57: I will feel happy

"I choose you. And I'll choose you over and over and over. Without pause, without a doubt, in a heartbeat. I'll keep choosing you." ~Unknown

He opens his mouth, but nothing comes out at first, but at the second time he begins to speak, "Thank you for being honest Alex I know how difficult that must have been."

I wipe my face of the tears on it when I hear his say, "But I found out I attempted suicide weeks ago."

I'm surprised and the expression on my face does nothing to hide that, "How did you know?"

"It was on the news," he answers and I almost slap myself in the face.

Of course, he's going to watch the news and see himself, "I didn't know why I would do that though, but I get it now, I didn't want to live without you in my life."

"I'm sorry," I apologise in remorse again and if I'd have to keep apologizing to make things right, I