LOGINIV: One Step To…
~ROENNA~ “His Majesty has sent for you, Miss Lancaster.” Franca walked into my bathroom, expecting me to follow her. “What did he say?" Since the day he'd sent me out, I never sat at the table with either him or his right-hand. "You're to meet him tonight.” She spun around me, pulling my robe-like dress off, keeping her tone controlled. My wolf stirred. All of a sudden? “Is there something you're not telling me, Mrs Franca?" I frowned. She rested her chin on my shoulder. "You're really a doubting Thomas, Roenna.” I giggled. Franca and I had gotten closer over the last two weeks and funny enough, I didn't really know how…but we just clicked at some point. “It's not my fault. He hasn't sent for me in two weeks and all of a sudden…" I shrugged, walking towards the bathroom. “I didn't tell him you tried to escape. It's still our little secret, child." Franca was quite good at keeping secrets then. A day or two after I arrived, she caught me trying to escape. If she'd told the King or his Hand, my life would've crumbled entirely… "Do you think he'll kill me?” The sadness I'd try to hide still peeked through my voice as I asked. She heaved an audible sigh. "Hmm. I cannot decide what the King does, but as long as you follow the rules.” The rumors of the King's nine breeders that had died before they even conceived were true, and every time my memory traveled back to the night I walked into his chambers, something seemed odd. Of course I wasn't expecting his housekeeper to tell me all his secrets which was why I'd gotten closer to Meredith, one of the maidens who handled my morning baths. After I was groomed, she led me to the door of his inner chambers, where another series of thoughts occupied my head and my senses sharpened as I walked in. This time, it wasn't dark, and there was no smell of blood, and there was no rope strapped around my waist either. “Look who we have here…” That low throaty voice met me as soon as our eyes locked. He sat shirtless on the edge of his large bedframe. Almost immediately, I lowered my head, dropping my eyes to the ground. His voice also sounded different from the last time. “Come closer." He ordered, stretching his hand and I obeyed. His chest had a tattoo of splattered ink… and not that I wanted to objectify him, but I just couldn't take my eyes off his body. A King’s body built this hot really showed how cruel fate could be sometimes. He ordered me to sit and for a while, silence took over as he studied my face. "You can touch it if you want.” His voice broke into my moment of lustful adoration. "Your Maje—” "You've been watching my arms for as long as you've been in here; I'm not wrong to believe you want to touch them.” For one reckless moment, my cheeks flushed and then slowly, I placed my hand on his arm. His arm muscles were hard and I trailed them with my fingers. He released a low growl of satisfaction. "Come here…” he grabbed my hand and his arm snaked around my waist, pulling me against himself. He pressed my a** cheeks down against himself and I felt the heat of his erection. "Feel that?” He growled in my ear. He placed his hands at my waist, controlling my movement as I ground my a** cheeks against his c**k. “Good girl…” he held my waist still. Following his order, I stood, turned around, and stripped naked. I lowered my head in embarrassment, but my need had grown. Being a breeder didn't mean I hated sex, and right now, I needed this man in me just as much as I needed oxygen. My back sank into the mattress as he pinned both of my hands to the headboard. His fingers cupped the underside of my t**s, brushing my puckered nipple. My back arched forward, helpless moans ripping from my throat. My thighs burnt with need as he undressed. He let out his c**k and my eyes caught it. It was big with precum dripping down its cap. My lust-filled guts ached to take him inside of me. God. D**n. It. The lust in his eyes was the sexiest thing I'd ever seen in a man. He wasn't boyish sexy. He had that dangerous kind of gorgeous masculinity one would never deny for anything…!! Before sliding it into my wet he, he dragged his hand from the cap of his fk to its base. He slid his c**k inside me, sending a sharp pain through my uterus. My eyes squeezed tight, a mix of pleasure and pain claiming my senses as he rammed into me at a fast, yet calculated pace. Filthy, louder, and hungrier moans escaped my throat as every drive pushed me toward my release. My t**s jiggled as I slid up and down, but his palm snaked around my neck, steadying my movement. We hit our release almost at the same time and my body vibrated violently beneath his. For the slightest second, I caught worry and concern in his eyes as he held me still, “Are you okay?" He asked in a growly tone. "I'm fine.” I blurted, a mix of embarrassment and release aftermath dawdling beneath my skin as he collapsed against me. “I hope you survive it." He muttered under his breath, rolling to the side but I caught it. My brows formed a V. "Did you say something, Your Majesty?” I asked. “No." He refuted, releasing a sharp sigh. "I didn't get to praise you, bunny. You were really good.” All of a sudden, I forgot I was here to serve… or my life had been painfully led. “Can I leave now?" I made an attempt to get up, but he held my arm and drew me back to lie beside him. "If I'll be guilty by tomorrow, allow my wolf to have you around.” He spooned around me, throwing the blanket over us. My wolf scented something and with the kind of unease I could feel within me, something wasn't right.LVI: Helpless.~XENOS~The door opened and Traven walked in.I knew him. She had mentioned him before. He wasn't smiling. His expression was plain, almost blank, as his eyes moved around the room before settling on Roenna."Your Majesty."He bowed before me, then straightened and continued towards her.I watched him carefully. He was the man who had brought the basket. The same man whose name had made Roenna's expression change so drastically that she had practically begged me not to let him near her."What are you doing here?" she asked.Her voice wasn't particularly hostile. If anything, it sounded like a question she had already known the answer to.Traven stopped. "You should be by my sister's side." She added. I looked at her, then at him.He seemed to take a moment to process her words. His eyes remained on her face, searching for something I couldn't quite understand.Roenna wasn't looking at him like someone whose heart had been broken and was still waiting for an apology.
LV: Why Him?~ROENNA~I pretended to be asleep.It was easier than explaining why I didn't want to close my eyes, especially when I knew there was a possibility of having another strange dream. I was scared of what I might see, what I might hear, and what I might wake up remembering, but more than that, I was scared for Xenos.He had so much on his shoulders already. The kingdom, the council, the curse, the mysterious woman, and now whatever he suspected about House Tywin. I didn't want him dealing with everything alone. Yet here I was, battling something I wasn't even sure I could survive.I wanted to survive. God, I wanted to survive.I wanted to see my baby. I wanted to watch Xenos become a father. I wanted to have ordinary mornings with him, argue over insignificant things, and complain about how much attention he gave his kingdom instead of me.I wanted a future. A long one filled with happiness. One where our bond would last forever or for as long as we lived. I eventually go
LIV: Allowing My Own Hurt.~XENOS~Her answer lingered in my mind long after I had put her to sleep. "I don't know, Xenos. I can't decide what happens until then."I had wanted an answer. Something definite. Something that would tell me what to do if the person responsible for everything happening to her turned out to be someone we knew.But Roenna hadn't given me one. Perhaps she couldn't.I stood beside the bed for a while, watching her sleep. My hand rested against her stomach, and I felt my wolf settle slightly at the sight of her.She was there. My mate was there, breathing peacefully, carrying our child.For now, that was enough.I eventually left the room and made my way to my chambers. He was seated at my desk, surrounded by kingdom records. Several documents were spread across the table, and from the look of things, he had been working on the reports I was supposed to review earlier.He glanced at me briefly before returning his attention to the papers.I said nothing. Inste
LIII: Guilty? Then You Decide.~ROENNA~"Your reaction reminded me of that day, Xenos." A smile formed on my lips as I said. His brows drew together. "What day?"I was about to answer when he interrupted me. "Tell me about the night you almost got raped by the guard in the garden."His patience was visibly wearing thin, and I couldn't help the little smile that crept onto my face."I hope you're not about to kill a guard." He looked like he was about to, though."You think I wouldn't?" One of his brows rose. "I don't mind burning in whatever punishment awaits me. Hell, the underworld, or whatever exists beyond this life. But I'll make sure whoever disrespected my woman pays for it first." His jaw tightened. "Who was the guard, Roenna?"I didn't answer. Instead, I watched him, a small smile still resting on my lips. There was something about the way he looked at me, the way his anger seemed to have found a new direction simply because someone had hurt me, that made me feel cherished
LII: That Night~XENOS~"Ask him what he did." Roenna's words lingered in my mind long after she spoke them.I looked at her, searching her face for an explanation, but she seemed just as bewildered as I was. Her fingers were wrapped tightly around mine, and there was something in her eyes that told me she wasn't playing games.I turned to Landrace. He looked perfectly ordinary, perfectly composed, and perfectly unaware of why a king might suddenly question him.My mate's reaction had been anything but ordinary. Roenna had flinched at his approach.Her wolf had reacted to him in a way she didn't look like she understood. Somehow, that same wolf had asked me to question him.I didn't understand what any of it meant.But I had learned never to dismiss my mate's instincts."Landrace."The healer straightened. "Your Majesty?""What did you do?” I held his gaze.His eyebrows rose..For a moment, he simply stared at me, as though he expected me to explain the question. Then he gave a small
LI: The Voice From Inside~ROENNA~The moment Xenos walked back into the room, I knew something was wrong.He didn't say anything. He simply crossed the distance between us, wrapped his arms around me, and pulled me against his chest with a desperation that made my heart ache.I stiffened for a second, surprised by the suddenness of it, before slowly melting into his embrace.His arms tightened around and I closed my eyes."I'm sorry," I whispered, but he didn't respond.I lifted my head slightly, but he only pressed me closer, his chin resting against my hair. Beneath my cheek, his heart hammered against his chest, beating so rapidly that I could feel every frantic thud.He was frightened. My Xenos, the man who commanded an entire kingdom without blinking, was frightened because of me."I'm sorry for making you worry," I repeated, my voice barely audible. "I didn't mean to scare you."







