MasukFuck off.
Fuck off??
Nobody’s ever told me that in my life. Granted, the people I knew were Holls, Stephen, my teachers, but they don’t count because all of my jokes rolled off them like they were immune.
Tongue in cheek, I look up at the dark sky, the stars dotting the night must see and relay to the moon goddess that she made her very first mistake, pairing me with a man!
The worst kind of them even.
“I’m going to assume your name is fuck off.” I say looking back at the spot my mate is supposed to be standing in.
He was gone.
My head swings left and right, almost human eyes searching for my mate, but he is gone and I am left alone out here.
Wherever here is.
“Just great. This is why you don’t follow strangers.” If only I had someone to warn me of stranger danger, am I right??
I am well away from the Alpha tower.Far from home. I snicker to myself, Holls was going to love that one.
Taking in my surroundings, I take note of the fact that I am in an open field, nothing to my left, even more nothings to my right.
I am in a sea of vast nothingness.
With none of my senses to pick the way back home for me.
Turning back, I try to go back the way I came.
I mean, how would I ever tell my father that I found my mate and it just so happened to be a man with shaggy hair, killer eyes and a fucking lip ring?!
Who also told me to fuck off!
He clearly wants nothing to do with me, which I admit hurts a little. Okay, it hurts a whole lot. He’s supposed to devote his entire life to loving me!
I mean, I am also surprised he turned out to be a man, but I wasn’t asking him to fuck off!
“But you did almost punch his face.”
I wince.
Okay fine, I guess he had every right to tell me that.
With a sigh I realize I may never go home.
And the guards said something about rogues lurking.
My mate is thankfully not rogue, even if he has a foul mouth and a shit attitude, he doesn’t look like deranged like every textbook rogue, he speaks well, has a nice body…
“Do not think about his body!” I snap at myself.
Then slap my hand across my mouth.
Good Eddie, call the rogues and tell them a lost alpha, with a dormant wolf and no senses is right here and ready to be devoured.
The least my mate could have done was point me in the right direction.
Right, he has no idea that his next leader has no senses. I think drily.
The right leg of my ugly red suit manages to snag on some dry plants, the rip is loud in the otherwise silent night.
“Go ahead, disappoint your father some more, ruin the suit he made specially for this occasion!” I say pulling my leg to myself, that’s when I stumble backward a bit, tripping over a few roots.
My mouth opens to scream and a hand is slapped across my mouth.
“Shut the fuck up.”
His sweet smell disorients my nostrils and I resist the urge to rest in his arms, instead I peel his hand off.
“Great, Fuck off, pretty kind of you to show up when I don’t need you anymore.”
I can’t help the sarcasm, it comes very easily since my companion most days are my mind, books and films from the human world.
“I said, shut the fuck up, unless you’re trying to get yourself killed.”
I should have noticed he was whispering, but I don’t. Mostly because he is a shit person, I can tell he’s the type to kick puppies and steal candies from babies.
“Who taught you to speak? Are the only things you know fuck off, shut the fuck up??”
“Yes, I only know to fuck. Now, be quiet, they already noticed you.”
My face face blushes at the word, and I am grateful for the dark. I know the word and the meaning purely from books and movies, and Holls never ending stories about her and Stephen.
But in practical?
Does alone and in my room with my always reliable right hand count??
For some reason, I imagine doing it with him.
He glances at me, his mouth twisting in disgust even further.
I don’t hold back the scoff and the eye roll that follows.
“Who noticed me??”
He frowns at me.
“You can’t be that stupid.”
“What the hell do you mean by that stupid?? I will have you know that I am not stupid, there’s none of my tests I haven’t aced.”
He mutters something along the line of fucking idiot.
I grit my teeth together.
“Look, I know I swung at you that time, but it’s not an excuse to keep acting like a fucking dick. This is the first time I am also hearing of two men being mates.”
“I see stupid, and I say stupid, how is that acting like a dick??”
Okay that’s it.
There’s no talking to this guy, he is obviously drunk on how good looking he is, and he’s gone mad.
I will be the bigger person and walk away from this conversation.
Maybe there’s some food leftover at my birthday party, and maybe I will have my first sip of legal alcohol, go to sleep drunk, and forget I met him.
“Where the fuck do you think you’re going??” he is whispering, yet it sounds like he is barking at me.
“Home?? Where my father is actually respected? Where I won’t be asked to fuck off for introducing myself?? Gee, I don’t know, maybe I am actually fucking off??”
He grits his teeth harder.
“Your father has no respect anywhere, in this pack or out of it.”
Now he has gone too far.
“You take that back!” I spit,
“Why? it’s the truth, and maybe the rumors are true and you have no senses so you can’t smell his bullshit, or because the names they gave you are accurate, the ignorant, foolish heir, that’s why you take his fucking bullshit at face value.”
This time my fist actually connects with his jaw.
The crack tears through the air, and he is stunned for a total of five seconds before his own fist connects with jaw.
A low growl tears out of my throat.
“You motherfucking…”
I can’t tell exactly how, since I see red.
But we throw ourselves at each other, we tussle, my fist connects with his skin, each punch feels electric, but I ignore those stupid sparks.
“Fucking stupid heir…” he cusses,
His punch connects and I taste blood.
We roll downhill, our bodies tumbling, yet we don’t let go of each other, we continue to punch, and cuss at each other.
God, I hate him.
I hate him so much.
He doesn’t know me or my father. What my father has done for this pack. How we’re so successful because of my father’s leadership skills.
If he read the history textbooks he would know just how great my father is, and how he has no right, no fucking right to talk shit about the greatest Alpha to live.
Suddenly his movements seizes, and mine follows.
First thing I notice is that fact that I am on top of him, our crotches right on each other.
I try to shuffle off him, that’s when he cusses.
“Shit. They caught us.”
I blink, halting, half on his body.
“Who caught us?? What are you talking about??”
He narrows his eyes at me, his lip is bleeding but somehow the part with the ring is intact.
I resent the fact that I still want to kiss him, even now.
“The poachers.”
Right on his word, something snaps and we get pulled together and upwards, in a fucking net.
Like animals.
He doesn’t scream, but I do.
I was trapped with my enemy in a fucking net, high up in a tree and no one knows where I am.
THREE MONTHS LATER. EDDIE BEAUMONT “Maria! You did not just do that!!” Noah shrieks, but it’s more of a retired shriek.Noah cusses under his breath, substituting his original ear bleeding cuss words for softer ones like, freak, shoes, all the corny stuff. I’ve asked him to cut it out altogether, but he is doing his best. With Maria’s senses sharpening, and her ability to repeat words sharpening, on more than one occasion we’ve been called to the school because she wouldn’t stop cussing. He cusses in front of the teachers, and apologized, promising to do better.It was so cute I couldn’t resist kissing him. The teachers cooed so they let us go.“We are already late Maria, don’t stress Daddy more than you have to.” I say with a conspiratory wink.She giggles.She’s so cute, she gets away with everything. “More than she has to?! You keep encouraging her!”I pull him into my arms, placing kisses all over his face, until he dissolves into a smile, then he shrugs. “Maybe we can go l
NOAH HARROW He kept his word.He stayed for breakfast, with Maria on her chair, he was feeding her pancakes. he actually asked her what she wanted and when she said pancakes, everyone who ate at the tower today had to eat pancakes. He asked them to make as much as possible with the resources available.I watch him now with her, he is a natural at it, making her laugh, recounting parts of his favorite super hero movies, while she clutched one of his Lego pieces, her old toy lay discarded somewhere in our room. He looks so relaxed, and in his zone that I dare not interrupt, just watching them play as they eat, makes me feel grateful. He has changed so much, yet he remains the same.He always had that wisdom and a sense of responsibility about him, but having it and using it are different. I’m just glad he didn’t lose himself.“I’ll come back early today, so we can spend more time together.” he says with a smile, the smile is shy and radia
NOAH HARROW I had been buzzing with anticipatory energy, but he only came back into bed, snuggling with me, body pressed against mine from behind. “Good night, Noah.” he whispered, and drifted off to sleep some time after.That’s it? I thought we would…?But his soft snores reminded me how much he has been working since he became alpha, the rest was very much needed. “Good night, Eddie.” I murmured into the dark, thinking he wouldn’t hear me or something, but his hands tightened against me. The next morning, when I wake up, his arms are still around me. Usually, his side of the bed would be empty when my eyes opened.While we slept, our positions had changed, I am now pressed against his chest in the most intimates of hugs. He pulls me closer, eyes still shut.I watch his sleeping face, mesmerized by his freckles, there are scattered all over his nose bridge. Subtly as I can, I try to count them, and his eyes peels open, the blue startles me so much that my mouth parts and only
NOAH HARROW When he kisses me, a small sound catches in my throat, and I think I might pass out. I open my mouth, kissing him harder, I’m breathing in his exhale like it’s my oxygen. Kissing him is like jamming a thousand, no, a million cigarettes up my throat, the high is different. My fingers fist his shirt, he grunts into my mouth.His leg goes between mine as he props himself up to hover over me, the heat of it all, his tongue sliding rough against mine, it’s all too much. I’m disintegrating, melting through the mattress beneath me, the weight of him on top of me is the only thing anchoring me to earth. His hardness is pressed against mine.“Mmm.” I moan into his as he gently starts grinding his hard on against mine, sending sparks down my nervous system. My legs thrash around, and so does my arms, wrapping and unwrapping themselves on his neck. He holds both my hands, pining them on the bed beneath me.I groan in dissatisfaction, fingers ac
NOAH HARROW His smile had become rare.Reserved for Maria and I. The rest of our friends occasionally got a ghost of a smile. It should make me glad, but it doesn’t, that’s not our Eddie, my Eddie.There has been no opportunities to bring it up, everything is over, but we had to pick the pieces of our pack, quite literally. Only a few buildings remained untouched, and food was getting scarce.Everyone had to be busy, every hand was on deck.First, we buried the bodies. Everyone but Eddie shed a tear.He looked… empty. Felt empty too, like he had completely disconnected himself from reality.Nobody blamed him, nobody whispered. The pack loved him.Then we had to find houses for everyone, the people’s houses that remained untouched had to share with the ones who lost everything. Some moved into the tower, living in his mother’s wing, he allowed it.Nobody wanted to live in his father’s wing, even if they had to squeeze themselves into the maid’s chambers. Millicent’s family
NOAH HARROW “We have orders to bring Noah Harrow to the underground bunker at the tower.”Nathan stepped in front of me, shoulders and spin straightening, he stared at the guards from on top of his nose, like the man in front of him wasn’t towering over him. “What do you want with him?”The guards swallowed, and I almost worry they are intimidated by my brother, then they speak, “The alpha Eddie needs you…”He didn’t have to say anything else, I didn’t need him to.My feet moved fast. He needed me was all I needed to hear.Then I saw his father. “Out! None of you are welcome in the tower!”Where would they go?? People were murmuring, shuffling, but they were more terrified of the missiles than they were of him. They saw what the missiles had done to their families. He was making them choose between death and death. How could he? Was the suffering he already put us through not enough??Rage filled my veins, and I snap at him. When I watched the interview, where he ba
The door to his room is flung open, Nathan trudges in, eyes on his phone.Noah makes a small noise at the back of his throat, I look from his annoyed expression to Nathan who still hasn’t looked up from his phone. “Someone be dead or you will be.” Noah groans, not lifting himself off me, like he
“He’s mad at me.” I blurt, eyes stinging with tears.I don’t realize I am shaking until Noah runs his arms down my shoulders several times, he’s peering into my face.“Did he suspect anything??”“N-no.. he wanted to… announce my mate and I to the pack, and… I said we made a deal…” like the beginnin
“I know I said wine, but will pancakes do?” Holls tells me when I appear from Noah’s bedroom, freshly showered and in his clothes. I am so startled, I walk back and into unsuspecting Noah, who manages to catch me by my waist. All I can hear are the words he has refused to explain. “Holls…” I loo
“I’m sorry for running out the way I did.” I say the second we enter the house.Holls pulls me into a hug, sniffing as she did, I let the familiarity and warmth wash over me, my eyes shut and I wish I could go back to the days when it was just the two of us, when I had no idea my father was such a







