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56: The man I was with you
PLEASE NOTE: Although they are not in 2009, Rogue will keep referring to the things that happened that year as if they happened last week because of his memory loss. I don't want anyone getting confused.
"Never think that what you have to offer is insignificant. There will always be someone out there who needs what you have to give."
~UnknownMy eyes are still close when and I notice someone towering in front of me, my eyes open immediately and I see Rogue wide awake on his wheelchair in front of me. I begin to pull myself up, wondering how long I've been asleep and how long he's been looking at me like that.
Rogue on the other hand is in brand new clothes, a white polo and black shorts he has a black flip flop on his feet resting on the foothold of the wheelchair. His hair is having
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