LOGINAnna POV
Working as a waiter has its rewards, I think. I nearly always come home with cash, and occasionally I come out with considerably more than I expected. The drawback is that some nights, I come home with considerably less than I expected. It's never stable. But it's all that I have right now. This is the only business that will pay me $8 an hour plus whatever I make in tips. I don't know of any other waitress that earns that much. As the shift dragged on, I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket. As I read the name on the computer, I sigh vocally. James is calling, yet again. "What do you need? I'm at work." I snap into the phone. "Nice to hear from you, too," he reacts. I could nearly see his attitude from here. Not that mine is much better. "What do you want,James?"" "I need my keys back.Now," he says simply. "Well, that's not going to happen. I'm at work. You may come and fetch them when I get off tonight or you can wait until I have time to deliver them to you." I snapped. Why the heck does it matter when he gets his keys back? He has his own set, and I'm surely not going to break into his flat. "I'm coming by tonight to grab them. Just put them in your mailbox. I don't want to see you." He snapped back. I roll my eyes and hang up the phone. I am starting to worry that my relationship with James will never get any better. I miss the man who used to be my best friend. "Hey, I'm coming over after work. I want to show you something." Saral murmured, interrupting my thoughts. "Show me what?" I grumbled, taking some additional pens before walking onto the floor. "You'll see." She grinned widely. I stared at her suspiciously and proceeded to wash down the tables. "Oh, don't look like that. It's nothing bad...well, I don't think so at least." "What does this involve?" I inquire curiously. "It's just a website.Plus, it's an excellent opportunity to generate a little bit of additional income," she states. "I'm not doing p**n." I laugh. I'm desperate, but I'm not that desperate. "It's not p**n. I'll tell you all after work." She chuckles as she walks back over to her table. I kept what she said in the back of my head for the duration of my shift and couldn't quite get my mind off of it. I need money. Desperately. I despise having to rely on my phony pleasure towards clients as my only kind of revenue. Maybe I need to find a part-time job elsewhere. Retail is always an option, and because they work insane hours to begin with, it may even fit with my availability. By the time our shift finished, Sara and I did the same thing we do every night. We sit at the diner counter and count our tips together. I made enough to reimburse what my dad lost in the casino. Being the only waiter in this restaurant, I am extremely thrilled with the quantity of cash in my palm. It could always be worse, I guess. "Are you still coming over?" I ask, grabbing all of my belongings. "Yeah. I'll just follow you there." She smiles as she ties her long hair into a ponytail. When we come to my house, I ignore my father entirely and head directly to my room. He should know better than to attempt to talk to me right now. "Okay, so tell me this brilliant plan of yours to make extra money." I giggle, attempting to disguise how fascinated I truly am. "Don't judge me, alright. I haven't told anyone this before." She says anxiously. "You know you can tell me anything." I react honestly. "Okay. I'm a sugar baby." She admits. I must have appeared as perplexed as I anticipated since she quickly attempts to justify herself. "Don't judge me! It's not horrible, I swear!" She laughs uncomfortably. "I'm not, I'm not! Just...define sugarbaby,?"" I ask. "I go on dates for money." "What? How?" I ask, utterly startled. I know what a sugar baby is, but I don't know what she's doing, either. "It's this website I found one night. It's called SeekingArrangements.com. You just establish a profile detailing what you are seeking, and you may discover others in your neighborhood who are prepared to pay for you. It's not strange like prostitution or whatever. I don't sleep with any of them." She assured me. Relief floods over me instantaneously. I don't want to contemplate my best friend sleeping with old males for money. I must still look astonished and perplexed because she grabs my laptop and opens the page with a grin on her face. This can't be good.Anna POVI reach back and palm him through his boxers. Slipping my hand down the fabric, I grab his length and begin to pump him slowly."Fuck, I'm going to come if you continue to do that." He shudders. "Do you have a condom?" I ask, still sucking on the skin of his neck. I'm going to leave a mark, I'm sure. I want everyone to see it. I want Haley to fucking see it. I want everyone to see the mark I'm leaving and know that he is mine. No one else can have him. He freezes under me. "Fuck...no." He says, pulling away to look at me. "I think I might have one in my purse," I admit, reaching over onto the side table and searching through the bag. I can feel him holding his breath as I search, not wanting to disappoint him and myself by not finding one. I feel the cool foil against my fingertips and quickly pull it out and toss my purse onto the floor. "Found one," I say, holding it up with a smirk. "Should I even ask why you have a condom in your purse?" he chuckles. "For moments l
Anna POV"I'm going to get my phone back eventually, and I will see these pictures!" I yell, shrieking when he reaches over with his other hand and tries to tickle me to stop me from reaching for my phone. "Stop!" I scream with a laugh. "Nope! Not until you tell me that you won't try and find my high school pictures!" He laughs, moving us so that he is hovering over us and continuing his tickling assault."I just want to see them!" I laugh."I am going to continue to tickle you, then!" He laughs in reply, tickling me even harder.I try to wiggle away from him and end up pulling the both of us off of the couch and onto the floor, his body now on top of mine, and my phone is thrown across the room."Did you just throw my phone across the room?" I exclaimed, amused by the shock covering my face."Yes." He laughs, not moving from his spot."Was it that big of a deal?" I giggle."Again, yes. Absolutely." We stay in our spot for a few seconds, just looking at each other. He's so...perfect
Anna POV"Nope!" she says, jumping out of her seat and running towards the door."Be careful! I love you!" "I love you too! Bye, Eth!" She waves as she leaves the house. I go to the front door and watch her happily run over to Natasha's van. Despite the joy I feel knowing that she has friends and that our dad's death isn't affecting her too negatively, I can't help but feel sad knowing that she's growing up. She is going to do this more often as she gets older, and I'm going to be alone in this house more. It's inevitable. "It's good that she is making friends. I'm really glad that she's dancing, too. That seems like something that she will be good at," Eth says to me as I walk back into the kitchen. "Yeah, I am too," I mumble, sitting down and taking another bite of my pizza. "Do you want something to drink? I'm thirsty," I say, getting up once again and walking to our refrigerator. "Umm, yeah. I could go for a drink. What do you have?" He asks."Let's see. It looks like we have a
Anna POV"Pizza is fine with me if that's what you want, love," Eth tells her, earning a big smile from Phoebe.We walk to my car in silence for the most part as I mentally prepare myself for what will be the most awkward lunch date in history. "Can we get pepperoni pizza?" Phoebe whispers to me."No. Eth is a vegetarian, remember? Which means, what?" I ask her, trying to remind her once again that he does not eat meat."He doesn't like animals," Phoebe says simply.Eth chuckles at her reply, and I do the same. Phoebe has a way of making things a little less awkward. Thank God.“I love animals. That's why I don't eat them." He laughs, winking at me. I blush at his gesture, even though there was absolutely no romantic gesture behind it."I love animals, too. I want cheese pizza." Phoebe says simply."Baby, just because you eat meat doesn't mean you hate animals. We can get pepperoni pizza. I'll even try a slice." He tells her, knowing that Phoebe doesn't like plain cheese pizza."You
Anna POVOut of all the times that I blamed him for not putting his money into anything, I disregarded the amount of money he was still paying toward her medical expenses. I should have given him more credit. He did deserve it. I'll have to find a steady job so I can keep food on the table and clothes on our backs. I don't even know if I'll have time for school anymore. I want to cry. I want to break down and cry right here, but I can't even find it in myself to do that. I have to stay strong for Phoebe.But who is going to stay strong for me?We were leaving the church when I heard him call my name."Anna! "I turned around to see James jogging towards us. Phoebe gripped my hand softly, and I smiled down at her to the best of my ability. "I just wanted to say that I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." He said, out of breath and staring at me with sad eyes."Thank you, James." I smile at him."Are you going to be okay?""Yeah, I think so," I assure him. I have to be."If you need anything, you'll
Ethan's POV"I should probably go into the other room now." She says, leaning up and uncovering herself from the white comforter."Wait, don't go." "No, this was a bad idea. I should get back into the other room. Phoebe is probably—""Phoebe is fine. She knows where we are. Please, Anna," I beg, sounding like the pathetic fuck that I am."Eth...""Please, Anna. I need you right now. I just...I need you. "I admit to feeling completely fucking defeated.She sighs and moves back into the bed with me. I pull her closer to me by instinct, and she tenses under my touch. I try and ignore it, but it breaks my fucking heart."I know you don't trust me, Anna. I know you might not ever trust me again. But I promise that I will try every day to be the man you thought I was. I fucked up, and I'm sorry," I whisper into her back. She didn't reply, but I didn't expect her to. "Get some sleep. You need it," I told her. Although she never replies to me verbally, she does something better than what I
Ethan POV My Dad could be rude and yell, but he never actually laid a hand on me. It got worse as I got older. We would fight over grades or housework, and he would punch me when I got into my teens. I remember he made me go to some stupid private school when I was thirteen or something. He got pi
Ethan's POVEthan's face looked so distressed as he tried explaining the story."I guess it all started on my sixth birthday." He stated. He shook his head and closed his eyes. I could tell that he didn't want to talk about this at all. Maybe I am pushing him too far?"Eth, you don't have to tell m
Anna POV"Do you like it?" Ethan asked her with a smile, holding onto her little body."I love it!" She squealed out."I'm glad. Now go inside and play while Anna and I get settled into our room. We will be right down the hall if you need anything." He said, kissing her cheek lightly and getting up
Ethan POV"Why don't you get along with him?" She asks. I could tell by the look on her face that she was relieved I wasn't planning on bringing Haley. Haley and my Dad were in the same house for a week. Now that would be a recipe for disaster. Add me into the mix and we wouldn't have a recipe, we







