LOGINFuck off.
Fuck off??
Nobody’s ever told me that in my life. Granted, the people I knew were Holls, Stephen, my teachers, but they don’t count because all of my jokes rolled off them like they were immune.
Tongue in cheek, I look up at the dark sky, the stars dotting the night must see and relay to the moon goddess that she made her very first mistake, pairing me with a man!
The worst kind of them even.
“I’m going to assume your name is fuck off.” I say looking back at the spot my mate is supposed to be standing in.
He was gone.
My head swings left and right, almost human eyes searching for my mate, but he is gone and I am left alone out here.
Wherever here is.
“Just great. This is why you don’t follow strangers.” If only I had someone to warn me of stranger danger, am I right??
I am well away from the Alpha tower.Far from home. I snicker to myself, Holls was going to love that one.
Taking in my surroundings, I take note of the fact that I am in an open field, nothing to my left, even more nothings to my right.
I am in a sea of vast nothingness.
With none of my senses to pick the way back home for me.
Turning back, I try to go back the way I came.
I mean, how would I ever tell my father that I found my mate and it just so happened to be a man with shaggy hair, killer eyes and a fucking lip ring?!
Who also told me to fuck off!
He clearly wants nothing to do with me, which I admit hurts a little. Okay, it hurts a whole lot. He’s supposed to devote his entire life to loving me!
I mean, I am also surprised he turned out to be a man, but I wasn’t asking him to fuck off!
“But you did almost punch his face.”
I wince.
Okay fine, I guess he had every right to tell me that.
With a sigh I realize I may never go home.
And the guards said something about rogues lurking.
My mate is thankfully not rogue, even if he has a foul mouth and a shit attitude, he doesn’t look like deranged like every textbook rogue, he speaks well, has a nice body…
“Do not think about his body!” I snap at myself.
Then slap my hand across my mouth.
Good Eddie, call the rogues and tell them a lost alpha, with a dormant wolf and no senses is right here and ready to be devoured.
The least my mate could have done was point me in the right direction.
Right, he has no idea that his next leader has no senses. I think drily.
The right leg of my ugly red suit manages to snag on some dry plants, the rip is loud in the otherwise silent night.
“Go ahead, disappoint your father some more, ruin the suit he made specially for this occasion!” I say pulling my leg to myself, that’s when I stumble backward a bit, tripping over a few roots.
My mouth opens to scream and a hand is slapped across my mouth.
“Shut the fuck up.”
His sweet smell disorients my nostrils and I resist the urge to rest in his arms, instead I peel his hand off.
“Great, Fuck off, pretty kind of you to show up when I don’t need you anymore.”
I can’t help the sarcasm, it comes very easily since my companion most days are my mind, books and films from the human world.
“I said, shut the fuck up, unless you’re trying to get yourself killed.”
I should have noticed he was whispering, but I don’t. Mostly because he is a shit person, I can tell he’s the type to kick puppies and steal candies from babies.
“Who taught you to speak? Are the only things you know fuck off, shut the fuck up??”
“Yes, I only know to fuck. Now, be quiet, they already noticed you.”
My face face blushes at the word, and I am grateful for the dark. I know the word and the meaning purely from books and movies, and Holls never ending stories about her and Stephen.
But in practical?
Does alone and in my room with my always reliable right hand count??
For some reason, I imagine doing it with him.
He glances at me, his mouth twisting in disgust even further.
I don’t hold back the scoff and the eye roll that follows.
“Who noticed me??”
He frowns at me.
“You can’t be that stupid.”
“What the hell do you mean by that stupid?? I will have you know that I am not stupid, there’s none of my tests I haven’t aced.”
He mutters something along the line of fucking idiot.
I grit my teeth together.
“Look, I know I swung at you that time, but it’s not an excuse to keep acting like a fucking dick. This is the first time I am also hearing of two men being mates.”
“I see stupid, and I say stupid, how is that acting like a dick??”
Okay that’s it.
There’s no talking to this guy, he is obviously drunk on how good looking he is, and he’s gone mad.
I will be the bigger person and walk away from this conversation.
Maybe there’s some food leftover at my birthday party, and maybe I will have my first sip of legal alcohol, go to sleep drunk, and forget I met him.
“Where the fuck do you think you’re going??” he is whispering, yet it sounds like he is barking at me.
“Home?? Where my father is actually respected? Where I won’t be asked to fuck off for introducing myself?? Gee, I don’t know, maybe I am actually fucking off??”
He grits his teeth harder.
“Your father has no respect anywhere, in this pack or out of it.”
Now he has gone too far.
“You take that back!” I spit,
“Why? it’s the truth, and maybe the rumors are true and you have no senses so you can’t smell his bullshit, or because the names they gave you are accurate, the ignorant, foolish heir, that’s why you take his fucking bullshit at face value.”
This time my fist actually connects with his jaw.
The crack tears through the air, and he is stunned for a total of five seconds before his own fist connects with jaw.
A low growl tears out of my throat.
“You motherfucking…”
I can’t tell exactly how, since I see red.
But we throw ourselves at each other, we tussle, my fist connects with his skin, each punch feels electric, but I ignore those stupid sparks.
“Fucking stupid heir…” he cusses,
His punch connects and I taste blood.
We roll downhill, our bodies tumbling, yet we don’t let go of each other, we continue to punch, and cuss at each other.
God, I hate him.
I hate him so much.
He doesn’t know me or my father. What my father has done for this pack. How we’re so successful because of my father’s leadership skills.
If he read the history textbooks he would know just how great my father is, and how he has no right, no fucking right to talk shit about the greatest Alpha to live.
Suddenly his movements seizes, and mine follows.
First thing I notice is that fact that I am on top of him, our crotches right on each other.
I try to shuffle off him, that’s when he cusses.
“Shit. They caught us.”
I blink, halting, half on his body.
“Who caught us?? What are you talking about??”
He narrows his eyes at me, his lip is bleeding but somehow the part with the ring is intact.
I resent the fact that I still want to kiss him, even now.
“The poachers.”
Right on his word, something snaps and we get pulled together and upwards, in a fucking net.
Like animals.
He doesn’t scream, but I do.
I was trapped with my enemy in a fucking net, high up in a tree and no one knows where I am.
“Why would you think about catching a missile???” Noah asks, sniffing.Glancing at the crowd, they had dispersed, working with Declan and The Saviors, perfecting the strategy they had come up with. My eyes fall on his face again, his face is wet with tears, eyes puffy and red, his lower lip trembling, lip ring glistening. “I didn’t think actually.”“And that makes it so much better? I could have lost you, forever.” his voice drops, his hands unconsciously holding on to me tighter, fresh tears roll down his cheeks and I swipe it away with my thumb. Or what used to be my thumb. My hands are burnt to the point where I can’t recognize them anymore.Noah’s eyes fall on my hands, and he whimpers. The sound breaks my heart.I hate that I caused him so much hurt. “Look at you.” he cries,The rest of me isn’t much better, my healing abilities were wonky because I had been repressed for so long, but with him by my side, the process is speeding up, not as fast as I would like though. We’re
“LOOK OUT!”Kicking my legs as far as possible, pushing myself off the earth, hands outstretched before me, my bad arm hurts, but I don’t care, there’s no way this people would get hurt on my watch. The force and heat of the missile pushes me back,“AHHHHHHHH!!”It is too hurt, it feels like I am burning all over. There’s a blinding hot white pain in my arm, I should let it go, save myself. But it’ll land on them, and I can’t..So I pull my weight.It fucking hurts, using the alpha powers, with a burst of strength, I throw the missile up in the sky, it explodes somewhere above the same time I hit the ground with a loud thud. “Eddie!!!” Eva screams, rushing to me.Everything hurts.Something smells like burnt flesh.My ears are ringing and my vision is woozy. “Is everyone okay?” I ask, voice small, shrapnel must have fallen through the clouds, and I can’t let it hit anyone… Nothing is moving.No part of me is willing to stand up. Come on…“Eddie.. can you hear..” Eva’s voice flo
“LOOK OUT!”Kicking my legs as far as possible, pushing myself off the earth, hands outstretched before me, my bad arm hurts, but I don’t care, there’s no way this people would get hurt on my watch. The force and heat of the missile pushes me back,“AHHHHHHHH!!”It is too hurt, it feels like I am burning all over. There’s a blinding hot white pain in my arm, I should let it go, save myself. But it’ll land on them, and I can’t..So I pull my weight.It fucking hurts, using the alpha powers, with a burst of strength, I throw the missile up in the sky, it explodes somewhere above the same time I hit the ground with a loud thud. “Eddie!!!” Eva screams, rushing to me.Everything hurts.Something smells like burnt flesh.My ears are ringing and my vision is woozy. “Is everyone okay?” I ask, voice small, shrapnel must have fallen through the clouds, and I can’t let it hit anyone… Nothing is moving.No part of me is willing to stand up. Come on…“Eddie.. can you hear..” Eva’s voice fl
“I haven’t seen Stephen yet.” Holls says when she reaches me,I feel so relieved that I pull her into the kind of hug that’s possible while holding a child. She takes several deep breaths against my body. “Thank you for coming back safely.”“Thank you for being safe.”Around us the people are buzzing with a different kind of tension. Royals, Middle class, and Commoners are mixed for the first time. Being close to death might have taken the edge off, but they still don’t know how to interact. Plus, there are in the tower, they associate this place with my father. “This is Maria, Maria, this is my best friend, Holly.”Holly smiles at her, and then plucks her from my hold, it’s a great relief for my arm, but I do miss the weight of the child. “What’s happened with Stephen?”She swallows, looking away from the child briefly. “He asked me to come with Declan, and he would go find other survivors and he is yet to get here.” And so has Millicent, and the Harrow brothers.None of their
Noah.I have to find Noah. Pushing a boulder that had fallen on my shoulder, off me, it hurts, but it’s only a slight buzz in the background. The mark he had given me was thrumming with fear so thick I can almost taste it. He was in danger. I have to find him.“Eddie?” Millicent pants next to me, then she dissolves into a fit of cough.“Shit. Are you okay?”She takes the hand offered to her, my right hand, the wounded one, gritting my teeth, pull her off the floor. “Oh my god your arm!” she screeches,“Are you okay?” Her face and hair is covered in dust, a few scratches on her face but nothing too serious.“Yes I am, why aren’t you healing??” she was panicking.Hearing that makes it a little easier to breathe.Overhead, missiles are still dropping, but nothing was coming down on us anymore. The pack would be wiped out at this rate.Who is doing this? “We have to get everyone to safety.” I tell her,She looks around us, a small shaky breath escaping her.The make shift podium
“A turtle neck sweatshirt. That isn’t obvious at all.” Millicent says with a sigh after I finish dressing for the announcement this morning. When I walked in early this morning, she had wordlessly taken me in, not saying anything about my expression, or the fact that I smelled exactly like him. She had taken one look at the mark and made a small noise at the back of her throat.“If you cover your neck as well, everyone would assume it’s mutual.”And so she does.When we walk out of the room together, I can’t shake the feeling of letting Noah down. “There they are.” My father laughs, eyes darting between the two of us like he was expecting us to have another child soonest. We do a courtesy bow to him.“Now, let’s go announce the heir to the people.”There has been a scheduled live broadcast, everyone would tune in, not because they cared about the alpha, but the opposite. They were curious about what he wanted to say.I imagine everyone in the pack sitting in front of their tele







