“Huh? What do you mean?” I asked after he said it.
“Nothing. Just be careful next time,” he said, and then turned his back to me. He started to walk towards the cabinet and get something from it. It’s a white shirt. Oh, neat. I couldn’t take my eyes off of him while he was busy dressing himself. Is this a sign of being a pervert or not? Staring isn’t a crime, right? Never mind. I remained in my previous position, and he caught me again... staring at him. He smirked again and said, “Gotcha!”I glared at him and stood up.“I’ll go,” I simply said after a moment of silence.“Okay, be careful. Don’t go near that guy again. He’s just a crazy man. People said here that he’s nice, but he has a mental disorder that he chases the person who’s watching him while doing his work. He doesn’t want that, he hates it.”“I see. Thank you again, Taddeio.”“Don’t worry about him. As long as you keep your distance from him, nothing will go wrong for you. You’ll be safe,” he added.I moved my head to indicate that I understood what he said and raised my hand to bid my good-byes. I grabbed the knob and opened the door. My hand was still on the knob when I turned my head to Taddeio. I want to say something aside from "thank you," but I don’t know where to start. I saw him still and waiting for what I would say.“Uhmm... Are you free this weekend?” I gasped when I finally asked.“Why?” he asked and crossed his arms in front of his chest. He looks hot in it, I admit. I was awakened by the sudden sound of a snap. I didn’t realize that I was lost in our conversation.“I’m free. I'll fetch you at 6,” he stated and uncrossed his arms and put it inside of his pockets.“You still need anything?” he asked again after I was stunned in my place.“N-,” I cleared my throat first, “Nothing. See you then.”I finally got out of his room. Oh sh*t! I forgot I didn’t have any left in my funds. Why did I have the guts to invite someone over for a meal? I’m such a dud. What the hell? What would I do? I have insufficient funds now. I haven’t paid some of my school expenses. I thought I would be free from expenses on my first day, but I have already extended and cut my funds by half.I was stumbling like a zombie on my way back to my room. I just wished that I wouldn’t encounter that guy again. Even though I already know that he’s mentally ill, I’m still scared that he will go crazy on me again. I never want to experience it for the second time.As I was walking down a serene hallway, thoughts and questions poured out. What did I get into? The last time I checked, I was here to continue pursuing my dream course. Why did I choose to live in this abandoned apartment? Gossips were roaming around about the history of this apartment; it said that it was on fire three years ago and the landlord doesn’t have enough money to fix the damage. It’s been an expensive area to live in the past, but because of the tragic happenings, the cost of living here has dropped severely. I’m from the province, near the city where I am now. My mom insisted on getting me a much better room, but I declined it because I wanted to nurture and become independent enough to live on my own. She contacted me a day after I moved into the apartment. She said she couldn’t pretend that her only son and was now off of their scope even though I was the one who did it, is finally away from them. In terms of actually doing it, of course, my father’s family has never failed to make me feel like an outcast.As I’m not concentrating on what’s happening around me, I didn’t notice that someone had stopped in front of me. It’s the landlord.“Good morning!” He said it with a big smile, holding a jar full of a red liquid...“Good morning, Mr. Manore.” I replied.“Can I ask what’s inside the jar?” I added.“Oh, it’s the pig’s blood that I requested from John. He lived there with his wife and had a butcher's shop near here. Well, he also has one here,” he cheerfully answered.“And you’ll use that for what? If it’s okay to ask,”“Speaking of, I cooked Dinuguan for breakfast. You should freshen up and go to the kitchen after that. I’ll use this on my other menu. I forgot to bring it earlier with me. The good thing is that Sarah said that I forgot to bring this jar.”“Oh! No, thank you. I’m good, Mr. Manore.” I protested.His plastered sweet smile turned into a smirk, which made me flinch because it’s my first time seeing him like that. His grin says that something bad will happen if I don’t accept his offer. I have trauma with innocent-looking people as they turned out to be more evil than the evil ones. I had no choice, so instead of getting the conversation going, I forfeited and said that...“I’ll go.”“That’s nice, then. Hurry up! And don’t miss out on my own recipe for pork dinuguan.” He said happily and continued walking towards the kitchen area of the apartment. Those smiles that seem to be innocent but can stab you if you’re just a mere second late in turning back. He was creepy the first time I met him, and still is. It’s actually a long way even though the rooms are only on the second floors, as they are in the left and right wings.I was currently in front of the stairs when sudden I met that guy again. I was hoping that he wouldn’t do anything to me as it’s still broad daylight and anyone would notice him.What was I thinking? Why did I sound like I was hoping that he’d do something to me?It’s already too late to act like I’m going to the left wing, where Taddeio's room is, even though I practically left minutes ago. I was busy calming myself when he approached me first. He smiled and offered his hand for a shake.“I’m sorry about last night. I was out of my head because of too much liquor consumption. Don’t think too much about it. I’m sorry again. We didn’t have a formal introduction last night. I’m John.”We could have a formal introduction when he caught me last night. And maybe killing is the next step. Then we’ll have that introduction in my wake. I suppose I’m okay as I can joke about it now.“I was shocked, but let’s put it in the past. Merchaiass,” I said and then shook his hand. He smiled and invited me to come over some time. I only pursed my lips and nodded. I don’t want to be the butchered pig sold in the market. Kidding aside, he left after he said it.I feel okay that we’ve talked after what happened, but I’m still doubting him. I remember how he wanted to hit me with his bolo. His demonic eyes and his grin made me wonder if he was Satan himself. I went to the right wing of the floor and went inside my room when I reached the fifth door.So, actually, the apartment consists of 4 floors. It was said that the 3rd and 4th floors were prohibited for some reason. The 2nd floor is where the rooms are, while the 1st floor is where the landlord’s room, the kitchen, and the bathroom are. The shower room is for all, any gender, no special treatment, I think.When I reached my room, I immediately picked up my toiletries and proceeded to the bathing room. It’s actually nice to know that I am alone here, which means that I can comfortably clean my body. I was just turning the shower on when someone walked by and went to the space beside me. He is the man that practically saved me from death last night. I was caught off-guard when he said something.“You’ve got a nice ass back there.” He grinned and just continued doing his thing.“Pervert!” I showed my middle finger to him to let him shut his mouth.He looked at me and showed his perfect smile, and then it turned into laughter.“You’re blushing! And you look like a tomato!” He’s persistent in teasing me, which makes my blood boil.“I’m certainly not! I will never, ever blush because of some pathetic unattractive man!” I am fuming mad! How dare he? I AM NOT A F****** TOMATO!“And if I am a tomato, then I will be the most handsome and attractive tomato that you’ve met.” I added.“Yeah, you are,” he whispered.“Come again? I didn’t hear you. You were saying something?” I asked.“Nothing. You want me to let you come or do you want to help me to come?” He teased me by naughtily saying this while wiggling his eyebrows.“YOU SHUT UP! MOTHER FUCKER!!” I picked up the bar soap and threw it at him, hitting him directly in the forehead. Bulls eye! Serves you right, you prick!I hurriedly finished my morning routine and went out half-running. I am fully embarrassed about what happened in the bathroom. I certainly wanted to strangle that man. But, he’s handsome. I smiled when a scenario popped out. What is this, Merchaiass? I thought you were not into love after what happened a couple of months ago. I don’t understand myself because he’s different. He’s different to the point that it scares me, because I know as time passes by, my heart will start beating for him. Not now, but soon...I wanted to put up a fence or something that could totally block his existence. I wanted to erase those reactions that I got from his actions. My mind wants it. But my heart tells me to continue and be free.I was walking down the hallway when I bumped into a weird kid. He was intently looking at me with his dagger eyes. He’s the son of the landlord. I saw him when I was inquiring—scratch that, when Grandpa J brought me here. He seems deadly and no one can touch him aside from his father. My mind brought me to the incident where I accidentally touched his back. I was only getting the dust off his shoulders. You won’t believe what he did to me. He flipped my hand and twisted it. I thought at first that it had been dislocated or something, but thankfully, no bones were broken. Mr. Manore scolded him, yet his eyes were on me. Why do I have an enemy in every place I've been in? Do I look like a troublemaker? I don’t think so.I could remember that I was bullied when I was a kid. I just don’t know what happened in high school. My amnesia started there. I forgot his name, but Mr. Manore’s son’s attitude is completely different from his father's. He is totally the complete opposite of Mr. Manore, but they are totally similar when it comes to their faces. They share the same eyes and nose.His gaze broke when his father called him. I saw his father waving at him. Maybe he needs to do some chores.I shrugged off the interaction and continued walking towards my room. But, the kid was weird, and I don’t think I would last if we had an eye-to-eye competition. I got some clean pants and shirts. I also combed my hair after that and put some cologne on.I’m done preparing and I’m ready to go out now. A loud bang welcomed me; different things were swaying in the air, and I was lucky enough to dodge those. I continued walking towards the kitchen carefully when a strange thing caught my eye. It was a red room—just like the other one that I saw last night. But, it’s not the same tenant. It was an old woman, looking nice with a fan in her hand. She greeted me, and I greeted her back. She seems okay, I think . . .I reached the kitchen together with the old woman, named Sarah. She has been a tenant here for almost a decade now. She added that she witnessed what happened in this apartment. We talked a lot, and we parted ways when she saw her husband in the kitchen. Wait... he was the guy from last night. The one that I thought would kill me. His wrinkled face lightened when he saw Sarah, his wife. His gummy smile seemed to be pleasing in his eyes. He offered food for his wife, but Sarah gently declined it. Her eyes landed on mine and plaster
A new day ahead, and a new problem to attend to. I’ve done my morning routine and am currently walking down to the kitchen. I was walking comfortably when I felt a presence behind me. I looked back but there was nothing to see. Maybe I’m just hallucinating because of the things that happened these past few days. I continued walking and I felt again that there was someone who was following me. I pretended to not notice it and found a way to know who was behind me. I finally reached the stairs, and this is the way to find out who it is. I waited for a minute and there was no human being who passed. I climbed the first step and peeked if there was someone, but there was none. I’d just shrugged the thought off and was ready to continue walking down when I felt an arm encircling my stomach.“What are you looking at?” said the man who was behind me. Wait, I know this scent. The menthol that first invaded my nose the moment I was in a stranger’s room that night. I’m sure that this is Taddeio.
Taddeio had finished feeding me by the time I told him that it was my last bite. He didn’t give me a chance to complain; he’d just looked at me seriously, and I backed down. For now, I know I’m not sane anymore as I did that heinous thing last night. I had so many what-ifs that were rumbling inside my brain. What if I stayed? Will he be saved? What if I didn’t run that night? Am I a cold corpse now? I sighed, and as much as I wanted to erase those memories, that face, the emotions, and the pleas, I couldn’t. I don’t know where to start. I wanted to go back there and see if he was still breathing. I wanted to clear this conscience as I can feel that I am being attacked like a spear which is perfectly aimed into my heart and mind. I am aware that there are so many possibilities that may happen or have already happened. These questions will have concrete answers if I ask Taddeio about them. But, where is he? After the feeding session earlier, he said that he was just going to put those bo
I'm still confused about what's happening around me. It feels like I'm a stranger trying hard to fit in, to know what's going on and don't know about the proper assimilation. I don't know where we were; only Taddeio knew this room. After what happened earlier, he seems to be occupied now, which was the real opposite of his personality. I know that he's like this when we're not alone. I've noticed it when we're conversing with the other tenants here in the apartment. Earlier in the kitchen, you couldn't hear a single word that came out of his mouth. I mean, he was so calm and serious at the same time. No emotions, just his mysterious stares. Now, we're just sitting here at the very end of the room. The atmosphere was so awkward and quiescent, and as much as I wanted to break it, there was something that halted me from executing it. It can be compared to my mouth being zippered or sewn shut. I'm being stopped by a certain thing that wants it to remain like it is. I was so drawn and lost
I woke up this morning with an awful feeling inside me. Maybe I'll catch a cold if I go out of my room. My body seemed to be weak, which was very odd as I'm not the type of person who gets sick easily. My body has been drained because of the happenings here in the apartment. My throat was parched and I'm currently looking for a bottle of water in my room. But I did not find any traces of it here. Despite the heavy feeling that I'm experiencing right now, I managed to get out of my room and directly moved towards the kitchen to satisfy my thirst. I got a glass and poured the water from the jar into it. For now, I don't like drinking cold water.I was in the middle of drinking when someone whispered right into my ear. "I'm sorry." I was caught off guard because of that, and I spilled some of the remaining water in my glass. How much I wanted to face the person behind me, but he held my body in place. "Don't look, please. I'm sorry about yesterday. I don't mean it like that.""So, you'
Days pass by so quickly and Taddeio can not be seen somewhere near me. He’s not completely on my radar. I’m kind of feeling something that I can’t name. I’m afraid that trouble came in his way and he couldn’t formulate a plan on how to successfully escape it. And the last thing I remembered was when he left my room later that night after confessing to me. I can still imagine his face three days ago. I was shocked by a loud knock at my door. I dozed off the moment I laid down on my bed. That's why I was taken aback by the noise. It came to a halt for a moment, then resumed its journey.“Wait!” I said and then sat up without leaving my bed, as my body was beaten because of the rain. I tried to grab the knob and I successfully did it. I opened the door, and there it was—a man in all black, facing his back to me. He has good posture, and I can smell his sandalwood perfume; it is a nice and manly scent. I wanted to hug him all day and just smell him until the scent came off. He turned on
Hi! I'm just going to remind you that this story happens in 2013 and not in the present year. I have reasons why I decided to do it like this. Please, stay tuned for the upcoming chapters in order for you to understand the whole story. Anyways, thank you for reading! I hope that you will stay until the end and know that real score of Merchaiass and Taddeio. Stay safe always, and drink water everyday to keep you hydrated! Don't go out if it's not necessary. Wear your mask and protect yourself. In order to avoid confusion, please be reminded of the timeframe. Thank you, again!
I was stunned when I heard the caller's voice and said something that sounded very familiar to me. After days of hiding from me, he finally had the guts to call me."H-hello?" I cleared my throat first, as I was stuttering when I realized that he was waiting for my response."I missed you—I really do." He said it softly, nearly a whisper. "Really?" I sarcastically asked. He missed me, huh? He left without goodbyes, no words, and just left after that night. "I'm sorry. I have important things to do." He apologetically explained."Okay. You don't need to explain it, though. I'm not your mother." He sighed and just let the silence devour our conversation. It lasted for a few minutes, and I wanted to end the call. But, he confessed something to me."Babe, you know that I like you, right?"I didn't answer and let him continue saying what he was saying."I'm sorry for not telling you that I have things to do. It was rushed and I didn't have time for that.""Taddeio. I said that, it's actu