Chapter 43

My body hurts so much. I also have a lot of bruises everywhere. I don't know how to hide it but I see on TV that they put concealer on it so it's not noticeable so that's what I did. It also works.

I couldn't stop sobbing as I put concealer on my body, because I remembered what happened to me at the hands of my husband. I feel so sorry for myself. I want to go away but I can't, my heart is so weak that I don't want to keep up.

It's selfish to think about it but what can I do? I just fell in love. Maybe it's not bad to squeeze myself into the person you love. I am still the legal wife so I have more rights over him, not his attachment.

I turned my attention to cleaning my room. It's a bit dusty and I haven't taken care of it since I moved here. When I finished what I was doing, I went down to eat lunch, it was early in the afternoon but I hadn't had breakfast and lunch yet. I was surprised because these two were not at home. Where did that go? My heart ached when I thought they might