Vivienne Fox
Zara's voice tore through the fog clouding my mind like glass shattering in silence. "Vivienne?" Her voice was thin, terrified, and it barely reached me through the dizzying hum in my ears. The room swayed. The floor felt too far below, the walls too close. I clutched at the chair, breathing like I'd forgotten how. "Oh God," Zara whispered, helping me sit. Her hands cold, shaking cupped my face, trying to ground me. "What's happening to you?" "I'm fine," I lied, but my voice came out slurred, like my mouth no longer belonged to me. My skull throbbed with each heartbeat. "No, you're not." Her grip on my jaw was firm, and her fear, it wasn't silent anymore. It was loud. Desperate. "Viv, you barely eat. You've been fainting for days." "I just haven't been sleeping-" "This isn't just exhaustion." Her voice broke. "Something's wrong." I couldn't look at her. Couldn't say it. Because the truth was already clawing at my throat. *** "You're pregnant," Dr. Oliver said. "Three weeks." The room was silent. Cold. And suddenly very small. I laughed— a hollow, shaky sound that didn't feel like mine. "You're joking." His stare could've cut bone. "Do I look like I'm joking?" No. He looked disappointed. Angry. Like I'd personally betrayed the entire medical wing. He shoved the scan into my hands like evidence of a crime. My fingers trembled as I stared at the proof-tiny, blurred, undeniable. My lips parted. I couldn't breathe. "What... What happens now?" His face twisted. "The Alpha will decide." No. No, no, no. "Exile is on the table. Or worse," he added quietly. "You know what they call girls who get pregnant without a mate, Vivienne." Slut. Curse. Shame. "I didn't mean for this to happen," I whispered, voice cracking. "Who's the father?" I couldn't say it. The name clawed its way to the tip of my tongue but burned too much to be spoken. "I-I can't," I choked. "I'm sorry." His tone sharpened. "Is it someone from our pack? Do you even know who it is?" "Stop," I begged, tears slipping down. "It's not like that—he's not—" He wasn't mine. Not really. "I just need to talk to the Alpha-" He laughed. Cold. Merciless. "The Alpha? On the day his fated mate arrives? He doesn't have time for your mess." Every word sliced deeper. "He'll give Garrick the order, and you'll be dealt with. Quietly." I stood. My knees shook. My hands flew to my stomach instinctively, protectively. "I can't... I won't get rid of it," I said, voice barely above a whisper. "I'll take whatever punishment he gives me. But I won't kill this baby." He sighed-long and heavy, like I was already lost. "Then leave. Before he finds out. Before anyone else does. This is your one chance, Vivienne Fox. Take it." He shoved a bag of medication into my hands and turned away. Just like that. — I wasn't supposed to hear what I did next. But fate has a cruel sense of timing. I paused outside Garrick's quarters-drawn by the sound of Darius' voice. Of his voice. "When did you know Celestria was your mate?" Garrick asked. I stopped breathing. "I noticed her scent," Darius replied. His voice was quiet. Controlled. "It was... different." Different. That's all it took. "You're sure she's the one?" "I'm sure." There it was. Confirmation. Like a knife sliding beneath my ribs. "She'll give you an heir. Strengthen our alliance. That's all that matters," Garrick said. "I'll mark her if I must," Darius murmured. Garrick hesitated. "You once said you'd never mark anyone." "She's the only one I could ever accept," Darius said flatly. And me? I was just a body he touched in the dark. And I wanted to leave. Goddess, I should’ve. But of course—he scented me before I even reached the doorway. His eyes found me like they always did, locking on like heat-seeking fire. “Can you leave me, for now?” he said without looking, voice sharp. “Yes, Alpha,” his Beta replied, stepping out without hesitation. I moved in slowly. Every step heavy. Every heartbeat louder than the last. I already knew. I'd heard it all—about her. The perfect princess. The Luna-to-be. The one he'd give an heir to like it was his duty, his destiny. And somehow… I wondered if he’d ever even accept a child from me. If he knew. If he ever cared enough to want to know. “I’m sorry,” he said flatly. “I should’ve told you earlier we wouldn’t be meeting again, but I’ve been busy. There’s no time.” “That’s not why I’m here, Alpha Darius.” “Then what?” he snapped, not even trying to hide his impatience as he checked the time. “You’re interrupting something.” “You’re waiting for someone?” I asked, biting the inside of my cheek. No response. Just the click of his watch as he twisted it tighter on his wrist. I swallowed hard, wiping my face. “You see—” “Vivienne.” His voice sliced through mine like a command. “It’s time.” I blinked. “Time… what?” “To break everything off. To end our agreement.” Just like that. Cold. Formal. No hesitation. “And you didn’t think to tell me the moment you find out she’s your mate?” My voice cracked. “You really only cared about my body.” He raised a brow, unapologetic. “That’s what it always was, wasn’t it? Don’t pretend you came here for love.” I clutched my forehead, the sting behind my eyes unbearable. “I gave you everything.” “And I gave you what you needed,” he said coldly. “Shelter. Silence. Release. You weren’t supposed to stay long enough to confuse that with something real.” “I’m sorry, Vivienne,” he added, voice suddenly gentle—and somehow worse for it. He reached out, touched my shoulder, like he had the right. “But I need you to leave. Now. Before they come.” “They?” I echoed, numb. “I can’t let them see that I’ve been keeping a dirty—” “I’m dirty now?” I whispered. He paused. “That’s not what I—” “No. Say it.” My voice cracked, low and sharp. “Go on, Alpha. You meant it.” He exhaled, looking everywhere but me. “It’s not personal. It’s just... I can’t let you ruin everything I’ve built. Not you. Not this. It’s over.” This. Not us. Not even me. Just this. Like I was a sin he regretted. My heart shattered so violently my wolf whimpered inside me. But I still managed to smile. That's the curse, isn’t it? Omegas always learn how to smile through ruin. And then the door opened. She walked in like a painting—Celestria. Regal. Stunning. The future. “Am I early?” she asked, her voice like silk. “No,” he said, without missing a beat. “You’re right on time.” And then she kissed him, he didn’t even push her away, and look at me after. “Who is she?” “Just an Omega who served me food.” The room went silent. So did my soul. His words scorched my skin like wildfire, ripping through everything I had ever believed about us. Not the pack. Not the others. Him. I could’ve braced for cruelty from anyone—anyone—except Darius. Tears prickled, hot and unforgiving behind my eyes. But I refused to let them fall. Not here. Not in front of her. Not in front of him. I swallowed hard, my voice trembling with everything I couldn’t scream. “I… I need to tell you something.” But he didn’t even look at me. “What are you staring at?” His voice dropped, sharp and cold. “Leave. You’re making Princess Celestria uncomfortable.” I stood frozen, disbelief and betrayal flooding my veins like venom. “But Darius—” He stepped forward, towering, expression unreadable but cruel. “Leave, Vivienne.” My name in his mouth sounded like filth. Something inside me snapped. I wasn’t just heartbroken. I was done. I walked out of that room like a ghost—empty, numb, hollowed out from the inside. And yet— my hands still fluttered to my belly. The secret I’d been trying to share… moved. A soft flutter, like a whisper from the universe. Like he was reminding me he was still there. I collapsed outside, behind the elder trees where no one could see me cry. My knees hit the earth, hands trembling against my stomach as the moonlight spilled over me. “I still have you,” I whispered, sobbing quietly. “You’re mine. You’re the only piece of him that didn’t destroy me.” I wanted to hate the child inside me. I wanted to scream and rip this bond out, to forget every breath tied to his name. But then I remember I wasn’t supposed to exist. I was the miracle my mother bled to keep alive. And now, here I was… carrying a life I couldn’t protect, from a man who didn’t even look back. He had no crown. No rank. No title. But he had me. And I’d never let anyone—not even his father—break him like I had been broken. I rose, slowly, like something reborn from the ashes. If Darius wanted to forget me, he could. But one day… he would look into our son’s eyes and see himself. And that would be the curse I left behind.VivienneAirports always feel like limbo.Not here, not there. Just a place where lives are about to change, and nobody’s making eye contact long enough to see it happen.Alistair’s hand was small in mine, warm and solid. His other hand clutched his stuffed wolf—the one Daisy had given him—like the plane might not let him on without it. The ear was bent, the fur worn smooth in patches.We sat in those stiff blue plastic seats by the gate. Overhead, the intercom droned about boarding groups and delayed flights, a tinny hum that made everything feel slower than it should.I checked my phone.Nothing.No calls. No messages. Not even a “where are you?” or “wait for me.”Good.The boarding screen flashed Final Call – Flight 217. My heart didn’t race, but it didn’t slow either. I told myself it was just another step forward. One more crossing-off in my head: leave the pack house, leave the territory, leave everything.Alistair tilted his head against my arm. “Mommy?”“Mm?”“Will there be ic
Vivienne“Mommy? Where are we going?” my son asks, his tiny voice so soft it almost gets lost under the sound of his toy car skidding across the couch cushions.I force a smile, even though it feels like it’s stitched over a bruise. “Don’t you want a taste of the city?” I ask, tilting my head like it’s all just an adventure.He shrugs, eyes still on the car. “Of course, I do…” There’s a pause, the kind that makes my stomach tighten. Then he glances up, lashes brushing his cheeks. “But… will I see Lily there?”My hands still on the half-folded shirt. That name always does it—like someone just reached inside me and twisted. He doesn’t know the truth about Lily. Not yet. And Goddess knows I’m not ready to tell him. But somehow, deep down, he feels her in his bones.“Baby…” I murmur, kneeling until I’m right in front of him. “We’re coming back here soon. And when we do…” I brush a stray curl from his forehead, “…you’ll see her again.”He studies me, like he’s trying to figure out if I’m l
VivienneI’m processing everything, but every thought feels like it’s slicing me open from the inside.I want to scream, to throw something, to tell him that I hate him.But I just stand there—silent, still, pretending I’m stone.“You’re saying this right now because…?” My voice comes out flat, but my hand instinctively presses against my chest, like I’m trying to keep my ribs from breaking apart.His lips twitch. Not in sympathy. Not even in guilt.It’s almost—mocking.And it feels like a slap in the face. That he would think I could be the reason for the loss of his non-existent child.“I’m saying this because I don’t want you to think she actually had a miscarriage,” Darius says, his voice low but unyielding. “I don’t have another child with her. I never did. I’m just—”“Stop.”The word is sharp enough to cut through him, but my voice still shakes.“I don’t need to be informed about that, Alpha Darius,” I bite back, my tone laced with a formality I only use when I want to push him
DARIUS I think my vision actually blurred for a second. Not from shock. From rage. Because every memory I had of Celestria clutching her stomach, crying into my shirt, whispering about “our baby”… it all suddenly turned into something else. Something rotten. A performance. “Alpha,” Dr. Rhoslyn’s voice cut through my spiraling thoughts. “You need to understand—I don’t know the reason and the logic that the Luna did this.”“Don’t speak.”“I’m just scared that the Luna will think I’m doing this as I’m against her.” I couldn’t even speak. My tongue was sandpaper. I turned away from her because if I didn’t, I might put my fist through the wall. Or worse, march straight into Celestria’s quarters and— God. I’ve been tearing Vivienne apart in my head for days. I’ve been keeping myself away from her because I thought if I looked at her, I’d see guilt in her eyes. But now? Now I realize I’ve been punishing her for something she didn’t even do. The corridor felt too long, too narro
Vivienne It’s quiet. Too quiet. The kind of quiet that makes your thoughts louder than they have any right to be. I’m lying here in this stupid white bed, with bruises blooming across my ribs and guilt blooming even worse inside my chest. I killed her baby. Even when I act like it’s her fault and everything, I still think about the stupidity of the things that happened. I don’t care what anyone says. I know what I did but I also know what she did. I don’t truly know what to believe at this moment. I should’ve never shown up. I shouldn’t have snapped at her. Shouldn’t have yelled. Shouldn’t have let my wolf push forward when I saw her smirking like that. I lost control. And now… she lost everything. And maybe she deserved the bruises I left on her pride. Maybe she deserved a slap to her ego. But not this. Not a baby. Even if that child was the symbol of everything I didn’t have… I would never— God. My head hurts.Maybe, it’s the best . . . Maybe it’s the way for Darius t
DariusI failed.Not just as an Alpha, not just as a mate—but as a damn father.Everything’s falling apart, and I don’t know where to start fixing it. Every decision I made felt right in the moment, but looking back now? It’s all just one long chain of mistakes linked by ego, fear, and pride.Then she came running to me.Tiny feet. Trembling hands. Tear-stained cheeks.“Daddy,” Lily whimpered, clutching the hem of my shirt like it was her last lifeline. “What’s gonna happen to Mommy?”My throat clenched. She was crying, but trying not to. Brave, like her. Too brave for a child.I dropped to my knees in front of her, leveling my face with hers. She looked so much like her mother it physically hurt. Her eyes—the same fire, the same softness when she looked at me like I was still her hero.And here I am… standing in the wreckage of my own decisions, torn between two women—One who wears my last name like a weapon.And the other? The one I should’ve fought for. The one who haunts me. The