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Chapter Ninety: When I'm Gone

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Chapter Ninety: When I'm Gone

Miracle's POV

Despite Hawk pleading me to reconsider my decision, I stood my ground and remained unfazed. Although it will kill me to be away from them, I also know that it is the best thing to do before I hurt either of them. The last thing I wanted to do was to inflict any harm on my husband and son.

That night, I packed my bag and I cried in between doing it. I locked the door so Hawk couldn't stop me and I could hear him pounding on the door and asking me to stop. What happened kept repeating in my mind and I also repeatedly blamed myself. I ended up hurting the one person I never wanted to hurt.

When my bags were packed, I slept on my own, curled up and cried until I eventually fell asleep. When I woke up, Hawk was beside me and he was holding our son as he slept. Of course he will use the duplicate key to check on me. My eyes filled with tears while looking at them, knowing I couldn't stay with them anymore. I want to reach out and take Blythe in
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