Gerard thought that it would be better to leave her alone on her own. He even started not to pay attention to her beside some important issues. He even started to not go home anymore. He spend most of his Time outside the house. Twice in a week he visited her. Alaya was neither happy nor sad with his sudden change. But she could not understand that why he's being like this. She assumed that maybe something is wrong with him, or he's bored from her. Alaya made food everyday, which she mostly ended eating up alone. Only on weekends, he visited her. She spent most of her time on her paintings.
The most difficult thing for Alaya was to bear with him when he was drunk. Whenever he was drunk he almost lost all of his senses and she had to carry him to bed all by herself.
But one thing Alaya wondered that where he spends most of his time when he's outside. He cannot sleep in office and work non stop. He must be staying somewhere else when he's not around.
It was a beautiful cloudy morning, it seemed like it's going to be rain. She made herself breakfast and ate while looking at the beautiful weather. She sighed. She looked at the beautiful garden, with flowers blooming and dew drops covering leaves. 'life is really beautiful' she thought. Suddenly it started to drizzle. She picked up her tray, and came inside. After washing dishes, she went to her room. As she was about to pick her phone, it already rang. The number appeared on screen was the only number saved in it, Gerard's. She picked up the phone."Hello" she answered with soft voice."I'll be home tonight, don't prepare dinner for me, and dress well" he said with a stern voice."Okay" she replied while getting surprised.Gerard never asked her to dress, since they married. What was the matter now? That he asked her to dress up all of a sudden. Maybe they are going outside?Thoughts came rushing to her mind.She instantly went to th
Gerard helped her to get out of the car. He held her hand and then placed it on his arm. They moved together towards the luxurious place. It was decorated elegantly. It was a big party. Rich and beautiful men and women making it look more attractive. Alaya never attended such parties, even her family ones. The last one she attended was only her own birthday. As they entered, some wise gentleman came forward and greeted them. Then they started talking about business, which Alaya didn't get any of it. She looked at her surroundings, where women dressed in revealing clothes, were drinking while holding glasses of wine and chattering. Each one of them was a beauty. Gerard introduced Alaya to every men and women he greeted. Some of them give astonishing stares like they don't believe that Gerard is finally married. And some women give jealous looks to Alaya. But most of men were interested in scanning Alaya from head to toe, making her uncomfortable with their gaze. She held Gerard's arm
Then he unbuttoned his shirt and took it off. Alaya couldn't see anymore. She dared and tried to get off from bed. But just then Gerard grabbed her from her waist and threw her on the bed again while covering her body with his own, placing his both hands on either side. Caging her beneath him was a satisfaction for him."You triggered my patience today and you'll suffer now, and now dare to move and I will not be lenient."Saying this he fetch his tie from the floor and took hold of her both hands and started tying them above her head. She panicked, and tried to get away from his grip but it was too strong for her. Finally he tied them and looked at her. Blood was flushed from her face due to fear, her eyes were begging for mercy and tears flowing down her cheeks soaking bed sheets. Beast inside him was already out, there was no way he could feel sorry for her or even sympathy. He slightly touched her lips with his thumb and caress them. They were soft, like rose petal
She observed his moments for a while. But after realizing his struggle, she lightly moved her hand forward and took the plate from his hand. Then she took the spoon and filled it with food and turned it over to his face. All the while he was just staring at her movements. He didn't know what to say.After all the cruel things he did to her he couldn't believe she still cared for him. When he didn't opened his mouth and kept staring her, she finally spoke."I'm fulfilling my duty as a wife, please eat it".'oh so she just thinks of me as her husband, no feelings involved. At least she accepted me.After all the bad things you have done to her, that's a big achievement' his subconscious told him.He opened his mouth and took the food. Her gentle movements, feeding him food with her own little hands was staining his heart. He couldn't believe how a woman be still soft hearted after bearing his animal behavior. After he ate the food, he stood up and th
As she felt light after crying, she lifted her face to see him. He gently moved his hands to her face and cupped her face with his both hands. 'she is so pure' he thought to himself, her innocence made him fall for her. She was no more crying, but her face was a mess. Tears all over her face. He gently leaned in closer to her face and grazed her lips with his thumb. Her breath hitched as reaction. Then he moved closer until his lips touched hers. He tried to kiss her, but she didn't respond. He he leaned in more to stroke her and respond. But she only tightened her grip around his shirt. She didn't respond, but neither resisted or pushed him away. Until he pulled over. And looked at her, she didn't meet his gaze. He was raged but hurt at the same time."Can't you try to love me for once?" He asked her in a light voice."I can never love you" she replied instantly."Why? Am I that bad? That you can't even try to love me for once?" He asked with pleading
After some time the doctor let him see her. She was in unconscious state. He opened the door and stepped inside, eyes fixed on her. He took light steps towards her and reached her bed. He took her right hand in his both hands and gently rubbed them. Then he put them close to his mouth and placed a kiss, which was the most humble kiss ever. More he realized her state and looked at her, more he felt disgusted with himself. Then slightly he moved the hair strands from her forehead and placed them behind her ear."I'm sorry, I'm no good for you" he apologized in a guilty voice.Then he stood up and left the room as he could not bear seeing her in this condition.He made up his mind that he needs some professional help to overcome his past. He could never forget his past which led him to this. He completely changed and became a horrible version after his past. He almost killed her two times which even scared him more that what if he accidentally repeat the same
Both remained silent throughout the journey, while Gerard stole a few glances at her. Alaya's heart was filled with so much hatred that she didn't even spare him a glance, throughout the way she kept her eyes glued to the surroundings outside the car.The car reached the halt, and before he could come to open her car door, she didn't wait and opened the door herself and stepped out. As she tried to stand herself on her feet, her head ached so badly that she almost fall but in time Gerard held her from waist and pulled her close to his chest. While she was in so much pain, she didn't protested. As soon she realized his smell in her nostrils and his hard muscular body against her fragile, she pushed him. But he didn't let her go. She started to resist his grip and tried to push him away from her."Alaya please stop it! I'm not doing anything to you, let's get in then you can do whatever you want. I won't stop you but right now you can't even stand by yourself" He
At first as she saw the dress, she settled down in a deep thought. That why suddenly they have to go somewhere and her wound has just gotten better. And the last time she went out with him to a party, it certainly didn't went out well and she ended up really bad. But after all his behavior since a week, she thought that maybe it's important that's why he has asked her out, because he has already avoided her for a week.She was in deep thought and couldn't decide that whether she should go or not, like she had a choice. In the end she stood up, picking the dress because if it's really an important gathering for him and if she ruin it with her personal issues with him, he'll be more than just getting mad.She took less than a half an hour, because she was not in mood of applying tons of makeup. She only hide her wounds, and looked decent and elegant, presenting no makeup look.As soon as she got ready, she stepped downstairs. The whole house was trapped in darknes