LOGINJasmine
“What the fuck!?” For a second, nobody moved. The room smelled like sweat and cheap vanilla candles—the type Mia always burned when she studied. Her laptop still sat open on the desk beside the bed, highlighted notes glowing against the screen like some sick joke. Jason was sprawled across the mattress, his bare chest heaving, one hand gripping Mia’s waist while she ground against him, her eyes still drunk with pleasure. My best friend and my boyfriend. Their faces snapped toward the doorway at the same time. Jason’s eyes widened first, panic flooding his expression. “Jasmine—” Mia scrambled backward so fast she nearly fell off the bed, clutching the sheet against her chest. Her mascara was smudged beneath her eyes. There was a bruise forming on her neck. I couldn’t stop looking at it. Couldn’t stop looking at either of them. Three years with Jason. Twelve years with Mia. It felt as if someone had reached into my chest and squeezed my heart until it stopped beating. Suddenly, every strange moment from the past two years came rushing back. The canceled dates. The unanswered calls. The study sessions that somehow lasted until midnight. The way Mia always defended him whenever we argued. The way Jason always seemed to know things about my life before I told him. Things I’d told Mia. I had spent so much time trusting them that I had never considered that I should be questioning them. God, I was an idiot. “Jas, wait—” A laugh escaped me, one so loud it made him flinch. “Wait?” I repeated. “You want me to wait?” Neither of them answered. For the first time, I noticed how ridiculous they looked. Mia wrapped in a bedsheet. Jason, half-naked, scrambling for his boxers. Two people who had clearly been caught and hadn’t planned for what came next. The humiliation hit me so suddenly that it almost knocked the air from my lungs. Not because he had cheated. Because they had made a fool out of me. For how long? How many times had they looked me in the face afterward? How many movie nights? Had they laughed about it when I wasn’t around? The thought made something cold and ugly settle in my chest. Mia finally found her voice. “Jasmine, I can explain—” I turned to look at her, and she immediately fell silent. Good. Because there wasn’t a single explanation on earth that I wanted to hear. “Twelve years,” I said quietly, my voice sounding distant. “Twelve years of friendship, and this is what you do?” Tears filled her eyes. Jason swung his legs off the bed and stood. “Baby, please—” “Don’t you fucking baby me,” I gritted out, my eyes stinging. “Both of you make me so fucking sick.” I turned and walked out. Behind me, I heard movement, curses, and hurried footsteps. “Jasmine!” Jason shouted. “Baby, hold on—” I yanked the front door open. Cold air hit my face—a feeling that used to ground me, but now felt like mockery. I barely made it two steps outside before a hand wrapped around my wrist. “Jas, please—” “Don’t you fucking touch me!” I ripped my arm free so violently that it made my shoulder sting. Tears blurred my vision now, hot and relentless, and I hated that he could see them. Jason stood there half-dressed and breathless, his hair a mess from her fingers. My chest tightened so sharply it hurt to breathe. “So this is the studying?” My laugh came out broken and ugly. “The really important assessment?” “Jasmine, I—” I shoved him hard enough to force him back a step. “My best friend, Jason.” My voice cracked on the words. “Of all people... how could you do this to me?” He opened his mouth, then closed it again. For once, he had nothing to say. “I trusted you,” I whispered. “I trusted her.” Jason dragged a hand through his hair. “Baby, listen to me. It was a mistake.” A mistake? The word hit something raw inside me. I looked at him slowly. “How long?” His face changed instantly, and that hesitation told me everything before he even spoke. “Jas—” “How long have you been fucking her, Jason!?” He swallowed hard, his eyes dropping for a second. “Two years,” he answered, his voice barely above a whisper. The silence lasted only a second, but it felt like an eternity. “Two years.” I stared at him. The words didn’t register at first. Two years? More than half of our relationship. A strange sound escaped me. A moment later, I realized I was laughing. Not because anything was funny, but because if I didn’t laugh, I was going to fall apart right there on the sidewalk. While he kissed me. While she called me her sister. While I trusted them both with everything. I looked at Jason and suddenly couldn’t recognize the man standing in front of me. The person I loved would never have done this. Maybe he had never existed at all. “Baby, please—” My hand flew to his cheek, landing a harsh slap. His head snapped to the side, his skin instantly turning a violent shade of red. He held his cheek, irritation flashing across his face. “You know this is all your fault,” he said suddenly. “If you hadn’t starved me all these years, maybe I wouldn’t have crawled into your best friend’s bed for sex.” A ghostly laugh escaped my lips. “Oh, so now you’re blaming me for your infidelity?” I tightened my grip on the Victoria’s Secret bag and scoffed. “And to think I had everything planned out.” He paused, his brows furrowing. “What do you mean by that?” I took a few steps toward him and stopped. “Jason, I just want to say thank you for stopping me. God, I can’t believe I actually wanted to give myself to you today.” His eyes widened. “What?” I shook my head. “You know what, Jason? Fuck you,” I spat, hurling the bag at his chest. “And fuck her.”JasmineHis hands slid from my jaw to tangle in my hair, tilting my head, deepening the kiss until I was breathless, until the world narrowed to the demanding pressure of his lips, the scrape of his stubble against my chin, the solid wall of his chest against mine.I fisted my hands in the front of his shirt, pulling him closer, needing more, needing all of it, consequences be damned. A low growl rumbled in his chest, a sound of pure surrender.One strong arm banded around my waist, lifting me as if I weighed nothing. My legs wrapped around him instinctively, a soft gasp escaping my lips as he broke the kiss to look at me.His eyes were dark, burning with an intensity that seared straight through me, stripping away every last defense. The artist, the professor, all the roles were gone. This was just a man, and I was just a woman, and the space between us was charged with enough electricity to light up the whole damn city.He carried me through the studio, past the easel with its unfin
JasmineNeither of us mentioned the diner during the first twenty minutes of the session, even though it sat in the room with us anyway, unspoken and impossible to ignore.Davin worked with more care than usual, his attention lingering as he adjusted the angle of my shoulder with a touch that carried more weight than the correction strictly required. I held still beneath it, aware of my own pulse in a way I usually wasn’t during these sessions, aware of exactly how much closer he was standing than the pose called for.“You’ve been quiet,” he said eventually, stepping back to study the sketch rather than me.“So have you,” I retorted.“I’ve been thinking about Tuesday.”“So have I.” I let out a slow breath, some of the careful composure I’d been holding onto all week finally starting to slip. “You didn’t have to do that, you know. Step in like that.”“I know you keep saying that.” He set the charcoal down and turned to face me properly. “I also know I’d do it again without hesitating,
JasmineDavin frowned and took another step forward."Well, little boy, you're standing in my restaurant now, so I'm making it my business."The words landed like a match to gasoline. Conversations around the diner began to die away as nearby customers turned toward us, their forks pausing halfway to their mouths.I looked from one man to the other, my pulse hammering. Jason's shoulders had gone rigid, while Davin stood unnervingly calm, his arms folded across his chest, blocking the space between us without ever touching him.If I didn't stop this now, it was going to become something else.I stepped between them, forcing myself to take a shaky breath."Jason, please." I kept my voice low, hoping to keep the attention from spreading any further. "This is becoming a scene. Just... please leave."He didn't even look at me."I'm a paying customer," he said, his eyes fixed on Davin. "I'll leave when I'm ready."Davin didn't so much as blink."Then you're welcome to sit down and order som
JasmineThe cash register clicked shut as I tucked the last bill into place. Right then, the bell above the diner door chimed.“Good afternoon. Welcome to Peggy’s Drive-In. I’ll be with you in—”I looked up, and the rest of the greeting died on my tongue when I saw who it was.Jason.He met my eyes for only a second before walking farther into the diner as though he belonged there, sliding into the booth by the window with an ease that instantly set my teeth on edge. It wasn’t an accident. He’d come looking for me.“You’ve got to be kidding me,” I muttered under my breath.Beside me, Chris looked up from wiping the counter. “What’s wrong, Jasmine?”I nodded toward the window. “My ex.”His brows lifted as he followed my gaze. “Want me to take that table?”The offer tempted me more than I cared to admit. One word and I wouldn’t have to deal with Jason at all.But instead, I wrapped my fingers around my order pad and shook my head. “No.” I forced out a slow breath. “I can handle him.”Wh
DavinBy seven o’clock, I’d reorganized the same set of brushes so many times that even I had lost track. The flat brushes stood in one jar, and the round brushes were in another.I switched them once, and then I switched them again shortly after.The ritual had nothing to do with organization. It simply gave my hands something to do while my mind insisted on imagining every possible version of the evening ahead, and none of them ended well.In one, Jasmine walked in, thanked me for the opportunity, accepted the final payment, and told me she was done. In another, she never came at all. I’d spend the evening listening for footsteps that never reached the landing, staring at a door that remained stubbornly closed until I finally admitted to myself that I’d lost her.There were darker versions, too. Versions where she’d told someone. The university, the police, or even a lawyer. It was unlikely, but it was also a possibility.It had been four days since I’d heard her voice, four days wi
JasmineI didn’t go to the studio for four days.The first morning, I convinced myself I just needed time to think. By the second, thinking had become an excuse. And by the third, I realized I wasn’t thinking at all.I was stuck. Every conclusion I reached unraveled the moment I looked at it too closely, leaving me right back where I’d started.He’d seen me before the bar, gone looking for me, and then gone home and drawn my face from memory after seeing me for no longer than half a minute. Then he’d returned to the library day after day, hoping to catch another glimpse of a woman whose name he didn’t even know.No matter how many times I replayed his confession, it never sounded any less unsettling.It should have frightened me enough to end things outright, and some nights it did. I would lie in the dark, imagining the story from the outside, stripping away everything I knew about Davin until all that remained were the bare facts.Then another memory would surface and ruin my certai
JasmineI stood across the street from a renovated warehouse building in Lower Manhattan, staring at the address on my phone for what had to be the tenth time.This was it.Professor Jackson’s studio.My fingers tightened around the strap of my bag as I looked up at the building again. It was the k
JasmineSomething about Professor Jackson had been bothering me for the entire lecture.It wasn’t just that he was attractive. That much was obvious.It was the strange sense of familiarity that kept tugging at me whenever he spoke.Every time his voice rolled through the lecture hall, something in
JasmineThe pounding in my head woke me before my alarm did.For several seconds, I lay perfectly still, my eyes closed against the sunlight filtering through the curtains. The brightness felt cruel, pressing insistently against my eyelids while a dull ache pulsed behind them.Every part of me felt
JasmineThe bass from the speakers thudded against my ribs hard enough to feel like another heartbeat.Or maybe that was just the alcohol.I sat hunched over the bar, a half-empty shot glass in my hand, my fifth shot of the night. At that moment, the bar felt like a safe space.Even though it smell







