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~Lenora~ “This can't be right! Miss, are you really sure you want to register as the human sacrifice?” The words were laced with panic and disbelief. The Gamma in charge of the registry stared at me as if I had spoken nonsense. His hand hovered over the form, trembling slightly. “You are the most cherished member of the Alpha family. How could they possibly bear to watch you jump off the cliff?” “Yes,” I said calmly with a small smile. “I’m willing to die.” The Gamma’s face was completely drained of color. He looked at me again, carefully this time, as if hoping he had somehow mistaken my identity. But there was no mistake. I stood there, calm as a dove, like this was the easiest thing I have ever done, waiting for him to file my application. According to the legends, once in every hundred years, a chaotic dark energy stirred from the northern cliff, sweeping over surrounding packs in waves. Every living being it came in contact with, be it human or animal was instantly drained of its life force. For several centuries, human sacrifices have been made to stabilise the chaos and bring peace. There were volunteers from each pack across the entire Northern mountains. This time, the chaos had grown even more restless and stronger from being restrained for so long and unfortunately, I was the only volunteer across the region because no one wanted to give up their precious life for "others". “The preparations and thirty days of cleansing will proceed immediately. You have one month,” the gamma said hoarsely. “Once the ritual is complete, you will die. There is no backing out from this if I file this.” My chest squeezed painfully. My stomach twisted in fear, the thought of dying... I clenched my fists tightly, fighting the fear creeping through my veins. I made it this far already. I couldn't just change my mind. “I understand.” He swallowed, still unwilling to accept my reckless decision. “Your brothers adore you, Miss Lenora. The Alpha and Luna raised you as their own for many years. You even have a sorting fiance who can't live without you. Surely...” “That was in the past,” I interrupted quietly, my own words cutting through my heart like a blade. A familiar sting blurred through my vision but I blinked it away. It was simply pointless. His mouth closed at my words. Confusion etched across his face, but I didn't bother to explain any further. He couldn't possibly understand how hellish these past few years have been for me. No one did. The dotting fiance he talked about... Right from the moment it was discovered that I was wolfless, no one mentioned the engagement again. My fiancé, who couldn't stay a day without seeing me before, suddenly stopped visiting. No calls, no texts, nothing. My family didn't bother asking no matter how much I complained about it. It was as if the promise had simply never existed. I was the adopted daughter of the Starline Pack Alpha. After the Alpha took me in, I was spoiled with love as their little princess. Everyone praised me for the smallest things, sometimes, even for nothing. I learned fast. I trained hard. They were so impressed they said I would one day stand beside my brothers as their equal. And I was truly happy, just being by their side. But as I grew older, my strength faded year by year. At sixteen, which was ideal for a girl as exceptionally talented as I was to get her wolf, my wolf never awakened. By the time I turned eighteen, the whispers had already spread through the pack. I was tagged wolfless. Useless. Shameful. The Gamma opened his mouth again, but before he could speak, a powerful voice echoed through the room. It wasn’t just here. It spread across the entire pack, carried by the Alpha ’s authority. “Dear members, of Starline Pack,” my father’s voice announced, steady and proud. “While we are still waiting for a volunteer to step forward for the sacrificial ritual…” there was a pause, then his tone softened. “you are all invited to celebrate my lovely daughter and your beloved princess, Eleanor's birthday. A grand banquet will be held in her honor in three days. All are welcome.” My heart shattered all over again and a painful smile formed on my lips. Eleanor's birthday, huh? My brothers took over from him almost immediately, instructing servants and pack members to prepare gifts, decorations, and rare delicacies for the celebration. Their words were so warm and loving. Even my mother was happy to broadcast her all over, talking about all her achievements in the past year. No one remembered that my birthday would be in a few days too. The broadcast ended. The office felt painfully silent. The Gamma finally exhaled. He stopped trying to persuade me. Instead, he pulled out a sealed document and slid it across the desk. “This is the certificate of sacrifice,” he said slowly. “From today onward, you are under ritual protection. No one may harm you before the ceremony.” I accepted it with both hands. He stood up and bowed to me, deeply. “Thank you, Miss Lenora. With your selfless sacrifice, the dark energy will be sealed for good. The pack will be safe again.” I nodded, despite the emptiness I felt inside and left the office. I headed to the market immediately to get a few things. I spent all the money I had saved on food. Bread, dried meat, fruit, sweets. My arms were practically full and barely able to carry them by the time I finished buying. The streets were lively. People were smiling, talking about the Alpha’s announcement, about the coming birthday banquet. But when they saw me, their expressions changed and the topics immediately shifted. “That’s her, right?” “The wolfless one.” “What a disgrace to the Alpha family. I don't even know what she does around here.” They didn't even try to whisper anymore. They said it to my face, knowing I could do nothing. I kept walking. The orphanage was just at the edge of the inner district. As soon as I pushed the door open, small figures rushed towards me. “Sister!” “You’re back!” Tiny hands grabbed my sleeves and the emptiness inside me was replaced with warmth. Laughter filled the room as they fought to hug me. I knelt down, giving all of myself to them. It felt so good. Soon, I began handing out the food. The children surrounded me, excited and grateful. Over the last couple of months, I came here as often as possible to spend time with them. They grew so fond of me that they even knew my walking steps. The director stood by the door, watching. Her eyes misty with unshed tears. She was the only one who knew where exactly I was coming from. “You shouldn’t have thrown your life away like that,” she said quietly once the children were distracted. I smiled at her. She shook her head, pain written all over her face. “You don’t owe the pack anything. You don’t owe anyone your life. Not after all they do to you.” “Maybe, but I do owe them,” I said softly, looking at the children. “And I owe you. If I had to keep you safe and happy, I would.” When I had lost everything, my family's love, my name, my future, this orphanage was where I found shelter. Where no one cared if I had a wolf. As a child, my power had once frightened even the Elders. But as the years passed, it faded until it completely disappeared. Sometimes, late at night, I could still feel something deep inside me. Struggling, fighting to break free as if it was sealed away. But no one believed that. They thought it was me trying to salvage my pathetic reality. By pack law, wolfless wolves were meant to be expelled at the age of twenty. They became rogues. Alone and unwanted. Over the years, I have seen what happened to female rogues. I wasn't just going to wait for it to happen to me too. I would rather die with meaning. On my own terms. The director bowed to me tearfully. “Your secret will be safe with me, child,” she sniffled. "We... We don't deserve you." By the time I returned home, the mansion was quiet. No servant in sight. I turned a corner of the corridors and nearly collided with Eleanor. She stopped, her blue eyes narrowing instantly on me, taking in everything with disdain before landing on the box in my hand. “What’s that?” She asked. “None of your business,” I replied and made to walk past her, but she blocked me. She reached for the box, but I pulled back. Her eyes darkened with irritation and she angrily shoved me. "I said give it to me, you pig!" She seethed. I staggered from the push, losing my balance. I hit the floor with a thud and the box hit the floor, spilling its contents. "What is wrong with you?" I fired. She was about to snap back when she stopped suddenly. A cruel smile played on her lips and she let out a scream instead, catching me off guard. “Help! She pushed me! She wants to kill me.” She cried, falling to the ground. Footsteps rushed toward us and in no time, my brothers appeared with panicked expressions. They walked past me like I was nothing and rushed over to her. Eleanor was already crying, pointing at me accusingly. “I was just trying to hug her but she pushed me and then tried to frame me by falling on purpose so you will all pity her.” Davis, the eldest of my brothers, glared at me. “You! How could you bully her again? What did she ever do to you?” As expected they didn't even bother to ask me what happened, they just jumped right to her defense. "Eleanor is your sister for goddess sake! Why would you treat her like this?" Vincent barked. “How could we have such a vicious sister like you?”DAVIESTwo months.It had been two months since the northern cliff swallowed Lenora whole, and yet the silence she left behind had not faded. If anything, it had grown louder, pressing against the walls of the estate, settling into the spaces she used to occupy like a ghost that refused to leave.I stood by the balcony of my study, fingers curled tightly around the cold railing, my gaze fixed on the training grounds below. Warriors moved in formation, their movements sharp, disciplined, alive. Life continued. It always did.But something was off.It wasn’t the pack. It wasn’t the routines or the responsibilities or even the lingering tension that followed the announcement of her sacrifice.It was… her.Eleanor.At first, I had dismissed it. Grief had a way of distorting perception, twisting thoughts into things that didn’t quite make sense. Losing Lenora—no, not losing, driving her to that point—had left a crack in me I didn’t know how to fix. And maybe, just maybe, that crack was mak
LENORADinner arrived faster than I expected.The dining hall had changed again—this time quieter, more formal, with fewer attendants and more structured seating. The air carried the scent of roasted herbs and spiced broth, warm but restrained, like even the atmosphere had learned not to overstep.I moved through it carefully, tray in hand, following Heather’s quiet instructions.Imogen handled the kitchen end. Heather assisted the service line.We didn’t speak much. Not until I stepped into the hall fully.Orion was already seated.Eagen sat a short distance away, posture relaxed but attentive. Sebastian was there too, leaning back slightly in his chair like he had no intention of behaving politely for long. And Xarian sat at the center of it all, composed as ever, hands folded neatly, gaze steady.Her mother, Cathy, sat beside her.She noticed me immediately. Her eyes narrowed briefly before shifting away, as if I were already beneath her interest.I set the dishes down carefully, o
LENORAThe porcelain shards scattered across the stone floor caught the light in fractured, mocking pieces.For a moment, I just stood there, tray still tilted in my hands, staring at what I had done. The silence around me felt thick again, like the world had paused to watch me fail in real time. My fingers tightened instinctively around the empty edges of the tray, but it didn’t matter anymore. The damage was already done.“Great,” I muttered under my breath, voice barely steady. “Just great.”“Move.”The command cut through the air behind me so sharply that my entire body stiffened.I didn’t turn immediately. I already knew that voice. Still, when I finally looked over my shoulder, my stomach tightened on instinct.Orion stood a few steps away.He wasn’t wearing the formal council tone or expression I had seen in the chamber. Here, he looked more grounded, more real, though no less intimidating. His gaze dropped briefly to the shattered mess at my feet before returning to my face, u
LENORAThe silence after Xarian’s mother spoke my name did not break immediately. It stretched in a way that made the air feel heavier, as though the room itself had decided to hold its breath. Even Xarian did not move at first. Her gaze stayed fixed on me, steady and unblinking, and something about the way she looked made me feel as though she had already started piecing things together long before anyone had said anything aloud.Her mother, however, reacted differently. Disgust shifted across her face with slow clarity, turning into something sharper and more offended, as if my presence alone had become an inconvenience she had not consented to.“So you’re the one,” Xarian said at last, her tone even, almost conversational, as though she were confirming something mildly interesting rather than addressing a person whose name had already become infamous in court circles.My fingers tightened instinctively at my sides as I tried to steady myself. I did not answer immediately because I
LENORAHeather tried to stop me twice before I even reached the serving trays.Once with her hand on my wrist, gentle but firm, and once with her voice soft, almost pleading, like she could talk me out of what was already happening.“Lenora,” she said quietly, stepping into my path as I adjusted the tray of snacks in my hands. “You don’t have to do this alone. I can ask someone else to.”“I have to do it,” I replied before she could finish.Her brows pulled together. “No, you don’t. This isn’t a punishment detail.”I tightened my grip on the tray slightly, forcing my fingers to stop trembling. “It’s a request from the council,” I said flatly. “Refusing it would only make things worse.”Heather exhaled slowly, frustration flickering across her face. “It’s not a request, it’s a test.”“I know.”“No,” she insisted, softer now, stepping closer again. “You don’t. You think this is about serving her, but it’s not. Xarian’s family doesn’t operate like that. They—”“I don’t care how they oper
LENORAThe corridor outside the council chamber felt longer than it had any right to be.Each step I took echoed softly against the polished stone, swallowed almost immediately by the hush that followed us out of the chamber doors. Heather kept a steady hold on my arm, her grip firm but careful, like she was afraid I might crumble if she loosened it even slightly. Imogen walked on my other side, her presence quieter, more measured, but no less protective.No one spoke at first.Not until the heavy doors shut behind us with a dull finality that made my chest tighten in reflex, as if the sound itself had sealed something irreversible inside me.Heather exhaled slowly, then pulled me gently toward a side corridor. “Let’s get you somewhere quieter,” she said softly, her voice strained with concern. “Away from them.”I nodded once, though I wasn’t sure what I was agreeing to.My body followed without protest, but my mind lagged behind, still trapped in that chamber, still hearing the echo







