LOGIN~ASHTON~
I miss her deeply—my mate. It's now day three in the dangerous, shadowy woods of the Abyss, a place fraught with mystery and danger. So far, we hadn't come face to face with any of the lurking beasts but I knew it was only a matter of time before that happened. Hazel and I have explored the forest tirelessly, but so far, our search for food has yielded nothing. The stillness of the forest is overwhelming, and I can't shake the feeling that the soul keepers are deliberately hiding the resources we need to survive. It was impossible not to find a single animal to eat out here. Since the soul keepers controlled every single thing that happened in these woods—from the movements of the animals to the natural conditions—I knew my assumptions were more than likely true. These people, they were sick in their heads, willing to go to any lengths—trapping, lying and even more barbaric methods—to fuel their twisted entertainment and satisfy their relentless craving for cruelty. This was all just one big fucking game to them, playing with the emotions of innocent folks. Hazel was becoming worried and I could tell that she was letting her guard down. I was desperately trying to keep my hands off my step-sister for as long as I possibly could, battling the intense hunger. I knew that, in time, circumstances might force us into an intimate situation, but for now, I was actively resisting it with all my strength. I was aware that my mate was watching our every move, and maybe that was where I was getting the strength to resist. I wanted her to see that I was at least fighting back against the soul keeper's wicked manipulations, refusing to give in easily. It fucking hurt to know that she could see everything happening here and I couldn't see her at all. I shook that thought out of my head. I had to try and focus on the challenges ahead of me. This was just the third day and already things were not going as planned. We had five fucking months still to follow. I run a hand down my sweaty face. One way or another, I had to get food for us. I could not continue like this for long. My footsteps echo as I approach Hazel after yet another failed hunt. She looks relieved to see me, after not wanting me to leave her alone in the first place. I can see the hunger in her gaze every time that our eyes lock. She wants food, and I want to get it for her. I have to protect her, my step-father would expect that of me. The last thing he requested was for me to protect Hazel as much as I could. She knew nothing about fighting and now she's thrown into the woods of abyss and has to fight just to survive. I know that I am the only hope that she has for survival. "Any luck?" she asks me with hopeful eyes, her gaze searching my face for reassurance, even though she can clearly see that my hands are empty. "I found a river a few minutes away," I tell her, my voice steady despite the tension in the air. It's not food, but the water can help quench the hunger gnawing at us, and perhaps fend off the worst for a little while. Her lips look dry and cracked, and I could tell from her voice that her throat is parched. She tries to hide her disappointment, her shoulders slightly slumped, but her voice remains determined as she says, "Let's go to the river then." Suddenly, I hear a faint, unnatural rustling sound nearby, a noise that instantly signals danger lurking close by. Having trained my senses over the years, I was used to listening for subtle cues like this. Unlike Hazel, who often remained unaware until the threat was imminent, I could sense the presence of danger from a distance, allowing me to prepare or escape in time. I gently but firmly grab her by the waist, pressing her softly against the rough bark of a tree. My other hand quickly covers her mouth to stifle any sounds. I can see the panic flicker in Hazel's wide eyes as she desperately tries to stay silent, her body tense with fear. I notice the faint sound of footsteps and the distant echo of a hunter's voice, searching diligently for us. If we remain perfectly still and silent, there's a chance he might overlook our hiding spot. Hunters were one of the mysterious creatures that inhabited these woods. They were incredibly fast, their piercing red eyes glowing ominously in the dark, yet they possessed a human-like appearance that made them even more unsettling. Their faces were gaunt, with sharp fangs visible when they snarled, and claws that gleamed dangerously beneath the moonlight. Their skin was extremely pale, almost ghostly, contrasting sharply with the darkness around them. True to their name, these hunters relentlessly stalked and preyed upon anything that crossed their path, moving with silent precision as they searched for their victims. Hazel's shallow, nervous breaths cause a faint, rapid rise and fall in her chest, distracting me momentarily. I slowly look down at her face, which is flushed—a delicate pink that deepens with her rising anxiety. We are both gazing into each other's eyes, and tension thickens the air around us, making my jaw tighten involuntarily. I can't seem to look away from her—her expressive eyes, the slight quiver of her lips—and this strange, almost alarming pull I feel toward her. For the first time, I notice how red and full her lips appear, as if they are subtly swollen from the tension between us. Even her skin seems to have an unusual, radiant glow, almost luminous under the moonlight. Hazel's eyes suddenly widen in fear, snapping me out of my trance. It's only then that I realize the hunter was here. Ah fuck.~HAZEL~I pressed closer, molding my body against the hardness of his until there was no space left for doubt. My fingers slid into his hair—thick, slightly damp—and I tugged, angling his head down so I could take more. I kissed him like I was starving. Like I'd been waiting years for permission I never thought I'd get.A low sound rumbled in his throat—half groan, half warning. His hands hovered at my waist, fingers flexing, not quite touching, as though he still couldn't believe what was happening. It was all still controlled.I didn't want controlled.I nipped at his bottom lip, sharp enough to make him hiss. His control cracked.Then his hands were on me—big, hot hands clamping around my hips like he'd finally decided to stop pretending. He yanked me flush against him so hard my feet nearly left the ground and a fresh wave of heat surged through me, liquid and shameless.He kissed me back then. Not gently. Not carefully.He devoured.His tongue swept into my mouth, claiming.
~HAZEL~"I know that this conversation might make you uncomfortable," he says, voice rough, as though every word was hard to escape his lips. "And believe me, I wouldn't have brought it up if there was an easier way out of this mess, but I need to get us out of here and it's the only way."My pulse thundered in my ears. "Ashton?" The word came out small, fragile. "Just tell me. What is it you're trying to say?"He kept avoiding it which only made my anxiety even worse. He dragged a hand through his hair, the same hair I'd spent all these weeks pretending not to notice. When he finally met my gaze again, his eyes burned—bright, desperate. Whatever it was that he wanted to say, he was definitely worried about my reaction to it. "Fuck," he growls as he looks out the cave for a few seconds before finally turning around and facing me again. I can hardly breathe at the fire I see staring back at me. Why was he looking at me like that? It was not good for my knees, for my body, for my hea
~HAZEL~Ashton looked as though my question had somehow pained him. I did not understand what I'd asked wrong. He said that I was tight and I wasn't sure if that meant I hurt his fingers. "Fuck no." He growls. "Well yes—and no."He was confusing me. Yes, and no? What was that supposed to mean? He pulled his fingers out and then pushed them back in, distracting me from our conversation. The stretch burned sweetly. My hips rocked forward before I could stop them, chasing the pressure, the fullness. Ashton cursed under his breath."Easy," he warned, but his free hand slid to my hip, steadying me, encouraging me.I couldn't be easy. Not when every drag of his fingers lit me up from the inside. Not when his thumb found my most sensitive spot and circled with devastating precision, as though he was some kind of expert at bringing pleasure to me. Something coiled tighter and tighter in my belly, embarrassingly fast."Ashton—" His name broke on a whimper."I know," he rasped. "I've got yo
~HAZEL~The fire crackled softly between us, casting flickering gold across the rough stone walls of the cave. The light danced over Ashton's face, sharpening the quiet intensity in his eyes as he watched me. I sat on the the cold ground, my heart hammering so hard I was sure he could hear it over the low hiss of the flames.My fingers trembled as I hooked them into the waistband of my panties that now felt like the final barrier between Ashton and me. Slowly, deliberately, I slid them down my thighs. The cool air kissed my newly exposed skin, raising goosebumps everywhere. I pushed the fabric aside, suddenly very aware of every inch of my exposed body.Ashton didn't speak. He simply watched, jaw tight, the muscle ticking beneath the stubble that had grown darker over the past few days. His gaze was heavy, and it made my cheeks burn hotter than the fire ever could.This wasn't like the other times.We'd done what we had to do to survive the rules of this twisted game.But tonight wa
~HAZEL~The fire crackled low while I gazed into the flames as if the answers to everything were hidden in the shifting orange light. I sat a little distance away on top of a log, knees drawn up, arms wrapped around myself against the chill that had nothing to do with the cold air.Ashton hadn't spoken much words since Ariel was grabbed through the portal.I could not believe she'd went against a rule and was removed because of it. I also could not get over the look Ashton gave me earlier when he pulled me close and told me what had happened. I felt his gaze before I dared to meet it. He was looking at me. When I finally lifted my eyes, the intensity in his stole what little breath I had left. There was something raw there, something unguarded, something that made the ache in my chest twist into something sharper. He looked. . .lost. And furious. And like he was holding himself together with nothing more than willpower. He rose without a word and crossed the short distance between
~ASHTON~Ariel stood before me, her eyes shimmering. Her whisper cut through the silence like a blade."Does it truly matter what I think?"The words hit me harder than any challenge in this cursed game. I reached for her hand instinctively, my fingers wrapping around hers, squeezing with a desperation I hoped she couldn't feel. "Of course," I say, my voice rougher than I intended it to be. "Of course it matters what you think, Ariel. More than anything."I hate that she needs to ask me such a question. She sighed, a soft, trembling sound that twisted something deep in my chest. Her gaze dropped to our joined hands before lifting back to mine, vulnerability etched across her beautiful features. "I know you will never betray me, Ashton. I know the type of person you are—the honorable one, the loyal one. Everything that's been happening here. . .it's not your fault. The Keepers are forcing you to get closer to Hazel. They're manipulating all of us. They're trying to tear us apart."He







