Mag-log inJareth
It was a little over a mile from Poppy’s Tavern to the little cottage I had bought on the edge of the Crimson Fall’s forest. The boy and I walked side by side, at a slow pace to accommodate Kevin’s short legs. For once, I didn’t mind moving slow. My belly was very full. The cottage was completely dilapidated when I bought it. A simple three room stone hut with a thatched roof that was rotting and full of holes. In the months we’d been there, I had ripped off the straw roof, replaced the timbers, and put on corrugated tin sheets.. It wasn’t luxurious, but at least it didn’t leak. I had bought a twin bed for Kevin’s room, a king-sized bed for myself, and a used table with a few mismatched chairs. I had to be careful not to spend an absorbent amount of money in Crimson Falls. I was supposed to be a poor hunter, a grieving widower trying to start a new life with his boy. Unfortunately that meant I also could not hire someone to cook, clean and watch the kid while I went out to scout and hunt. We arrived just as darkness was falling and unlocked the front door, I was hit in the face with a rather unpleasant odor. I wasn’t sure if the sour smell was coming from the dirty dishes piled in the sink or the dirty laundry that was heaped up in a basin waiting for someone to hand-wash it. Or perhaps a rodent had gotten under the cupboards and died. I was a warrior, a soldier, the top general. I was trained to fight. I was well equipped to protect the boy from thugs, assassins and rogues. But washing his underwear? Making sure he brushed his teeth and combed his hair? Mopping the damn floor? I was way out of my element. I sighed as I sat in a rickety kitchen chair to unlace my boots. Kevin wrinkled up his nose and sat in the chair across from me. The kid didn’t talk much. I imagined watching his parents and trusted pack mates die in that brutal attack had probably traumatized him. Yet another thing I was ill-equipped to deal with. I didn’t know squat about kids, or psychology. Unless one counted messing with the head of your enemy. I was good at that. What I needed - NO! What Kevin needed, what the cottage needed - was a woman’s touch. Ideally, I would have just hired a housekeeper to take care of those things, but a poor widowed hunter wouldn’t be able to pay the salary of a domestic worker. Perhaps, though, I could take a fake wife. A woman who could take care of the house, the kid, and god-help us, cook some decent meals. Someone who wouldn’t mind a marriage-in-name-only. A fake mating without a mark. It was a bit unfair, I thought uneasily. To rope an unsuspecting woman into a fake marriage - with a man who didn’t even really exist. A woman that we would ultimately walk away from once the Old Grandfather Alpha rooted out the murderers. I had no idea how much longer Kevin and I would be stuck in Crimson Falls. It could be weeks. It could be months. It could be years. And during all that time, I would have to keep my identity, and the boy’s identity secret. The fake wife would never know who she was married to, or who she was caring for. But, I could compensate the woman for the injustice! I could sign over the cottage and the three acres of land to her. She could keep the property when it was all over. And I could make sure she received a sum of money that would take care of her for life if she used it wisely. Still, what she-wolf would agree to a loveless marriage? Because I’d have to be very upfront with the potential candidate that there would be no mating and no marking. Who would be desperate enough to accept such an offer? Immediately I thought of the brunette from Poppy’s tavern. The girl with the big, sad chocolate brown eyes. She’d make a fine mate and mother, if someone could forget that Jasper had his hands on her first, Poppy’s words echoed in my head. What did Poppy say her name was? Sarah Hunter. I had to admit, the idea of that arrogant boy, Jasper, taking advantage of that girl made my wolf growl with an uneasy aggression. I wasn’t even sure why it made him so angry. It was no business of mine to judge what had happened in her past. As long as she was willing to live a quiet, discrete life in the present and future… Was it too cruel though? The young woman had already been tricked and deceived by her first mate. Could I really set her up to be fooled a second time? Across from me, Kevin pulled off his boots. His small bare feet were pale and I could see dirt between his toes. Another not-nice odor offended my nostrils. “Where are your socks?” His eyes moved to the pile of laundry. “They are all dirty,” he said. I shrugged, “So you just wear a dirty pair until I get to the washing.” He gave me a pinched look. “They aren’t just dirty, they are crunchy. I can’t wear crunchy socks!” “Okay, okay!” I eyed the pile with a sinking feeling in my gut. The fake-wife idea was looking better and better.SarahI couldn’t hide in the bedroom forever.I found my clothes, dressed carefully, and stood in front of the small mirror on the back of the door. The mark on my shoulder was visible above the neckline of my shirt — a small, precise wound, the bruise already fading at the edges the way wolf wounds did. But the scar would last forever. I pulled my collar aside and looked at it for a moment.Then I left it exactly as it was and went to face the kitchen.All three were at the table. Kevin was eating porridge with focused efficiency, going through it like he had somewhere to be. Malachi had his hands around his coffee mug and was looking out the window with an expression of elaborate innocence. Jareth also gripped a coffee cup, but I noticed he wasn’t drinking it. It looked extra black this morning.My heart warmed when I looked at them, and I thought in some strange way the four of us had become a family.I hadn’t had a real family since my mother died.Jareth looked up as I entered th
SarahI woke before dawn.For a moment I lay still, orienting myself. The room was the same room it always was — the crack in the ceiling, the thin curtain moving in the summer air, the familiar smell of the cottage. But the arm across my waist was not familiar, and the warm solidity of the body behind me was not familiar, and the tender ache in my shoulder where he had—I reached up and touched it. The mark. Slightly raised, already healing the way wolf wounds did, but unmistakably there.I lay still and thought about what I had done.No. That wasn’t right. I thought about what we had done. I had not been a passive participant by any measure and the man currently asleep behind me knew that better than anyone. I pulled his head down. I made the choice with full knowledge of what it meant.I also thought about the fact that Jasper and I had been together for months, doing the deed on a regular basis, but he had never marked me. He always had an excuse. Wait for the ceremony, wait until
JarethI found Kevin in the barn with Malachi, the two of them engaged in what appeared to be a serious strategic discussion about the best placement of a chicken roost they were building out of some slender pine boughs. Kevin was holding the hammer and giving directions while Malachi listened with the gravity they apparently deserved.“Keep Kevin with you tonight,” I told Malachi.He looked at me. One look, brief, amused, and entirely too perceptive. “Sure,” he said, and went back to the chicken roost discussion without another word.I walked back to the cottage.The kitchen was clean, the dinner things washed and put away, the beans that Sarah and Malachi had shelled were now simmering on the back of the stove. It was remarkable how she had somehow turned the ramshackle cottage into a proper home.No light showed under Sarah’s door.I stood outside the closed door for a moment.Fifteen years of discipline. The mission first, always the mission. No time to worry about finding a mate
SarahMalachi had been helping me shell beans for the better part of an hour. He sat with his elbows propped on the table, splitting the pods with his thumb nails like he was the most domestic man in the world.But deep down I knew there wasn’t a domesticated bone in his body.I hadn’t asked for his help.. I had come in from the garden with a full basket and he had simply sat down across from me and started helping, without asking, without ceremony.The nice thing about Malachi - he was easy company. No undercurrents, no careful weight to every word. He just talked. He had opinions about everything and a dry humor that made it hard not to smile and he asked questions like he actually wanted the answers.“Those chickens,” he said. “I heard Jareth brought them home for supper.”“That’s true,” I said.“And yet here they are, still roosting on my cot.”“They lay eggs,” I pointed out. “And they have personalities.”He looked at me. “I’m aware,” he said, with feeling. “The fat one likes to
JarethThe drop point was a hollow in the base of a split oak half a mile north of the cottage, on the edge of Broken Arrow territory where the tree line thinned and the ground rose toward the mountains. I had used it twice before—once to send a report out, once to receive a supply package that Malachi had retrieved before Sarah was awake. This time I went myself.The package was there. Small, wrapped in oilcloth, wedged into the hollow with the particular neatness that was Brennan’s signature. I checked the seal before I opened it. The seal was intact.I tucked it inside my jacket and walked back.The cottage felt different when I came through the door. It took me a moment to identify why. Sarah was at the tavern, Kevin was with her, and Malachi was watching them both. The cottage was simply empty. I had lived alone my whole life and had never once noticed the quality of an empty room. I noticed it now. The kitchen still smelled of the breakfast she had made—eggs and fried potato and
SarahJareth had been up before me, which wasn’t unusual. What was unusual was that he was already deep in quiet conversation with Malachi at the kitchen table when I came out, a map spread between them that they folded away with practiced casualness the moment I appeared.I made coffee for everyone without being asked, because it was something to do with my hands while I absorbed the fact that Malachi seemed to be a new fixture in our house.Kevin appeared in the doorway a few minutes later, hair disordered from sleep, and climbed into his chair with the focused purposefulness of a child who had learned that breakfast didn’t make itself. I scrambled eggs and fried the leftover potato from last night and cut bread and set it all on the table and the four of us ate together in the particular comfortable quiet that had become the shape of mornings in the cottage.After breakfast Jareth and Malachi took their coffee outside. I washed the dishes and swept the kitchen floor and went to che
JarethI had a wild pig slung over my shoulder as I tramped back through the woods toward the cabin. A storm was brewing and I was rushing to beat the rain. Perhaps it was the smell of the hastily field-dressed hog that confused my senses. I was almost at the house when I detected fresh scent trail
Sarah Our days had fallen quickly into a quiet routine. Jareth was gone before I dragged myself out of bed in the morning, but he always miraculously reappeared when food was on the table. Sometimes he came back with game meat, other days he came home empty handed. I cleaned up after breakfast and
Sarah“Well, that was fun,” I grumbled as I set my packages down on the kitchen table and sat heavily in one of the mismatched kitchen chairs. I was only being half-sarcastic. It was very satisfying to see Scarlet dangling from Jareth’s hand like a rag doll. It was quite a novel experience, having
Jasper“So it’s true,” I growled as I stared out my bedroom window. The window overlooked the pack training grounds, but the field below was empty. During the summer months we trained in the morning to avoid the heat of the day. “Sarah really did find a man.”When that little rat, Bosch, had come t







