Dirty!

It's been a blissfully happy month since Ezra and I got engaged and I swear I never felt this happy and content in my life. Ezra was dying to hold a engagement party to celebrate our love and union but i held him back saying we first need to spend some time in the sheets as well as doing the things normal couple does like going on dates, shopping and other stuff and so far we have done pretty much everything and tomorrow is our engagement party.

" What are you fussing about now! Fay?" Joanna asked, sitting beside me on the bed while i'm folding my clothes.

" Nothing! I just feel everything is too good to be true!" I heaved a sigh, knowing my negative mind is going to ruin everything by over-thinking things.

" Ugh! Why do you overthink too much! Nothing is too good to be true! Stop, Fay!" Joanna rolled her eyes at me and I know she is right and I just have to push that stupid voice out of my head but still I feel like something is not right and my happiness will be snatched away any se