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ROWAN I woke up water choking, gasping, and spluttering. It was a situation so cold and so loud that my body was jerking like I've been electrocuted. I wanted to get away but my arms were so weak and the ground was so slippery that I couldn't get away and the water was still coming down and it was icy cold and it made my skin hurt. "Wake up," a voice commanded impatient and without any trace of humor, from somewhere quite near my face. "Please, stop," I was interrupted again by my coughing and I tried to hide my face with my shaking hands.The water only stopped after a while. I managed to look around after a wheezing breath. It was a gigantic underground chamber or room with only the lamps fixed to metal chains giving a very dull and faint light. The floor looked like wet cement. The walls were draped in shadows. People tortured in the place, were at every spot of this huge room. I turned my head to the other side of the room very slowly and with very little movement and saw kids tied to chairs with their hands bound, faces swollen, lips bleeding. Alphas. Betas. There were also a few Omegas. I could recognize some faces from the academy and the rest were people whom I had never seen before. All were bruised, shivering, sobbing, and gasping. Men with masks on their faces and walking like vultures were there. They were very muscular as they were covered in black gloves, and the evilness of the sound made by their boots when they hit the floor, is what every time they did it, the whole room becomes completely quiet. The scene that I was witnessing turned my stomach upside down and made it churn. "What… what is this?" I inquired in such a low voice that it was hardly audible even to myself.The closest-to-me masked guy lowered his level with mine. L "Auction prep," he said, giving the answer without any kind of gesture or hesitation."You are our stock now." "I am not..." I started out but my voice disappeared. My mouth was, however, firmly controlled by him as he pressed his hand against my jaw so much that I could feel the bone under the force being ground.He silenced my protest with a firm grip and said, "Speak when spoken to, don't utter a word otherwise". Another one makes a low whistle after looking at me from top to bottom and then points a finger at me,"He is a good one," was his feedback." Very good. I can already see the buyers competing for him at his price." "VIP treatment?" another one laughed. "No doubt about it. Just take a look at that pair of eyes. Just take a look at that face." I moved away from him abruptly and hissed, "Leave me alone." They laughed. "Oh, he is really turning up the heat," said the person standing behind me. "Half the price he would have been, at the very least." Now my breathing was faster, my chest was tight. "Please, let me go. I promise I won't ask for anything else." "Pretty sure," the first man said while laughing, "that a good-looking boy like you will be the one to bring the highest bids." After that, one of them put his hand around my back and lifted the torn part of my shirt. No one spoke. ... A single, long, and sharp whistle ... "Well well," someone whispered. "What are we looking at here? New lashes." Another one close to him. "Still bleeding. Someone really had fun with him." One of the men was gently running his gloved hand across the scar that was from the tear and on my back and I couldn't help but let out a gasp and my whole body was recoiling. He was clicking his tongue. "We need it to be healed by auction day. Buyers are not fond of damaged goods." "And I'm not goods," I retorted, with my voice quivering. He grabbed my hair and yanked my head back until I was staring up at him. “Stop talking.” Then he shouted across the room, “Bring the ointment for this one. Expensive kind.” A bottle was tossed to him. He caught it and smirked down at me. “VIP, just like I said.” “Please don’t—” I whispered as he uncapped it. “Hold him,” he ordered. Two men pinned my arms to the floor. Another pressed a knee to the back of my neck. And when the ointment touched my raw lashes, I screamed. “Stop—stop—please—!” “Quiet,” one snapped, slapping a hand over my mouth. The sting was unbearable, burning straight into my spine. I was shaking uncontrollably by the time they finished. “There,” the man said, patting my cheek lightly. “You’ll look fine in three days. Fresh as new.” “Fuck you,” I whispered, tears in my eyes. He laughed and stood up. “Transfer him.” Two hours later, I was shoved into another dark room—a holding area lined with cages. Students from the academy were huddled inside: Omegas crying quietly, Betas hugging their knees, Alphas looking furious but helpless. “Rowan?” someone whispered. I turned, wincing at the pain in my back. It was Mara, one of the Omegas from my potion studies class, her eyes red, her hands shaking. She reached through the bars. “They grabbed us… they grabbed everyone…” I sank down beside her cage. “It’s okay,” I whispered, even though it wasn’t. “You’re going to be fine.” “No, I’m not,” she cried softly. “They said— they said we’re going to be sold—” “I won’t let them hurt you,” I told her, even though I could barely stand. “Just breathe, Mara. I’m right here.” A little girl in the next cage whimpered. She couldn’t have been older than eight. She clung to the bars, eyes wide. “Mister… I want to go home.” My heart twisted painfully. I crawled closer. “Hey,” I whispered gently. “Hey, sweetheart. What’s your name?” “Lila,” she whispered, voice breaking. “Lila,” I repeated softly, forcing my voice to stay steady. “It’s okay. I’m here. You’re not alone.” She sniffled. “Are they gonna hurt us?” “No,” I lied. “No, they’re not.” “You promise?” I swallowed hard. “I promise.” We sat like that for a long time—me whispering to terrified strangers, pretending I was strong, pretending my back wasn’t on fire, pretending I wasn’t shaking. Two hours later, the door slammed open. “Take the pretty one,” a voice barked. I stiffened. “No—no, please—” Mara whispered. “Rowan—” “It’s fine,” I told her quickly. “I’ll be fine.” Two guards grabbed me. “Say goodbye,” one chuckled. “Bye, Rowan!” Lila cried. I forced a smile. “Be brave, Lila. I’ll see you soon.” They dragged me into a smaller room—dark, cold, silent except for dripping water. A single lamp illuminated a metal chair and a tray of ointments and food. “Strip,” one commanded. “No,” I snapped automatically. He grabbed the collar of my shirt and ripped it open. “I wasn’t asking.” I shuddered as he pushed me into the chair. “You need to look good,” the other muttered. “Pretty face, smooth skin, no visible marks. Buyers like that.” “I don’t care what they like,” I hissed. “Not your concern.” He pressed fresh ointment to my lashes again and I screamed, slamming my fist against the armrest. “Quiet,” he snapped. Then they forced food into my mouth. “Eat,” one growled. “You have to look healthy.” “I’m not hungry—” He pinched my jaw until my mouth opened. “Eat.” I swallowed because I had no choice. When they finally left the room, it went dead silent. And the memories I’d been trying to bury started crawling back—dark hallways, cold hands, voices calling me asset, flashes of chains, shadows pressing against me. “No,” I whispered. “No, don’t—stop—stop—” My breathing grew rapid, too rapid. Sweat dripped down my spine. My head pounded. I tried to stand but couldn’t. “Stop,” I begged no one. “Please stop—” I passed out on the floor. When I woke again, they were back. “Up,” one ordered. “Food.” “No,” I muttered weakly. “I can’t—” They shoved bread into my hand. “Eat.” For three days, it was the same. Cold room. Ointment. Forced food. Silence. Nightmares. More ointment. More silence. By the fourth day, I smelled awful, my hair was matted, and I hadn’t slept longer than ten minutes without jolting awake. My back still throbbed, but less violently—the ointment was working. The door opened. Two big men stepped in. “Time to prep you up,” one said. I exhaled shakily. This was it. Auction day.CHAPTER 38DANTE We returned to the palace later lathered and exhausted from the hard ride back while the surviving enemy fighter remained chained behind one of the supply mounts, head bowed and silent under heavy guard. The courtyard filled quickly with stable hands and additional soldiers who had been summoned to meet us, everyone moving with the quiet efficiency that came from knowing something serious had happened out there. I dismounted first, handing the reins to the nearest groom without a word, then turned to Lucien and Alastair who had ridden in right beside me.“Take the prisoner straight to Percival,” I instructed Alastair, keeping my voice level and cold because any hint of emotion right now would only feed rumors among the staff. “Full restraints. No conversation. I want every drop of poison identified and countered before nightfall.”Alastair nodded once, already signaling two guards to handle the transfer. “I’ll stay with Percival until we have answers. Anything else b
CHAPTER 37DANTEI stood on the palace courtyard at first light, watching the army assemble with the kind of precision that came from years of drilling and the knowledge that hesitation meant death. Two hundred soldiers stood ready in full armor—black-plated steel etched with the Varyn crest, swords sharpened to razor edges, shields bearing the royal colors of silver and midnight blue. Two witches flanked the formation, their silver robes catching the pale dawn light while their hands already glowed with faint protective runes that shimmered in the air around them. No cars this time. We would ride on horseback because the terrain near Blackthorn Ridge was too uneven for vehicles, and I wanted the men to feel the ground beneath them, to remember what they were fighting for.Lucien mounted his black stallion beside me, already grinning like the battle ahead was a game he couldn’t wait to play. “Two hundred against fifty or more,” he said cheerfully, checking the straps on his sword belt
CHAPTER 36ROWANI spent the entire day avoiding everyone, especially the kings, because the last thing I needed was another encounter that would leave me feeling small and worthless all over again. After Lucien’s cold reminder that I was nothing but a pet bought off an auction block, I decided the safest place for me was inside my room with the door locked and my phone in my hand. I scrolled through Instagram for hours, liking random posts from people I didn’t even know, watching reels of strangers living normal lives in cities far away from this palace, and pretending for a little while that I could be one of them again. The videos helped distract me from the constant replay of Lucien’s voice in my head, but they didn’t erase it completely, and every time I closed my eyes the words came back louder.Nothing but a pet.I hated how much those three sentences had carved themselves into me, how they made my chest ache every time I remembered the way he had looked at me when he said them
CHAPTER 35DANTEAlastair’s call came through just as I finished reviewing the latest security logs in the command room, the comm device vibrating sharply against the desk before his voice cut through the quiet with controlled urgency that immediately pulled my full attention. “We found survivors at the outpost,” he reported without preamble, tone steady but carrying the weight of what he had seen. “Ten children. Ages five to fifteen. They were hidden in a collapsed storage bunker beneath the main barracks—barely breathing when we pulled them out.”I leaned back in the chair slowly, processing the information while keeping my expression completely neutral because any visible reaction would be noted by the guards and analysts in the room with me. “Condition?” I asked evenly, already mentally shifting priorities.“Bad,” he answered without hesitation. “Tattered clothes, malnourished, hypothermic. They’ve clearly been through hell—eyes are glassy, responses delayed. No visible injuries b
CHAPTER 34ROWANVarynia had left quietly after that slap still echoed in the room, her footsteps fading down the corridor until the only sound left was the steady beep of Kade’s monitors and the faint rasp of his breathing through the oxygen mask. She had hugged me tight one last time, whispering that Lucien was an asshole when he got like that and not to take it to heart, but the words felt hollow even as she said them because the damage was already done. I stood there in the middle of the medical suite long after she disappeared, arms wrapped around myself like that could hold everything together, while Lucien’s voice kept replaying in my head on an endless loop that refused to stop.“You are nothing but a pet. Bought off an auction block. Just because I’m giving you grace does not mean you get to take it for granted.”Nothing but a pet.The sentence landed like a slap every time it repeated, colder and sharper than the one Varynia had given him. I had actually started to think—stu
CHAPTER 33LUCIENI hadn’t moved from Kade’s bedside since they wheeled him out of surgery, my chair pulled so close to the railing that my knees pressed against the cold metal frame while I watched every shallow rise and fall of his chest like my own life depended on it. The private medical suite was quiet except for the steady beep of monitors and the soft hiss of oxygen, and the smell of antiseptic mixed with the faint copper tang of blood that still clung to my clothes from the border. Kade looked too still, too pale under the harsh overhead lights, the tube in his throat and the bandages across his chest making him appear smaller than he had ever seemed in my memory. I kept one hand resting lightly on his forearm, thumb brushing slow circles over the skin that wasn’t covered in gauze, because touching him grounded me when everything else felt like it was slipping sideways.The door burst open so hard it banged against the wall, and Varynia flew into the room with tears already s







