Irresistible

" Is he still outside?" I asked Joanna who is entering our new apartment. She came with me when I left the next morning after the gala. My heart couldn't bare to be in the same place as Ezra and not be with him.

" Yeah! As usual. Why don't you go and talk to him, Fay!" I know, I should talk to him and tell him to go back home and stop waiting for me as it's impossible to ignore him and see him waiting for me outside our apartment every single day since four months back.

I know he is trying and repenting, he never chased me but still waits outside my apartment and walks with me to the subway and back to the apartment.

My heart aches seeing him trying to get me back but the hurt we both gave to myself stops me from approaching him and forgiving him.

" It's not the best idea when I'm not sure if I can forgive him. If I go and talk to him then I will repeat the same toxic cycle." Joanna nodded her head in understanding and went to her room to freshen up.

Izzy and I broke ties with each o