Chapter 4

WARNING | R-18+

He suddenly leaned closer to me and he claimed my lips. Instead of pushing him, I just let him , especially when I felt his soft lips claiming mine. I tasted the whiskey he was drinking, that added to the taste of his lips that made my body burn with heat.

Why would I stop him when this is what I wanted. Being kissed by the man I secretly loved for years is such a dream come true.

Kier kissed well, I couldn’t even stop moaning when he slid his tongue in my mouth and poked my tongue around, so that soon I found myself groping every movement of his lips on mine and I fought back with a passionate kiss on him.

I held on Kier’s shoulder as he deepened the kiss we shared. My attention was focused on the delicious kiss that I and Kier were sharing which made me feel even more passionate.

We kiss passionately and hotly, Kier broke the kiss and went down to my neck. I felt so hot and needy as Kier kissed my neck, nipped my earlobe, and licked my nape. And when Kier slightly bit my neck as he palmed my breast, I was lost in the burning sensation inside my belly. I felt my mound getting wet because of what is Kier doing to me that I became wanting him to touch it.

I wanted him to touch me down there and rub my wet mound softly. 'Oh, God..'

Kier immediately took off my top as if he was very eager for me. I don’t feel any shame as my cover is taken off one by one.

“So beautiful,” he said as he ran his hands over my body. His eyes were full of admiration, which was very strange to me. No man has ever looked at my body like that.

Kier raked a hot and hungry stare over my naked body. “You’re mine tonight, Shil.”

I nodded, desire consuming me. Who am I to disagree when this is what I want tho. “Yes.”

He stared intently into my eyes as if he was reading my soul as well. “Say it, Shil.”

My gaze focused on his lips and I bit my own lower lip. “I-I’m yours, Kier.”

Kier’s breathing ragged as he cupped my face and brush his lips against mine. “Good.”

He claimed my lips and kissed me sweetly as if he was savoring the taste of my lips.

While kissing he guided me to sit on the edge of the bed then he let go of my lips and knelt in front of me as if he was worshiping me.

“Kier-“

“Shh…” He silenced me as his lips touched the valley of my breast.

I swallowed, my body was burning with heat because of Kier’s caressing kisses on my body. And when his kisses landed on my waist. I leaned back my body and a loud moan escaped my lips as his lips landed on my wet mound.

I uninhibitedly spread my legs to give him more freedom to play with my jewel that needed attention from this man.

Kier licked my clitoris and I moaned. And when I looked at Kier, I could see in his face that he was enjoying eating my mound.

“Oh!” I moaned as I bit my lower lip. “That feels amazing.”

It’s like my whole body is delirious with pleasure, especially my womanhood. Kier’s touch was intimate and scorching. And his kisses were full of desire and passion. And as he licked my clit, I felt confident and empowered.

There was a man kneeling in front of me as he pleased me. My confidence rose up.

My plan before was to seduce him but then I don’t know what happened that it turns out like this. It supposes to be me who was making the first move but then he’s doing it.

I cupped a handful of Kier’s hair as each movement of his tongue became more passionate in my sex.

My foot lifted off the bed every time his tongue passes through the opening of my wet mound. My thighs trembled with every lapped, licked of Kier’s tongue on my pussy and I felt so delicious as the moans that escape my lips gets louder and louder.

And when I couldn’t take it anymore, my body dropped down to the bed and I screamed as my orgasm ripped through my body.

But I still hasn’t recovered from the pleasure of my orgasm he gave me, he stood up and took off his clothes, his body wiggle a little as he gets close to me and he settle himself on top of me. He’s already naked!

He pressed his lips to mine with a passionate kiss to which I immediately responded and kiss him back. I moaned when I felt his hands on my boobs. He palmed my breast and put my nipple inside his mouth. He sucked and licked my nipples.

Its feels like I’m going crazy with pleasure of what is Kier doing to me.

Kier nipped and suck my nipples making me wet again. It felt so good every rotation of his tongue on my nipples and I was squirming as I moaned in pleasure. Especially when he touched my mound that was wet, my eyes rolled as his finger played my clitoris so deliciously that it made me even more crazy.

“Oh! Oh, Kier… Oh! Oh!” I shamelessly moaned louder and louder as Kier caressed my wetness. “That’s delicious… Oh, Oh..”

Then Kier started kissing me on my forehead while his fingers played with my clitoris. His lips went down to my cheeks and to my lips down to my neck to the back of my ear.

“Now, wrapped your legs around me, Shilou, and be ready for my thrust.” He huskily whispered to my ears.

I immediately obeyed what he said. I wrapped my legs around his waist and I closed my eyes tight and my nails dugged into Kier’s muscled back when he inserted his cock inside me. My womanhood feels like its being ripped apart as pain sipped through my whole body.

I waited for Kier to be amazed because I was still virgin but I heard nothing from him. Instead, he didn’t move as he kissed me sweetly on the lips distracting me from the pain I’m feeling.

“Can you take me now?” he ask to me after a few minutes. “ Does it still hurt, Shil?”

It was so sweet of him to ask me that. “A little.” I answered.

“It will be over soon.” He whispered to my lips and kissed me again. This time, he began to move. Kier gripped both sides of my ass and he started thrusting in a slow pace.

Immediately the pain I felt was replaced by a delicious sensation. With every thrust that Kier releases, it felt like it’s taking me to heaven with so much pleasure.

There was no inhibitions in my every movement, every time I met Kier’s strong thrust to my mound. I welcomed each thrust with a loud moans filled the room.

As the second passes, we both performed the ancient dance at all time. And together we reached the peak of happiness.

After the orgasm, Kier’s body dropped on mine. Seconds later, he moved to lay on the bed beside me. Minutes later I felt his breathing became even, meaning he already falls asleep.

AFTER FEW minutes. I get up the bed even my womanhood is hurting so much. I stood up and started picking up slowly our clothes on the floor and fold it. I walked towards the bathroom and washed my body. I felt so sticky. I took a bath and after taking a bath. I walked slowly out of the bathroom and walked towards the bed. I picked up my clothes and wear it. I picked up Kier’s clothes also and dress him up. After dressing him, I covered his body with the bedsheet and leave him. I started packing my things in my bag. I readied my ticket and passport.

After everything, I slowly walk toward the bed and looked at Kier who was peacefully sleeping at the bed. I leaned close to him and planted a kiss on his forehead.

“Before I came here, I just wanted to do what I fantasized with you. But when I saw you, it changed. I want to be loved back by you, Kier. I already told myself to not let my feelings grow for you but I’ve always failed to stop it. Every time I reads your messages, just having a simple conversation with you, that already made my heart felt so warmth. Seeing your face made my heart go beating so fast. Why do you have to be so handsome, babe? It’s giving me hard time to forget this face…”

I touches his face and rubs it gently. Tears began to cascades down to my cheeks.

“You’re the person I want to experience a joyous times with. Laugh with, cry with, fall in love with over and over again with. Have a family with… I want yours and I you to be my man, Kier. But I know that its impossible. And I accept that. I love you, Kier. Thank you for everything. From this day on, I’ll end our communications. I’ll try again to move on from you. I know this is crazy but I wish you will forget about this night we shared. Hope to see you some other time, babe…Well, I hope so that we will get to see each other again. Good bye, Kier. “ I whispered to him and planted a soft kiss on his lips.

‘It’ll be the last time for me to feel this soft lips against mine.’ I thought.

I stood up and walk towards the bedside table and picked up Kier’s phone and opened it.

Great it doesn’t have a password. I opened it and went to messenger, open the messenger and open our convo, I began deleting our conversation the part where I ask him to come. I deleted any evidence that can tell that I was here in his country. After deleting, I put down his phone at the table and checked the room if is there any things left.

After checking that everything is all right, I looked again at Kier’s face.

After a moment of looking at his face as if I’m memorizing him. I walk towards my luggage and took it walk towards the door. Before closing the door, I took a last glance at Kier and a single tear fall from my already swollen eyes. I immediately wiped it then closed the door and left.

From this day on, I’ll move on and will surely forget my feelings for him.