His Love was Not Me

This was the first time I saw Jacob and his first love from the perspective of an outsider. From meeting, falling in love, passionate love, arguing, crying, and separating. In those five years, they loved each other miserably and kept breaking up and getting back together. Through countless such repeated mistakes, they finally regretfully found that they could not go back, leaving a deep and unforgettable wound in their hearts. Jacob's writing is very good, which maximizes the expression of the lingering and helpless pain between the two people with words. As if in front of the vivid emergence of a romantic but regrettable youth drama. At this moment, I feel like I'm the third person in their relationship. I close my eyes, and all I can think about is Jacob, who loves his first love so carefully and so desperately. The sour feeling explodes in my mouth. It turned out that he knew that the girl was angry to coax, there were contradictions to solve, and the quarrel could not be

Jacob's call pulled me back to reality.I looked at him, suddenly feeling a surge of disgust.Perhaps the disgust in my eyes was too apparent, Jacob panicked. He held my shoulder and said earnestly,"Chloe, I never thought about leaving you."Pretending to be more affectionate than anyone else while doing things that show no love. I suddenly found it funny,"Jacob, although this question is silly, I still want to ask you, compared to your first love, what am I?"Jacob was silent for a long time, then finally rubbed his brow, looking somewhat weary,"Chloe, I did love her, but that's all in the past. Isn't it enough that I love you now? I don't understand what you are making a fuss about."His eyes were confused, as if he truly didn't understand.I choked up, suddenly finding it hard to speak.My face suddenly felt itchy, and I instinctively touched it, feeling wetness.Jacob saw it too and panicked, trying to hug me,"Sorry Chloe, please don't be mad, okay?"I dodged away,"Jacob, peo

I instinctively wanted to close the drawer, pretending I hadn't seen anything.But Kai was already standing behind me,"Chloe, take a look."My hand trembling slightly, I opened the album labeled 'Chloe'.It turned out Kai had liked me much earlier than I had imagined.Back in our first year of high school, I was notoriously bad at academics, while Kai was a well-known top student.During a grade-wide exam, Kai's ballpoint pen suddenly ran out of ink.Just as his gaze fell on me, sitting next to him, I promptly threw a pen onto his desk, thinking I was being helpful.I thought it was a sweet moment straight out of a high school drama, but when the results came out, Kai was stunned.He scored only fifty in mathematics.Not believing it, the teacher even specifically retrieved Kai's math answer sheet from the exam archives.To everyone's shock, the latter half of his exam sheet was blank!The writing was faintly visible on the paper, but not a single word had shown up.It turned out, I

Time passed by in the blink of an eye. In the past six months, I have shifted my focus to my career. The journey to the Alps had clarified many things for me, and I had started picking up my dream of writing stories. I remembered a favorite author of mine from my middle and high school days. Her writing was delicate and gentle, and she had been a comforting presence during many of my difficult moments. There's something uniquely healing about words.At the moment I reached the mountaintop, I suddenly wanted to become someone like her. I wanted to use my words to warm the hearts of more people. The satisfaction of self-achievement filled me up entirely.Oh, by the way, besides that, Kai also gave me a Samoyed puppy on my birthday. A chubby one, who ate well and slept well, and was very affectionate. My relationship with the Samoyed started to grow subtly over time.Kai's approach to pursuing me was as reserved as his personality. "Accidental" extra movie tickets, "coincidenta