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POV: Yessica | Location: New York
"Conference call in twenty."
Lewis didn't look up from his phone.
Yessica set his plate down. Eggs perfect, bacon crispy, coffee at exactly the temperature he liked. Three years of mornings and he still hadn't learned to say thank you like he meant it.
"I made your favourite," she said.
"Mm." Scroll. Scroll.
She sat across from him with her own coffee and watched him eat without tasting. His thumb moving across the screen. The Singapore deal. Always the Singapore deal.
"I thought we could have dinner tonight," she said. "There's a new Italian place on—"
"Can't. Harrington account."
"Tomorrow?"
"Singapore team arrives. All week." He stood. Left half his breakfast untouched. Reached for his jacket.
"Lewis—"
"I'll be late tonight." He was already checking his watch. "Don't wait up."
The elevator doors closed.
The penthouse went quiet.
Four hours of preparation. Eight minutes of presence. Gone.
Yessica picked up his plate. The eggs were perfect. The bacon crispy. She scraped everything into the garbage disposal and stood there while it ground, listening to the sound that matched something in her chest — violent, then finished, then nothing.
The kitchen was spotless when she was done. It always was.
Her phone buzzed.
Pippa: Lunch today? Haven't seen you in forever.
Can't. Appointment.
She didn't have an appointment. She just couldn't face Pippa's careful eyes.
You always have appointments. You're avoiding me.
Just busy. Soon, I promise.
The lie sat in her mouth like something stale.
She walked past the wedding photos on the hall wall without looking at them. Lewis smiling at the camera — professional, controlled, giving nothing away. Her in a designer gown, believing every word of her own vows.
Twenty-eight years old and she was already disappearing.
She caught herself in the hallway mirror. Hollow eyes. Sharp face. She tried to remember the last time someone had asked her a question that wasn't logistical.
She couldn't.
The bathroom cabinet. Aspirin — the headaches had been constant for weeks.
Her hand knocked something over. A box fell.
Tampons.
Yessica stared at them.
When was my last period?
The thought arrived quietly. Then it didn't feel quiet at all.
Six weeks. Maybe seven. She'd been so focused on Lewis, on the cold sheets, on the eight-minute breakfasts — she hadn't noticed her own body.
Her hands were shaking when she found the test in the back of the drawer. Bought months ago on a hopeful day she barely remembered. She tore the package open.
Set it on the marble counter.
Two minutes.
She sat on the bathroom floor and stared at it. The marble was cold through her clothes. Outside, the city moved past the windows — indifferent, enormous, completely unaware.
Forty seconds. Thirty.
Please.
Twenty. She closed her eyes.
Ten. Five.
The timer beeped.
She looked.
Two pink lines.
The sound that came out of her wasn't a cry. It wasn't a laugh. It was something smaller than either — the sound of a person who has been holding their breath for months finally letting go.
She pressed her hand flat to her stomach.
A baby. Lewis's and hers. Something real. Something that couldn't be ignored or scrolled past or left on a plate.
This will change things. It had to. A baby would make him slow down. Come home. Look at her like she was still the woman he'd walked up to at that gallery opening — the one he'd talked to for an hour, who he'd called extraordinary on their third date.
She grabbed her phone. His name on the screen. Her thumb over the call button.
No. Not like this. Not on the phone between meetings.
Tonight. She'd make it perfect — candles, his favourite wine, the test in a small box with tissue paper. She would plan every detail. She was good at details. She'd been good at details for three years and none of it had been enough, but this was different. This was a baby.
Yessica stood. Looked at herself in the mirror.
The hollow eyes were still there. But the ghost was smiling.
She didn't yet know what was waiting for her down the hall. In the hours still to come.
She didn't know that tonight, Lewis would come home late again.
She didn't know she would overhear a phone call — her mother-in-law's voice, sharp and certain — that would rearrange everything she thought she was fighting for.
She just stood there with two pink lines and three years of cold sheets and the particular cruelty of hope.
[POV: Yessica] [Location: Edinburgh — Home]The twins were born on a Tuesday in April.Both healthy. Both loud. A boy and a girl, arriving four minutes apart, with the particular efficiency of people who had been sharing a small space for thirty-four weeks and had decided simultaneously that they were done.Lewis cried. He didn't hide it this time.By the following Christmas — the one this evening was — the house had reorganized itself around the new fact of them the way houses do when something fundamental changes. Not dramatically. Just thoroughly.Rose had named them. She'd submitted a list in January with the cover note: These are options, not demands, but I have ranked them. The name that made it to the top of Yessica's list was the one Rose had ranked first as well, which Rose had noted with quiet satisfaction and not mentioned again.The boy was called Edmund. The girl was called Iris.Grace, who was nine, had been involved in the naming consultation. Her contribution had been
[POV: Lewis] [Location: Edinburgh — Sterling Industries / Home]Marcus arrived at nine on the fourth.He looked like a man who had spent the holiday doing the kind of thinking that doesn't leave you rested. He sat across from Lewis with his hands on the table and didn't open with pleasantries."I voted for the Whitmore acquisition because Hargreaves told me Morton's involvement would strengthen the board's position in negotiating terms," he said. "I want to be clear about that. I wasn't acting against you. I was acting on incomplete information, from someone who turned out to be Morton's contact on the board.""Hargreaves," Lewis said."He resigned in December. I don't know if you knew.""Eleanor told me.""He was feeding Morton information about board sentiment for eight months." Marcus looked at Lewis directly. "I should have come to you when Morton first approached the company through the Whitmore vehicle. I had enough information to be suspicious and I chose to wait and see rathe
[POV: Lewis] [Location: Edinburgh — Home / Various]The days between Christmas and New Year had a specific texture.Not quite holiday, not quite ordinary. The house ran on a looser schedule — later breakfasts, no school runs, the particular freedom of a week that didn't require full accountability from anyone.Lewis had always liked this week. He'd been working in some capacity for most of it for twenty years, but this year he'd blocked it out deliberately. No board calls, no Sterling Industries correspondence, nothing that required him to be in professional mode until January second.He was paying attention to the week as itself.On the twenty-seventh, Rose's phone rang at half nine in the morning.He was in the study. He heard her answer from the hallway — a single short conversation, her voice controlled in the way she controlled things now, which was different from the wall she used to hide behind. The control had become something more functional. Less defensive.She appeared in
[POV: Yessica] [Location: Edinburgh — Home]She'd texted Regina back at eleven-thirty the previous night.Take a test in the morning. Call me after. You're going to be fine.Regina had replied: I already took three. All positive. David is lying on the kitchen floor staring at the ceiling.Yessica had replied: That's normal. Tell him to get up.Regina: He's up now. He made tea. We're okay.Yessica: You're more than okay. Merry Christmas.Regina: Merry Christmas. Also please tell me it gets easier after the first trimester because I am currently terrified.Yessica: It gets different. That's the honest answer.Regina: Perfect. That's exactly what I needed to hear.Christmas morning moved the way it always did — Grace awake first, then Ethan, then the slow assembly of everyone else into the kitchen for the particular chaos of a large family on a morning with too much to do before noon.Lewis made the good coffee and started preparing things in the quiet methodical way that meant dinner w
[POV: Yessica] [Location: Edinburgh — Home]The tree was Rose's project this year.She'd announced it in October, two weeks after the twins news had made its way through the family, with the tone of someone proposing a solution to a problem that hadn't been identified yet. Someone needs to do the tree properly this year, she'd said, and nobody had argued, and she'd spent the following six weeks occasionally sending links to things she intended to acquire.The result was better than any tree the house had seen.Not because it was elaborate — it wasn't. It was thoughtful. Each ornament had a reason to be there that Rose could explain if asked. The lights were warm rather than cool because Ethan had said cool lights looked like a crime scene and Rose had agreed with the dignity of someone whose opinion had been validated. The star at the top was Grace's — the paper one she'd made at age six that had survived five years of storage in a box that had clearly been dropped at least twice.Gr
[POV: Yessica] [Location: Edinburgh — Home / Dr. Sarah Chen's Office]She'd known for three weeks.Not known exactly — suspected, then confirmed, then sat with the confirmation while everything else was happening and decided there was no right moment to say it out loud and then run out of reasons to wait.She closed the journal.Lewis was downstairs. She could hear him moving through the kitchen, the specific rhythm of him making tea before bed, the sound that had become so embedded in her sense of what home was that she registered its absence before its presence.She got up. Went downstairs.He looked up when she came in."Tea?" he said."Sit down," she said. "I need to tell you something."He set the kettle down and sat at the table. He read her face with the careful attention he'd been giving her since the garden trip — present, not alarmed, but fully focused."Three weeks ago I went to Dr. Chen," she said. "Not for the grief about my mother. I went because I'd been tired in a spe
POV: Yessica | Location: Edinburgh"Full removal," she said."Yes," Marcus said. "The motion is drafted under Section 168 of the Companies Act. Ordinary resolution. Simple majority. Harrison only needs half the board plus one.""How many does he have.""Confirmed? Graves and Whitmore. Suspected? On
POV: Yessica | Location: Edinburgh"Yessica." Catherine Sterling's voice — London, precise, no preamble. "I saw the Chronicle piece. It was well-handled."She hadn't expected that. "Thank you.""I want to be clear about something," Catherine said. "I gave Harrison the information he used. I mention
POV: Yessica | Location: EdinburghShe answered on the second ring.Not because she was ready. Because standing in the Edinburgh kitchen watching a phone ring while Pippa stared at her from across the counter was not a sustainable position."What did you send him?" Pippa said, in a whisper, exactly
POV: Yessica | Location: EdinburghAgnes arranged everything.This was non-negotiable and Yessica had stopped trying to negotiate it by Wednesday morning when she'd found a handwritten list on the kitchen table titled Saturday — Final with seventeen items already crossed off.The shop closed at noo







