trigger warning: domestic violence and rape
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j e a nIt's been a week since my fiancé took the last bit of innocence in me. He has not come home ever since. I have been spending my days in the library. I requested Keith to buy me some books for medical school so I could keep studying and not forget in case I would be able to come back. He dropped them off at the manor without having to meet me because he was also too busy these days. I find
j e a nTomorrow is the day of our wedding and Matteo was at home for the past few weeks recovering. The following day that night, he called in a doctor to treat him. He has been having his meetings and all his necessary work at home. He and I have been distant from each other since that night. I only come to him when I need to and that is when he needs to eat or any other necessities he needs me for. I
trigger warning: extreme domestic violencej e a nThe wedding reception went by in a blur. It has been a h
warning: sexual contentj e a nFive days have passed ever since Matteo and I's wedding. I am still here lo
warning: sexual content and sexismj e a nThings have been peaceful for me in the following days. I follow
j e a nI stared at the moon and stars by the window of the guest room I am now sleeping in. I can never be not fascinated by the moon. Whenever I look up, I see the stars and try to familiarize what constellations I see. Looking at them always brings me at peace. My buttocks are still swollen from earlier. Matteo spanked me a minimum of 30 times and made me say “thank you&rdqu
j e a n"Hello, son. Thought I might stay here in your manor for a while."His presence alone makes me quiver in fear. I haven't e
j e a nA week has passed and Dante is still here at the manor. I have been restless and hardly had any sleep. I am so overworked that I get so nauseous at times. I try to keep the job as done as well as I can but Dante is so cruel that he just creates reasons to abuse and humiliate me. He really is worse than his son. He often uses his cane to hit me, leaving bruises all over my legs and arms. I am star