LOGINMy guards stiffened upon hearing those words.
They knew that Mia wasn’t bluffing. Whatever she says, she does.
And if she said that she’ll take this incident to the principal’s office? She will.
“So, what can you say?” Mia asked, crossing her arms and raising an eyebrow. “Would you like me to go to the principal’s office now?”
“No need, Ma’am Mia,” one of my guards answered as he took a step back. “We’re sorry for the inconvenience.”
“Good. Now, go.” Mia shooed them away, her brows furrowed. “And… please. Study how to be a cool bodyguard. Because what are you doing right now? It’s not cool.”
The guards didn’t reply. Instead, they took another step away until they were now far from us.
I heaved a sigh, although I can still see them in my peripheral vision.
“Haah. Finally, they’re gone,” Mia said as she turned to me. “To be honest? I really don’t have any idea how you are enduring that, babe.”
“I mean, if my parents control me like that? They won’t see me in this country anymore. Ever,” she added, snorting. “Maybe that’s why they’re giving me my freedom, though.”
“Silly.” I chuckled and shook my head. “But… Thank you. At least, those bodyguards were tolerable now. I don’t feel like someone is holding it through my neck already.”
Mia nudged onto my shoulder. “No problem. You know that I always got you, right?”
I nodded.
And Mia didn’t have any idea how thankful I am to have her as my friend.
“But seriously… I just hope aunt and uncle would give you a cooler bodyguard, if they really insist that you should have one,” Mia mumbled, now clinging her hand to my arm as both of us walked into the classroom.
We’re classmates in English, but the next subjects will be in our majors, so we need to part ways.
“A cooler bodyguard?” I frowned. “That doesn’t exist.”
“Oh, yes. They do!” Mia giggled, as if she remembered someone. “Before you came to the bar last time? I saw a really, really handsome bodyguard, girl! I think he’ll work for another person, but whoever it was, I’m sure they’re the luckiest person alive!”
Mia’s voice was louder than usual. Maybe it’s because she’s excited about what she was talking about, but the others kept looking at us.
She never had a problem taking the spotlight. That’s Mia Hernandez for you.
The center of attention, and even one of the most famous students in the university, not just because of how attractive she was, but also because she’s a varsity player and a party goer, too.
I, on the other hand, always do my best to stay away from the spotlight.
I’m not afraid of people, but I’m afraid of what my parents do to take the opportunity. It’s like… I’m just a cash cow or something for them.
“Anyway, did you talk to your parents already and say that you’re opposed to the marriage?” Mia asked, halting me from my thoughts.
Her voice was lower than before, yet I heard it loud and clear.
“I didn’t.” I shook my head. “You know I can’t do that, Mia.”
“And why?” She raised an eyebrow, looking at me as she leaned forward onto my ear. “I thought you already had guts because you’re talking to a handsome man last night.”
“What?” My eyes widened. “Wait… How did you know that?”
“Of course, I saw it. Duh!” Mia rolled her eyes playfully. “To be honest, he’s hot as fuck. And the fact that he’s older? Goodness. I’m on my knees.”
I grimaced.
With her blushing cheeks combined with her giggling, I’m sure she meant it in another way.
“That person you’re talking about is no other than my cousin, Mia.”
She froze.
Mia’s eyes widened, now looking at me in disbelief.
“What?” If her jaw wasn’t intact with her face, it might have fallen. “You’re saying that you have a cousin who was drooling with so much sex appeal like him?”
I sighed, massaging my forehead. “Language, please.”
“But I just can’t believe it!” she exclaimed, and this time, she got everyone’s attention again. “Like, do you want me to be your cousin-in-law?”
“Oh my God, Mia. Stop it.”
She should be thankful that she’s currently clinging to my arms right now, because if not, I would have left the moment she mentioned River.
Smirking, Mia said, “I’m just kidding. Because you know what? I think he likes you.”
My eyes widened, and even though I didn’t like it, my cheeks blushed hard as soon as I heard that.
But it’s wrong. So wrong.
“Didn’t you hear what I said earlier? He’s my cousin,” I repeated just in case she had a problem hearing me. “You’re giving me the chills.”
“Chills, huh?”
Mia’s lips curved into a smirk, then she stared at me. It’s as if she could read my mind, like all the things I’ve been hiding.
I almost wanted to step back, but I couldn’t. A part of me wanted to stay away, and another part of me wanted to hear what she was about to say.
“I don’t think that’s the case? And do you want another hot take from me?” she added to ask, now leaning into my ear, whispering, “That guy… He’s the one who will make you free. I can feel it.”
What does she mean?
I wanted to ask, but before I could even speak, the bell rang.
“Let’s go, babes!” Mia said as she pulled me inside the classroom, smiling brightly as if nothing happened.
As if she didn’t say anything that would make me think of her words until the end of our class.
*****
After classes, I went home.
To be honest, I really don’t want to. I wanted to stay in school for longer, even just in the library, so I could study.
I feel suffocated when I’m at home, especially when it comes to dinner, where everyone is present, acting like a perfect family even if we’re not.
“Serenity,” Mom called me as I approached the dining area. “Come here, sit.”
“Yes, Mom.” I nodded and obliged.
Heaving a sigh at the back of my mind, I sat on the chair in front of Mom, and across from Dad, who was sitting at the head of the table.
I looked at the table. The food was too much just for the three of us. And when they start to talk about business and other things? I can’t even taste the food even if it reaches my tongue.
The atmosphere looked good with the same crystal chandelier I’ve always seen every time I’m here, but… dinner was always the same.
Exhausting.
“What are you waiting for? Eat,” Mom commanded, looking at the food, then her gaze moved toward me. “You’re not waiting for me to spoonfeed you, right?”
“Y-Yeah. I’m not.”
I started eating, chewing through the vegetable salad, even if the last thing I wanted to do right now was stay here and pretend that everything was alright.
I came home from university, and it’s not like it’s rare, but still, I hoped my parents would ask me about my day the way normal parents did.
That they would ask if I was tired. Or happy. Or hurting.
They didn’t. No one between them even cared about me.
“There were changes in some of the business schedules,” Dad said, his posture rigid, and his eyes sharp as he cut through the steak. “Make sure to fit that in your schedule. Remember what I said. I don’t accept no as an answer.”
“Yes, Dad.” I nodded.
The silence followed as no one spoke. If silence were a knife, it would have been cut into the air right now.
Only the sound of the cutlery made me sane as my parents started talking about their usual business, as if I were just a wallflower in between.
No one even noticed me. No one.
Not until someone came into the dining area.
His movements were loud, taking everyone’s attention as all of us looked at him.“Am I interrupting something?” River asked, his voice low and teasing. “Can I join?”“Sure.” My mom’s voice broke as she cleared her throat. “Sure. Please, take a seat.”River sat across from me, then he took my hand and kissed the back of my palm.“Hello, Princess.”I only showed a weak smile in response, but at the same time, I felt so delighted. It was like my heart was singing hallelujah.For the first time, someone acknowledged my presence without asking anything in return.“Stop doing that, River,” my mom reprimanded, her voice low with authority. “Other people might get the wrong idea.”“But you’re not other people, Mrs. Miller.” River’s lips curved into a smirk. “I’m sure that you understand that this is a tradition I couldn’t remove, not even when I’m in the States.”Mom sighed. She wanted to speak, but one warning glance from Dad and she immediately went silent, holding the cutlery as if her en
My guards stiffened upon hearing those words.They knew that Mia wasn’t bluffing. Whatever she says, she does. And if she said that she’ll take this incident to the principal’s office? She will.“So, what can you say?” Mia asked, crossing her arms and raising an eyebrow. “Would you like me to go to the principal’s office now?”“No need, Ma’am Mia,” one of my guards answered as he took a step back. “We’re sorry for the inconvenience.”“Good. Now, go.” Mia shooed them away, her brows furrowed. “And… please. Study how to be a cool bodyguard. Because what are you doing right now? It’s not cool.”The guards didn’t reply. Instead, they took another step away until they were now far from us.I heaved a sigh, although I can still see them in my peripheral vision.“Haah. Finally, they’re gone,” Mia said as she turned to me. “To be honest? I really don’t have any idea how you are enduring that, babe.”“I mean, if my parents control me like that? They won’t see me in this country anymore. Ever,
For some reason, those words… made me feel belittled. It’s like he was telling me that I deserve what I tolerate.This jerk. I used to think he was kind because he was taking my side, and because he showed concern toward me, even though it was our first time meeting each other.But now, I hate him again. I just want to strangle him.In bed.Shit. Where did that thought come from?“Damn. Is this how you live in the States?” River asked, shaking his head, as if he was in disbelief. “I’m not even thinking that much about business in my academic days. I only train in my free time.”Dad scoffed. “You’re a Palmer. Of course, you will be on a different level. No one can dictate to you. You don’t even follow your parents.”“Come on, Rico. Stop that.” River chuckled, scratching his nape, pretending to be embarrassed as he looked at me. “Princess might think that I’m a reckless person.”“Well, aren’t you?” I raised an eyebrow and folded my arms. “You even keep calling me princess even if that’s
My breathing hitched. His mouth onto my ear, feeling his breath onto my skin… Everything felt so sensual.Sensations sent onto my spine, and although my brain tells me this is wrong, I can’t stop my body from acting up.God, why? This is so much. I’ve never been with any man before, not to mention a man who’s as handsome and charismatic as River.“A-Alright…” I answered, trying not to show that much how nervous I was. “Can you step back now? Y-You’re too close. People might get the wrong idea.”River smirked, and instead of complying with my request, he even stepped closer—as if the closeness between us wasn’t still enough.Placing a strand of hair at the back of my ear, River muttered, “And why would they get the wrong idea? We’re cousins.”Clutching the fabric of my cloth, I controlled myself as a sudden sensation traveled into my body.Serenity, don’t entertain those thoughts! River is just messing with you!I repeated those words like a chant, like it’s the only thing that would
Before I knew it, my cheeks were heating up.This isn’t the first time I was complimented for my appearance and how I handle myself with grace—since my parents made sure that I’ll grow up this way.Tons of suitors even said more than that as they admired me.But… Why am I acting this way when River said those words?Why is he giving me sensations I never felt with anyone before? Could it be that I like him?If that’s the case, then… Could he be mine?“You shouldn’t do that when you’re outside, River,” Dad scolded him. “You’re not in Italy right now. People might misunderstand your actions.”“But she’s my little, demure princess. What would other people misunderstand?” River asked, raising an eyebrow.I wasn’t stupid not to understand what my father was trying to say. Shivers sent down my spine as a realization struck me.“He… isn’t my stepbrother, right?” I asked, yet deep inside, I was hoping to be wrong.“Of course, he’s not,” Mom answered me instead, a playful smile curving on her
My eyes widened. He’s right. For a moment, I forgot about it all… And I can’t deny that my heart feels lighter now that I don’t have any negative emotions.I released it. All thanks to him.“I guess you’re feeling that good, huh? You didn’t even notice your phone ringing.”“Huh?” I looked at my phone and realized he was right. “Shit. It’s Dad.”Crap. Did he already know I’m not with Mia right now? But how?I slapped my forehead, realizing that Dad has many eyes around me. How could I think about staying away from them when they could bring me back home in a snap?“Shit,” I cursed again, staring at the phone. I don’t even want to answer it.And the phone died, revealing the wallpaper I had. It’s our family picture.River looked at it, and his expression darkened. It didn’t even change, as my Dad called me again for the nth time. I didn’t even notice it earlier—I was too busy cursing River while the rollercoaster took different turns.Shit. What should I do now? I know I should answer







