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I stared at the moon and stars by the window of the guest room I am now sleeping in. I can never be not fascinated by the moon. Whenever I look up, I see the stars and try to familiarize what constellations I see. Looking at them always brings me at peace. My buttocks are still swollen from earlier. Matteo spanked me a minimum of 30 times and made me say “thank you&rdqu
j e a n"Hello, son. Thought I might stay here in your manor for a while."His presence alone makes me quiver in fear. I haven't e
j e a nA week has passed and Dante is still here at the manor. I have been restless and hardly had any sleep. I am so overworked that I get so nauseous at times. I try to keep the job as done as well as I can but Dante is so cruel that he just creates reasons to abuse and humiliate me. He really is worse than his son. He often uses his cane to hit me, leaving bruises all over my legs and arms. I am star
m a t t e oIn Italy, the day before he flew to the U.S.
trigger warning: rapem a t t e o"Who was that, Matteo?" Keith asks, his voice growing with anger. I look
j e a nFranco had me tied back into the chair, completely bare. The cold breeze of the empty room hitting my skin, making me shiver. Tears are streaming down my eyes the whole time. I am in a state of self-pity and I am ashamed of it. I am so tired of this life but at least I still have someone to live for. I will keep on fighting for my baby.
Trigger warning: suicidej e a nI have been nothing but locked inside this room, forbidding anyone coming
j e a nI was left alone in the manor as everyone is attending Dante's funeral. They had his body cremated and made the people believe that Dante had his last breath due to his illness. None of the witnesses spoke about what truly happened in the Morettis. I don't even feel mournful towards the man who was killed by his own son. He killed Matt every day by not treating him as a son and included me to the
j e a nI scan the words of the book in front of me. I have been in this position for hours, just reading. Before I knew it, my head was dozing off and I find myself eyeing the beautiful buildings of Massachusetts. I smiled and felt calmness drive through my veins. I have been seeing this view for a month now but I can never seem to get used to it. This view symbolizes my freedom from my old life. I open