Chapter 4

She fixed herself before sighing deeply.

She couldn't believe what did just happened. It's really hard to believe but it already happened! After what happened earlier, she excused herself to the rest room to fixed her self. Hindi niya kakayanin pa ang sobrang kaba na nararamdaman kanina. She thought that she might collapsed within a second.

Her heart is thumping over her chest. Hindi niya lubos maproreso ang nangyari kanina. 

"Oh my god, he's fucking here. What should I fucking do?!" wika niya sa kanyang sarili at sinambunutan ang buhok.

She lean unto the counter and looked up to calm herself first before went outside. Inayos niya rin ang nasirang buhok saka huminga ng malalim.

"Hey there,"

She almost jumped because of the shock. Parang kanina lang ay iniisip pa niya ang lalaking ito pero ngayon ay nasa harapan na niya. She blinked a couple times before calming herself first. She just couldn't stand with this man! Knowing that she gave herself to him! To stranger like him!

"W-What are you doing here?" she asked nervously. Sinarado niya ang pintuan ng rest room at binalingan ng tingin ang lalaking nasa kanyang harapan.

The man—Luke, crossed his both hands on his chest while raising his eyebrow to her. 'Still the same, lovely.' he said in his mind while staring at her. He caught her cheeks flushed within a second, maybe because of his stare. But he doesn't knew why she found it cute. Lovely and cute?

The same with her, he couldn't believe that woman he had f-ck last week is in front of him. That wasn't part of his plan, but due to the lust he felt over her, he couldn't stop himself anymore. He just saw her in the crowded place, and yet he can't believe that something happened to the both of them. He admit it, Jillian is indeed a lovely, that's why she really caught his attention. 

"Abou—" akmang magsasalita na sana siya ng bigla siyang putulin ng dalaga.

"About what happened to us that night, it was nothing. Lasing lang ako at wala sa tamang pag-iisip. I don't know what did I do that night. I hope you wouldn't mind if I ask you to stop thinking about that. I just caught my boyfriend cheating on me that's why I decided to get drunk and then you approached me, then something happened. I swear, I was drunk that night. Please stop dragging that topic starting today, especially in front of your friend. Kuya Louie is my sister's husband, so if you'll going to tell him what happened to the both of us, he might tell my sister. So please, I—" she stopped.

They stared at each other for a second. 'That was so..awesome? She talk so fast! Damn, I can't believe her!' Lucas thought in his mind while staring at Jillian who was panting.

Para namang natauhan si Jillian sa kanyang ginagawa kaya mabilis siyang tumikhim at inayos ang sarili.

"I-I mean.. I—"

"Hey, hey. You talked so fast, how do you do it?" her mouthed dropped because of Lucas question.

He's not serious right? She mean, Lucas acted opposite to what she thought. She mind that Lucas is a dangerous or something like cold hearted person, like what she've read in a novel or in book. But this Lucas in front of her is really.. impossible. Did he just asked her how she'd talked fast? 

Idiot?

"What do you mean by that?" she asked him.

Lucas frowned "Most probably, I'd only talked a little. I feel so suffocated when I talked a lot. So how do you do it? Are you an athlete during your middle school or something like that?"

Mas lalong hindi siya makapaniwala sa sinambit nito. Is he even serious? Hindi niya na ba napapansin na hindi siya komportable sa kanya lalo na't may nangyari sa pagitan nilang dalawa?

"Excuse me but, that's not the point here. Mr. Idontknowyourname, the point is wh—"

He nodded, cutting her off "Yeah, yeah, yeah. I knew it. That's why I followed you here."

She sighed heavily "Look Mister, I don't know you. We have a sex but it was all an one-night stand and nothing more. So please, will you shut your mouth and be serious?" an amusement smile is plastered on Lucas lips as he heard her words.

"So feisty." he commented.

This.. this man is unbelievable! She's serious as hell and yet he acted like that? What is he, a fucking child?

"Come on, I want to have a proper talk with you. I just want to inform you that it was all nothing. What happened that night is all nothing." she said seriously.

Umangat ang isang gilid ng labi niya "Yeah, I know Miss. You don't have to tell me about that."

That made her sighed of relieved. Thank God.

"But the problem is.." he trailed off before smirking evilly "What if you might get pregnant."

Halos lumuwa ang kanyang mata dahil sa sinabito nito, kasabay ng pag-awang ng kanyang bibig. The thought of her being pregnant with some stranger's child making her whimpered. That wasn't funny! 

Mabilis niyang hinubad ang suot na sapatos at pinaghahampas si Lucas nito. Mabilis naman umilag ang binata para hindi matamaan.

"You fucking asshole! Why didn't you use a protection?! You fucking fuc— Jerk!" she shouted angrily.

He tried to stopped her "Hey wai—fuck!"

She did not stop and continued hitting him using her shoes. She was afraid, alright. She did not want to be pregnant with her age. Marami pa siyang gustong abutin at gustong maranasan. Being pregnant with some stranger's child is not her plan. She did to settle first after that pregnant—thing.

"Hey Mis—Aw!" he covered himself using his both hands.

"I was just kidding okay?!"

Doon siya natigilan at dahan-dahang binaba ang sapatos saka binalik iyon sa kanyang paa. She frowned when she heard him laughing out loud. Inangat niya ang paningin dito at nagtatakang tiningnan ang binata.

"What the heck is your problem?"

Lucas bit his lower lip before letting it go with sound. She stiffened a bit.

"Nothing. Your reaction is kinda funny." he said while chuckling. "And... Eísai ómorfi too with that reaction."

Jillian's forehead wrinkled after hearing his words. She's not familiar on what language it seems she heard it before.

"What? Ano 'yun? I can't understand." 

Lucas only shrugged "Akin nalang 'yun."

She blinked twice. What the? He knows how to speak tagalog? Pero mukhang may lahi naman siya, and look at his eyes! It was blue! Halata nga talagang may lahi!

"You know how to speak tagalog?" she asked while frowning.

He nodded "Yeah? My Mom is pure filipina,"

Tumikhim siya. Muntikan na niyang makalimutan kung ano talaga ang tunay na pakay niya sa binata. She got distracted by how he act! It was really far from what he expected!

"So, let's go back to our topic.." she trailed off.

"What was our topic again?"

'He's so impossible' Jillian murmured in her mind.

This guy is so fucking impossible!

"What?! Bago lang natin yun napag-usapan! It was about what happened to us! Godness!" she exclaimed.

She's full with the guts of this guy. Baka mga ilang minuto nalang ay sasabog na siya dahil sa sobrang pagkairita. First, he asked her on how she talked fast. Second, he tricked her by telling what if she might get pregnant. And now, he just asked her what their topic eh bago lang naman nila yun napag-usapan! How impossible!

"Okay, so.. what about it?"

She massaged her temple, this guy is really unbelievable.

"I already told you about it! We don't need to te everyone about what happened to us! It was all a fucking one-night stand and nothing more. So please, be serious. And just do what I told you. We just act like.. like.. we did not know each other to avoid everyone's doubt to us! Just act normal, like we used to do before we meet." she explained and God knows how much she tried not to hit him.

Napatango-tango ang binata "Yes, you're right. Especially that I had a girlfriend."

Her mouth dropped. He has a fucking girlfriend! Paano niya nagawa iyon gayung may girlfriend siya? Oh my god, mas lalo lang lalala ang sitwasyon nila kapag nalaman ng kanyang girlfriend ang nangyari sa kanilang dalawa ni Lucas.

"T-Then why did you f—" he cut her off.

"It was your fault. You seduce me."

'Ang kapal' 

Now, he's blaming her for what happened to them? It wasn't her fault!

"Alam mo.. kulang nalang talaga at bibitayin kita ng patiwarik eh. Alam mo naman palang may girlfriend ka then why did you fucked me?! And for your information, it wasn't my fault. It was yours! Hindi kita inakit kaya wag mo kong masisisi diyan. If you truly love her, then you should know how to control yourself and to avoid temptation." she said.

He stiffened. He knows that thing. Pero hindi niya alam kung ano ang pumasok sa isipan niya at bakit niya pinatulan si Jillian. She was drunk and yet he's not. Sa kanilang dalawa, siya ang nasa tamang pag-iisip. So why the heck he did that?

He loves Donna— 'Not going there.'

"Yeah? So the only way para hindi tayo mabuking is to keep it a secret, alright?"

Napatango si Jillian. That's why he really hates man. If they truly love the woman, bakit pa sila gagawa ng ikakasira ng relasyon nila? Men couldn't get enough with only one woman. She suddenly remember her ex-boyfriend—Pablo.

"Okay," she sighed.

Tumikhim ang binata dahilan kung bakit siya nag-angat ng tingin dito. Her eyes widened when he offer her his hand.

"So I'd like to proper introduce myself to, Miss." then he grinned. Pakiramdam niya ay nagkabuhol-buhol ang paru-paro sa kanyang tiyan dahil sa simpleng ngiti na iginawad nito sa kanya.

'What the hell is happening to me?' said in her mind.

"I'm Lucas Villa Amore,"

She rolled her eyes heavenward to forget what she feel and accept his hand.

"Jilliana Ignacio,"

His lips rose and formed a smirk.

"Hope we get along, Miss Jilliana."