LOGINAzure's POV
Rolling my neck, I stepped into the lab, seeing all of my scientists working diligently on our newest product.
“Mr. Blackwood,” one of our oldest employees, Douglas, smiles, handing me a white lab coat. “Are you here to test out the new gear?”
I nodded with a smile, “Won’t know if it’s effective if I don’t.”
He chuckles nervously, “It still baffles me that you choose to be your own product tester.”
I shrug, a sly smirk spreading on my lips, “It still baffles me that more CEO’s aren’t. Is the facility ready for me?”
“Always,” Douglas presses a finger against the keypad, and it illuminates green, allowing us entry. Along the walls are prototypes for my newest bullet-proof compression shirts.
I came up with a design that would be comfortable for combat, as well as light and flexible for the average soldier. But more importantly, it’s designed to eliminate the effects of silver bullets.
“Have we tested the material on larger guns?”
“Nothing above thirty-nine millimeters, sir,” I placed my finger against the next keypad, watching as it flashed green, and then unlocking a small door. Inside sat the very first finalized design for our new line called Azure.
Finnick, my cofounder and best friend, called me a arrogant fool for naming our newest product after myself, but I’ll be damned if the world doesn’t know the name of the man who will save countless lives.
I stripped out of my suit jacket and button down, quickly pulling the flexible material over my body. It hugged me like a second skin without feeling as though I was being smothered.
“Start with a forty-five today.”
Douglas’s eyes grew wide, “Sir, that’s not been tested yet.”
“Then make sure you take notes,” I gave him my back as I pressed my finger against another scanner. “My job is to find limits and create something that goes beyond them.”
The testing area door slid open, and I stepped inside, stretching as the machines whirled to life. Finnick created an arena type setting for me to test our product.
Various robots were set up throughout the arena, able to move just as humans would. They were equipped with turrets that shot various bullet sizes, and obstacles that mirrored what you might encounter out in the real world.
It was a marvelous creation.
“Testing begins in three minutes,” Douglas’s voice called out through an intercom system.
‘You certainly love taking risks, Azure,’ Nero snickers in my head.
‘And you don’t?’ I snort, knowing damn well we’re on the same page.
Nero and I run a tight ship. Here at Blackwood INC as well as back in our pack. As the Alpha of Blackwood, one of the largest wolf packs on the West coast, we have to.
Nearly two thousand members rely on us to ensure that our kind is safe, and without the bond that we share, that simply wouldn’t be possible.
“Fifteen seconds sir,” a female voice comes through the line.
‘Sure you don’t want to back out,’ Nero challenges, but he knows better.
I’d rather be shot through the gut by a forty-five mm bullet than accept defeat.
‘You sound scared.’
‘You seem to have forgotten who I am,’ Nero pushes to the forefront of my mind, sharing my consciousness.
The robots begin moving, and we dash towards the simulated forest.
A bullet whizzes by my face, smashing into a tree with a loud, splintering sound.
“Az,” Finnick’s voice crackles through the arena. “I need to speak with you.”
“Not now,” I shout, irritated by the interruption, and sprinting away from one of the robots chasing me.
“It’s important,” he sounds annoyed, which is typical. As my Beta, he’s used to my personality. He also knows when I’m in here, he’s supposed to leave me the hell alone.
“I’m not sure if you have gone blind since this morning, but,” I roll, smacking my shoulder into a tree to avoid another shot. “But I’m testing a product which means you should be off doing something more important than bothering me.”
“The clinic called,” he hissed through the speaker, and my body froze.
Did the most recent implant work?
A bullet spun through the air, and I watched it in slow motion, spiraling until it smacked into my chest. My body flew back ten feet, skidding across the ground.
Heavy breaths caused my chest to heave, and I glanced down, a wicked grin spreading on my face.
The shirt wasn’t even torn.
‘Our sternum is cracked, you asshat,’ Nero snarled, but I was too busy gleaming. The pain didn’t even register as I climbed back onto my feet, running towards the initial impact. Sitting on the ground was a crushed bullet.
Picking it up, I rubbed my fingers over the silver, ignoring the burning of my skin.
“We did it,” I held up the bullet, knowing that every scientist working for me was watching this display. “We fucking did it.”
Using the back of my hand, I swiped the sweat from my hairline, heading back into the prep room.
Finnick was standing there with his arms over his chest, “You are an agitating human.”
I tossed the bullet towards him, watching his face scrunch up with pain when he caught it, “Another failure?” I peeled the prototype from my body, hanging it up for inspection before stepping over to the mirror and taking in the damage on my chest.
My black hair was a mess, and dried blood clung to my forehead. A single drip had managed to almost pass my eyebrow, getting into my eyes.
Nero was slacking.
The gray color appeared lighter when I was excited, and right now, I am on top of the fucking world.
Bright purple bloomed over the center of my chest, with almost black right over where the bone sat beneath the skin.
I can barely feel it now. By tomorrow, you wouldn’t even be able to tell I’d been shot.
“You could call it that,” he chewed his bottom lip.
“Spit it out,” I snarled, growing impatient.
“There was a mix-up with your sperm,” Finnick stared at my chest with wide eyes. “Seems that your baby juice was mixed with some random chick’s egg. They want you to go down to the clinic and deal with the legalities.”
“Why does it matter?” I buttoned up my shirt. “Every attempt prior to now has failed with the screened donors. What makes this one different?”
Nero perked up at the thought of having a pup. I was turning thirty this year, and the pack was breathing down my neck to produce an heir for Blackwood. I was already eight by the time my father turned thirty, yet I have only just begun to consider the idea of a pup through a surrogate.
But without a mate, and no desire to take in a chosen one, I’d resorted to a screened surrogate, much to the dismay of my family.
“She’s human.”
Shit.
Finn's POVShitty timing. Shitty timing?I feel like I can’t breathe. The walls are closing in and darkness shrouds my vision.“Whatever it is can wait,” Az snarls, but it sounds like a mere whisper.Thump. Thump. Thump. Why can’t I breathe?My fingers curl into a fist, scraping and tugging at the skin above my heart. It might explode.I’m out of control…. And I hate it. I can’t focus, let alone think of a way out of this feeling.“Finn,” Az’s voice is closer than before, but it isn’t until his palms connect with my cheeks that I blink away the haze clouding my mind, and stare into glistening steel. “Hey,” his voice is low, soothing even, but I can’t…. I can’t. I slap his hands away from me, “Don’t fucking touch me.”Fuck, this is embarrassing.“You….” Every word is embarrassing and I don’t recognize myself.‘I can take it,’ Nash whispers, ‘Let me take it, Finn.’ Can I keep going like this? Forcing my feelings onto Nash in a piss-poor attempt at coping… It’s disgusting, and the tol
Azure’s POVThis office has felt exponentially larger since Finn has been keeping his distance. The walls feel like they’re closing in, the scent is all sorts of wrong, and the silence… Fuck.I didn’t realize how much I enjoyed having Finn in the background. How he’d mumble under his breath while trying to analyze data, or how he’d bounce questions off of me when the silence had gone on too long.I hated it.My head rested against the harsh surface of my desk, the photo that I typically keep face down is sitting right side up, staring at me as if to remind me of who I am.Lately, I feel like I don’t really know who that is anymore.The door shuts harder than usual as Finn steps into our office. He doesn’t slam it.. because this is Finn, and he’s far too controlled for that.A cube of ice dislodges from the base of a full glass of whiskey. I poured it before finding myself staring at the contents hoping that maybe, within the amber liquid, I’d find the answers I was looking for.News f
Erin’s POV“On a scale of one to ten, how do you think that’s going to go?” I bobbed my head towards the fading pack house.Enzo was bringing me to visit with Sin while Finn and Azure finally talk.“If you would have asked me last week, I would have told you Finn would be belly up kicking his leg after five minutes, but now,” Enzo’s face didn’t change, and I was starting to wonder if it was intentional… A way for him to be unreadable to those around him.He shrugged, “Who am I kidding. Finn is the kind of devoted that borderlines obsession,” the corner of Enzo’s lip curled into a smirk, “What’s it like?”As my brows knitted, Enzo tsked before dramatically opening his arms, “Being the center of someone’s universe, of course.”“Honestly?” It was a question, and he rolled his eyes as if it were a stupid one. I suppose it is. Despite his ‘I don’t give a fuck attitude’, there’s a softness beneath.“It’s terrifying,” I swallow, feeling emotion clogging my throat, and turn away from him. I k
Erin’s POVIt’s been a week since I was released from the hospital and I’m going insane. Finn and Az are only speaking if it pertains to the pack or the business, otherwise, they’ve been avoiding each other like the plague.It’s starting to affect me in ways I didn’t think were possible. Not to mention every single day, Rowan has been sending me a good morning text, which I ignore, and a good night text… Also ignored.I know my read receipts are on, so he can see that I’m blatantly ignoring him, but it hasn’t deterred him yet.After the third day, I broke down, sobbing while Finn held me, whispering that it would all be okay.This whole thing feels like I’m in the twilight zone and I want it to stop… no, need it to stop.As I pad through the house, I’m not surprised to find Finn seated at the table, his thick rimmed glasses resting on the bridge of his nose.He’s still in a T-shirt and sweats, giving me pause.“Not going to the office today?” I hum, moving towards the fridge for my cu
Erin’s POVMy eyelids felt like they were being pulled down by an invisible force. The heaviness made it impossible to shake the fog that had clouded my mind.Rowan stood at the end of my bed, and maybe it’s the fog, but he looks… relived to see that I’m awake.He wasn’t answering my question, so I turned towards Az.He looked somehow worse than when Finn and I left earlier in the day.Even so, the corner of his lips curled into a soft smile, “They said everything was okay,” a glassiness overtook his tired eyes. “You and the baby are healthy.”I squeezed his hand, nearly forgetting about Rowan’s presence altogether.Seeing him standing at the end of my bed when I first opened my eyes almost sent me into a panic.“Rin,” my nickname fell from Rowan’s lips, but it sounded so wrong. The mouth, the tone, the way he doesn’t enunciate the i like a long e… “Do you think we could talk?” Rowan ran a hand through his brown hair, his voice softer than I’ve heard it in months.“Whatever you have t
Azure's POV‘I’d certainly be interested in tearing that smug look off his face,’ Nero snarls.“Nothing to say?” Rowan crossed his arms over his chest, arching his stupid brow.Yeah, even that pisses me off when it comes to fucking Rowan Connolley.“You didn’t ask me a question,” I shrugged, taking a deep breath, and leaning against the wall.My favorite thing to do with Rowan is pretend like his presence doesn’t affect me. We both know it’s a lie, but it pisses him off to know that I have the self-control to hide my disdain behind sarcasm and indifference, where he’s clawing at the bit to attack me.“Funny,” he mutters, “Let me rephrase for your simple mind to process. Why are you outside my wife’s hospital room?”“Why are you?” His right eye twitched, and I wanted to laugh at how easy it was to chip at the tough guy act he tries to play with me.“Because she’s my wife,” his lips slowly pulled into a grin. “But she’s nothing to you. So I’ll ask again: Why are you standing outside of







