Hiding Her Darkest Desire

Solana's POVThey always say that I have everything.My life is close to perfect but little did they know behind this mask the ugly truth hides.I have the beauty that everyone envies. A luxurious life that people dream to have...but they are wrong if they thought that I have everything because, behind this pretentious perfection, a woman who longs to be loved by her mother lies."I heard you are getting married," I uttered while looking at my mother who is busy fixing her make-up in front of the mirror."Yes," she responded without looking at me."Can I meet him?" I carefully asked and upon hearing my question she put her lipstick down and looked at me with irritation on her face."What for?" she asked. I shrugged my shoulder and then smiled at her."I just want to see the man you'll spend the rest of your life with," I simply responded. She scoffed then picked up her lipstick once again."Just attend my wedding. You don't have to meet him," she uttered and those words stab me in the

Solana's POVI felt my knees getting weak. One more step and my mother would see us but we are still standing close to each other, a few inches away and our lips would meet."Please..."I pleaded in a weak voice. I saw how he smirk but after a while, he loosened his hold before my mother could enter the kitchen.I immediately pushed him and faced my mother. I flashed a forced smile when our eyes met."I-I'll get going Mom," I uttered stuttering.My mother looked at me intently then shifted her gaze to Alton and when she did that I felt like my heart is coming off my chest."Have you properly introduced yourself to Alton?" she asked. I looked at Alton and then back at her. I slowly nod my head."Yes Mom," I responded."Good," she responded then looked at Alton smiling."I am glad that you are finally back. I heard what happened to your mother just tell me if you need any help I'll do anything to help you find her," my mother offered in a soft voice. Upon hearing my mother's words my mind

Solana's POVAlton looked at my mother with a creased forehead then after a while, his head turned to me before he let go of my mother's hand and completely walked away.My mother watched Alton as he leaves and when Alton is completely gone she looked at me."What's going on between you and Alton?" fear crept into my system when I heard that question. The night that we had together flashed in my mind.I swallowed hard then nervously shook my head."N-Nothing Mom," I responded stuttering.My mother looked at me intently then after a while she let out a deep breath."I allowed you to live here because Timothy suggested. Don't you dare do anything that will ruin this family Solana or I will disown you," she said firmly and I can tell that isn't joking.I nervously nod my head once again."Y-Yes Mom," I responded then smiled at her."Timothy wants us to live as a family. He sees you as his daughter so don't you dare do anything that will break his trust, do you understand?" she strictly a

Solana's POVAlton remained true to his words because just like what he promised he stopped pissing me off and I don't know if I should be happy or not because sometimes I miss his presence.I let out a deep breath when his face crossed my mind again."You have a problem?" Kris asked while her eyes is fixated on her iPad probably busy checking all my schedules."Nothing," I responded as I stare at my reflection.Kris lift her head and then looked at me."You sure?" she asked so through the mirror I smiled at her and then nod my head."I'm just tired," I responded."I'm sorry my dear star but you can't rest yet, you still have a fan meeting at five pm," she responded then smiled at me sweetly.I felt exhausted but I can't ditch those people who continuously supports me. I know they are waiting for this event to happen.At exactly four-thirty we started driving towards the venue of my fan meeting.Upon arriving at the place flashes of the camera blinded my vision but I managed to smile

Solana's POVI was scrolling through my feed when I saw Olivia Larkin's post.I felt bitterness surge in my system when I saw her picture with Alton. Olivia's head is resting on Alton's chest while Alton is in deep sleep.I swallowed hard and then forced myself to scroll but I kept on coming back to Olivia's post. I even zoomed the picture to check if it is Alton and when I realized that it was him my chest tightened."Are you okay?" my phone slipped from my hand when I heard Kris's question.Kris picked up my phone and then take a quick look before handing it to me."What's happening?" she asked looking at me with a raised eyebrow."Nothing," I responded then took the phone from her hold.Kris looked at me with furrowed eyebrows then after a while she let out a deep breath."Okay," she responded."The shoot will start in five minutes," she informed me so I nod my head.I looked at myself in the mirror and when I felt satisfied with my look I stepped out of my dressing room and then h