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I scoffed. Of course. “A proposition?” I repeated coldly. “You’re a professor. If this gets out, you could lose your job too.” His expression barely changed. “True.” He stood slowly from his chair, the movement alone shifting the air between us. “But I can get another position elsewhere,” he said calmly. “I’m a professor, Miss Buston.” He stopped a few feet away, his gaze dropping briefly to the scholarship badge attached to my bag. “But you?” he continued quietly. “You’re a scholarship student from a poor background. Lose that, and then what happens?” Every word landed precisely where it hurt most. My jaw tightened instantly, humiliation burning inside me because I knew he was right—he knew, and I hated him for it. “What do you want?” I asked. “I’m guessing you want something in return.” He nodded stiffly before closing the distance between us. “I want you to model for me, for a private art series,” he said, his gaze locked with mine. “Nude.” My entire body went rigid. “What the hell?” His expression remained frustratingly composed. “You heard me.” “You cannot be serious.” “I’m perfectly serious.” I let out a sharp, incredulous laugh, stepping backward and putting space between us before I did something stupid, like forget this man was my professor and throw the nearest object at his head. “You told me to follow you to your office, blackmail me with my scholarship, and now you’re asking me to take my clothes off for you?” At the word blackmail, something flickered across his face. Almost imperceptible, but I saw it. His jaw tightened briefly before smoothing over again. For the first time since this conversation started, something in his composure cracked. Only slightly, though, but it was enough. “I’m not forcing you to do anything,” he said evenly. “Oh, please.” I scoffed. “You practically just threatened my future.” His eyes darkened slightly. “I just stated the facts. That’s all.” “Same difference.” I could hear the distant shuffles of students outside in the hallway. My own heart began to pound too hard beneath my ribs. Professor Jackson watched me steadily while I tried to piece together how my life had derailed this badly in less than twenty-four hours. Yesterday morning, I still had a boyfriend. Now I was standing here, arguing with my lecturer, who happened to be my one-night stand. “No,” I said finally, my voice firm. “I’m not doing it.” “You should think carefully before giving me your final answer.” “I already did,” I responded, my lips set in a thin line. His gaze lingered on me for a moment. “I won’t ask twice, Miss Buston.” “Good.” I adjusted my bag higher onto my shoulder aggressively. “Then you can take your offer and shove it twelve inches up your ass.” He watched me, one brow lifted lightly. “I’m serious,” I snapped before he could respond. “I’m not stripping for you, and you can honestly do your worst.” Heat pulsed through me, the kind that made my hands shake. I turned sharply toward the door before he could see how badly this conversation was getting under my skin. Every step away from him felt shaky, but I was determined. I could survive this. I’d survived worse. Maybe. My fingers had barely touched the door when his voice drifted toward me. “Scholar and best graduating student of Stanford High, Jasmine Buston, loses her scholarship after having an affair with her professor.” I paused, my whole body stiffening. He tsked. “The headline does sound juicy, don’t you think?” My grip tightened painfully around the door handle. For a second, all I could hear was blood rushing loudly through my ears. This motherfucker. My jaw tightened. “I’ll do it,” I said finally, turning toward him again. He grinned. “Great choice.” “But don’t think for a second this means I’m sleeping with you again,” I said immediately, forcing steel back into my tone. “Whatever this arrangement is, that’s not happening.” A slow smirk touched his mouth. “Oh, I wouldn’t dare.” The way he said it made heat crawl traitorously beneath my skin. I looked away before he could notice. Or worse, before he noticed that despite everything, despite how furious I was, I still wanted him to grab me by the neck and kiss me senseless. My fingers curled. “This stays between us.” “Of course.” I nodded once. Not because I trusted him, but because I didn’t have much choice. Then his smile widened. “Let’s see how long that lasts, sweetheart.” My stomach tightened. “Excuse me?” He took a slow step forward. “Soon enough, you’ll be begging for a repeat of last night.” I scoffed. “You’re delusional.” “Am I?” he asked, brows raised. The question settled between us. “Your mind may have forgotten,” he continued quietly, “but your body remembers.” I opened my mouth to argue, but the words caught somewhere in my throat when his hand brushed lightly against my wrist. My body betrayed me. Heat rushed through me so suddenly that I hated myself for it. His eyes darkened with satisfaction. “See?” Rage burned inside me hotter than embarrassment. I yanked my hand away and took a step back. “Don’t flatter yourself, Professor,” I spat harshly. Yet his smile remained, and my gaze turned into a glare. Whatever arrangement I’d just agreed to, one thing was certain. I would rather lose my mind than give him the satisfaction of being right.JasmineThe sound of charcoal scraping across paper was the only thing breaking the silence.The noise seemed louder than it should have been, echoing through the studio while I stood under the overhead lights, trying very hard not to think about the fact that I was standing in the middle of a stranger’s workspace wearing far less than I was comfortable with.My arms were rigid at my sides, my shoulders feeling locked in place. Every muscle in my body had been tense from the moment the session began.He hadn’t said much since positioning me beneath the lights. There were no inappropriate comments, no smug reminders, and no attempts to make me uncomfortable.The only sounds in the room were the scratch of charcoal against paper and the occasional creak of the wooden floor when he shifted his weight.It should have made things easier.Instead, it unsettled me more because nothing about this matched the version of him I’d built inside my head. It would have been easier if he’d acted like
JasmineI stood across the street from a renovated warehouse building in Lower Manhattan, staring at the address on my phone for what had to be the tenth time.This was it.Professor Jackson’s studio.My fingers tightened around the strap of my bag as I looked up at the building again. It was the kind of place that belonged in an architecture magazine—all exposed brick, industrial windows, and black steel framing. Quiet, expensive, and intimidating.Not at all what I’d imagined.Every instinct was telling me to turn around and leave before I made an even bigger mess of my life.For a moment, I seriously considered it.I could walk away right now. Go back to campus. Pretend this arrangement had never happened and hope Professor Jackson eventually lost interest.The thought lasted all of three seconds, then a laugh slipped from my lips as reality settled heavily in my chest.He wasn’t going to lose interest. And I couldn’t afford to take that risk.One rumor was all it would take—one ac
JasmineI scoffed.Of course.“A proposition?” I repeated coldly. “You’re a professor. If this gets out, you could lose your job too.”His expression barely changed.“True.”He stood slowly from his chair, the movement alone shifting the air between us.“But I can get another position elsewhere,” he said calmly. “I’m a professor, Miss Buston.”He stopped a few feet away, his gaze dropping briefly to the scholarship badge attached to my bag.“But you?” he continued quietly. “You’re a scholarship student from a poor background. Lose that, and then what happens?”Every word landed precisely where it hurt most. My jaw tightened instantly, humiliation burning inside me because I knew he was right—he knew, and I hated him for it.“What do you want?” I asked. “I’m guessing you want something in return.”He nodded stiffly before closing the distance between us.“I want you to model for me, for a private art series,” he said, his gaze locked with mine. “Nude.”My entire body went rigid.“What
JasmineSomething about Professor Jackson had been bothering me for the entire lecture.It wasn’t just that he was attractive. That much was obvious.It was the strange sense of familiarity that kept tugging at me whenever he spoke.Every time his voice rolled through the lecture hall, something in the back of my mind stirred, as if I were reaching for a memory that refused to come into focus.It was ridiculous.I had never met this man before—I was sure of it.A face like his wasn’t forgettable. Still, whenever his gaze swept across the room, my pulse would trip over itself before settling again.By the time class ended, I had convinced myself it was nothing more than a coincidence.Then he looked directly at me.“Miss Buston.”My head snapped up. The hall was already beginning to empty.“Yes, Professor?”His expression remained unreadable.“To my office, please.”My stomach dropped.Around me, students continued filing toward the exits. Ari shot me a sympathetic look that immediatel
JasmineThe pounding in my head woke me before my alarm did.For several seconds, I lay perfectly still, my eyes closed against the sunlight filtering through the curtains. The brightness felt cruel, pressing insistently against my eyelids while a dull ache pulsed behind them.Every part of me felt heavy, as if someone had replaced my bones with lead during the night.A low groan escaped me.Something wasn’t right.The mattress beneath me felt unfamiliar. The air smelled wrong. Even the silence felt different.My eyes opened slowly. The unfamiliar room came into focus piece by piece. Dark walls, a black dresser, and a chair in the corner with my dress thrown carelessly over it.My brow furrowed in confusion before understanding slammed into my chest all at once.This wasn’t my room.I pushed myself upright too quickly and immediately regretted it.“Fuck.” I winced.The room tilted violently, sending a fresh wave of nausea through me. A low groan escaped me as I pressed my fingers agai
JasmineThe bass from the speakers thudded against my ribs hard enough to feel like another heartbeat.Or maybe that was just the alcohol.I sat hunched over the bar, a half-empty shot glass in my hand, my fifth shot of the night. At that moment, the bar felt like a safe space.Even though it smelled like whiskey, sweaty bodies, and a mix of different perfumes, it still felt better than going home.Home meant silence.It meant my bed.It meant crying until morning with Jason’s groans trapped in my head and the image of Mia’s hands all over him every time I closed my eyes.I lifted two fingers toward the bartender.“Another.”The glass in front of me disappeared, and another one replaced it almost immediately. I stared at the liquid for a second before lifting it to my lips. The drink went down my throat in one gulp, sharp enough to make my eyes water.At least this pain made sense.Because none of the rest of it did.Three years.Three years of believing I’d found the person I was goi







