The moment Tay’s lips connect with mine, I freeze. I let him kiss me; I don’t respond, even though I want to kiss him back. I don’t want to open something that will only lead me to disappointment. He pulls me even closer, desperate. His hands cup my face, kissing me like I’m going to slip through his fingers. The kiss is full of pain and is rough. He desperately wants me to respond to his kiss, but I can’t even though my body begs me to. The ecstasy that runs through just from his touch is something to me, and it scares the hell out of me that my body responds to his touch.He breaks the kiss when I don’t respond and rests his forehead on mine, eyes closed. He brushes his nose with mine, and I shut my eyes to control my emotions.“Sorry.” he whispers. His breath sends chills up and down my spine.“It’s okay.” I say, and open my eyes to meet his lustful brown ones. He pulls away.The rest of the night goes by quickly, and now it was time to hit home. Andrew did very well; all his ar
I don’t know how long I have been sobbing against Tay’s chest, but one thing I know for sure is that his shirt is soaked. For a moment I wished I was dead, so I couldn’t relive this moment. I finally stop crying and move away from him. One thing I hate is crying in front of people.“Are you okay?” Tay asks with a soft voice.“Yeah, I just need to shower and go to sleep.” “Okay, um… just call me if you need anything.” he says and I nod. He walks out, and I strip out of my wet clothes, take a quick warm shower, and wrap my wet body in a towel.I dress up in my dark blue silk pajamas and walk out of the bathroom. Tay is not in the room, so I get under the sheets and close my eyes.After a while, I hear a door opening and footsteps walking towards the bed. I keep my eyes closed and I know by the scent that fills my nostrils; it’s Tay. He gets under the duvet and pulls me closer to his hard, naked chest and buries his nose in my hair. Later, he lets out a deep breath and pulls me eve
The next day in Tay’s car, I look out of the window as he drives to our destination. Last night he said that he wanted to show me something today.I look over at Tay, and his eyes are focused on the road. He is wearing blue denim jeans, a blue t-shirt, and a black jacket. He turns his head and smiles at me. I return it and look at my surroundings. I have never been to this side of neighborhood before. We pass some buildings and after a while, the car stops.“Come on.” Tay says, and we climb out of his car. He grabs my hand as we make our way towards the building; I look over at our entangled fingers and let out a deep breath. My heart is racing fast. Why am I so afraid? Why can’t I be a normal girl with no demons?The building feels like home, kids are running around, women sitting in a circle. What is this place? We enter an office; a man in his mid-forties is going through some papers.“Hey, Vince?” The man looks up and forms a smile when he sees Tay.“Tay, it’s so good to see
Future’s apartment is a two-bedroom one. The kitchen is small with a kitchen island and three stools around it. Future and I sit on the creamy couch with our glasses of orange juice. Nate and Andrew went to get food since none of us were up for cooking. In my case, I don’t know how to.“So, about you and Andrew?” I ask, trying to break the silence. No one has uttered a single word about what happened ever since we left the mansion.“Nothing is going on between us,” Future says and brings the glass to her mouth.“What happened between you two?” I pry. She sighs and places the glass on the coffee table.“I loved him with all of my heart, I still do. We were together for a long time. We were once close, Nate, Andrew, Tay, and E…” she clears her throat and continues.“One night happened, and everything went downhill. We broke up, and I got a scholarship to study in London, as I told you the other day. I broke any connection that had to do with the Payne brothers. I will be lying if I
I couldn’t believe what was happening. Tay is kissing me, and this time, I was kissing him back. He pulls me even closer, as if there was a gap between us. My hands move up to his neck, and I earn a moan from him. I haven’t realized that his breath smells like spearmint. I guess I was busy overthinking about the kiss the other day that I missed it. He squeezes my bottoms and I moan and he slips his tongue in. His tongue moves along with mine, and the feeling is indescribable. I tug the roots of his hair. “Olivia,” My name comes out as a moan. I bite his lower lip and his hands move up my torso. Our lips move in synchronization like they were made for each other. I’m running out of breath, but I don’t want to break the kiss yet. The sparks that are running through my body are incredible; I have felt nothing like this! If a kiss feels like this, then — “Oh, God! Please, not on the kitchen counter. I cook there!” Nana's sweet, horrified voice says from behind. I break the kiss and bu
Tay stands behind me as he places feather-like kisses on my olive skin, his fingers slowly moving up my naked thighs. My breath catches in my throat as he sucks my ear lobe sending me to pure bliss.“You are so fucking beautiful,” he says against my skin and a shiver runs down my spine.“I will give you nothing but pleasure love, I will show your body a different feeling other than pain,” he promises.“Lift up your arms for me,” I oblige and he pulls up my dress; leaving me in just my panties. He moves my hair to the other side and sucks my shoulder. I already feel him being hard on. His hand travels down the valley of my breasts and stops just above my panties. He softly touches my shoulder-blade, and I shut my eyes, moaning. His hands cup my breasts and I press my hands around my body. “Why did you stop?” I ask, panting.“So, I can do this,” he says and drops to his knees. He pulls my panties down and runs his hand up to my center, but plays around it. I tremble in eager antic
Nate left after finishing the sandwich that wasn’t even meant for him. If I told someone that Nate was Tay’s little brother, they wouldn’t believe me. Tay is private, too private, if I may add, and Nate is bubbly—he’s uncaring about the world’s opinions. As long as he has the people he loves by his side, he is happy. I finish mine and as Tay promised; he gives me a tour of the house. The house is like bigger than I thought, there is a library. It’s so huge you would even get lost in it. We move to the gym, every machine there is that is used to exercise is here. Apparently, the brothers meet at the gym every 4 am in the morning to exercise. Let’s not forget Andrew’s studio, although I didn’t look at it for long — it was beautiful and the rest were guest rooms. Tay’s study is enormous; it also has a small bar stand and black leather couch just a few feet away from his desk. There are pictures of him and his brothers, of course. We FaceTime his mother in his office to ask her to talk to
“Where is Nana?” I ask when I walk in the kitchen and grab a bowl. I pour the cereal and milk after. I don’t bother asking about Nate. I was certain that he left the minute he got out of my room.“She went grocery shopping,” Andrew says and I sit next to him.“Can I ask you something?” I ask.“Sure,” he says as he chews.“What happened between you and Future that makes it difficult for her to forgive you?” I ask. Andrew sighs and pushes the bowl away from him.“It’s a long story,” he exhales.“I’ve got time,” I say and relax on my stool. Today, I get to know the reason Future flew across the world to get away from Andrew.“I was young and stupid. You know how high school is?” I want to tell him I don’t know, but I keep my mouth shut.“I was in a group of five. We were the hottest group of guys in school, so they said. When we got smart and learnt about sex and how good it is; we started competing. Our bet was getting the most beautiful girls in school pregnant, to prove whose