Tomorrow, after the dreadful night at home, I still managed to get up and prepare for school. I wasn't going to stop, not now.
Not now that I already felt good. Like the burden that was heft in my chest was put out. For the longest of years, I'd been wanting to feel alright. Then when this unexpected circumstance came, I was caught off guard. I'd been dreaming about the day Mom would suddenly realize her horrible deeds, but I didn't know why I felt guilty when she apologized. All I knew was that I was satisfied. Like I didn't need to prove anything to the world anymore.
I couldn't believe I became vulnerable. I'd snapped, and the walls I built for myself was broken down. But I didn't regret it. It made me feel good, in a way that gave me hope to live. I was still sad though, to be honest. Dad was still held captive and Hansel's handling it. My reputation was still at risk and I had to deal with it.
The school was done, and I was heading to the exit. People were starting to diminish, as chitchats and cackles filled the entire hall. I was a bit exhausted, but it was unlike before. Maybe I was exhausted because I was so drained of socializing. Or maybe I wasn't still fine about what Daniel did awhile ago. Hell, it was beyond embarrassing.I walked to the section where bicycles and motorcycles were lined up to a straight line and approached Daniel to his Harley. He was fixing his helmet with a scowl on his face, as the sun struck his skin, illuminating the specks of freckles layed on the bridge of his nose. I moved closer to him, crossing my arms above my chest."Yo Daniel," I called, as he turned to face me. I grabbed the other helmet placed on the seat of his Harley and put it to my side."What?" he asked, eyebrows raised in confusion."Drive me home," I demanded with a stoic face.Dan
I couldn't utter a word, as my heart beat rapidly at the sight of Hansel. A grin was plastered on his face, bright and optimistic. My eyes were widened, my hands were sweating, and I caught a lump in my throat. I wanted to run and hide, but at this moment, I had no choice."Hi," I managed to utter, my voice sounded strained.He stepped inside without asking for permission and moved further inside the apartment.As soon as I turned my back, my world stopped when I saw Hansel and Daniel, staring at each other in confusion.Sweat started to trickle down to my temples, and my knees began to wobble. I hadn't pictured this scenario to happen and it was freaking me out. Daniel was staring at Hansel, eyebrows raised and eyes widened. While the grin of my stupid brother was replaced with a scowl.Clearing my throat, I moved in the middle of these two and curled my lips to a nervous smile.
I woke up late this morning. I'd forgotten to set the alarm, and now I was rushing to prepare for school.Beads of sweat trickled down to my temples, as my heart began to thump rapidly. I was sitting on the couch, slightly bent down as I rolled the black socks to my knees. Standing up, I moved to the shoe rack and grabbed my white Air Force. I slipped my feet inside of it, as I slung the bag on my shoulders.Just when I was about to go outside, my phone rang inside my skirt's pocket. I shifted my hand, twisted the knob and swung my apartment door open. Shutting it behind me, I fastened my pace down the hallway before answering the call."Hello?" I said, panting in exhaustion."Hey," I heard Miguel's voice from the other side of the phone. "The class is about to start. Are you gonna attend today?"When I heard his worried tone, comfort ran through me as I sighed in relief. I tugged a flatte
At lunchtime, I headed to the school's field to look for Daniel. Kourtney told me he and Mason were having training for tomorrow's football championship. I needed to talk to him before dismissal or else the questions in his head would remain unanswered. I wanted to clear things out, so he could trust me and there was no way in hell I was going to hide this for long. I hope he'd understand.I walked on the neatly groomed grass beneath me, approaching the leveled bleachers beside the field. Stepping on the stairs, I sat in the middle bleacher and roamed my eyes around the place.I was overlooking the green field that was packed with football players. They wore a black jersey and a football helmet that hid their faces. They ran along the field with their long legs, as the coach blew his whistle and signaled everyone to approach him. When they pulled the helmets off of their heads, I quickly spotted Daniel. His face formed into a tired scowl,
Hansel pulled up in front of William's place, as we both went out of the car and stood in front of the gate."It's massive," Hansel commented, viewing the house before us.I didn't picture myself to even return to William's place. And I didn't imagine that I would be stepping in this place ever again, just like when I came back home. This was making me feel uneasy, and the silence that covered the place was deafening.Heaving a sigh, I approached the guard beside the gate and gave him a stoic face."Is William there?" I asked."Unfortunately, he isn't. He left early and hasn't returned yet," the guard responded as he moved closer to me."Can we wait inside?""Sir Jones told us to not let anyone in unless he's home." The guard sounded hesitant, and I bet he knew I wasn't happy with his response because of the scowl on my face.The workers i
It was Thursday, meaning the football championship will start anytime soon. I was heading to the parking lot to meet Daniel because he offered to drive me to the game at Cedarwood High.A while ago, during lunchtime with The Royals, the atmosphere seemed to change. I didn't know if it was just me, but everything went . . . dull. Amanda was always on her phone, talking to a random person and completely ignored everyone's presence, including Miguel. Emma and Caley seemed to be close now, and they would casually talk to me in a random moment. Then Kourtney wouldn't stop babbling about how stressful she was bearing with her sister. Miguel seemed distant, and every time I would approach him, he seemed calculated. Mason and Daniel were having their practice for the championship later, making the whole lounge . . . quiet.Suddenly everything went uncomfortable, I didn't know why. So for the entire school hours, I was silent. I didn't bother to ve
I was sat next to Caley and Miguel the whole game. Caley would casually talk to me about how good Daniel at running around like a sprinter. While Miguel kept quiet for the entire game. I felt a little embarrassed about making him uncomfortable, especially after what he saw a while ago. And I was starting to notice how him and Amanda were so distant lately. Did they have a fight?As unexpected as it seemed, though Daniel and Mason did their best, they didn't win the championship because one of their teammates was disqualified for punching a jock while the game started. Mason-- being the captain of the football team-- immediately stopped the fight before it got too far. They had a few minutes break before continuing the game, and unfortunately, Kingsley was deducted three points because of that.Daniel didn't seem happy with it, that's why he poured all his energy to surpass the opponent's leading score. All of us held our breath while watch
I could feel the rapid beating of his heart when he pressed his body against me. His chest vibrated from the continuous sobs, and my heart sank at the way he tried to silence his weeps.I'd never seen him cry like this because we weren't that close for us to express emotions to each other. But the way I could feel the pain he felt right now was sympathetic. I never thought he could be this emotional.He tightened his embrace, wrapping me around his firm arms as I stood frozen. His disheveled, dirty blonde hair brushed on my cheek as he towered over me."What's going on?" I asked, trying to sound genuine.After a few seconds, he finally pulled away from me, wiping his tears with the back of his hand. His nose was florid, and his cheeks were wet with tears. I looked up at him, studying his face while he avoided my gaze."Sorry to bother you," he apologized, wiping away his tears that were co