เข้าสู่ระบบ~ Ivy ~I returned home late in the evening with Mitchell, just barely two weeks after leaving Peter, and to my surprise,the house was surprisingly empty.We had planned to have dinner together at my house today, and my mom had decided she was going to prepare all the meals so she had been home all day. I left the house earlier in the morning when she was making preparations to visit the market to get the items for preparing the meal.I was confused to find the house empty and eerie quiet, mom was supposed to be home now, probably in the kitchen.I walked into the kitchen with Michelle only to find it completely empty too.“Mom?” I called out, setting my purse on the counter.“Isn't she here?” Mitchell asked looking around. I sighed turning to her. “I don't think she is, she is supposed to be in the kitchen. Maybe she went to get something in her room, let's go check.”I turned and walked of the kitchen back to the living room to check if she was there now.But just then, we heard a t
~ Ivy ~ "Mom...." I called out as I ran towards her I hugged her tightly. I missed her so much. "My angel, oh baby.....how are you?” She asked as she burst into tears.Mitchell hugged her too, the three of us out pressed tightly against each other, hugging with so much unsaid emotions. "I'm fine. Mother, we are free. We are leaving this place..."Mitchell's eyes widened. "Really? We are free? Ivy you aren't kidding me right?" Mitchell doubtly asked me. I nodded.Mom hugged me again.“I'm so glad baby… all these months… Mitchell and I had been held captive, we forgot how freedom looked like…. I thought… I thought we would never…”I smiled as I broke the hug. “It's okay mom…. We're free now.”Mitchell held my hand. “Wait, how exactly did it happen? Is Peter dead or something? Or did he just decide to let you go after realizing he was doing the wrong thing?”I looked away, not knowing how to explain everything. And aside from that, I also didn't want to explain.“Well…. Let's ju
~ Ivy ~ "I can see your heart through them" he stared at me so deeply me that It felt like he could actually see through my soul."You know? you were right. I was a heartless devil but you... You made me a whole new person Ivy... You are the most wonderful thing that has ever happened to me...You gave me a desire to live...to love...", he whispered those words with do much love in his tone.I blinked."But what did I give you? Nothing but pain and tears..""In these past five days, I have been only thinking about you...I was waiting for you to come... but when you didn't show up even on the third day... I knew... I knew I have lost...I knew I was not good enough for you... I knew I don't deserve you... and how could I? How could a monster like me deserve something so innocent...so pure..." his voice was halting and broken. He leaned forward as he whispered."So... I am letting you go Ivy"my eyes widened as I just stared at him blankly. His eyes were teary now."W..what?"Tears wer
~ Ivy ~I opened the next page. >>She hates me nowBut I am trying so hard. I am trying again. And again.Hoping to get her love one day.I want to tell her that I'm not perfect. I don't know how to love.I only received pain in my life. I want to tell her that I am scared that she will leave me. I am scared because whenever I felt like living again.I have broken again so hard. I want her to understand me…I want to tell her that I have no one right now. I am so alone. I've always been alone.If she leaves me, I will be broken completely... I don't want to be broken again…I love her a lotDo not leave me Ivy….
15th January >>I had the same nightmare but it was different this time. I saw that girl. I saw that girl saving me from drowning.. Is my mind playing tricks with me? Why is she on my mind? Is it lust?>I saw her again at a mart working... and I couldn't stop staring at her like the last time.I don't know why but I just wanted to touch her once.. to capture her lips with mine and kiss them until she is breathless. I am craving her...I will be alright if I just spend one night with her but she was not even noticing me. That is making me crave her more. I will offer her money and if she denies, I will take her by force>I want to laugh. I want to laugh like a mad man. Josiah is interested in a girl. His high school sweetheart. How dare that bastard fall in love? After ruining my relationship with Natalia. I was about to order my men to kill her till I saw her picture. That's her! Why does he always wants the same thing I want?Lucky bastard.But g
~ Ivy's POV ~I opened the first page.>> Josiah gifted me this diary today... He said I should write what I feel since I speak less…I don't like speaking.Raymond made pizza for me. It was too salty and spicy but I didn't tell him. I like it when he smiles instead of worrying.He's always worrying.>>Emin is my best friend.>I keep having nightmares nonstop. I scream and get up almost everyday but Emin always check up on me and does his best to calm me down>I'm going college today. I don't want to leave my friends but dad and Andrew thinks that Education is as important as air and water>Josiah fought with my adoptive father today. He doesn't want me to get involved in their mafia business. He thinks I am too young for this, and I don't want to do this either>>Today maxwell left.... I couldn't believe he le
~ IVY~After the ceremony ended, Peter immediately pulled me into his car and drove us back to the same mansion where he had treated my wounds the other day.His house.He led me upstairs as we both got into the elevator.He carried me in a bridal style into a room and he locked the door behind him
~ IVY ~ He sat on the driving seat and started the engine. "W..where are you taking me?" My vision turned blurry as tears filled them. My voice was shaky with each word spoken. He didn't answer me instead he increased his speed. Suddenly he applied the breaks abruptly. I stared at our surro
~ IVY ~I watched as mom entered the mall with a lunch box in her hands."Eat this in your break time and call me if you feel sick again, Okay?” She told me as she dropped it right in front of me.I sighed as I grabbed the lunch box.I wished I could tell her about everything happening to me right
~ IVY ~"Miss Ivy, it seems like you have been under a lot of stress for the past few days. You should eat and sleep properly", Doctor said while writing down the prescription.I nodded trying to ignore the presence of that devil in the room."Here are some tablets to regain your energy, now I shou







