two days, so this is the last time you’ll see her,” Fati, ever the instigator, informs the manager.
“Unless, I don’t find my mate. Then I’ll be down here at least once a month,” I say flatly.
“Oh, Chris, don’t worry about it. Your mate is right under your nose,” JoJo tells us.
“You know I hate that cryptic shit, JoJo. Either point him out or fuck off.” I roll my eyes at her. She just laughs at me.
“Happy birthday, Future alpha. I know that this is probably bad for business to say, but I hope that we don’t see you again,” Guilermo says over his shoulder.
I smile and thank him. It’s his sassy way of telling me that he hopes that I find my mate. Guilermo shows us to our table, once again wishing me a happy birthday before our waitress, Kimmy, brings over some appetizers and several bottles of champagne. The girls pour the drinks and pass them out. “To Alpha Chris!” they shout and we all drink.
Suddenly, Candy Shop by CryJaxx and Junior Charles comes on. “Oh, shit! It’s my favorite song!” I shout out. I down my drink and make my way to the dance floor, my girls following me.
We form a circle around each other, singing the words to the song and dancing our asses off. Fati and Summer grind on each other, drawing the interest of several of the males around the room and they are soon picked up by two males that they begin dancing with. JoJo and I dance with each other, twirling, twerking, and laughing as the music pumps through the speakers.
Soon enough, JoJo is sandwiched between two males and I’m dancing on my own. I don’t mind at all as the next song that comes on is Bellydancer by Imanbek and BYOR. I actually have taken belly dancing lessons and with the short glittery skirt and matching crop top I’m wearing showing off my stomach, this is the best time to showcase my skills. My hips rock from left to right, my stomach flexing and undulating as I move.
And then I smell it. Above the scents of all the others, the smell of sweat and food and alcohol. Above all of that is the smell of cedar and smoke. It smells like the campfires that we used to have at home, a smell so familiar and comforting that I can’t help but scent it out.
And then it envelopes me, along with the warm feel of a body behind me. A male dancing with me, moving his hips at the same speed as mine, his hands running down my arms that are above my head down my sides to my hips where they hold me to him. His face moves into my neck, nuzzling and scenting me. I can feel his muscles along my back, the strength of him as his arms wrap around me and turn me to face him.
He's a Hispanic guy, sexy as sin, his brown eyes staring right into mine. His full lips are slightly parted as he stares at me, mere inches from my face as we dance together. His hands settle on my ass as I continue to move my hips in the same belly dancing movements I was doing before. My arms come down to play along his muscled shoulders, chest, and abs and the look of lust that covers his face nearly makes me moan. I flick out my tongue, licking my lips before I bite my bottom lip and his eyes follow every movement.
I don’t know what it is about this male. Normally any male that danced up on me like this, touching my body like it was theirs would find their ass on the floor and my stripper heel firmly planted in their chest. But his scent, his mere presence is doing something to me. I want him to touch my body like it belongs to him. I want him to claim me as his and I don’t even know his name.
Don’t get me wrong. I’ve had plenty of sex. It’s not something that an alpha wolf is able to put off for long, especially soon after the first shift. But I’ve never allowed a male to dominate me. I am the alpha. I call the shots.
But this male has my wolf wanting to roll over and let him have his way with all of her soft, wet, delectable parts and my human side is all for it.
His lips ghost against my jaw line as he makes his way to my ear. “You’re so beautiful and you smell so good. I can’t resist you.”
I can feel the evidence of that as his erection begins to make itself known as we dance against each other. Fuck, yes! I want that.
“Then don’t,” I say back.
He growls, his hand going to the back of my neck, the other pulling my ass so that my hips are firmly against his. His lips attach to mine, his tongue diving into my mouth and tasting every corner of it. My hips continue to undulate against him as he lifts one of my legs to go around his hip.
I know when he smells my arousal because his grip on me becomes tighter, more insistent. His hand curves around the underside of my thigh, his fingers playing along the edge of my thong. I can’t help but moan into his mouth as I cling to him and he growls with satisfaction as he finds my thong wet for him.
Sex on the dancefloor of a werewolf club is not an uncommon thing. With so many unmated wolves and as sexual as we are as beings, people are just lucky it doesn’t happen on the street, especially on the night of a full moon. So the spectacle that I know this male and I are making isn’t of huge note to anyone. Even so, I hear several wolf whistles as I move my hips faster, his finger slipping into my thong and rubbing my clit.
“Oh Goddess!” I moan against his mouth.
When I open my eyes, I see that his have bled a beautiful chocolate brown in his lust and I know mine are the color of a storm cloud just before a thunderstorm.
“What’s your name?” he pants out.
“Chris,” I say, nearly squealing it out as the tip of one of his fingers enters me.
“I’m Esteban,” he says, just as he takes my mouth in a kiss again. I get lost in the feel of him before we jostled slightly by other dancers. That’s the only thing that breaks me of the spell this male has me under.
“I have a private booth that can be curtained off,” I say to him, desire evident in every breath I breathe.
His smile is positively wolfish as he responds. “Let’s go.”
Fuck! I can’t believe this is actually happening. I’ve felt some kind of way about Jared since I had figured out that I’m attracted to men. Coming out in our community isn’t really a big deal anymore. It’s something that our parents and many of the other members of our packs being parts of trios have normalized. And, somehow, my parents knew before I did. They said that it was the way that I not only talked about the other boys in my class, but the way that I talked about Jared specifically. Being near him always had me tied up in knots. Whenever we went to visit Pop’s old pack lands to see Uncle Zak, Uncle Brandon, Gramma Lauren, Grampa Richard, and Pop Carl, I would be drawn to him. As a child, it was because he was witty, always coming up with the best games, knowing the best places to find wild raspberries and blackberries. He was funny and an amazing secret keeper. As we grew older and started our training, I watched with fascination as his body started to fill out.
I mindlink the girls, letting them know that the booth is occupied and not to come in for a while. JoJo seems completely occupied by both her males and just hums in response to me. Fati and Summer are dancing on the stage next to DJ Tag who seems pretty enamored by both of them. Poor guy is going to have to pick one because those girls don’t share with other she-wolves. He’ll find out soon enough. Esteban’s hands are all over me, though not in a sexual way. No, it’s more reverent, like he can’t believe that he’s touching me. His arm is around my waist, keeping me close. His other hand trails down my arm in featherlight touches, plays with the hair that has fallen around my face, or toys with my fingers when we have to walk with him behind me. These little touches have my heart melting a bit, even as we’re on our way to fuck in a private booth. I honestly don’t know what it is about this male, but I can’t seem to think straight with him around. When we get to the booth, Ki
I have no idea how long we stay at the club. I don’t even know how we get to my place, but that’s were Esteban and I end up. All I really remember are his hands all over me, causing so many waves of pleasure to flow throughout my body. We had to have taken a taxi or an Uber or something, but all I remember is being in his lap, feeling him touching me. He kept whispering to me through the mindlink, not wanting the driver to hear. You’re so beautiful, Chris. It’s like you were made for me. You feel so good when I’m inside of you. I can’t wait to bury myself in that tight pussy again. Did you like the feel of me inside of you? Did my cock please you? I’m going to make you cum over and over and over again. I’m going to make you scream my name until you’re hoarse and your body can’t take the pleasure anymore. His hands roamed my body, but never touched me where I wanted him to. Never played with my nipples or plunged into my core. Just teased me the whole time. And th
That night turned into a complete and utter blur. We all drank. We danced. Rowen and I spent a lot of time in the VIP, telling the guys that we were people watching, but really, we were making out and exploring each other. Rowen has a very real talent for blowjobs, but he seemed to enjoy my abilities as well. It was really all that we could do to keep our hands off one another, especially when his brothers were around and Jai returned. I really don’t remember the trip back home or much of anything after last call. I really don’t know what happened at all. What I do know is the feeling of a hard body wrapped around mine when I wake up. And the erection pressed into my ass. The scent that envelopes me tells me exactly who it is and I roll in Rowen’s arms, pressing him into the mattress beneath my body. My mouth immediately seeks out the juncture of his neck and shoulder, playing over the spot where his matemark will go. I suck hard on the spot, only stopping to allow my te
I wake to the scent of cedar and smoke and strong arms wrapped around me. I’m the little spoon to a muscled, deliciously warm, amazing-smelling big spoon. I smile at the pleasant soreness between my legs—a glowing reminder of just how thoroughly Esteban used me last night.I stretch with a soft moan, only for Esteban’s arms to tighten around me.“Goddess, baby. You make sounds like that and move that perfect ass on me, and I’m not gonna be able to stop myself from taking you again.” To make his point, he begins to grind his growing erection against my ass.I moan again—can’t help it—with the feel of him pressed against me and the memory of what he did to my body still fresh in my bones.“Fuuuuck,” he groans as his hand slides between my legs. “You’re already wet for me. Look at this. You’re dripping and I haven’t even done anything yet. I love it.”“Esteban… so good,” I breathe as two of his fingers slide into my slick heat. I move against him, shuddering at the feel of his cock nestle
Esteban and I finally make it out of bed around noon and I quickly text my dads that I need a bit more time to recover before I start the drive back to the pack. They immediately text me back saying that they don’t want me on the road too late and that they will send their private jet to pick me up. It’ll be here around 7 so that I have plenty of time to sleep and hydrate. I love my dads so much. They want me home, but they understand what it is to be a young wolf, remembering what they were like themselves. They don’t hold anything that we do against us unless it hurts others, the pack, or could potentially really hurt us. Everything is done with love, understanding, and patience. They love their teachable moments and it has made Jared and I some of the most sought out wolves for helping solve arguments, make compromises, and negotiate deals. It’s something that we’ve inherited that from Papa, who’s Goddess gift is for negotiation. So, Esteban and I decide to spend the day
Jared is fucking insatiable.We’ve already gone at it in his bed—three times. Then the couch. Then against the wall. He tackled me to the floor the second I walked out of the bathroom.Now, finally, we’ve made it to the shower. But judging by the heat in his eyes, I know exactly what’s coming next.His hands are slick with soap as they slide over my chest, circling my nipples. I moan before I can stop myself.“Jar,” I whimper, “I don’t think I can take it again. My ass needs a break.”“Then fuck me,” he groans, his mouth finding my nipple and sucking hard.That is my weakness. Jared figured it out fast—and he hasn’t stopped exploiting it. Biting, flicking, pinching, sucking—doesn’t matter. Anything nipple-related turns me into a horny mess. And yeah, it’s working. Again.I suck in a breath. “I’ve never topped before,” I admit, heat blooming in my cheeks. “What if it’s not good?”He lifts his mouth off me and cups my cheek, staring into my eyes like I’ve hung the moon. “There’s no way y
It’s getting closer to the time that we have to leave and I’m not sure how to handle it. How can you get this attached to someone in less than 24 hours? How can you yearn for someone who knows so little about your actual day to day life, but you feel like they know you better than anyone? How do you leave behind the person that you feel this kind of deep connection with? Because I’m struggling with it. Hard. There have been so many times over the last few hours that I want to say, “Fuck it!” and tell him exactly who I am. To have him come home and stay there with me, build a life with me. Because I can see it so clearly. I can see the happiness that we could give each other. But that isn’t fair. To so many people that isn’t fair. Esteban turns 21 in a few days and still hasn’t found his mate. What if she’s out there, just waiting for him? What if my mate is waiting for me back home? That’s three other people that would be unfairly affected by my choice to selfishly k
I have no idea where we are, or how long we’ve been here.Loviatar—the terrifying bitch—has us tucked somewhere between worlds. We’re ghosts more than witches now, drifting like shadows. We can touch things in the real world, but not interact with them for long. No hunger. No thirst. No sleep. It’s existence stripped to bone.It’s also suffocatingly lonely.The only contact I’ve had since Loviatar “rescued” us was Nyx, through the coin. And her words?They still haunt me.“I was the one who set up the ambush on the witches in the fae realm. I was the one who killed the witches you left behind.” “We’re coming for you.” “I’ll be the one that finally puts you down.”I don’t understand where I went wrong with her.I raised her exactly the way my mother raised me. The way her mother raised her. It worked for centuries. That kind of discipline inspires loyalty. Devotion. Obedience.Nyx showed it, too—reverence in her eyes, deference in her voice.I did everything for her. For us. To make
I’ve been hanging out with some of the acolytes from the Crone, Maiden, and Mother covens since we came Arcadia. It’s been great to be around all of these witches again. I’ve missed the sisterhood that comes with it. Many of the witches were weary about interacting with me. But after calls from Nora, Citra, and Bella, they relaxed. With their leaders believing me, they were willing to give me a chance. Though my powers are far and above the acolytes, they are the closest to my age and I’d rather find some friends than a magical peer. Not that’d I would have find one anyway. When I told Kayla that my powers are far above behind and beyond any other witch’s, I was telling the truth. The unfortunate part is that I don’t have a lot of the same experiences as they do. Being stuck in underground tunnels with old hags my whole life and very little interaction with the outside world, I don’t have a lot in common with them. My accent and the fact that I’m still seen as a Riding H
“So, what are we thinking?” Roman asks the second his ass hits the chair.“About what, Roman? We’ve got a whole damn list of crises to choose from,” Zak replies, amused.“Geez, man. Can we at least all sit down first? I haven’t even had coffee yet,” Erick grumbles. He and Roman act like brothers, which means constant shit-talking. “No idea how Justine puts up with your impatience. I’d have you bound and gagged every morning until I finished my espresso.”Roman waggles his eyebrows. “Who says she doesn’t?”Justine strolls by and smacks him on the back of the head. “What did I say about sharing bedroom secrets, dumbass?”Erick groans. “TMI, man. So much TMI.”I laugh, despite myself. They remind me of how it used to be with Charlie, Zak, Brandon, and me. Zak, Brandon, and I still have it, but Charlie’s absence is always there. Even though I see her once a month, I still miss her every damn day.The room is slowly filling with alphas, lunas, lunes, and the Elite. We pushed the meeting to
Alexander and Jared ask to speak with me in the Alpha suite after the ceremony. I wait until the party winds down and let Mémé Clara take Lily up to our rooms. Esteban and I ride the elevator to the fifth floor of the packhouse.“Why do you think they want to talk to you?” Esteban asks, though I know he already suspects the answer.“There’s only one reason they’d call me the night they discover they’re mates,” I reply, dry as dust.“The same reason Jacob didn’t take his role as lune tonight?” His face mirrors the anxiety I’ve been trying not to drown in. This conversation won’t be easy.I nod. “JoJo.”Jacob greets us at the door, already changed out of his formal wear. I hug him.“Hey, cuz. How’re you holding up?”He hugs me back, strong but sad. “Reaping the consequences of my rash decisions,” he says quietly.He hugs Esteban too.“Hey, Jacob. Congrats on finding your mate,” Esteban says, doing the classic male hug with a back pat.Jacob offers a weak smile before Alexander walks in f
I stand in front of a large group of wolves, fresh matemarks still stinging on my neck. It’s a stark contrast to my twin, who stands beside me with a bittersweet air—his excitement undercut by a sharp edge of sadness. I feel for Alexander and Jacob. They’re my brothers. I love them. And seeing them hurting like this? It guts me.But for now, I can’t fix it.For now, I have to stand here. I have to make it through this ceremony, and then through mating time. After that? I’ll help them. I’ll help them reach out to their mate. And if that doesn’t work, I’ll help them deal with the rejection—no matter how ugly it gets.“Brothers and sisters!” Declan’s voice booms across the room, pulling my attention back to the ceremony. “We are here today to welcome another alpha and beta into the Moon Goddess Pack!”The hall erupts—cheers, foot-stomping, wolf whistles, fists pounding tables.Declan lifts his hands, and the crowd falls quiet again. “When our Goddess created wolves in the image of her son
All of us fall forward, bodies in tangles in the sheets. But the rest doesn’t last long. Because Rowen’s wolf is the one that is always closest to the surface, he tends to incite Summer and my wolves into even more of a frenzy, especially when we are in bed. And now? When we still have one more mate to mark? They are rubbing themselves around in our minds, urging us to complete the bond. They want their final mate marked and mated. And I, for one, am very happy to oblige. I manuver in the bed so that I’m behind Rowen. I pull on his hips until he’s on his knees. “Mmmm, what are you doing back there, Jare?” he asks, his voice full of desire. “Fucking my mate,” I growl out, slamming into his hole, bottoming out in one thrust. “Holy shit!” he nearly screams, pain and pleasure mixed. I know that his wolf loves the savageness with which I’m taking him. And I know that Rowen himself loves it when we dominate him. It doesn’t happen often, because he’s just so damn good at it.
Rowen has to carry me to the bedroom. I’m not kidding you when I say that the orgasm I just had was the most intense in my entire life. It was like pleasure not only took over my pussy, but infused through every fiber, every neuron, every cell of my body. I’m pretty sure that I blacked out. My wolf was so satisfied, I think she actually purred like a goddess-damned cat! But the satisfaction didn’t last long. I have two mates to mark. Jared has a bottle of lube in his hand, crawling towards us on his knees across the bed. Rowen sets me down and I immediately start crawling over to Jared. “Lay down,” I tell both of them. They are both going to be getting fucked tonight. Might as well make sure they are both loosened, lubed, and ready. Because the way that my arousal is still flowing down my thighs, I’m not going to need it. When they are in position, I pour lube on both of their holes. “Closer together,” I tell them. “I want to suck on both of your cocks while I finger y
We stayed with Dad throughout the night, laughing about old times, talking about the responsibilities that will come with our new positions, and discussing the matebond. I can’t wait to get back and wake up to find my mates. The fact that I already know exactly who they are—that they’re the ones I’ve wanted my entire life—takes away all the anxiety I’d been carrying up to my birthday. Now, I’m just filled with excitement and impatience.“Am I allowed to tell Summer?” I ask Dad as we’re getting ready to leave.“Yes,” he replies, grinning wide. “You can even mark her if you want. She’ll feel the sparks.” His face suddenly shifts to a worried expression. “Selene was supposed to be here to tell you that. She swore me to secrecy a long time ago—hell, before Jared’s birthday. She said she arranged it this way because the three of you are Elite warriors and will be needed in the war to come. She wants you at your strongest. But she isn’t here, and we can’t find any sign of her or Hecate.”Tha
I had a feeling I’d see my boys tonight—the night before they were born. Their 21st birthday. It’s wild to think that the babes I once held in my arms—the pups I watched grow both here and on Earth—are about to become fully fledged wolves.I’m so damn proud of the males they’ve become. Strong. Brave. Kind. Loving. And above all else—happy. I love them so deeply it sometimes feels like my chest could crack open just from the weight of it. I’m the proudest papa wolf in the damn universe.Right now, though? Alexander’s been dealt a shit hand. A really shit hand. And I feel awful for him. Jacob screwed the pooch hard on that one.I still don’t get it. I wanted my mates more than anything. The only reason I ever considered rejecting Arya was to save her pain, not mine. But I always wanted them.I know who all our pups are mated to—Rowen, Alexander, Jacob. And yeah, I know who Zak and Brandon’s pups are matched with, too (including Nyx). And tonight, I plan to ease at least one of my kids’ b