She hasn't said a word since we left her apartment, since the towel slipped off her body. Not even in the elevator, when it glitches for a minute, the threat from her apartment looms around.
I hear her feet behind me, clacking on the cold tiles as we stepinto my penthouse. The door clicks shut behind us, just as Lucio, my right-hand man, disappears around the corner with her bag.
I should be thinking about the men who set the building on fire, and planning ways to get back at them. Instead, all I can think about is her fucking skin.
The way to towel clung to her frame a second longer before it dropped to the floor. And her lips…the way they parted slightly, her eyes wide open, like she didn’t know whether to run away from me or stay rooted to the spot.
“Fuck!” I mutter to myself, heading towards my bar in one corner of the vast living area. Sliding onto the stool, I retrieve my favorite bottle of brandy, pouring myself a healthy amount before returning the bottle.
I can still feel her behind me, her eyes scanning the place like she has been dropped into another universe. She probably has, because although she doesn’t know it, her life has just taken a dramatic turn.
“Where are we?” She questions, her voice finally piercing through the silence.
“My home.” I stir the contents of the glass slowly, bringing the rim to my lips. “You are safe here. No one will touch you.”
She scoffs. “I wouldn’t have been in danger if you hadn’t come into my apartment last night. I would have still been in there by now, eating popcorn with my best friend and seeing some corny romance movie. It would have been better than this. Hell, anything is better than this.”
I turn around then, lifting my brow. “My showerhead doesn’t fall off when I breathe. My windows don’t cave in easily, and I sure as hell do not live in a dingy apartment above a bookstore, desperately holding on to life.”
"You can flaunt your money as much as you like, but at least my apartment felt like home. This…I don't even know what it is."
I try to look at the living area through her own eyes. Every surface is devoid of a personal touch, save a few artworks lining the white walls. The black couch blends perfectly, accentuated by the dark drapes, the black rug, and the black coffee table in the centre.
“You see life in colors,” I murmur, taking a small sip and letting the heat burn my throat. “But that won’t get you the survival you want.”
"I am not searching for survival," she shoots back, but I know as much as she does that that is a lie. Her limbs quiver as she moves towards the wall on one side. Maya is scared, but she has grown so used to hiding every bit of emotion that the last thing on her mind is letting me through the walls she has erected.
Walls that I shouldn't even be thinking about breaking down.
As her hand grazed the painting of a half-naked woman bathing under the sun, I remember her, standing naked by the window, her towel in a pool at her feet. She has the body of a goddess, the setting sun on her petite curves making her look even more ethereal.
I try to bury the image along with the rest of my dark memories, but it just keeps resurfacing.
Swallowing instinctively, I take another sip of my brandy.
"Do you do this often?" She asks, still standing by the image. "Snatch women from their homes and lock them in your penthouse?"
“Do you think you are locked in?”
Her hair whips around her as she turns to look at me. “What is this, then? Why did you come into my apartment the night you got shot? How did you know I was a nurse? How did you know my name?”
Those are questions I cannot answer.
“You came with me, Maya,” I remind her, sliding off the stool. “When I grabbed your hands and pulled you with me, you didn’t run away. Not once did you attempt to get out of the car.”
“Would you have let me?”
“I walked out of your house earlier today when you asked me to leave. It wouldn’t have been any different.”
“It would have been!” she yells, her voice bouncing off the walls. “Because you waltzed into my life and set everything I knew on fire. Because I know that I have nowhere else to go. I cannot put Ava’s life in danger, just as you have done to mine.”
I stare at her. “You have me now.”
She sighs exasperatedly, shaking her head. I am not offering kindness, and Maya knows it.
The shrill of my phone on the bar top erupts the atmosphere. I don’t need to look to know it’s Lucio calling. I instructed him to get back to the scene when he dropped off Maya’s bag.
Looking away from her, I retrieve my phone, scanning the screen.
An unknown vehicle has been spotted near her apartment minutes after we left. We haven't been able to ID him yet, but one thing we know is that it is a man with a mask on.
My hand fold into a fist. Maya is right. I shouldn't have gone into her apartment last night. Now, I have made her a target as well, after keeping her safe for over five years.
Tossing the phone back to the bar top, I head down the hallway, my half-finished brandy still in my hand. “I’ll show you to your room,” I call over my shoulder.
“Saint.”
Something about her voice causes me to halt.
“What happens now?”
I angle my head, turning just enough to look at her. She is standing in front of the ceiling-to-window, the city of Los Angeles lit up behind her.
“You get absorbed into my world.”
The city didn’t quiet down after Saint told me we would start looking for a house. If anything, it got louder.Graffiti painted his name across alley walls. Red, black, jagged letters that seemed to pulse under the streetlights when we passed them. Sometimes it was just “Saint.” Sometimes it was “King.” Sometimes it was a crown scrawled above the letters, crude and defiant.He never stopped walking, never said a word. But I saw the tension in his jaw, the way his hand tightened around mine, the way his eyes flicked from shadow to shadow.The whispers grew too. Shopkeepers lowering their voices when he entered. Young men smirking like they knew something about him. Older men nodding, respect or fear etched into their faces. The city remembered him, even if he had tried to bury that man.I hated it.Because every time someone said his name like it still belonged to them, I wanted to scream. He wasn’t theirs. He wasn’t the city’s. He was mine.But claiming him didn’t erase the pull.One
Every day with Saint felt like both a victory and a test.I knew the city wasn’t done with him. I saw it in the way strangers stared, in the smirks that lingered too long, in the whispers that always seemed to carry his name. I saw it in the way his body tensed when we passed an alley, in the way his jaw clenched when young men laughed too loud. He told me he was done, and I believed him. But being done didn’t mean the world believed it too.At the cabin, I had tasted a life free from all of that. Quiet mornings. Laughter over burnt food. Evenings by the fire where his eyes were soft instead of sharp. Coming back had reminded me how fragile that peace really was.Still, I held on.Because I saw the way he chose me. Over and over, in small moments. He held my hand when the whispers rose. He kissed me when the hunger burned in his chest. He turned away when everything in him wanted to turn back. That was love. That was war. And it mattered more than anything the city thought it could de
The skyline was louder than words.I stood at the window most nights, staring out at the towers and the streets, the lights burning like a thousand open eyes. They remembered me. I could feel it in the way the air shifted, in the way voices carried when I walked past. The city never forgot its kings. It waited for them to fall.I used to feed on that. I used to crave it like oxygen. Fear was my crown. Blood was my throne. But now, standing in the dark with Maya asleep in the other room, I felt the hunger differently. It was still there, sharp and relentless, but it wasn’t everything anymore. She was.I turned from the glass and went back to bed. She stirred when I slid beside her, curling against me like I was her home. Her hand pressed flat against my chest, steadying me without even knowing it. I buried my face in her hair and whispered a promise she would never hear.I’ll keep walking away. For you.The next morning, I tried to hold onto that vow. I made coffee, burned the toast, l
Life after the cabin felt like balancing on glass.Every step forward with Saint was careful, deliberate. We built our days out of small moments—cooking, shopping, sitting together in quiet—and each one felt precious. But beneath them, I always felt the city pressing against us, waiting for a crack.He tried to hide it from me, but I could see it in his eyes. The hunger. The war. The constant tension in his body when we walked the streets. He said he was done, and I believed him. But I also knew that being done was not the same as being free.I wanted to believe freedom was possible. For him. For us.One morning, I woke to find him already gone from bed. My chest tightened, fear rushing through me before I even moved. I found him in the kitchen, leaning against the counter with a cup of coffee, staring at the sketch of the house.“You’re thinking about it again,” I said softly.He looked up, his expression unreadable. “Always.”I stepped closer, tracing the lines of the paper with my
The city did not welcome us back. It never would.I could feel it in the weight of every glance, in the sharp edges of voices that lowered when I walked past. The cabin had been silence, but silence here was different. It wasn’t peace. It was pressure. Waiting for me to crack.I told myself I didn’t care. I told myself the only voice that mattered was hers. But telling and believing were not the same.At night, when Maya slept soundly in my arms, I stared out at the skyline through the glass. The city glittered like it was mocking me. My empire without a king. My crown without a head. They were still out there, chanting my name in shadows, waiting for me to remind them who I was.But I wasn’t theirs anymore.I had to remind myself of that every hour, every minute, every breath.Lucio didn’t help. He came by the day after we returned, his face tight, his words sharper than usual.“You think the city forgets?” he demanded, dropping a newspaper on the counter. The headline was nothing ne
Coming back from the cabin felt like stepping out of a dream and into a storm.The forest had been quiet, almost too quiet, but that silence had wrapped around us like a shield. It gave me room to breathe, to believe that Saint and I could carve a life out of the wreckage of his past. Every creak of the wooden floor, every laugh by the fire, every morning waking with him beside me had been proof that peace was possible.But the city stripped that away the moment we returned.The air was different here—thick with smoke, heavy with noise. Horns blared, voices shouted in every direction, engines rumbled beneath our feet. The buildings towered like watchmen, their glass walls reflecting not just light but memory, reminders of everything Saint used to be. The whispers returned too, though no one spoke loud enough for me to hear. I felt them in the way eyes lingered too long, in the way strangers stiffened as he passed, in the way the atmosphere bent around him like it still recognized him