EZRA'S POV:
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18+
I feel so guilty right now, I was supposed to be with Fay right now making up for the last two weeks which I lost because of my behavior but still, I am on my way to Mitch's house.
What is wrong with me, why I am so addicted to her and can't get enough of her. If I try I can resist Mitch but I don't want to. If I start resisting other girls then I will start to crave the only girl I don't want to hurt or ruin with my stupidity and toxicity.
Fay is everything for me and it's my responsibility to keep her from bad people and bad things and I am one of them. I may look like a simple guy who runs a multimillion company but I am into so many dangerous things and I need to keep her from those things and myself too.
I was supposed to be with Fay watching a movie and having dinner together but when she ran into my arms and her body perfectly fit with my body, I lost control and buried my face in her neck inhaling her rosy scent which I love.
I parked my car in front of mitch's Apartment, I never take her home with me because I just need her physically not the other way around. I may sound like a jerk but that is who I am, that is who Ezra Irwin is and I am not going to change for anyone.
I rang the bell and stood patiently for Mitch to open the door and she did open the door in nothing but only in lingerie I like with a seductive smile, hand on the door. She welcomed me biting her lips which will do so many amazing things to my body with them.
I am already hard thinking about the pleasure I am going to get. Mitch is so good in bed and she knows what she is doing and how to please a man. Maybe that's why I am addicted to her and can't get enough of her.
" I have been waiting for you babe, what took you so long? Hmm!" She pulled me towards her pulling my t shirt's collar towards her room, walking with more sway tempting me to smack it.
" I was stuck in a meeting and I had to finish it today." I lied because Mitch doesn't like me with Fay. She never disagreed with me about Fay but I can see it in her actions and eyes that she doesn't like my and Fay's friendship. I am going to dump her when she complaints about our friendship because nothing is more than Fay.
" Uh! Uh! Come now, I missed you, babe." She pushed me on the bed and climbed onto me not touching me. I like her foreplay which makes me sigh with contempt without doing the main job.
" I missed you too babe, now come and show me how much you missed me," I said before her lips placed on mine, and we moved them together slowly before sucking on them feverishly like can't get enough off it.
Her body is moving along with her lip movements making me impatient to be inside her and break her into the half with my roughness. I rolled her onto her back still with our lips connected.
I tore her bra and palmed her slowly emitting soft moans from her mouth, I untangled my lips with hers and dived for her neck, and left open-mouthed kisses before diving between her soft b**bs valley. I sucked on one of her b**b and palmed another and I gave the same attention to the other. I know how to please her and how to leave her wanting more.
"Babe! pleaseeeeee." I can hear her desperation in her voice with want and need for a release.
" what do you want Mitch? Tell me and I will give it to you." I teased some more resulting in her pulling on to my hair.
" Babe please, you know what I want, please." She begged some more. I slowly make my way to her sweet spot pulling her panties down, kissing her inner thighs.
"Ahh! Please, Ezra. More, I want more." Mitch pleaded breathlessly pulling me towards her dripping core.
"I know Babe, patience is the key to heaven." I mocked knowing it will piss her off and blew some air onto her core teasing her.
" if you don't do it then I will do it myself, Ezra." Mitch threatened to get up from my hold but I tightened my hold and ducked my head and tasted her core with a quick lick of my tongue.
" Yes, babe like that, please don't stop." I hear Mitch's pleading but everything is in dead mode. I sucked on it like I am thirsty and emptied everything from her dripping core like a hungry beast.
Mitch's legs become jelly with her climax, I didn't give her a chance to relax before pushing my hardened member into her core and thirsting deep inside her, and rocking the bed.
I never do skinship with any girl I sleep with and Mitch is not the exception.
Her legs tightened around me due to my hard thrusts and I know she is enjoying it as much as I am. This is the time I feel relaxed other than being with Fay. Fay! Her thought brought me a thrill to my body and I pick up my pace thrusting deeper thinking about the girl I am not supposed to think at this time when another girl is under me and I am inside her.
My eyes got closed on their according and her brown hair, curvaceous body, grey eyes, smile, and her rosy scent rewinded before my closed eyes like a movie and my body moved according to the visions imagining the girl from it and I came so hard that I never been before and I can hear Mitch's voice and her satisfactory moans filling the room.
I removed myself from Mitch and went to the bathroom to clean myself and my head. This is so wrong on many levels. I need to do something before I ruin her.
Finally, this is the day I am waiting for so eagerly. Today is the 14th and there is going to be Ezra's event which he invited me to and we are going to wear the same color. When Ezra left my house that day I called Joanna to inform her about it and invited her on behalf of Ezra.First, she is reluctant to accept the invitation because she and Ezra's enemy bond but I begged her to come with me and finally she accepted. We decided to get ready at my house because it will be easy and Ezra called me to inform me that he is going to send someone to pick us up. Joanna and I are currently sitting in my room doing a skincare routine before the party and I am still waiting for my dress which is to be delivered by Ezra." Fay! Do you think Mitch is going to show up today?" Joanna asked, massaging her face with something I don't know. This is one of the reasons for making someone's mood horrible." Don't you think joey that I don't want to think about anything right now because I am in a good
I and Joanna sat in awe inside the lavish limousine with big eyes and mouth agape because of its smell and richness. We took two glasses of champagne which tasted sweet and bitter. I hesitantly took the glass when Joanna poured it for me. I don't know if we are supposed to touch anything. “I think one glass is enough Joanna and I don't think we can finish the entire bottle from someone’s car without their permission,” I said, putting my glass aside.“ Why are you so bored? Fay this is not someone’s car and this is not a car but a freaking limousine so we have to have champagne.” she gulped the entire contents of her glass before going for some more.“I think that is enough joanna for now and we have to be on our best behavior so we can't embarrass Ezra in front of everyone.'' I gave her a look saying it's final.“Okay mom whatever you say.” she mocked me before sulking and pouting. She sometimes behaves like a child and she looks so funny. We sat in silence until we reached the place
I can't see them all lovey-dovey with each other on the stage. I placed my plate on the table and stood up to run away from there, from them and this damn town. I never knew this hurt this much. I am embarrassed because of his lie. I look like a fool in front of Joanna. She always warned me about him, about him making me a fool every time but I never listened. I am a damn fool." Fay! Are you alright?" Joanna enquired seeing me sitting still."Y...yes...s…" I choked out before running from the hall without looking behind and I can hear Joanna calling me but It feels like I am being choked there and I can't breathe properly. I have to get away from them. I heard footsteps following me but I ignored them and ran faster to get away. I can't stay there for more than a second. It is choking the life out of me.How can I be a fool, how can I be played by Ezra? It is so embarrassing thinking that I had a chance with him and making my hopes high. I am just his friend nothing more and just a
I know this is stupid but I still waited for him, my doom. Yes, he is my doom because nothing gets to my head when it comes to Ezra. I don't know when he became my life or a reason to breathe but he became everything to me. Some may say it is insanity to think like this or some may think that I am obsessed with Ezra but I don't heed to those words or thinking. I changed my clothes into PJs and hid that dress and chain at the last corner of my wardrobe so I can not see it and get reminded of my humiliation. I am not crying for him, no I am not that weak to very for someone. I am much stronger than that. I lay on my bed thinking about today's event and how they were both looking like a happy couple and how I didn't see an ounce of guilt on Ezra's face when he kissed me. Ugh, that Damn kiss! I am trying to push that thought from my head but I am unable to do that. Why did God choose every single bad thing and bad luck for me? I received a text from Joanna that she has reached home s
We were still standing kissing the hell out of each other. Ezra's hands were all over my body squeezing and pulling me closer to his body. I have never felt this good and the main reason behind me feeling more intensity is because of Ezra. I always dreamed of us together, I am his first and he will be mine but he didn't wait for me as I waited for him. My heart broke when he told me about how he lost his virginity to his then-girlfriend. " You feel so good, baby girl," Ezra murmured between kisses and pulled me from the sad thoughts. Ezra slowly pulled my t-shirt and tossed it somewhere in the room. I am not wearing a bra but only standing in my panties in front of him. I covered myself with my hands feeling self-conscious and shy standing in front of my best Friend practically naked. " Don't cover yourself, Fay, not in front of me. You are so beautiful and I love to see you like this every day." He huskily whispered before removing my hands which are covering my boobs from his
I am bobbing my head up and down tasting his sweet and salty precum and my saliva. He became a moaning mess too, I am on my knees giving him my all taking him to hell and heaven at the same time. It's my first time doing this but I have seen many videos so I know one or two things about how to make your man a puddy in your hands.Seeing Ezra's Expressions and his groans coming out of his mouth made me throb so painfully for him to fill me up. I clenched my thighs to make some friction between my legs desperate to feel that orgasm which he has given me before." Yes, baby girl don't stop." Ezra moaned out while guiding my head deep, making me choke. He didn't let me finish before pulling me up and made me fall on the bed." No, baby girl, I want to finish inside you." He said making eye contact with me, I can see his desire shining through his eyes. I bit my lip feeling so turned on by his words that my hand moved down on its own wanting to play with my happy button and relieve myself.
I woke up feeling sore and happy at the same time, a smile on my face and warmth spreading throughout my body. I opened my eyes to blinding sunlight creeping into my room. The curtains were opened, indicating someone opened them. The place beside mine was cold, making me confused because Ezra will never leave without saying goodbye, especially when we shared a bed last night. I checked the clock for time, making my eyes go wide, it was already noon, and no one woke me up! Maybe Ezra is in the kitchen making breakfast for me. I got up from the bed butt naked and dashed to the bathroom to take a long warm shower to soothe my muscles. After taking a bath I took out jeans and a hoodie to keep me warm in the chilly weather and applied a thin layer of makeup before going downstairs. I didn't hear anything in the kitchen making me halt in my steps, what if Ezra left me way before I thought! Is he in guilt? Did he regret it? Every kind of thought entered my head making me feel dirty in my
I drove my car at a speed I have never driven, my eyes are blurred due to the tears. I can't see the road properly but I felt choked standing there in the parking lot after seeing Ezra and Mitchell making out. How can he do this to me? Why? He just discarded me after taking my virginity. He didn't deserve any of my love, my body, and my soul. Ezra Irwin successfully broke me completely today. I will never forgive him for what he did just after sleeping with me. I was a fool always forgiving him and submitting to him but now it's time to show him that he can't control me anymore. He ruined our friendship, I know he is not entirely to blame but he nerve told me off when I always showed him that I love him more than a friend, he never accepted my feelings nor rejected them. I wiped my tears hastily not wanting to cry for the asshole who didn't deserve my tears. I can see I am approaching my home but I don't want to be seen by my parents being a mess and I know where I can go. I took