Kay.Fuck me. Carl just said the words and it got everything in me disorganized.My heartbeat just raised a thousand folds and the butterflies in my tummy are unsettled. Should I turn back or ignore him and continue walking?That's what I wanted to hear right? That he loves me too.He feels the same way. Am so ecstatic and conflicted at the same time."I love you so much Kay and I don't want to end another day without you" he's now so close behind me and my body instantly reacts to his closeness.What do I do?"Please say something" he whispers holding my shoulders from behind. Get yourself together Kay.I slowly turn around and when my eyes meet his, he let me see all of his emotions.His desperation, sincerity, love, and finally determination.If he wasn't so stupid, I would have kissed him right now."Just tell me anything and I will do it, as long as you don't leave me" he mumbles snaking his arm around my waist and pulling my body to his.Tempting.I don't look away from his eyes
Kay.Carl is defeatedly laying on the bed with an oxygen mask on his face.Three doctors are surrounding him with bloody hands poking his stomach with some equipment.What did they do to him?"You are not supposed to be here" one of the men who are supposedly here to make sure no one enters is about to grab me but a voice stops him."Leave her alone" Carls's father demands and they quickly move away from me.The room is large, Only Ed and Carl's dad are present plus the guards.I stand on wobbly feet and slowly approach the operating bed. Damn, I don't understand why I have to cry this much.We just got back together but looks like fate is not in support of us."You don't have to watch that Kay, come here" Ed mumbles drawing me to his chest before I could reach the bed and I finally have the chance to let it all out.Nuzzling my face in his chest, I pray that wherever the bullet hit Is not a sensitive place and he will be okay.I can't lose him.Am still suffering from the consequences
Carlos. I try sitting up but damn. Its like am making it worse when I move. I need to stop dad before his hatred towards my brother pushes him to do something stupid. "Please lay down" my baby worriedly pleads and am conflicted. I can't say no to her at the same time I can't let rico pay for someone else mistakes. "I have to stop him babe, I know my father, he will torture rico to death" I straighten the crease between her eyebrows and she sighs looking at the door. Am stressing her so much, she also needs to eat. " I will go talk to him" she offers before weakily standing up. "If he doesn't listen to you come get me okay?" I gently mumble and she wordlessly nods. Kay leans forward and slightly pecks my lips before walking out of the door. I need to get out of this bed sooner. There is a lot that could go wrong if I spend one more day in here. "So you love her?" Ed asks with fits of laughter and I wish I could do something about it. More reasons why I hate being this helple
Kay. When the man stops talking and Carl's countenance changes, I instantly figure something must be wrong. I remember when he left his wife on the floor crying like he didn't care. And how his words were so harsh, especially when directed towards the woman you love. Then he is still swearing to do whatever, if he finds out she helped Rico. I understand most mafia men are rough, violent, and anything dirty, but I can't imagine Carl being that way with me. Most of them don't marry for love. Marriages in our world are for business purposes or when one wants an heir, they believe that loving someone makes you weak, and weakness is the main cause of failure in this game. Carl's father comes to his senses and gives his son one long look before walking out of the room. That is a relief. "Are you okay? you seem off" I mumble placing a glass of water on his lips and he nods after taking a couple of gulps. "Yeah" Carl nods absent-mindedly and it piques my interest. He's not okay. "Ba
Kay. This bastard is really out for blood. I take out my gun and slowly open the door, there is no light so I guess the way I came in with. Doesn't this building have electricity backup? Right in time, the lights come back on and I quickly hide my gun. The police will be here any moment from now and I don't want to be caught in any shit regarding the law. Approaching the table we were using earlier, I'm only met with the remnants of our food and the handbags of the two women, who are nowhere in sight. Damn River. What am I going to tell carl? That his mum was taken because I couldn't take river's bait? It's chaos everywhere, everyone is trying to get out and someone could easily get hurt if not careful. Two of the guys we came with and hurriedly grab the bags and takes my hand to get me out of the building. Sometimes I wonder why we even carry guards when they don't stop shit from happening. "Kay" we turn to the voice behind us where sam and some of Carl's men are running
Kay. I can't believe River has been hiding under our noses the whole time. I know this place so well, it's the same place where we rescued Andrea from. Now that I'm looking at it, there are four old buildings aligned next to each other and I know better than to judge their outward appearance. I still don't believe he is that smart though, that day on our pretend date he couldn't even hold a fight, unless he was faking it. Come to think of it, Grayson had joined the Russians, how sure I'm I that River pulled out? I will seek answers later, right now we have an animal to hunt. I undo my seatbelt and grab more ammo from the compartment of the car. I pray it goes well. I can not lose anyone else tonight. "Stay beside me please, I won't be able to concentrate without you in my line of sight" Carl holds my hand and it makes me happy someone apart from dad cares this much about me. "I will babe, be careful too" I kiss his cheek and he chuckles getting out to open my door. Guess I wi
Kay He gives his brother a blank glance before silently walking out of the room. Okay, I think that was weird. Maybe I should try talking to him later. So if they found the location of the woman that means I will finally see my grandma after a very long time. I hope she's still holding on. I can't imagine the joy my old man will feel reuniting with his long-lost love. Will carl and I ever reach that stage though? I quickly pick my weapons from the floor and cuss myself for how that careless move could have cost us. But it was good. Sadly, I would still make the same mistake again as long as it's with Carl. Without forgetting my sword, I motion for Carl to follow me outside the door and he smirks licking his lips. He is so spoilt and a bad influence, but I love him anyway. "The rule of staying next to you has now been nullified carl, I don't trust you anymore," I say meaning my every word. We just can't afford to be this distracted. "Oh, yeah? I was not the one screaming my n
(Warning; Mature content)Kay. "Where the hell do you think you are going, Kay?" Carl shouts behind me but I ignore him and continue walking. I'm not allowing myself to be drawn away from the main motive again. "I'm coming with you Kay" Rico mumbles walking beside me and I sigh in comfort. At least he understands my pain and knows the only way to end this is to find River. Now is not the time Carl should be acting as a possessive boyfriend, he has been doing a lot of that lately and it's not helping. "I'm fucking talking to you woman, the hell are you going?" he shouts this time in an angry loud voice and it gets my legs halting on their own accord. Carl just addressed me as a woman for the first time. "Don't listen to him Kay, I'm sick of this shit. It's time we end it once and for all" Rico says and I agree with his words. He is the only person who thinks the same way as me. But what about Carl? will he understand? Rico opens his car door for me and before I could get in, Ca