But I couldn’t make my heart deny her last wish.
I took a deep breath to calm my mind and nodded.
I weak smile formed on her face and how her eyes lit up I know it meant the world to her.
“Let me change and I will join you in bed, we can sleep together,” I said and get up without giving her any time to respond.
I called a maid and ordered her to prepare Rose for bed and then return to my room.
I strip off my clothes and stand below the shower.
I close my eyes, holding the shower wall for support, and let the water slide down my naked body.
I didn’t know why, but I was not liking this thing.
Though I was angry with rose her sad and frail face was coming in front of my eyes, making me feel guilty.
Did I do wrong while pulling them into my mess?
If I wouldn’t take them as my Luna and wait for my mate, was it the right thing to do?
Though I have nothing to do with their death somehow the curse was responsible for taking their life, which I was unaware of.
Though I have nothing to do with the rose I am responsible for the death of the other two of my mate.
A knock made me come out of my daze.
“Alpha Luna is waiting for you.” A maid informed and I turn off the shower to come out, wrapping a bathrobe around my body.
I changed into my pajama and walked toward her room.
When I got back to her room, she was waiting for me, leaning her back over the headboard about how I left her.
Though she has changed into her sleeping wear and I noticed she has done some makeup too as her face was not pale like before.
Noticing me entering her room, she gave me a full-blown smile.
I know she wouldn’t have expected it. I would agree with her demand because I have never done that before.
But today I couldn’t deny her request.
I got on the bed and lie beside her.
She rolled over and put her head on my arm and we sleep in a cuddling position.
I was brushing her hair softly with my fingers, and she closed her eyes with contentment.
But I know she was awake, just enjoying the moment.
I thought she would fall asleep, but she was intending to make a conversation
“When I will be gone? Will you take another chosen mate?” She asked, closing her eyes.
I was not expecting her question, so I looked at her with a surprised expression
She was looking at me expectantly, but I didn’t have any answer to this question and I look away.
I have never wanted to take a chosen mate ever.
“I don’t know. I didn’t think about this. I have taken you because you are a sweet girl and I didn’t want you to live a life like other omega having alpha blood.” I expressed my reason to her for marrying her.
Though I wasn’t bound to take her in my care, I felt that appropriate at that time.
I wanted to provide her with safe heaven.
Her pack has been demolished after the war.
I have demolished and joined it with my pack and made a place for the pack members.
But if she wouldn’t have been my mate, she would become a normal pack member and lived a life like an omega.
“I know. You have always been my heaven. I don’t regret being your Luna.” She said and her word makes me surprised.
“I thought you would hate me,” I said honestly, and she smiles.
“That’s not possible. If you love someone, you can’t hate them. Your heart won’t allow it. And you are not a bad person. You have never treated me unfairly,” she said, and a sneer came out of my mouth instinctively.
“It was my heart that desired something that can’t become mine.” She said with a sad tone and I can hear the regret in her tone.
I never thought she would think like this about me.
Normally, if a relationship breaks, the person blames their partner.
But here she was defending me and taking the blame herself.
“But I regret I couldn’t be the person you desire.” She said in a sad tone and I look at her confused.
It was not her fault.
I have seen her trying.
She has made every effort that can be done to woe, someone.
But sometimes you can’t fight fate.
“But I hope this time you find your other part of the soul. Your mate.” She said and I look at her, widening my eyes.
I was taken aback by her confession.
I wanted to ask why she hope that.
Isn’t it hard for her to think about me with a person she could never become?
But She hid her face in my chest and closed her eyes tiredly.
I know she must be feeling tired with all the talking as her health was not in her favor.
So I let her rest and hold her in my arm though I couldn’t sleep.
Her breathing was falling into my chest and I noticed it was getting abnormal.
I felt she was having a hard time taking a breath and I run my hand through her back to make her feel comfortable.
But with time it became slow, and I felt her breathing stop.
I got up worriedly and checked her pulse, which was absent.
I wanted to call the doctor, but I felt her body go limp and it was getting cold slowly.
Her face was looking calm, and I felt happy thinking she has left the world in peace.
But the next day something abnormal happened.
When we were preparing her body for burial, I noticed a cut mark on her neck, and the mark on her wrist, which was getting faint, stood out like eyes sore.
I was with her all night after her death and I didn’t notice it then.
Then who made those marks on her body and what is their motive?
It didn’t take me long to understand when an uproar started inside the pack and rumor come flying my ear which disturbed me.
The rumor was I killed my mate.
Damien opened my zipper slowly and my dress fell from my body and polled the floor.I wasn’t wearing any bra as I was wearing a dress with a fitted bra, so when he removed my dress, I was standing there only in my panties.He placed his hand over my mounds and squeezed them lightly, making me feel shy.I moaned and placed my hand over his but didn’t try to remove his hand only I placed my back over his clothed chest.Only his thin shirt was keeping us away from each other.I wanted to feel his warmth too, and maybe Damien had the same thought.Damien opened his button slowly and discard his shirt somewhere in the room.He pulled me close to him and the heat that was emitting from his chest and entering my body made me giddy.I was getting mushy in his hand, and my brain was getting hazy.He didn’t even touch me properly and my body wanted him everywhere.How could he have such an effect on my body?He caressed my mounds with his knuckle and when he touched my nipple; I moaned again.H
Lilia’s P.O.V.I had already made up my mind; I didn’t want to wait anymore for my mate.I knew a lot of hurdles would come our way when we would walk down this life, and there was this threat lurking over us.I knew the person who was giving me those letters had some ulterior motive and he would go to great lengths to achieve this.I didn’t know what was his problem with Damien, but I wouldn’t believe in hearsay and keep my mate away from me anymore.I have felt his care, his love for me.If I could believe in some rumors and end up doubting him, why I shouldn’t give him some benefit of the doubt and accept him?I wanted to believe what my heart was screaming from the first day and step ahead in this relationship.So, I arranged everything to make our night special.I also wanted to make him feel special, he should also get some benefits from how he was making me feel all these days.Maria helped me a lot with this, and when Damien entered the house and was freshening up, I arranged e
Damien’s P.O.V.I was busy all day, so I couldn’t meet Lilia. It’s not like I spend most of my time with her, but today Chaos was in a foul mood.He was going crazy to see his mate and inhale her scent.Though I also wanted to run toward her and take her in my arm and inhale her scent, I stay put to finish my work.Lilia and I have come a long way in our relationship and we are now getting comfortable with each other.Though we haven’t marked each other and sealed our bond yet, I didn’t want to rush.I can wait as long as she wants.This new project Lilia was working on was taking too much time for her.Though I wanted to help her, my work was keeping me busy.That’s why I worked all day so that I can keep myself free and help her.But I didn’t think my wolf’s anxiousness wasn’t his usual tantrum.He got a hunch, and he wanted to protect our mate.When I heard about Lilia’s accident, I was on the verge of collapsing.Every confidence in me run out of the window when I noticed her face
One month later,It’s been a month since I started the project to allot a separate home for pack members living in the servant quarter.I didn’t expect things will go so smoothly.Damien’s pack members were all organized, and I didn’t have to feel worried at any moment.People have chosen the design of their choice, and we started the construction as soon as possible and the work of construction was going in full swing.I was trying to help them as much as possible and if everything goes like this; I am sure this project would finish within two weeks and they can move to their home soon.I was excited about the progress, so I was thinking of visiting the site as I couldn’t see how much the work had progressed.There were a lot of things to handle indoors. I couldn’t go site seeing.So I was excited to see it.Damien has appointed a female beta for me though I have denied it many times. She was joining temporarily until Peter get his mate she will assist me.Though it was unnecessary,
When I woke up in the morning, Damien was not in the room.I looked at the clock, and it was nine in the morning.I have overslept.And I had some meetings to attend at ten.So I quickly got up and freshen up to go downstairs. I have a lot of work to do. My pack members are looking forward to me and I couldn’t enjoy my beauty sleep when I can make their life comfortable.Today we were going to discuss the design with the designers so that we can start construction next week. I know what I have started it needed a lot of hard work.But I want to do it for them.I knew Damien has said that he would help me.But I didn’t want to burden him with more work, as he was already busy.So I decided to handle everything all alone.When I went down, Marry serve me breakfast happily, and started to gulp them hurriedly.When I finished, I decided to get into my work.“Marry, can you call everyone in the meeting room?” I asked, and she nodded, smiling, and left to do her work.I left to meet Damien,
After that kiss in the meeting room, I was too embarrassed to face Damien. Though it was consensual, I couldn’t face him after that.Damien had to take care of his work, and I wanted to hide from him.So I returned to my room without giving him any chance to react.I have never been intimate with any person before this.I am not a saint, though.I know what happens between a man and a woman when they come close intimately. And what mates do to complete their bond in addition to marking each other.But thinking about what Damien wanted to do with me made me shy.All day, I kept myself locked inside my room.I didn’t even go out for lunch and dinner and when it was mealtime; I ordered the maid to bring my food here. Because I didn’t want to face him.I don’t know how I would face him when he came back.So my scared mind let me stay cooped up inside my room.My wolf had some other demand, though. She became so addicted to Damien’s closeness that she wanted to stay close to him.Moreover,