Masuk
Warning: Contains mature content, violence, and sensitive pregnancy themes. Reader discretion advised.
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Carrie
I took a deep breath.
Then I assured myself that it would be easy to jump.
But one more look at the height from my window to the cemented ground below was enough to change my thoughts.
With a racing heart, I stuck with the option of walking out of my room and dodging my way past everyone in the hotel. That is a better option compared to jumping out of a window.
The exit door of my exquisite room soon came into view. But as I pressed the handle, my younger sister, Bri, spoke from the other side. “Carrie, are you done dressing? Everyone's ready for the final rehearsal.”
I ran back on tiptoes to my previous plan.
I just have to do it. I have to escape another night of rehearsals and listening to my aunties bicker about how their neighbour’s kids are turning rogue. I need to escape for a while before I am sold into eternal slavery.
Slowly, I stretched a leg over the windowsill and took another look at the death trap I was about to dare, the satchel around my neck dangling ahead.
I was about to exit my straddling position when I noticed a ladder to my right.
Hurriedly and gladly, I found my way to the iron saviour waiting to transport me to freedom.
Slowly, with intended caution, as I wouldn’t want to slip and have my guts all over the floor, I stepped down the ladder, the evening breeze blowing through my recently washed hair.
Though the lovely scent of my hair almost made me lose focus, I stayed calm. And, I resumed the descent.
In no time, my legs touched the bare ground of the very expensive hotel my father booked for ten whole days because his wild daughter is finally getting married… Getting married to a man he selected.
Trust me, I don’t know how things turned out this bad.
But one true thing is that I cannot escape the alliance my father has dragged me into. My fate has been sealed.
Hence, this little getaway, that almost had me jumping out of my window.
The evening breeze came again and snapped me out of my thoughts.
Without an exact sense of where I was going, I moved towards my left and walked down the road that was adorned by red brick walls, low-lighted street lamps and solitude.
The silence that walked with me then made me realise something. Hurriedly, I searched my bag and was gutted to confirm that I didn't take my phone. But I was with my eye drop and credit card.
I guess those are enough to have a good time.
So, I walked further and further until I entered a part of Venice that greeted me with liveliness. People, in different groups, either sitting or standing, were chatting, laughing, and going with the flow of the moment.
I was awed by the bright lights that illuminated the emotions of the night, and soon, I was drawn by a piece of distant music. The softness of its tunes put me in a certain type of mood…
As though I were a little piece of iron, the magnetic music drew me closer, and I found myself moving deeper into the area until I was facing a brick building that welcomed me with a staircase that ran all the way down.
I immediately walked down the stairs.
The place was filled with people who were paying rapt attention to the performer- a neat-looking guy with short, spiked hair. His fingers trailed over his acoustic guitar to continuously produce melodious harmony while he sang a tune in Italian.
I had no idea I was standing still and watching him from a corner until he winked at me.
Soon, I found a seat, and when I did, it occurred to me that everyone in the room had someone with them, someone they could stare at dreamily.
But I didn’t let that faze me. I quickly ordered a mug of beer. Once that drink was in front of me, I faced the stage and told myself that the night had just started and that I needed to enjoy myself to the fullest.
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Alessandro
A glance at the lighted city beyond the huge window on my right told me I had already stayed longer than I wanted to.
Well, I don’t mind. I love work, amongst other things.
But sometimes, I like to take a short break. Stepping out to my favourite bar, then retiring to my hotel room, has been my recent way of resting. And sometimes, within those simple activities, I torture, kill, and re-establish my stance as one of the men that should be feared.
My eyes peeled off the city view, and I was shutting down my laptop when my door creaked open. My friend, Eduardo, walked in, a wide smile on his lips.
“Do you ever take a break?” he asked, his pocketed right hand crawling out of the confinement of his suit trousers.
“I am pretty sure I saw you leave earlier.”
“I came back for this.” He displayed the bottle of wine in his left hand before walking further in and sitting opposite me. “Alessandro, do you ever think of taking a break from all office drama?”
“Why is there an unasked question beneath your question?” I peered into his bluish eyes.
A chuckle escaped his lips. “Nothing gets past you.”
“I took a break from the gang for reasons best known to me," I replied to the silent question he couldn't ask.
A raise of his thick brows led him to adjust his posture. Then, he said, “All I know is that you are not having fun. Office work is not your calling."
My eyes narrowed instantly, and I asked, “What's my calling? Killing people?”
“Yes, it suits you better. But … Wait a minute…” Eduardo’s voice thickened, and I was able to hear his accent. “Are you planning to retire early?" Shock grew on his face, which I've always found too babyish to fit into the Calcio Della Pistola gang. "Is that it?"
A scoff escaped me, and I sat back into my comfortable chair. “What makes you think so?”
“You have not stepped into the CDP lair in a while. Your grandfather is starting to ask questions.”
“My grandfather always asks unnecessary questions. Next time he asks about me, tell him I’ll be back in two weeks.”
“But will you be back?” Eduardo was being unusually persistent; I had to raise a brow in suspicion.
“Hmm…”
With no further desire to speak about the gang, I got up and reached for my brown coat, readying myself to leave.
“When was the last time you got laid?” Eduardo swiftly changed the topic.
“Excuse you?”
He tucked his hands underneath his chin. “I strongly recommend that for a good night’s rest.”
I frowned at him. “Grazie, but I don’t need sex for a good night’s rest.”
“I'm not joking, amico." Intent and mischief clouded his eyes. "When last did you have sex?”
As I slipped on my coat, I watched him with wide eyes. “I don’t think you need that information.”
“You do need my advice.”
“You make me sound pathetic,” I replied to him while I wondered why I was still entertaining his questions.
“Because you are. I am serious, Alessandro. You need to loosen up.”
Again, I detected an unsaid statement in his voice. “I do not need to loosen up.”
“Yeah, right.” Eduardo scrunched his nose.
“Mr. Crest, don’t you have somewhere you need to be?”
“I just hate the thought of you dying alone."
“Are you going to excuse your boss, or should I show you how to?” A glare accompanied my question. That glare was the very one I give my targets before they lose their souls at my hands.
“Sure, sure. I'm leaving. I don’t even know why I bother. Have a great time having no fun.” He grabbed his wine and walked out after giving me a little sneer.
I knew he was being a concerned friend, but of all things on my mind, women or relationships weren’t part of it.
And... Talking about things on my mind, I imagined that Mike at the Fiore Di Venezia bar was already serenading the room. That's a show I always look forward to.
Without wasting time, I walked out of my office.
Carrie“Umm... Frank?”He looked surprised.That was probably the first time I’ve uttered his name since we got married.“What is it?” he asked carefully.“I might need your car tomorrow.”With one hand tucked beneath his chin and he dropped his fork. “Why?”“I need to go to the hospital tomorrow for a check-up.”“Can’t you take a taxi?”“I want to drive there.“You can take a taxi. It is safer.”“So, driving by myself isn’t safe?”“You are...” His eyes fell to the side.“I am what, Frank?”“For God’s sake, you are pregnant, Carrie.”The way his brows jerked showed a hint of irritation, and I considered the fact that his niceness so far might have been for show.So, while he concluded his statement, I paid more attention to the way he spoke. “Driving in such condition is not advisable.”“I am only just approaching two months of pregnancy, I think I can drive a car safely. It’s not like my huge stomach is in the way.” My sarcastic tone could not be missed.“Carrie-”“You know that I
CarrieWithout stopping to look back, I stormed into my room.However, beyond my anger were the tears I have been trying to hold back ever since I realised Alessandro Valante would never reply to my messages.So, by the time I was standing in front of my dresser, my hands had become shaky, and my eyes were very red.“Carrie! What exactly is wrong with you?” My father barged in after, and my mom followed quietly.“I don’t know, Dad.” Before I faced him, I managed to hide my current weakness. “Everything?”“Carrie, I will not have you act this way.”“What way? What?” I tendered my palms in question. “Is it so wrong to throw up? I shouldn’t be sorry for throwing up, I am pregnant!”“Don’t you raise your-”“You know what, Dad, since you want to support Frank so much, since he wasn’t wrong to shout at me because of some cheap shoe, why don’t you get married to him? I am sure Mom won’t mind having a man as a rival. She didn't seem to mind years ago.”“Carrie!” My mother exclaimed from where
Carrie“Carrie?” The priest called.“No, no.” A little clearing of my throat made me taste the wine from earlier. I faced my husband-to-be and said, “I have nothing to say.”“Very well.” He faced the crowd. “Is there anyone here who is against the joining of this man and woman in marriage?”No one said anything.Not a single hand in the crowd tried to save me from eternal doom.And while I had the desire to do the damage myself, my fingers failed to do as much as peep because my body chose to betray me.After seconds passed, nobody was dramatically walking into the venue to ruin the wedding, and like that, my fate became more than sealed.“Well then. Since there is no one...” The priest looked at Frank. “Do you have the rings?”There are rings, too? What next? Do I get to throw a bouquet?“Yes, I do,” he replied.Frank brought out a red box in which lay two rings.I recognised them to be diamond-studded jewellery.“Do you, Frank Maximus, take Carrie to be your lawfully wedded wife? To
CarrieSo it might be clear at this point that I've never been too keen on getting married.However, there are times I imagined living a great deal of my life with someone special. I even sometimes went as far as imagining a magical wedding ceremony.So if the twenty-one-year-old college me could see what I am doing right now, she would drop dead for several minutes like the dramatic girl she is.The more I walked down the corridor leading to the open space where my wedding was located, the more my feet dragged.With each passing second, the reluctance to get through that moment grew, and that reluctance reached my legs so much that it began to feel as though stones were set in their soles.But do I have a choice?Even if it takes a whole day to arrive at my destination, I will still get married.My father made sure to send several messages to drill that particular truth into my mind. He also said that even though I was not deserving of it, he was going to allow me to use the outdoor
Alessandro“Spit it out,” I ordered, holding myself back from treading the path of chaos.“Mm…Mmm Mmm…” The bastard kneeling in front of me uttered incoherent words, and I lost it.He has been hoarding something important inside his mouth, and since it was something he would be unable to swallow, he made sure to clamp his mouth as firmly as possible.But I don’t have time for such games.So, I faced the butler beside me and reached for the gun he deliciously presented on his gold tray.With charisma, I toyed with the weapon for some seconds. My eyes tingled with joy as I ran my fingers through the blackness of the weapon, and I began to feel the rush I hadn’t felt in weeks.My impatient self then faced the bastard, and the fear in his eyes told me that I was already torturing him.Of course, in the face of a deadly weapon, fear is only normal.But you know what? I consider fear an annoying reaction.People tremble in the worst ways when they are caught doing things they shouldn’t be d
CarrieWithout wasting time, I turned.But…It wasn’t him.I would have given anything at that moment for the man in front of me to be the father of the baby inside me.But it wasn’t him.“Is there a problem here?” The tall man asked again.“She says she needs to see Mr. Valante.”The ocean-blue eyes of the suited man darted to my disappointed and quite worried ones.“Hello, ma’am. I am Eduardo. You are?” He reached for a handshake.I gave it to him. “Carrie.”“Let’s go into my office to talk. I might be able to help you.”“I hope so.” I got up and followed him.After a quick walk through the corridors, we got to his huge office, which was demarcated from the staff’s cubicles with a glass wall.“Please, have your seat,” he motioned to the chair opposite his. “So, why do you wish to meet Alessandro?” he asked once I was seated with great relief.“Well, as I told the dude downstairs, I need to meet Alessandro in person first.”“It seems this concerns something very personal.”“Very pers







