In this world there are only two tragedies. One is not getting what one wants, and the other is getting it. ~ Oscar Wilde.ColeI turned to her, she sat on the bed with her phone in her hand typing at it. Everyone downstairs asked us how we got trapped in that freezer and when I turned to Violet waiting for her to answer as I couldn’t particularly tell them that I was trying to cool down and control myself before I could’ve lost it and taken her in the dark store room. And also, I was curious too because I had heard voices before I had rounded the line of shelves and seen her on the floor.But she hadn’t answered— not the one I wanted to hear. She had shrugged and signed, ‘The door must’ve locked from outside on its own.’ When her eyes had collided with mine, she had quickly looked away, giving away the fact that she was hiding something.Now as I walked toward her, I decided to get my answer
I suppose men are made that way, always wanting something they can’t have or something that others have.~ A. GuptaVioletHe looked up just as I stepped out of the building with Daisy by my side. His deep brown eyes tracked me like a tiger monitoring his next target. Oh, how I would like to be the only target for his intense gaze.Daisy sighed beside me. “Damn, he looks at you like you are his next meal.”I bit down on my bottom lip as the urge to smile like a stupid loony toon took hold of me. When we neared him, Daisy said, “I will be waiting by my car.” For a moment I was lost as to what she was talking about until she said, “I am sure your bear there would love to know where you’re planning to go
They say it’s better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all. In my opinion that’s total bullshît because they didn’t tell you that losing was worse than never having loved. At least if I hadn’t loved I wouldn’t be feeling this constant emptiness and unending pain where my heart used to be. ~ A. GuptaVioletI didn’t understand why he was behaving like this but it was starting to make me uncomfortable. His fingers clasped my wrist in a tight hold as he tugged me out of the diner, practically dragging me all the way to the car. He pulled open the passenger side door and when I didn’t slide inside, he let out a low growl.I tried to jerk his hold away, my skin stretched tight as old memories started to resurface. He had never made me feel this way but his energy was affecting me. The fine tension in his body was making me nervous. “Enough!” I croaked out.
I’m in love with the shape of youWepush and pull like a magnet doAlthough my heart is falling tooI’m in love with your body. ~ Shape Of You by Ed Sheeran.Violet“I am going to change into fresh clothes.” Cole said as he turned around to go back to his room. It was late at night as dinner at Mad and Bree’s house had gone for a long time because both Brandon and Alex had come after a while now. But I wanted something from him before he went to his room. I grabbed his arm to stop him. His eyes came back to me in question. “What?”“You said that I could’ve all my firsts that
Some things are better left behind.Violet“Hey, are you alright?” Daisy asked as she sat down beside me, sliding the glass of chocolate milkshake that she swore was the best in town, though I think it had more to do with the fact that we were in her brother’s diner. Again.Even though Cole had been reluctant and all growly, he hasn’t made a big deal out of it except on a condition that I text him every ten minutes and tell him that I only want him. It was cute. Everything with Cole felt perfect and... Cute. I felt all giddy and warm.The other day when he had walked out of my bedroom, I understood what he meant by not being able to control himself and I liked that I could do that to him. But the problem was as much a
How do you justify hurting an innocent for something you love, do you even?Violet“Something in your mind, Violet?” Mrs Carter asked as I sat there on the bar stool in the kitchen for our morning coffee. It was like our routine where we both sat together for a cup of coffee.“No.” I replied, picking up my cup and taking a sip. The only thing on my mind was how Cole had been behaving differently, oddly, since I asked him about my mother two days ago.It was almost like he didn’t want to talk about it. The three times I tried, he got agitated and changed the subject. Or kissed me. I wasn’t complaining about the last but I was starting to feel like Cole really didn’t want t
If you don’t know how to say it just kiss me. ~ A GuptaVioletYou can do it.You can do it.The door to my bedroom opened and my whole body trembled and my mind whispered urgently that I really can’t.But he was here and I have to try...“Violet?”I stood up from the low chair in front of the dressing table. I turned around to face him, my fingers clutching the cool silk in my hand. He smiled as he looked at me and said, “I thought you’d be asleep by now.” He entered the room and made his way toward me. Of course, he thought that. He w
Convincing yourself that you are ready for something doesn’t always mean that you are. You have to consider not only your thoughts and wants and desires but the mind, body and soul. ~ A. GuptaVioletI laid there feeling my heart soaking in the pleasure with its every beat from the way Cole was touching me. His lips kissed my collarbones and then licked the hollow at the base of my throat making me arch up and bite down on my lower lip.His hands smoothed down my sides, slightly grazing my breásts and making my nîpples pebble up in anticipation. And then he slid his hand on my stomach, his fingers grazing my belly button as he slowly feathered them upward and cupped one of my breàsts in his palm. He squeezed it lightly, making my blood run hot as his touch burned me with pleasu