Mag-log inNalanie's POV
" Let's go, Let's party! " sigaw ng kasama ko habang hinihila ako papunta sa dance floor. Nag pahila na ako dito at para matapos na nakainom na din kami ng unting alcohol kaya medjo tipsy na din ako. Mababa kasi ang tolerance ko sa alak lalo na kapag medjo mataas ang percent ng alcohol na ininom ko. " Girl, ano na kaya pa? " Tanong sakin ni mayls habang nasayaw kami naka singkit na kasi yung mata ko it means dumodoble na paningin ko at lasing na ako. I have to make my eyes small kahit na maliit na talaga mata ko. " Guys, i have to go may event pa akong pupuntahan bukas. di ako pwedeng mag pagabi din you know" palusot ko sa kasama kong si Kerson dahil sayaw na sya ng sayaw she even have someone na ka make out na sa harap ko. Yes i can see her naman kahit medjo naduduling na ako. After nila mag make out dalawa pumunta sya sakin at hinampas ang braso ko. " Ang kill joy mo naman Nalanie eh, sige na nga tara na baka mamaya may makakita pa ditong paparazzi malalagot ako sa mom mo " iritable nitong sabi at hinila na ako palabas ng club. Nag antay kami ng taxi para makauwi na sa condo muna ako dahil pag nakita ako ni mom na ganto malalagot ako. As soon as we got into the taxi, the driver pulled away quickly-probably worried someone might spot me and report it somewhere, which would definitely get me in even more trouble. While we were on the road, the driver started chatting with me. Apparently, he recognized me the moment I got into the taxi. He told me his kid is a huge fan of mine, so I agreed to take a quick selfie with him. After that, he went back to focusing on driving. I told him to stop by the drive-thru at either McDonald's or Jollibee because I was getting a bit hungry, and I also wanted to buy a snack for his child. After we paid at the drive-thru, we headed straight to my condo. I told the driver he could keep the extra meal I ordered earlier as a thank-you, and I gave him a fare that was way more than the meter price. " Miss ito po yung sukli nyo " sabi nila pero ilayo sakin at hinawakan ang kamay nito. " Kuya, sainyo na po yan, keep the change lang po" sabi ko at bumaba na para alalayan si mayls bumaba ng taxi saka pumasok sa building ng condo ko. Bago pa man ako maka pasok ng condo ko may tumawag sa pangalan ko at minamalas ka nga naman ngayon pa ito nag pakita. " Ano na namang kailangan mo? " pagalit kong tanong at binaba muna si Mayls para bukas ang pintuan ng condo ko. " Can we talk? Please? " sabi nito habang nag aantay ng sagot ko. Bago ako sumagot nabuksan ko na ang pinto at inihiga si mayls sa couch na nasa sala at ito naman isa sumunod parin. " Bakit mo ba ako sinusundan?!" Bulyaw ko rito kaya napa hinto sya sa pag sunod nya sakin. "I told you-didn't I? I want the two of us to talk," he said, his voice low but intense, cutting through the silence like a blade. " "Can I at least fix myself first? Can't you see I just got back from outside?" " masungit kong sabi saka naman ito umupo sa silya sa may kusina at ako naman'y pumasok sa kwarto ko at naligo para mahimasmasan. Pagkatapos kong maligo saka ako lumabas ng kwarto ng naka bihis na pang bahay na. I saw him looking at me. " "Now what? You said you wanted to talk, so I'm giving you five minutes. FIVE MINUTES-NOW, SPEAK!"" masungit kong sigaw. " Gian, I'm sorry-I cheated on you. It's not your fault; it's all on me. I swear, I never wanted to betray you, but I got pressured by my friends. They kept telling me all these things, and before I knew it, I was doing exactly what they said without even realizing it. " pag papaliwanag nya. " Hindi mo gusto? oh come on nakita ko nga kayong mag kasama sa kama at mukhang nasasarapan ka pa sa ginagawa nyo! " sigaw ko rito. " Gian, love it's not what you-" putol nitong sabi dahil nag salita na agad ako. " No, tama ang hinala ko. Tama ang nasa isip ko. Kaya, sorry. You know what? Let's just end this nightmare. This is over. We're done-there's no going back." matigas sa sabi ko sa kanya iniwan syang naka tulala sa pwesto nya. " Giana, no, please-please don't do this! I know what I did, and I regret it with everything in me. Please, please don't leave me. I can't imagine living without you. Please, love, don't walk away... I'm begging you!" iyak na sabi nitong habang naka luhod sa sahig at nakakapit sa tuhod ko kaya agad ko itong tinanggal sa pag kakapit sakin at pinatayo sya saka itinulak palabas ng pintuhan saka sinaraduhan sya. " Fvck you! " Bulyaw ko sa pintuan bago pumasok sa kwarto ko. I immiediately go to nearby club and have fun. I know know what happen next but that thing that i rememeber was i was dancing with someone. KINABUKASAN I woke up because of the alarm on my phone, and that's when I realized I wasn't in my condo room. I suddenly sat up, noticing that the layout of the walk-in closet looked different. Then, someone came out, wearing only a towel around their waist while drying their wet hair. After a moment, they must've noticed that I was already awake. " Morning beautiful" Binati niya ako kaya nanlaki ang mga mata ko at bigla akong napaupo. Doon ko lang din naramdaman ang sakit ng katawan ko-hindi lang basta katawan, kundi pati yung gitnang bahagi ng hita ko. Napalingon ako sa kama at doon ko nakita ang pulang mantsa, kaya mas lalo akong napatitig at nanlaki ang mga mata ko. Paglingon ko, naroon na ang lalaki sa harapan ko. OH. MY. GOD. Did I seriously just lose my V-card to him?! WHAT THE ACTUAL FUDGE HAPPENED LAST NIGHT?! This has to be a joke-please, someone tell me this is a prank! I'm freaking out-I can't breathe-how did this even happen?! I swear, if this is real... I'm never showing my face in public again!!! "W-what happened last night??" I asked the man in front of me, confused and in shock. "What? We made love," he answered simply, the corner of his lips curling up into a smirk as he looked at me from head to toe. That's when I realized-I was completely naked. Like, literally no clothes on. Thank God I managed to grab the blanket and cover myself. I quickly searched for my things and clothes, then rushed straight to the bathroom where I saw them. Pag labas ko naka bihis na sya at saka ako pupuslit na din papunta sa pinto ngunit nahawakan nya yung braso ko " What do you want? " panunungit ko rito saka tinanggal ang pag kakahawak nya sa braso ko at hinaplos ang parteng hinawakan nya. " Stay" simpleng sabi nito " No" matigas na sabi ko at lumabas ng silid nito at nag madaling sumakay sa pasaradong elevator. Ilang minuto pa bago mag sarado yung elevator nakita ko na palabas na sya ng silid at hahabulin sana ang sinasakyan kong elevator. I could finally breathe a sigh of relief once the door shut behind me. I moved quickly, making my way out of the building as fast as I could. I managed to call Mom and Dad to let them know I was okay, especially since I didn't get to update them last night. Seriously, my phone was flooded with messages-like, what the fudge?!Baby! " sigaw nya pero di ako natinag at pumasok sa walkin closet ko para mag hanap nang undies ko at mga gamit ko pa. Pero bago pa man ako maka punta dun hinila ako ni Yael paharap sa kanya at mabilis na pinag dikit ang labi naming dalawa.The heck, Giana! Ang rupok mo! Itinulak ko sya nang malakas kaya walang sa oras kaming nag hiwalay. Salubong ang kilay ko at tinignan ko sya." Baby, Where are you going? " singhal nito sakin at pinipilit na hawak ang kamay ko ulit pero tinatabing ko lang." I'm going home, kaya don't even bother me" singhal ko dito at inayos ulit ang ko ang mga damit ko pero bigla nga na lang akong hinila patayo at inilapat ang labi namin isa't isa. god how to unresist on this man? !!!Our lips were pressed together for five seconds. He brushed the hair from my face and held me in a tight embrace." "I know the timing isn't right, but... will you be my wife? I mean, girlfriend?" He whispered softly into my ear, which startled me. Parang ayoko tumingin sa kanya ka
" Wala lang " simpleng sagot ko dito at umismid napansin kong nakatingin yung mga kaibigan nya kaya napa taas ang kilay ko nang wala sa oras. Yan tama tarayan mo. At tumingin sa may gilid sabay irap nang pilihim." Lanie, sparkling juice lang talaga iinomin mo ngayon? " tanong ni Russu sakin kaya sumagot ako naramdaman ko na may biglang humapid sa bewang ko kaya napa ayos ulit ako nang upo nang wala sa oras at sumagot kay Russu." Yes, ako na lang mag dadrive manaya. Mukhang mag lalasing si Amara eh " tawang sabi ko dito at tinignan si Amara na ngayon ay busy sa pag pili nang iinomin nya." I can drive you both home naman kaya you can drink, ako nang- " putol na sabi ni russu kasi biglang may sumali sa usapan namin." There's no need. I can drive her home." Yael said in his baritone voice. This made me close my eyes instantly. When I opened them, I smiled at Russu and signaled my apology." I'm fine, Russu thank you for your offer " sagot ko dito at sinignal na dun muna sya kay yezhei
Kinagabihan, tapos na ako lahat sa paper works ko, I even design some of project na need na talaga makita ng clients. Some of it wil l release this year. I can't tell you kailan but yeah! We will also have a photoshoot para sa outfit na yun. So abangan nyo!Bago umuwi sa condo ko i decided na punta sa coffee shop sa Tahanan Light Cafe. malapit sa trabaho ko bumili kami kami nang kape at nang cake para habang bumabayahe ay may iniinom ako at kinakain.Pag dating namin sa coffee shop, umorder na agad kami sa counter para mas mabilis na di na din kami nag drive tru dahil mas okay sakin na sa mismong store napunta. Para naman kahit papaano nakaka encounter parin ako nang mga tao kahit papaano diba? Pag dating namin sa condo ko sa sobrang pagod ko siguro ay naka tulog na ako nang di nag papalit nang damit.Kinabukasan maaga akong umalis nang condo para mag asikaso sa phootshoot ko. Whole day kasi gaganapin ang photoshoot ko medjo madami dami ang outfit na gagamitin ko nang iba iba din yun
After a week, umuwi na kami sa pilipinas. Literal na nag stay kami sa paris ng isang linggo i did attend some of my runways and events pero mostly nasa hotel kami ni Yael nag stay. We decided to continue this thing that we have, and I gave him a chance because Yael was really serious about making me his. He gave me a lot of flowers during our week there, and he served me all week, giving me everything I wanted—not literally luxury things, gosh, I'm not like that.We did talk din yung nangyare samin, Ang sabi nya pananagutan nya ako meron man o walang mabuo dahil mahal nya ako. Shocks? Mahal agad? Legit akong napa nganga sa kanya.Yes, i did tell him na i like him as a person not as friends pero kaya ganun yung attitude ko towards him dahil sa past ko. My horrible past is really haunting me whenever Yael and i cross paths. Feeling ko kasi mauulit na naman yung nangyare kahit di naman.A: Overtkhinker is ate mo girl marupok naman. He even gave me an assurance that it would never happen
Nagising ako ng wala sa oras pag mulat ng mata ko ay wala akong makita kunti ang isang ilaw na nasa may banyo. Init na init din ako at parang may naka lingkis sa katawan ko na braso kaya agad akong lumingon sa tabi ko at nakita si Yael naka yakap sa akin ang mukha nito ay naka dibdib ko. Literal as in kulang na lang ang bibig nya at naka bukas dahil naka tapat ito sa nipples ko.Nakita ko ang magagandang pilik mata nento napag masdan ko din ang matangos na iling nento at ang makapal na kilay na naka kunot kapag nalilito sya o naiinis sa isang tao.To be honest, I already like Yael, I was just too in denial sa nararamdaman ko. Mabye i was too afraid sa mangyayare baka you know. I've been in a relationship na medjo off talaga.He was a man consumed by obsession, a master of manipulation, and a frighteningly violent person, especially when anger flared between us. Like Yael, he was a model, but he also owned a company—the details of which are lost to time now. Still, the similarities bet
" Lanie, Pinapasok ko na si Sir Yael iniintay ka daw nga para sa after party eh " simpleng sabi nento kaya napa tingin ako sa kanya napa irap na lang ako nakakainis naman okay na sana sweet na sya pero bakit ba kasi may ganun syang sinasabi! Ayoko din ng date sa after party na yun gusto ko mag saya ayoko ng kj! Alam din ng lahat na single ako kaya anong sasabihin ko kapag kasama ko sya mamaya sabihin nya na naman na girlfriend nya ako sa lahat katrabaho or kakilala nya! oh my gosh.Imbis na tignan ko ang lalaking iyon ay agad akong ang hanap ng masusuot ko para mamaya nag ayos na din sila alice ng mga gagamitin ko." Baby, You don't have to look for your outfit. I already bought something for you " malambing nitong sambit at humakbang papalapit sakin ngunit tinignan ko lang sya ng masama kaya napa tigil sya." Ayoko, I'll have my own outfit" malamig kong sambit dito. Kinuha ang ibinigay ni Alice sakin Dumiretso ako sa walking closet at dun nag bihis sinarado ko ang pinto saka lumabas.







