chapter 4 mate

Kailb’s prov

“ what the hell is wrong with you “ I he’ll at my self how could I hurt her so badly and she even acted like i didn’t hurt her this much .

I don’t know why I was feeling kike this , that’s not actually true I knew I just didn’t what to accept it .

My father is a real peace of work and he already arranged a marriage for me with another packs alpha daughter I don’t even know what her name is and he wanted me to be stuck with her for the rest of my life .

You knew I couldn’t do it and there was no “no” with my father every one in the pack knew it. The only person he had ever listened to or tolerated was my mother and since her death he is a person that doesn’t bend in any way.

I wish thing could have been different but he pushed me to the point of no return he know what kind of bond a wolf can have with his mate and he was willing to sacrifice that kind of happiness from me he was willing to robe me of that, I have handled many of his assault but no more not this I won’t let him take this away from me like he did so many others.

He told me today that my marriage was going to take place in a few month and when he said those words I lost I screamed I lost control and told him he can go to hell and stay there if he thinks for one second he is going to use me as a way to make him self more powerful .

Having a mate is the greatest feeling g in the world and we find our mate when we shift I found her but she was a 3 years younger than me so I wanted to wait so I didn’t tell her know she was being hunted by some of the best hunters of our pack .

That’s right Mea was my mate now I don’t know how to tell her this and for her not to be mad at me cause I have know she was my mate for 3 years and now that she can’t shift I don’t know if she will even feel the bond .

I start walking to calm my self down I cant believe I hurt the one person I swore to my self I would never hurt .

I walk around the hotel and find a dinner I walk in and it has a home feeling to it like your grandma’s cabin .

There are blue and broken white booths and yellow stools I sit at one and look over the menu and there are actually good looking foods so u ordered a couple of them cause my little mate needs her energy for the road ahead us.

“ what can I get you sweetheart “ a middle aged woman with the dinner uniform and a name tag on her cloth came out and said to me I gave her my order for a take out and waited for it “ coffee ?” she asked “ while you wait for your order ? “ she added smiling

“ sure “ I answered I start planning our little road trip in my head and think of a way we can get away cause at this point my father has every one looking for her and probably didn’t notice I was off the pack’s grounds .

“ Here you go , 58.40” said the lady handing me the food and the recite I pay and head back to my mate and on my way I think of away to tell her the true but then when I get by the door decide to not tell cause she doesn’t need the stress right know I’ll tell her when we get to out of the state I concluded then knocked before entering cause I don’t want ye same thing to happen as last time , I mean I do but I don’t think she is ready for that .

I went in she was stilling on the bed waiting for me I guess I put the food and drinks down and look over at her cloth which are mine I guess she went thought my thing and found her self something clean to wear .

We ate in silence then

“ I ….”

“ why…”

we both say at the same time the laugh it off “ you go first “ I tell her “ I just wanted to say thanks for this I don’t know what would of happened if you didn’t come to my rescue ….i mean even if you almost broke me in half “ she says and laughs at her own joke “ did I really hurt you that bad, maybe we should go and see a doctor in town ….” She cuts me of “ I’m kidding , god you are so intense,

I feel much better now….”she says going to the bathroom to wash up.

“ you are sure they cant find us here right I mean its only been a day but I feel like they are breathing down our neck “ I was thinking the same thing.

" I know we should rest tonight and start heading north my father doesn’t have that many allies there so he is less likely to find us there” “ wait your not taking me to see my father?” she asked but I couldn’t tell her the true.

The truth is that her father was sent on a recon mission to a rouge came and we lost contact with him and his teams three weeks in to the mission.

we haven’t been able to contact them ever since “ its too dangerous know that is the first place they will look “ she agreed thankfully and got in bed to get some shut eye.

I lay down on the out side of the bed and hope to god she will forgive me for all the things I’m hiding from her then I close my eye and hear her whisper “ good night big bear” does my little mate have a nickname for me I smile to my self , how luck did I just get.