Masuk"You really think I'd marry you?" He laughed. "Wake up, Lyra." That was the moment I realized I had wasted four years loving the wrong man. So I walked away. Then billionaire lawyer Victor Allen walked into my life with a ridiculous proposal… a fake marriage. He wanted a wife. I wanted revenge. It should have been simple. Except my ex suddenly wants me back, his fiancée wants me gone, and somewhere between pretending to be Victor's wife... I forgot which parts were fake.
Lihat lebih banyakLyra:
I was still smelling of sweat and sex. There was this kind of feeling that I usually get when we just finished having sex, but I wasn't feeling it. I mean, me and my best friend Ronan… the way he usually held me after and I knew anyone would think, your best friend? You think you are going to end up together? I never questioned it before. Not until today. He rolled away from the bed while I lay there staring at the ceiling, my chest still rising too fast. “Ronan?” I nudged his arm with my foot. “You’re being weird. What’s wrong?” He didn’t look at me. Just sat up, dragged a hand through his perfectly styled hair, already slipping back into that composed version of himself that he wore most times when he was talking to his father. “This is over,” he said. My breath caught. “We are done,” he repeated like I didn’t hear him the first time. I scoffed. “Done with what?” He finally glanced back at me, like he was annoyed I needed clarification. “This. Us. Whatever you thought this was.” A laugh slipped out of me before I could stop it. “Okay… funny. Seriously though…what do you mean?” He walked toward the bathroom, completely naked and unbothered. “I mean exactly what I said, Lyra.” My blood boiled. “No,” I said, sitting up now, pulling the sheet around me. “No, you don’t get to say it like that and walk away. You’re acting like we are in some relationship breakup. Since when do we have something to end?” He paused slightly at the door, eyebrows raised. “Exactly.” I swallowed hard, clutching my sheets tighter to myself. I had known Ronan since I was fifteen but it had been four years since we had been hooking up… he couldn’t just end four years with just three words. No, there was even nothing to end. I was supposed to be his forever. “Ronan… I need you to be fucking explicit with me. Why?” my voice broke. “This doesn’t make sense” “I’m getting married.” I laughed. “Married?” I repeated. “Okay. Wow. That’s…” I shook my head. “That’s a good one.” But he wasn’t laughing. We always joked about something like this, about leaving each other but when I looked into his face. I saw that he was actually serious. My chest tightened painfully. “Let me guess. This is some joke your friend put you up to, right? Like back then?” My mind flashed back to four years ago when we had been dragged into a stupid drunken game and ended up locked in a room. Well, that night changed everything. God, I was such an idiot. Ronan sighed. “It’s not a joke.” I couldn’t talk. I couldn’t move. I couldn’t even breathe. I pushed the sheet off my body and stood, ignoring how exposed I was. He had seen everything anyway. “What about the ring?” His eyes narrowed. “What about it?” “The one you hid in your drawer.” I said quickly. Shock crossed through his face. “You went through my things?” “Don’t flip this on me,” I snapped. “Why do you have a ring if you are actually planning to end this?” His jaw twitched. “It wasn’t for you to find.” My hands fell to my hip. “Clearly. But I did. And I also remember you grabbing my hand last week and measuring my finger like some sketchy jeweler.” I shivered and I didn’t know if it was from the cold biting my skin or because of what was happening. “Damn… it’s not for you!” he said and my stomach dropped. “I have a girl that I want to propose to and uh… the both of you seem to use the same measurement, so I used yours.” I couldn’t breathe. “You used my hand,” I repeated slowly, “to size a ring… for another woman?” “Yes.” He said it just like that, his expression not revealing any form of guilt. “Who is she?” “Elara.” “She’s…” I swallowed. “You’ve been seeing her for what, a month?” He shrugged. “Close enough” I let out a breath, shaking my head. “A month. You’re marrying someone you’ve known for a month?” “When you know. You know” Wow. Just wow. “Wait…” he said, frowning. “You thought…” “Thought what?” I asked, cutting in. “You thought I was going to propose to you?” he finished, amusement clear in his tone. Heat crept up my spine. I suddenly felt exposed in front of him. I ignored him and put on my robe. If I said no, I would be lying. He was right. I had even gone to buy a new dress excitedly, it was still hanging in my wardrobe where I kept it. Even when we didn’t put a name to our relationship, I thought he felt the same way I did. “It’s always been casual, Lyra. You know that.” “Casual?” I laughed bitterly, “you’ve been sleeping with me for four years while planning to marry someone else, and you can open your mouth and call this casual?” He stalked towards me. “I can’t marry someone like you, Lyra.” “What do you mean by that?” “You are too lose… you open your legs for any man to fuck you…” “Ronan!” I screamed, tears burned at the back of my eyes. How could he be saying something like this? “You were the one who took my virginity. You know I haven’t slept with anyone else other than you.” “You?” he asked in disbelief. “You actually want me to believe that? You have no boundaries. My family has standards, Lyra. You don’t fit into that.” My nails dug into my palm. “Wow… that’s a new one,” I said, trying to steady my trembling voice. “You didn’t think that I didn't fit into your family standards when I cleaned your mother’s vomit, when I bathed her, when I did everything for you. It never crossed your mind.” He opened his mouth. Closed it. He grabbed onto my cheeks and kissed my forehead. “We don’t need to argue about this, sweetheart. I’m sure both of you would get along.” Fuck, I wanted to scream. But I just stood there, barely holding myself together as he rested his forehead on mine. My body betrayed me by leaning closer. Before I could respond, his phone rang. He pulled it out of his pockets and my eyes glanced at the name on the screen. Elara. The woman he chose.When I opened my eyes, the first person I saw was Dad. For a second, I just stared at him. Then my eyes wandered around the room.The walls. The machines. The expensive furniture. The silence.It didn't take a genius to figure out I was in one of the hospital's VIP suites. Even the air smelled expensive.My hand instinctively flew to my stomach.Dad noticed immediately. "You're fine," he said before I could even ask. "And so is the baby." The tightness in my chest eased a little. "But tell me," he continued, leaning forward in his chair, "how are you feeling right now?... Water," he said over his shoulder.Almost instantly, one of the nurses hurried forward with a glass.I slowly drank, realizing only then how dry my throat had become."How are you feeling, Mrs. Allen?" the nurse asked kindly.I took a second to assess myself. No dizziness. No blurred vision. No pain. Nothing unusual."I don't have any pain," I answered honestly. "My vision is normal."Being a nursing student came in
You know that feeling when your entire body suddenly stiffens?When the tiny hairs at the back of your neck stand up because you've just heard something so unexpected that your brain simply... stops?Like someone had left a bottle of water in the freezer overnight and then smashed the ice straight against your chest. That was exactly what I was feeling.Daniella was still talking. Her lips were moving.She kept explaining things, calmly, almost casually, but after those first few sentences, my mind completely checked out.I could hear her voice. I knew she was saying words. But none of them were actually registering anymore. I was too shaken."Once in a while we invite men here to help with... certain sexual needs," she explained as though she were talking about yoga classes. "Of course, they're all tested first. The same way every woman here is tested." She smiled reassuringly. "And don't worry. Everyone here is on contraceptives."I stared at her. I wouldn't say I was shocked. Not e
So I simply couldn't do it. I had to break Victor's heart. I had to go through with Christine's plan and simply move on.Maybe that was the only way everyone could walk away alive.It wouldn't even be that difficult if I really thought about it. Christine was beautiful. More than beautiful, actually. She was already part of Victor's world. She understood his work, his lifestyle, and the people he surrounded himself with. Eventually, he would move on from me. Maybe he would even fall in love with her.Maybe one day they'd become the happy family I was trying so hard to give him.As for me, I'd survive. I always had.The thought hurt more than I wanted to admit, but I forced myself to accept it.Sometimes loving someone meant stepping aside. At least that was the lie I kept telling myself.I walked over to the small wooden desk where a leather-bound journal rested. The woman who had welcomed me earlier had handed it to me with the warmest smile."Whenever your thoughts become too loud,"
Lyra:“So… you want to leave your husband for a mistress?”“Not exactly. I have to, because I think it's unfair to him.”“Why? Don't you love him?”“I mean... I do. But I also think I'm still in love with my ex.”“Oh, alright, but you fell for him second, didn't you? Doesn't that mean you love him more?”The room became quiet for a second.One of the older women smiled gently before saying: “If you truly loved your ex the way you think you do, you would've never opened your heart to another man in the first place.”Another woman nodded.“You can miss someone. You can still care about someone. You can even grieve what you lost. But falling in love again?” She smiled knowingly. “That's your heart telling you it's ready to move forward.”“So this simply means you're in love with your husband.”“We're here to listen and help, Catherine, but this one is simple.” Another woman leaned forward in her chair. “You can't sacrifice your own happiness because of some mistress. That doesn't make an
Victor left me to get ready. I didn’t think too much about the ring. Even though everything suddenly felt so real, I knew deep down this marriage wasn’t. Victor was just helping me out of kindness.He had sent a stylist to do my makeup and help me dress. She brought several gowns for me to choose f
Fuck. It was embarrassing.On the floor. On my butt. Looking like absolute trash in front of the other woman. Even if Ronan suddenly changed his mind, he wouldn’t dare now. Not with how I looked compared to Elara. I felt like her makeup artist while she was the main character.It hurt. So much.Tea
I didn’t think Victor actually meant what he said. That he would help me get back at his friend. It didn’t make sense.I rolled out of bed and dragged myself to the bathroom, brushing my teeth like a zombie before crawling back under the sheets. My phone was in my hand before I even realized it.I
Maya was right. I just couldn’t take this and I needed to make a plan but before I had even thought of one, I had already drowned four bottles of alcohol and still thinking, ‘yeah, one more might fix this.’Maya had left after she had a call from her current boyfriend. She didn’t stay long enough f






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