LOGIN~HAZEL~
"I won't be long," he assures me, his eyes briefly meeting mine before he turns and steps deeper into the woods. He doesn't give me another chance to stop him, disappearing into the shadows as the sounds of his heavy footsteps fade. Since yesterday, a series of unsettling events had unfolded, each more disturbing than the last, making our situation feel even more hopeless. The ominous, shadowy woods surrounding us seemed to stretch endlessly, their twisted branches like silent keepers watching our every move. I couldn't help but ponder on the possibilities of what dangers might lie ahead on our third day stranded in these awful woods, where every rustle and snap of a twig heightened my anxiety. Hugging myself tightly, I yearned for the warmth and safety of home—a stark contrast to the cold, untamed wilderness around us. Time was still on our side, but the main rule of the game remained unchanged. Ashton and I had five months to make a crucial decision. If we didn't mate, execution awaited us. Our souls would be handed over to the soul keepers, leaving us utterly powerless. We had already seen shifters fall victim to this cruel game in the past; they had refused to mate, a deeply depressing outcome quickly followed, and as a consequence, they were harshly treated as outcasts by the soul keepers. Their souls were forcibly extracted, leaving them hollow and broken. I inwardly shivered at the horrifying thought of such loss. The worst part of it all was knowing that Ariel would constantly be aware of the intricate rules of the game and understand fully what that meant for her mate—how every decision could mean the difference between life and a devastating fate. The soul keepers were truly cruel for setting up this twisted game, causing heartbreak and havoc in families, tearing apart lives with their malicious manipulations. I knew that Ashton was fully aware that his mate was watching everything unfold as well, which explained his heightened mood since we arrived. His eyes flickered with guilt and frustration every time he caught my gaze earlier, unwilling to let me see the pain he was feeling inside. It's why he's been so tense, trying to keep his composure. He hates that she has to witness this suffering—seeing him this vulnerable. Ashton was always someone who fiercely protected his mate, willing to face any danger to keep her safe. He did everything he could to bring a smile to her face, even amid the chaos, because he believed she deserved happiness. She was incredibly lucky to have such a caring partner by her side. I knew that mates couldn't control their feelings, and most males would do anything for their mate, showing a deep and unwavering devotion. However, Ahston took it to a whole other level of tenderness and protectiveness. He wouldn't even let her walk on the ground if there was a puddle of mud, carefully shielding her from any dirt or harm. He worshipped her, viewing her as the most precious thing in his life, and she was everything to him—his reason for existing and his greatest treasure. I knew that if he lost her because of this stupid game, it would feel like the end of the world for him, shattering his entire sense of happiness and purpose. I shook that thought out of my head. Ariel would never leave Ashton, she loved him just as much and she knew this situation was completely out of his control. An hour later, I suddenly hear a faint, almost imperceptible noise nearby, causing my senses to sharpen. I immediately stiffen, my muscles tense with alertness, and I quickly rise from the uneven ground where I had been crouching. If that sound was one of the mysterious beasts rumored to lurk in these woods, I wasn't sure if I would have the strength or skill to defend myself against it on my own. Now I deeply regretted not practicing those battle techniques with my father during his training sessions with our group, wishing I had been more prepared. I swiftly moved behind a thick tree, its rough bark providing cover, and I gripped a small, curved blade tightly in my hand. It was one of the basic weapons we were issued before entering the treacherous woods of abyss, designed for close combat and survival. When I hear an increasingly loud noise echoing through the forest, I swiftly position myself to launch a surprise attack on the enemy. As the footsteps get closer, I jump out of my hiding spot and attack the beast. I gasp in shock as Ashton quickly seizes the gleaming, silver blade, halting it just inches from his neck. My eyes widened in disbelief, and without thinking, I immediately dropped the weapon to the leaf-covered ground. "Ashton," I whisper, my voice trembling with surprise and relief. "I didn't realize it was you." He remains silent as he carefully examines the deep, fresh wound on his hand caused by gripping the sharp end of the blade. His brow furrows slightly, but he makes no sound, showing a quiet resilience. "I am so sorry," I murmur, guilt thick in my voice as I examine the wound. I feel the sting of remorse for not confirming his identity before reacting. "I should have verified that it was you—" "It's okay," he interrupts gently, offering a reassuring stance. "You did the right thing. When those creatures attack, you don't have the luxury to double-check who your opponent is. You have to fight instinctively, fight back without hesitation." "It is not okay!" I say in alarm, my voice trembling as I hurriedly take a deeper look at the wound. "You are bleeding!" I point to the crimson blood seeping through the wound. He shakes it off like it's nothing, leaning against the rough bark of the tree, his face grim and clearly trying to hide the pain. "I couldn't find anything for us to eat," he mutters, eyes scanning the woods once more, frustration etched on his features. I didn't care about eating right now, not when he was bruised because of me. "But I was able to find a cave, I remembered it from one of the hunts I saw other shifters do," he informs me, his voice tense with urgency. "Ashton, can you stop for a moment and think about that wound on your hand?" I demand, as I grab his hand once more. He frowns, his brows knitting together in confusion. "Why did you do that?" he asks, his eyes searching mine. "Shh," I whisper softly, moving closer to ensure he can hear me over the rush of adrenaline. I carefully tear a strip from my dress, the silky fabric fraying at the edges, and begin to tie it around the palm of his hand to stem the bleeding. "I don't know exactly what I'm doing, but I think this should help," I say, trying to sound confident despite my uncertainty. I glance up cautiously, catching his gaze as he watches me with a piercing intensity. The quiet around us is heavy, filled with a tense anticipation that seems to hang in the cool, crisp air. After a few moments of mutual assessment, he finally looks away, breaking eye contact and shifting his focus. "Let us move to the cave immediately," he commands firmly, his voice steady but urgent as he takes his hand away. "We don't want to be out here when one of those savage beasts is roaming, seeking their next meal." The distant howls of unseen predators punctuate the silence, heightening the sense of imminent danger and emphasizing his point. I want to ask him more about his wound but choose to stay quiet, suddenly remembering that we had eyes on us. What happened just now didn't feel normal to me, as if an unspoken tension hung in the air. We've never gazed into each other's eyes before, and this silent moment felt unexpectedly intimate. In fact, this is the first time I've ever noticed that my step-brother has shimmering gold flecks in his hazel eyes, which catch the light in a captivating way. It's ironic considering that my name is Hazel, a coincidence I find strangely interesting. What was that fleeting, unsettling feeling between us? I shake that thought out of my head, trying to dismiss it. It was clear that not eating for hours was messing with my mind, fogging my judgment and heightening my emotional sensitivity. The second I had something to eat, I was sure that I wouldn't be thinking these dark, confusing thoughts anymore.~HAZEL~The fork in my hand felt heavy and useless as I pushed the meat around my plate for what felt like the hundredth time. I couldn't eat. Couldn't focus."You've barely been touching your food," my stepmother observed, her sharp eyes narrowing with concern as she stared at my full plate. She leaned forward, concern on her face "Is everything okay, Hazel?"I couldn't even lift my gaze to meet hers. My throat tightened, the lie already forming on my tongue. Fine. That was the word everyone expected. But I was far from okay. I was drowning in a sea of forbidden love, heated memories, and a jealousy so sharp it carved holes into my chest with every breath."I'm fine," I murmured, forcing a weak smile that didn't reach my eyes.She sighed deeply, the sound heavy with the kind of worry that made guilt twist in my gut. She reached across the table and took my hand in hers, her palm warm. "I know what you went through wasn't easy, Hazel. Believe me, it was difficult for us too. We ha
~ASHTON~"I'm so happy you're back," Ariel whispers, her voice soft and sweet as she pressed her cheek against my chest.We were back in my room after weeks in the Abyss. . .it should have felt like bliss but it was far from it. Ariel had insisted on staying the night, curling into me the moment the door clicked shut behind us. Her body fit against mine the way it always had but now for some reason, it felt like something was missing. I held her close, one hand stroking slowly down the curve of her back, the other tangled in her hair. On the surface, everything looked exactly as it should. The woman the moon goddess had chosen for me was back in my arms. I was safe. The nightmare of the woods was over.But inside my head, it was pure chaos.I couldn't get Hazel out of my mind. Not for a single second.No matter how tightly I held Ariel, I could still taste Hazel on my tongue—that wild, sweet, addictive flavor. I could feel the memory of her nails raking down my back, the way her b
~HAZEL~We'd done it.Ashton had made love to me. It was slow, passionate, and so achingly tender that every touch had branded itself into my soul like a mating mark I could never wash away. And just like I'd always feared, it completely destroyed me for life. There was no coming back from this. No one else in any part of the world could ever take his place. No other hands would ever ignite the fire he'd lit inside me after today. No other lips would ever taste like home.How could I recover from this? How could I pretend that I didn't love him with every broken piece of my heart?We dressed in silence beside each other, the air tense with everything we couldn't say. The rain had finally stopped, but our bodies were still wet. Water dripped from the ends of his hair, tracing slow paths down the sharp line of his jaw, and I had to force my gaze away before I did something stupid like reach out and catch those drops with my fingertips. Our clothes clung to us, heavy and cold now that
~ASHTON~What the fuck is wrong with me?Why does every second of this feel like the only thing I've ever wanted? Why do my hands move like they were fucking born to worship her skin, tracing the curve of her waist, gripping her hips like they're the only thing anchoring me to this earth?She's my stepsister.I have a mate waiting somewhere out there in the real world, a girl I'm supposed to claim, supposed to build a life with. But right now, none of that exists. The only thing that exists is Hazel. Her rain-soaked body trembling under mine, her soft gasps cutting through the rain, her eyes wide and dark and burning with the same forbidden fire that's eating me alive.The more I kiss her, the more my hands roam, sliding up her sides, cupping her perfect breasts, thumbing her hardened nipples until she arches into me, the more every consequence disappears. The cameras, the game, the family waiting for me back home. . .all of it fades. All that's left is raw, savage need. I want to
~HAZEL~The cameras flickered back to life, their unblinking red lights piercing the cave, staring straight into my soul. I could feel the weight of viewers settling over us, invisible but suffocating. The promise I'd made to Ashton, the one where I'd given him permission to take what he needed from me to survive this nightmare, kept replaying in my head. I knew it would cost me everything the second we stepped out of this cursed forest. My reputation, my privacy, the fragile pieces of my heart I'd guarded so fiercely. Yet, buried beneath the dread, a vulnerable part of me whispered that surrendering to him might complete me in a way no one else ever could. Ashton, had become my support in this awful game. Giving myself to him felt like both destruction and salvation at the same time. I knew that there was not a single man on this planet I would willingly give myself to. . .except him. To escape this awful place, we had to. . .perform. For the cameras. For the sponsors. For the
~HAZEL~I pressed closer, molding my body against the hardness of his until there was no space left for doubt. My fingers slid into his hair—thick, slightly damp—and I tugged, angling his head down so I could take more. I kissed him like I was starving. Like I'd been waiting years for permission I never thought I'd get.A low sound rumbled in his throat—half groan, half warning. His hands hovered at my waist, fingers flexing, not quite touching, as though he still couldn't believe what was happening. It was all still controlled.I didn't want controlled.I nipped at his bottom lip, sharp enough to make him hiss. His control cracked.Then his hands were on me—big, hot hands clamping around my hips like he'd finally decided to stop pretending. He yanked me flush against him so hard my feet nearly left the ground and a fresh wave of heat surged through me, liquid and shameless.He kissed me back then. Not gently. Not carefully.He devoured.His tongue swept into my mouth, claiming.
~ASHTON~"I'm so happy," Ariel tells me with a bright smile lighting up her entire face, her eyes sparkling in a way that used to make my heart race without effort. "I have missed this so much."I force a smile back at her, wrapping my arm a little tighter around her shoulders as we sit on the fall
~ASHTON~Ariel stood before me, her eyes shimmering. Her whisper cut through the silence like a blade."Does it truly matter what I think?"The words hit me harder than any challenge in this cursed game. I reached for her hand instinctively, my fingers wrapping around hers, squeezing with a despera
~HAZEL~The fire crackled low while I gazed into the flames as if the answers to everything were hidden in the shifting orange light. I sat a little distance away on top of a log, knees drawn up, arms wrapped around myself against the chill that had nothing to do with the cold air.Ashton hadn't sp
~HAZEL~I hadn't recovered from the humiliation of that moment from yesterday—not even close. Falling flat on my face while stumbling upon Ashton and Ariel tangled in each other's arms, their bodies pressed close in a way that left no room for doubt about what was about to happen. If I'd arrived ju







