MasukMy guards stiffened upon hearing those words.
They knew that Mia wasn’t bluffing. Whatever she says, she does.
And if she said that she’ll take this incident to the principal’s office? She will.
“So, what can you say?” Mia asked, crossing her arms and raising an eyebrow. “Would you like me to go to the principal’s office now?”
“No need, Ma’am Mia,” one of my guards answered as he took a step back. “We’re sorry for the inconvenience.”
“Good. Now, go.” Mia shooed them away, her brows furrowed. “And… please. Study how to be a cool bodyguard. Because what are you doing right now? It’s not cool.”
The guards didn’t reply. Instead, they took another step away until they were now far from us.
I heaved a sigh, although I can still see them in my peripheral vision.
“Haah. Finally, they’re gone,” Mia said as she turned to me. “To be honest? I really don’t have any idea how you are enduring that, babe.”
“I mean, if my parents control me like that? They won’t see me in this country anymore. Ever,” she added, snorting. “Maybe that’s why they’re giving me my freedom, though.”
“Silly.” I chuckled and shook my head. “But… Thank you. At least, those bodyguards were tolerable now. I don’t feel like someone is holding it through my neck already.”
Mia nudged onto my shoulder. “No problem. You know that I always got you, right?”
I nodded.
And Mia didn’t have any idea how thankful I am to have her as my friend.
“But seriously… I just hope aunt and uncle would give you a cooler bodyguard, if they really insist that you should have one,” Mia mumbled, now clinging her hand to my arm as both of us walked into the classroom.
We’re classmates in English, but the next subjects will be in our majors, so we need to part ways.
“A cooler bodyguard?” I frowned. “That doesn’t exist.”
“Oh, yes. They do!” Mia giggled, as if she remembered someone. “Before you came to the bar last time? I saw a really, really handsome bodyguard, girl! I think he’ll work for another person, but whoever it was, I’m sure they’re the luckiest person alive!”
Mia’s voice was louder than usual. Maybe it’s because she’s excited about what she was talking about, but the others kept looking at us.
She never had a problem taking the spotlight. That’s Mia Hernandez for you.
The center of attention, and even one of the most famous students in the university, not just because of how attractive she was, but also because she’s a varsity player and a party goer, too.
I, on the other hand, always do my best to stay away from the spotlight.
I’m not afraid of people, but I’m afraid of what my parents do to take the opportunity. It’s like… I’m just a cash cow or something for them.
“Anyway, did you talk to your parents already and say that you’re opposed to the marriage?” Mia asked, halting me from my thoughts.
Her voice was lower than before, yet I heard it loud and clear.
“I didn’t.” I shook my head. “You know I can’t do that, Mia.”
“And why?” She raised an eyebrow, looking at me as she leaned forward onto my ear. “I thought you already had guts because you’re talking to a handsome man last night.”
“What?” My eyes widened. “Wait… How did you know that?”
“Of course, I saw it. Duh!” Mia rolled her eyes playfully. “To be honest, he’s hot as fuck. And the fact that he’s older? Goodness. I’m on my knees.”
I grimaced.
With her blushing cheeks combined with her giggling, I’m sure she meant it in another way.
“That person you’re talking about is no other than my cousin, Mia.”
She froze.
Mia’s eyes widened, now looking at me in disbelief.
“What?” If her jaw wasn’t intact with her face, it might have fallen. “You’re saying that you have a cousin who was drooling with so much sex appeal like him?”
I sighed, massaging my forehead. “Language, please.”
“But I just can’t believe it!” she exclaimed, and this time, she got everyone’s attention again. “Like, do you want me to be your cousin-in-law?”
“Oh my God, Mia. Stop it.”
She should be thankful that she’s currently clinging to my arms right now, because if not, I would have left the moment she mentioned River.
Smirking, Mia said, “I’m just kidding. Because you know what? I think he likes you.”
My eyes widened, and even though I didn’t like it, my cheeks blushed hard as soon as I heard that.
But it’s wrong. So wrong.
“Didn’t you hear what I said earlier? He’s my cousin,” I repeated just in case she had a problem hearing me. “You’re giving me the chills.”
“Chills, huh?”
Mia’s lips curved into a smirk, then she stared at me. It’s as if she could read my mind, like all the things I’ve been hiding.
I almost wanted to step back, but I couldn’t. A part of me wanted to stay away, and another part of me wanted to hear what she was about to say.
“I don’t think that’s the case? And do you want another hot take from me?” she added to ask, now leaning into my ear, whispering, “That guy… He’s the one who will make you free. I can feel it.”
What does she mean?
I wanted to ask, but before I could even speak, the bell rang.
“Let’s go, babes!” Mia said as she pulled me inside the classroom, smiling brightly as if nothing happened.
As if she didn’t say anything that would make me think of her words until the end of our class.
*****
After classes, I went home.
To be honest, I really don’t want to. I wanted to stay in school for longer, even just in the library, so I could study.
I feel suffocated when I’m at home, especially when it comes to dinner, where everyone is present, acting like a perfect family even if we’re not.
“Serenity,” Mom called me as I approached the dining area. “Come here, sit.”
“Yes, Mom.” I nodded and obliged.
Heaving a sigh at the back of my mind, I sat on the chair in front of Mom, and across from Dad, who was sitting at the head of the table.
I looked at the table. The food was too much just for the three of us. And when they start to talk about business and other things? I can’t even taste the food even if it reaches my tongue.
The atmosphere looked good with the same crystal chandelier I’ve always seen every time I’m here, but… dinner was always the same.
Exhausting.
“What are you waiting for? Eat,” Mom commanded, looking at the food, then her gaze moved toward me. “You’re not waiting for me to spoonfeed you, right?”
“Y-Yeah. I’m not.”
I started eating, chewing through the vegetable salad, even if the last thing I wanted to do right now was stay here and pretend that everything was alright.
I came home from university, and it’s not like it’s rare, but still, I hoped my parents would ask me about my day the way normal parents did.
That they would ask if I was tired. Or happy. Or hurting.
They didn’t. No one between them even cared about me.
“There were changes in some of the business schedules,” Dad said, his posture rigid, and his eyes sharp as he cut through the steak. “Make sure to fit that in your schedule. Remember what I said. I don’t accept no as an answer.”
“Yes, Dad.” I nodded.
The silence followed as no one spoke. If silence were a knife, it would have been cut into the air right now.
Only the sound of the cutlery made me sane as my parents started talking about their usual business, as if I were just a wallflower in between.
No one even noticed me. No one.
Not until someone came into the dining area.
My words ricocheted in the air, causing River’s eyes to widen as he took a step away from me.This is the first time I showed this kind of emotion. Ever since the Millers took me, they taught me not to show any emotions.I’ve undergone therapy, but even up until this day, I’m having a hard time telling myself that it’s okay to show people what I really feel.That it’s okay to be vulnerable. That it won’t kill me. Not literally.“I made mistakes,” River said quietly, to the point I had a hard time hearing his voice. “But believe me, Seraphina. Every risk, every step I took to save you… has been for you. Not money. Not for leverage. Just you, and nothing else mattered.”I closed my eyes as I let those words sink into my mind.I wanted to believe him, but Hans’ words planted seeds of doubt in my mind, gnawing at me.“He made a deal with the syndicate. Once River finds the lost princess, which is you… He’ll have more money and leverage in return.”As those words echoed in my mind again, m
I felt like the world had shattered as I heard his explanation.I held onto my chest, feeling how it tightened because of mixed shock and anger.“That… That’s not true,” I whispered, my voice trembling as I shook my head. “You’re just making things up. You don’t want to see me being happy with River, so you went here to tear us apart…”As I said those words, I couldn’t even hear my voice because of how low it was.I was convincing myself that it wasn’t true, but my intuition tells me that Hans was telling the truth.And that is what’s hurting me the most.“Come on, Serenity.” Hans chuckled. “Are you trying to tell that to me, or are you trying to convince yourself that River is the same person you thought he would be?”I didn’t answer. No… I couldn’t.It felt like my voice had left my throat already. I couldn’t even find the strength to stand properly as I felt like I could stumble down at any time.“I may be psychotic in your eyes now, flying to France just to personally tell you abo
River wasn’t the one who sent me the message, but the contents… It was all about him.“Underground… business?” I muttered, my brows furrowing as I scrolled through the articles. “River’s a part of this? Why would someone send this to me?”If only River were here, I could easily have asked him about these contents. But he’s not, and he wasn’t replying to my texts, either.Well, he has told me that he would be busy until night, and I understand. I’m also sure that whoever sent me this message was just trying to taint River’s reputation.I’m sure it’s Hans. He just wants me to doubt River.“No… This isn’t true…” I whispered, shaking my head as I tried not to imagine anything. “Because River doesn’t have any reason to be a part of this.”I wasn’t innocent of this kind of organization. Syndicates like this were created to do illegal things.And the idea that River, the man who had risked everything to save me, could be a part of this… It makes my chest ache.Before I could even notice it,
I froze upon reading the message.Even if the sender didn’t officially introduce himself, I already knew who it was.Hans Continental.But what does he mean by this?“Seraphina,” River suddenly called, halting my thoughts. “Are you okay? You look pale, as if you’ve seen a ghost.”“Ah, y-yeah.” I cleared my throat. “Sorry, I think I want to rest tonight. Can we call this a day?”“Sure,” he answered without hesitation, and yet, he was still staring at me, as if studying my expression. “But are you telling the truth? Isn’t there something bothering you? I think you’ve got a message.”He looked at my phone.River was stronger than me, which means that if he tries to steal my phone or something, he could easily do it. He could even take a peek.But he didn’t. River respected my boundaries even if I haven’t enforced them yet.“It’s nothing,” I answered in a low tone, subtly returning the phone to my pocket. “So… Let’s see each other again tomorrow?”River smiled, but it didn’t reach his ear
Those words hit me like a wave, leaving me speechless as I stared at him. I know that he loves me… But I didn’t know the duration.I didn’t have any idea that it was for a long time.Or maybe the reason I couldn’t notice him… Because I was so busy hiding my own. He’s not the only one feeling this way.I thought I only liked him when I saw him at the bar before, but it turns out that wasn’t the case.Because like him, I have loved River for a long time, too.“I… I feel the same way, too,” I whispered, looking at him with so much love and admiration. “It doesn’t matter if you kept a secret from me before. You did it all for me. I trust you. I always will.”Smiling, I added, “But you can’t do that again, okay? You can’t hide secrets from me, or else I will not forgive you.”River nodded, his smile widening, but I also saw another flicker of emotion in his eyes—something that I wasn’t able to decipher.He squeezed my hands gently, his fingers warm and steady, grounding me as the world swi
Nodding as if I said the right thing, River pulled me into an embrace.“If you want to cry, just do it. Your body is trying to release something. Don’t stop it.”And as if my body was following his commands, before I knew it, tears were already streaming down my face.For the first time, I allowed myself to feel all the emotions that I’ve been suppressing, especially the negative ones.I cried in his arms while he hugged me tighter, making sure I would feel that I’m not alone.And I don’t.His warmth grounded me in ways I didn’t expect.Even though I know that there was still danger and uncertainty, I wasn’t alone. River remained at my side, patient as he just waited for me to be fine.In my mind, I began the slow process of regulating my emotions. Not just for my empire, but myself.I may have lost everything I had before, but I also gained more than power.I had gained the truth, my real identity, and someone willing to stand with me no matter the cost.“How are you feeling?” River
“Are you looking for Mr. River?” Mom asked, her lips curving into a smirk. “He’s not here. He says that he has some business matters to attend to, so he won’t be able to join us.”She looked delighted with the news.“It’s a good sign, anyway.” Her grin widened, shrugging as the driver got out of th
I chose not to answer him, giving my parents the impression that I don’t give a damn about whatever he says.At that moment, I thought he would leave. I just rejected his help in front of everyone, and this isn’t even the first time this happened.But River stayed. Just like how the water flows int
“As you know, I’m closer to my mother than my father. Want to know why?” River added to ask, raising an eyebrow as he stared at my mom.There wasn’t even evidence of fear on it. River was planning to fight back from the start, and he doesn’t have any plans of stopping.I also had a feeling that he
Her gaze moved toward me as she stirred her tea, her smile small and measured. It’s as if showing emotions, no matter how faint, would cause them to lose a fight that I don’t even have an idea of.“My tongue felt numb, so I stuttered. I’m sorry,” I apologized, even if I didn’t need to, as I took my







