LOGIN~HAZEL~
"Kiss or starve." Those two words echo in my mind incessantly. It's one of the game's rules: to have food delivered by the end of the day, we must share a kiss at least once. If we didn't, then we had no choice but to hunt for something to eat but risk being found or possibly killed by one of the beasts roaming the forest, searching for their next meal. "I can't believe this is happening to us," Ashton exclaimed as he ignited the campfire, leaning back to glare at the sky, his anger simmering just below the surface. I could see the flickering flames reflected in his eyes, revealing the intensity of his feelings about our predicament. I understood his frustration. It was downright unfair that we had both been yanked from our families to take part in this twisted, sick game. Those damn soul keepers would do anything to keep themselves entertained even if it meant destroying the lives of others. "We still haven't discovered anything to eat," I admit, my heart pounding rapidly as the anxious words tumble from my lips. Instantly, I notice his body tense, the muscles in his shoulders tightening as the unspoken reality sinks in. He turns his gaze away from me, focusing intently on the flickering flames of the campfire, poking at the glowing sticks with a twig. The crackling of the fire fills the stillness of the evening, almost drowning out the unsettling silence between us. I take a deep breath, trying to steady my racing heart, the cool evening air brushing against my skin as a reminder of our dilemma. The shadows dance around us, and even the warmth of the fire feels insufficient against the growing weight of our hunger. "I know," he replies, his tone flat and devoid of warmth, as if the words slipped out without any real thought. The rigidity in his posture made it abundantly clear that he was not interested in delving into this conversation at the moment. As much as I understood his reluctance—my own feelings mirrored his—we found ourselves trapped in an unavoidable trouble. After all, this was just the beginning of our experience here, some hours into our second day on unfamiliar ground. With five long months stretching ahead of us, it felt like an endless road. We were left grappling with the harsh reality that we had to forge a path through this together, finding a way to not only endure but to truly survive in this daunting new environment. "I do not want to starve—," "You will not." He cuts me off, once again focusing on the fire in front of him and refusing to even look my way. "Ashton, I understand this isn't something you want to face, and trust me, I feel the same way. But the rules of the game make it clear that if we don't secure food by nightfall, our only option—" In one swift motion, he angrily tosses a handful of dry twigs and branches into the fire. The flames erupt with a fierce roar, crackling loudly as they consume the branches, sending sparks dancing into the sky. "We'll find another way," he growls, his voice low and angry, determination etched into the lines of his face as the firelight flickers across his tense expression. I've never seen my step-brother display such a grave expression before. His usually lively eyes were clouded with concern, and the corners of his mouth were turned down in a tight line. It was as if the weight of the world rested on his shoulders, and the playful spark that usually animated his face was completely absent. I found it deeply unsettling to witness the transformation, knowing it was unfair for both of us to be caught up in this whirlwind of challenges that seemed to prey on our better natures. As I prepared myself to speak again on the subject, my words faltered and remained trapped behind my lips. It was only our second day in this unknown wilderness, after all. So what if our search yielded no food? The stretch of nature lay before us, and the sounds of the rustling leaves and distant bird calls reminded me that we had the strength to face another night without a meal. I have a strong feeling that by the time dawn breaks, we will uncover something valuable during our hunt through the dense woods. "Stay right here," Ashton commands suddenly, his voice steady yet filled with urgency, as the chilling roar of a distant beast echoes through the trees, sending tremors of fear coursing through me. "No!" I exclaim, my heart racing as I instinctively clutch his arm, desperate to keep him close. "I can't let you venture out there. It's far too risky." Ashton's gaze drops momentarily to where my fingers have wrapped around his arm, and an unexpected wave of discomfort washes over us both, engulfing the air with an awkward tension. What was I thinking? The weight of the soul keepers' scrutiny rests heavily upon us, and I can almost feel their eyes, cold and calculating, eagerly waiting to seize on any sign of weakness. They were anxiously waiting for moments like this between us. I couldn't give it to them. In a burst of emotion, I pull my hand away, pressing it against the fabric of my dress, as if to contain the rising tide of panic. "I truly believe that leaving me behind is not the wisest choice," I insist, making every effort to maintain my composure and mask the effect of our brief connection. I need to remain calm and project an air of confidence, despite the chaos brewing in my mind. It made me anxious just thinking about everyone watching us right now—our parents, siblings, Ariel, the soul keepers, and everyone we ever knew. Each person would be fixated on their screens, eyes glued to the live feed, ears tuned to every word that escaped our lips. We couldn't even have a private conversation. It was impossible to speak freely without fear of being overheard. I hated every minute of this.~HAZEL~The fork in my hand felt heavy and useless as I pushed the meat around my plate for what felt like the hundredth time. I couldn't eat. Couldn't focus."You've barely been touching your food," my stepmother observed, her sharp eyes narrowing with concern as she stared at my full plate. She leaned forward, concern on her face "Is everything okay, Hazel?"I couldn't even lift my gaze to meet hers. My throat tightened, the lie already forming on my tongue. Fine. That was the word everyone expected. But I was far from okay. I was drowning in a sea of forbidden love, heated memories, and a jealousy so sharp it carved holes into my chest with every breath."I'm fine," I murmured, forcing a weak smile that didn't reach my eyes.She sighed deeply, the sound heavy with the kind of worry that made guilt twist in my gut. She reached across the table and took my hand in hers, her palm warm. "I know what you went through wasn't easy, Hazel. Believe me, it was difficult for us too. We ha
~ASHTON~"I'm so happy you're back," Ariel whispers, her voice soft and sweet as she pressed her cheek against my chest.We were back in my room after weeks in the Abyss. . .it should have felt like bliss but it was far from it. Ariel had insisted on staying the night, curling into me the moment the door clicked shut behind us. Her body fit against mine the way it always had but now for some reason, it felt like something was missing. I held her close, one hand stroking slowly down the curve of her back, the other tangled in her hair. On the surface, everything looked exactly as it should. The woman the moon goddess had chosen for me was back in my arms. I was safe. The nightmare of the woods was over.But inside my head, it was pure chaos.I couldn't get Hazel out of my mind. Not for a single second.No matter how tightly I held Ariel, I could still taste Hazel on my tongue—that wild, sweet, addictive flavor. I could feel the memory of her nails raking down my back, the way her b
~HAZEL~We'd done it.Ashton had made love to me. It was slow, passionate, and so achingly tender that every touch had branded itself into my soul like a mating mark I could never wash away. And just like I'd always feared, it completely destroyed me for life. There was no coming back from this. No one else in any part of the world could ever take his place. No other hands would ever ignite the fire he'd lit inside me after today. No other lips would ever taste like home.How could I recover from this? How could I pretend that I didn't love him with every broken piece of my heart?We dressed in silence beside each other, the air tense with everything we couldn't say. The rain had finally stopped, but our bodies were still wet. Water dripped from the ends of his hair, tracing slow paths down the sharp line of his jaw, and I had to force my gaze away before I did something stupid like reach out and catch those drops with my fingertips. Our clothes clung to us, heavy and cold now that
~ASHTON~What the fuck is wrong with me?Why does every second of this feel like the only thing I've ever wanted? Why do my hands move like they were fucking born to worship her skin, tracing the curve of her waist, gripping her hips like they're the only thing anchoring me to this earth?She's my stepsister.I have a mate waiting somewhere out there in the real world, a girl I'm supposed to claim, supposed to build a life with. But right now, none of that exists. The only thing that exists is Hazel. Her rain-soaked body trembling under mine, her soft gasps cutting through the rain, her eyes wide and dark and burning with the same forbidden fire that's eating me alive.The more I kiss her, the more my hands roam, sliding up her sides, cupping her perfect breasts, thumbing her hardened nipples until she arches into me, the more every consequence disappears. The cameras, the game, the family waiting for me back home. . .all of it fades. All that's left is raw, savage need. I want to
~HAZEL~The cameras flickered back to life, their unblinking red lights piercing the cave, staring straight into my soul. I could feel the weight of viewers settling over us, invisible but suffocating. The promise I'd made to Ashton, the one where I'd given him permission to take what he needed from me to survive this nightmare, kept replaying in my head. I knew it would cost me everything the second we stepped out of this cursed forest. My reputation, my privacy, the fragile pieces of my heart I'd guarded so fiercely. Yet, buried beneath the dread, a vulnerable part of me whispered that surrendering to him might complete me in a way no one else ever could. Ashton, had become my support in this awful game. Giving myself to him felt like both destruction and salvation at the same time. I knew that there was not a single man on this planet I would willingly give myself to. . .except him. To escape this awful place, we had to. . .perform. For the cameras. For the sponsors. For the
~HAZEL~I pressed closer, molding my body against the hardness of his until there was no space left for doubt. My fingers slid into his hair—thick, slightly damp—and I tugged, angling his head down so I could take more. I kissed him like I was starving. Like I'd been waiting years for permission I never thought I'd get.A low sound rumbled in his throat—half groan, half warning. His hands hovered at my waist, fingers flexing, not quite touching, as though he still couldn't believe what was happening. It was all still controlled.I didn't want controlled.I nipped at his bottom lip, sharp enough to make him hiss. His control cracked.Then his hands were on me—big, hot hands clamping around my hips like he'd finally decided to stop pretending. He yanked me flush against him so hard my feet nearly left the ground and a fresh wave of heat surged through me, liquid and shameless.He kissed me back then. Not gently. Not carefully.He devoured.His tongue swept into my mouth, claiming.
~ASHTON~The icy water from the stream stings my face, sharp enough to cut through the haze in my head, or so I hoped. I cup another handful and fling it against my face, harder this time, as if the shock of cold might slap the madness out of me. It doesn't.My pulse is still hammering behind my
~ASHTON~Nine days. It's been nine days since Hazel woke up with her face on my lap, then buried her nose against my neck like she was trying to breathe me in. Nine days since I felt her inhale, slow and deliberate, like she was memorizing the way I smelled. Nine days since I cracked one eye ope
~HAZEL~The parcel lands with a thud between us, a neat blue box tied with a yellow ribbon. Clean clothes, exactly as the Soul Keepers promised. Neither of us bends to retrieve it.Ashton's hands are still on my waist, thumbs pressing just beneath my ribs as if he's memorizing the shape of me. My
~HAZEL~Ashton's jaw flexes. He stares at the dripping dress like it has personally offended him. I can't look at his face; I'm afraid of what I'll see there. Anger. Reluctance. Or worse—duty. A duty to keep me safe. He has already sacrificed enough to protect me. I could not ask for more from him







